FF:Ek tha raja ek thi rani vol2: Part:120 page 56

Part 81

CR ko lagaa jaise oonhone kuchh galta sun liyaa hain'''bewilder she looked at RS whose face was determined and calm. CR ko laga Jaise kisi ne kaan main garam lohaa daal diyaa ho ''..

Nikki, yudi, saksh, rudra everyone was stunned listening RS's sudden decision''.

RS: kyun kyaa huvaa'''..humne kahaa hum rahenge BR ke paas aur hume lagtaa hain BR ko ees waqt humaare sivaa kisi aur ki jaroorat nahi hain'''

CR said rather querulously: lekin ye kaise ho saktaa hain RS'''aap yahaa ''

RS with very sharp tone: kyun????? Kyaa mushkil hian

CR raged though trying to compose her expression and voice but she was feeling angry bile rising in her throat: lekin RS''aap kyun taklif karte hain''..

RS: taklif???????? ?'''..hum apni patni ke saath rahenaa chahte hain oonhe khushi ke do pal denaa chahte hain to kyaa buraayi hain oos main ''..aur doctor ne yahi kahaa hain naa.?????? Ki BR ko khush rakhaa jaaye''humaaraa saath agar BR ki sthiti sudhaar ne main madad kar saktaa hain to kyun nahi'''.

Nikki was feeling delighted hearing his dad's words though she tried to convince her dad to rethink his proposal because she can sense that CR was furious.

But before nikki could finish her sentence RS's commanding voice forced them to shudder: ab ees baare main koi bahes nahi hogi '''ab ye taiy hain hum aaj BR ke saath rahenge''.aur hum ees ke aage kuchh nahi sun naa chahte ''aashaa karte hain sab humaari bhaavnaa ki kadar karenge''ab aap sab jaa sakte hain''.bahot raat ho chuki hain aur BR ko aaraam karnaa chaahiye'''

Yudi cast suggestive glance to nikki, assuring whatever RS was doing was right thing. Sensing her brother's suggestion nikki did not utter single syllable after that and stood up from her place and at same time yudi and saksh also moved from their place indicating their suppose leave from the room, while going out yudi stopped on his way and lifted affectionate eyes to Br's loving face and smiled at BR. With his assuring eyes he console his mom that he is fine and not to worry about anything. He looked at RS and told RS that if any emergency arise they all should be informed immediately. With those words he left the room at once followed by anxious nikki and thoughtful saksh.

CR was still rooted to her place, she was not in mood to leave that place. How could she leave ? she felt chain has been tied to her feet and stone had been crushing her heart seeing RS taking care of BR. The distance she has created swiftly between RS and BR has suddenly wiped out with one gentle blow. "jis jagah ko paane ke liye Cr ko apni saari jindagi mahenat karni padi kitne avrodho ko paar karnaa padaa aur kitne avrodho ko dusro ke raasto main khada karnaa padaa''.aaj oose lagaa jahaa se suru kiyaa thaa wapas wahi aake khadi ho gayi thee''jaise lakdi kaa tukdaa''samundar ki lahero pe tairtaa'.kahi bhi oose chhoda jaaye''..aahi jaataa hain lahero ki thokaro ko khaate huve saahil par''..kitni bhi koshish naa karle kabhi samundar kaa hisaa nahi ban pataa'..samundar se ekakaar nahi ho paata'samundar ki tah main nahi samaa pataa''..akelaa'."

Tears of hatred formed in CR"s eyes, she was shivering with rage and repugnance. Rudra who was still standing beside his mom felt that his mom was reluctant to move from that place and she need his assistance to compose herself.

Rudra: chaliye maa hum bhi chalte hain'..hum bhi thak gaye hain aur aap bhi thaki huyi lag rahi hain''.aap Badi maa ki chintaa mat kijiye'..woh theek ho jaayegi pitaaji hain naa oon ke saath'..chaliye''.

Rudra held CR's hand indicating her to move''.CR threw a dirty look at her SAUTAN''.it was poisonous look''somehow Cr felt that BR was giving her triumphant smirk and mocking her with that smile'.RS was still looking at CR with confusion''and hearing Rudra's words'..

RS: CR aap apni didi ki chinta mat kijiye''hum jaante hain aap apni didi se kitnaa pyaar karti hain''aur bhagvaan se prarthna kijiye who jald se jald theek ho jaaye'.

CR scornfully thought that yes she will pray to god that BR never get cured and Cr will look after that and create all possible situation that not let BR recover fully. With that vindictive determination she left BR's room''..

Yudi , saksh and nikki was standing outside yudi's room. yudi was in deep thought and nikki who was controlling her tears broke into uncontrollable sob. Yudi tried to convince her that nothing to worry about and thing will be alright. However, nikki was tormented feeling guilty. She asked permission from her brother that she should go and meet rani and talk with her and try to mend the problem unknowingly she has created. But yudi suggest that now no more hide and sick game and no more third party involvement it would be better he himself talk with rani. and saksh also supported yudi's decision. Nikki was profusely asking for forgiveness from yudi and yudi told her that its not her mistake but its all call from destiny and something good will come out from this.

Seeing nikki in despair yudi asked saksh to accompany nikki till her room and if possible try to talk with her as yudi wanted to be alone for a while and think entire matter carefully and compose himself before meeting rani.

Saksh and nikki left thoughtful yudi alone in his room.

The moment nikki and saksh entered nikki's room, suddenly saksh's eyes fell on nikki's bed " aur oos raat ke baad ki udaas subahaa ki saari yaade ooske aankho ke saamne obhar aayi"'''.those memory flooded saksh's mind like fast flowing water stream, nikki's sad face, her red eyes because of excessive crying, her hesitance to face saksh and most important the bangle he found on her bed,''every piece of memory was falling into it's place and giving the perfect picture's image. Saksh felt electric discharge in each and every molecule of his body thinking about it. He gave penetrating glance to distress nikki who was still sobbing and oblivious of all the thoughts going on in saksh's mind.

Saksh went near nikki and with concern he asked nikki to sit on bed and request her to stop crying because it is not going to help but could deteriorate nikki's health. Nikki was feeling agitated.

Saksh went near table where water jug had been kept he poured water in glass and gave to nikki, with trembling hand nikki took glass of water and drank little that has restore her breath and mind for a moment.

Saksh wanted to ask nikki the entire story behind that one liner blurt out but he was hesitant how to start and how to ask nikki that does not sound absurd and do not disturb nikki further.

Saksh could not gather courage so he asked nikki how was she feeling now? However instead of answering his question she asked saksh should she go and meet rani and talked with her though yudi has asked her not to do so? Saksh suggested not to do such thing that could lead more problem for yura and nikki should not go against yudi's wish and he has complete trust in yudi that he will handle things with complete maturity and everything will be alright by tomorrow so nikki should stop worrying about that and she should rather take some rest because she was looking very pale and tired.

Nikki's eyes were anxious, gravely she murmured " humari hi galti hain oos waqt bhi ek baat humaare muh se fisal gayi jo ees baat kaa karan bani aur aaj bhi ek baat humaare muh se nikli jo '''.."

At that point saksh could not stop himself carefully he asked: kyaa huvaa thaa aisa jis ko lekar aap bhi dusre din bahut paresaan thee saare raat jaise aap soyi naa ho ..humane dekhaa thaa aap ki aankhe laal ho gayi thee jaise aap saree raat roti rahi ho''.aur kunvarji bhi bahut paresaan lag rahe the'''

Nikki stuttered realising that saksh had carefully inspected her : who''.woh'

Saksh sensing nikki's uncertainty: agar koi samsyaa hain bataane main to koi baat nahi'.hume lagaa agar hume puri baat maloom ho to hum kuchh madad kar paaye''.ees mushkil si gadi main'.

Nikki lowered her eyes could not decide what to do she thought if she won't share this matter with saksh he might think that she does not trust him and this matter was so personal she was feeling uncomfortable sharing with him''

Nikki at last : nahi aisi koi baat nahi hain ''..baat dar asal ye huyi ki ''oos raat rani ki tabiyet achanak se bahut kharab ho gayi thee''..( and after that nikki while anxiously playing with her duppataa and restlessly shifting in her seat narrated entire situation to saksh'how she told yudi that body heat could help rani and yudi who did not want to take any risk decided that he will stay with rani and asked nikki to leave room'.and next day when nikki went to rani's room rani was feeling good though unconscious and yudi was ready to leave room''..though she did not ask further to his brother but she has complete trust on her brother that he might not have done anything wrong that could put his true love at the edge of shame )

Incredulously and bewilder saksh was listening whatever nikki was telling him but while nikki was narrating him about yura his mind was involuntarily thinking about nikki's state of mind during that night. suddenly it came to his realisation that nikki was devastated and agonised at that night, not because whatever yudi did was not right but somehow he felt that seeing yura very close nikki was shaken. He had felt that many times that yura's closeness was making nikki restless and it was not that she was jealous of them but their closeness was somehow giving her feeling of loneliness and that's why she was that night trying to find solitude in solace of his memory. And the bangle he found next day was justifying his thought. His heart sank in dismay.

After completing her narration when nikki waited for saksh's replied and when she did not get any reply from saksh she was confused and she cast anxious glance to saksh she was embarrassed seeing saksh was fervently looking at her'..she cleared her throat and asked him sudden question'''.do you trust my brother that he would not have done anything wrong?

Saksh suddenly pulled out from his thought with that question and he was embarrassed with his gallant behaviour. He told nikki that he trust yudi more than anything and whatever yudi did was right and anybody in his place would have done same thing and rani is mature girl and would understand the noble feelings behind yudi's gesture and as yudi asked nikki should forget about it and rest. Saksh request nikki to go to bed and it was too late so he asked permission to leave too''..

With heavy heart he proceeds towards door and hold knob of the door to pull door and suddenly nikki's question stopped him in his way with sudden jerk'''

Nikki: kyaa humaare bhai ke pyaar ko bhi oos ki manzil nahi milengi?????

Saksh's grip become very tight on knob he felt he was trying to hold his heart listening that question. In that moment he felt like holding Nikki in his warm embrace and consoles her. He felt knot in his heart. his heart sank with dejection. For a moment he held his breath and closed his eyes tight to compose his palpitating heart and thudding mind. keeping his hand on knob and without moving from the place an only he turned his face towards nikki and looking ardently in her eyes he told her.

Saksh: dharti ko bhi saawan kaa intezaar karnaa padtaa hain''kitnaa kasht oose sah naa padtaa hain tab jaake saawan aataa hain aur baarish ki boondo se dharti ko bhigota hain''.aur ek khushnumaa saa ahesaa who chhod jaataa hain' '.kathinaayiya, tapish, intzaar ye sab to pyaar ko aur majboot banaataa hain''aur sochiye jab garmi se trast ye dharti ko barish ki boonde jab bhigoti hain to oon se ek maadak si khushbu bhi oothti hain jo saare samaa ko navpallit kar detaa hain''.eesi liye aap udvignaa naa hoyiye aur samay par sab kuchh chhod dijiye''.samay ke saath sab theek ho jaayegaa''..

Nikki lowered her eyes and with agitation: lekin kuchh registaan aise bhi hote hain jaha jindagi nikaal jaati hain lekin koi sawaan nahi aataa'''

Those words pierced through saksh's heart. he felt lump in his throat. Tears rushed to his eyes sensing nikki's destitution.

Saksh with sudden sense of determination: chahe koi saawaan naa aaye''oos registaan ko navjiwan baksh ne ke liye lekin koi bhula batkaa badal aake thodi saataa to dehi jaataa hain oos registaan ki tapti ret ko'''

He gave penetrating glance to nikki and unable to hold himself seeing nikki's suffering, at once he left room immediately leaving pensive and grieving nikki alone in her room. He felt if he will wait there moment longer he will not be able to control himself. However, for fraction of moment he felt that he forget about everything and take his love in his arm and tell her that he is there for her on each and every steps of her life'''.but he could not do that''..

Tabhi ooski jahan se ek aawaaz aayi'''.woh ek bhoola bhatkaa badal jo tha''.

Hei suraj ki kirano, aaj to mujko pighalaa do

Meri dharti se muje milaa do''..

Tune muje samundar ki lahero se oothaayaa,

Aasmaan ke sine se lagaayaa'''..

Thandi shital havaa ne muje sahelaayaa''.

Yaha se waha muje bhatkaayaa'''.

Main hoo''mayur ki chaah, dharti ki pyaas

Dharti ki aash jo koyal ki aawaaj main kar rahi hain pukaar

Ab to muj par taras khaao''..ab to muje pighlaa do

Meri dharti se muje milaa do'''.

Dharati ki pyaas ko ab to muje bujaane do''.

Tears were falling down from saksh's eyes and he was agonised and same situation was nikki in'''.dono ek hi nadi ke paas khade the lekin alag alag kinaro pe'''..kabhi to koi setu banegaa jo ees do kinaaro ko jodegaa???????????

In CR's room

Rudra with indirect force brought his mom outside BR's room. Cr was shaking with anger and her face has turned red like lava. Rudra has never witnessed her mom's such avatar in his entire life, however, he has seen his mom angry many times. Reluctantly, CR went near her room and seeing her in distress rudra decided to accompany her till her room and made her sleep. Because he thought it would not be wise to leave CR in such a state alone , she could do anything because first time rudra felt that his mom was not in control of her confidence and power.

Sensing that rudra went to CR's room with her and he asked his mom to sit on bed who was looking deadly angry. He tried to mollify CR saying that CR should not worry on trifling matter like this and she should concentrate on bigger picture like getting control over entire state and kingdom. Rudra further added that RS is not there aim but this kingdom is there ultimate target though he very well knew that his mom loves his dad deeply but he was trying to divert CR' mind. He asked CR to rest and thinks something better to take revenge and how to benefit from this situation because if she will start distressing herself like this for small matter like this she will not be able to concentrate on main fight. After completing his words of nonsense he asked CR to sleep as he was also tired and wanted to rest'''.

CR was sitting on her bed's edge keeping her both hands beside herself, she gripped bed sheets very tight, her brows furrowed darkly, melancholy and maliciously, while staring in emptiness she mumbled''..

CR: har baar''.har baar didi humaari khushi main graham ban ke aayi hain'''pahele humse humaaraa pyaar chhinaa, phir humse humaaraa haq, aur ab''.ab humse humraaraa sab kuchh chhin naa chahti hain''lekin eees baar hum aisa nahi hone denge''chahe jo ho jaaye''.woh humse humaare RS ko nahi chhin sakti''.hum aisa nahi hone denge kisi kimmat par nahi hone denge chaahe ooske liye hume kuchchh bhi karnaa pade''.

When CR's voice fell on rudra's ears he stopped in his way to listen what his mom was saying''few things did not make sense to him..he was incredulously starring at his mom in disbelief. Rudra was shaken seeing the determination and abhorrence visible on CR,s face while saying those words. and before he could think more CR stood up from bed and with vengeance she threw everything that has been kept nicely on side table with one strong blow. Rudra was shocked, he rushed to his mom and held her with shoulder and ask her to control herself'''..

Rudra: mom aap ye kyaa kar rahi hain ''.. sambhaaliye'..mom'..mom kyaa ho gayaa hain aap ko aur ye kyaa kah rahi hain aap''Badi ma pitaaji ki paheli patni hain mom''aap ye kyun bhul rahi hain''

CR gave rudra deadly look: rudra (her voice was cold and hard and if looks could kill, rudra would have been withered there and then) aaj kah diyaa''..ye baat apni jubaan par kabhi mat layiyega'''hum ye kabhi bardaast nahi karenge '...kisi haal main nahi''.RS humaaraa pyaar hain'''humaare pati hain'.

Rudra gathered whatever courage he had''.: lekin mom aap hume chup karvaa sakti hain..lekin haqikat se muh nahi mod sakti mom''aur haqikat yahi hain'..ki badi maa pitaaji ki paheli patni hain'.aur jitnaa haq aapkaa pitaaji par hain ootna hi haq badi maa kaa bhi hain''.aur aap khamkhaa itni chhoti baat se kyun itnaa paresaan ho rahi hain''.aur apni tandurasti aur manosthiti ko kasht de rahi hain'.bas ek raat ki hi to baat hain''

CR while banging her fist on table with hatred and anger: ye ek raat ki baat nahi '' hum jaante hain oos jaadugarni ko''..woh chhin ke le jaayegi humaare RS ko humase'...har baar ye humaare saath kyun hota hain''.kyun who jadoogarni aake humaare pyaar pe mohini kar deti hain''.kyun kyun''.RS humaaraa pyaar hain ''.humaare jine ki wajah hain''.woh humse pyaar karte the'''who hume chaahte the'''oos waqt bhi ye apni mayajaal bichchha ke humaare RS ko humse chchhin gayi aur hum dekhte rah gaye''.humaari aankho ke saamne humaaraa pyaar kisi aur ki baanho kaa haar ho gayaa aur hum kuchh nahi kar paaye'.bas tanhaa se ek kaune main rote rah gaye'..kyun'''kahi ye hume''..

CR was breathing very fast and her entire body was shaking''..sensing seriousness of the situation rudra took his mom near bed and made her sit''.gently he spoke'

Rudra: mom '. Aap bethiye''yahaa'aap''hume chintaa ho rahi hain aap ki mom''aap sambhaaliye aapne aap ko mom'.aap bethiye hum paani laate hain aap ke liye'''humse aapki ye haalat dekhi nahi jaa rahi hain mom'.aap humaari shakti hain jine ki wajah hain''..mom'aap ko ees haal main hum nahi dekh sakte '..mom'ap bethiye hum aabhi aate hain'..

Rudra tried to go out to get some water but suddenly CR held his hand''she was broke out in tears suddenly rudra has not seen her mom crying like this'he understood the thing he is taking lightly was actually very devastating for her mom. She was trying to cope up with situation and feeling very fragile at this moment'.seeing his mom in pain rudra sat beside her and took her hand in his hand and wiped her tears''.and affectionately he looked in his mom's grieving eyes'..he let her mom cry for a moment he felt this way she will calm down'..

Rudra after a while with intention to divert his mom's mind : mom''.aap royiye mat''hum hain naa aap ke paas'.hum jaante hain aap pitaaji se kitnaa pyaar karti hain'..pitaaji aapki jindagi hain'.c(he tried to divert his mom's mind )'.mom'.aapne hume kabhi bataayaa nahi'aap pitaaji se pahele kab mili'..aap hume bataayiye'sab kuchchh bataayiye ki kyaa huvaa thaa''.jab aap pitaaji se mili'..aap ke saath kyaa huva'.hum sab sun naa chahte hain '..mom aap kahenge naa hume'''

And his words worked as wonder on anxious CR'.she started reminiscing the wonderful and enchanting past though it has some bitter memory also'.but from her lighten face rudra can make it out that how was she fascinated thinking about those mesmerising memories''''.

CR gave smile to rudra'..: bte'..hum kaise bhul sakte hain who din jab humne aapke pitaaji ko pahelibaar dekhaa thaa'..aaj bhi hume aise yaad hain jaise kal ki hi ghatnaa ho'..navraatri ke who din the'.aur aathvaa nortaa (eighth day of navratri) thaa''..hum aur didi pitaaji ke dost jo bhanupratap singhji hain oonke yahaa dashere ki mahapuja main saamil hone aaye the'.aur pushkar kaa yani humaari kuldevi kaa jo mandir hain ooske baare main jab chachaji(bhanupratapji) ne didi ko kaha to didi oos mandir ke darshan karnaa chahti thee''eesi liye hum didi ke saath oos mandir main gaye the''..humaare mata pita to bachpan main hi gujar gaye the'didi thee jisne hume maa aur pita dono kaa pyaar diyaa thaa'..aur hum didi ko bahut chahte the'''kyunki humaaraa didi ke alaavaa koi nahi thaa''..didi ko puja path main badi ruche thee aur hume who sab bilkul pasand naa thaa'.hum to kubsurat jindagi ko kubsurati se jinaa chahte the'''.didi jabardasti hume mandir le gayi apne saath''.lekin oos din ne jaise humaari jindagi hi badal di''.didi ko aarati karni thee aur hum waha ub rahe the to humne didi se kaha hum mandir dekh kar aate hain aur hum sidio ki aur aage badhe''.jaise hi hum sidi utar ne waale the'humari nazar sidi ki aur badh rahe ek naujawan par padi'.eetnaa khubsoorat, chahere pe ek ajib saa tej''.dekh kar hi lage ki ye ek sachcha rajpoot hain'eetni mardaanaa chal'..aankho main jalktaa atmavishwaas''.hum ne aisa hasin yuvaan kabhi na dekhaa taa oonhe dekhte hi jaise hum apne honsh kho bethe'..hume lagaa ye jaroor koi yuvraaj yaa raja hain ''.ooski pratibhaa oos baat ki gavaahi de rahi thee''..hum jaise apne aas paas khadi duniyaa ko bhul kar bas oosi yuvak ki akarshan shakti se mohit ho gaye aur khiche chale gaye''..bekhabar hum sidi ootar rahe the''..bas badhe jaa rahe the hum''

Seeing her mom blush like young woman rudra asked: mom who pitaaji the?????

CR with shyness : ji rudra who aapke pitaaji the'''

Rudra: mom to aap sidi ootar rahi thee aur pitaaji sidi chadh rahe the''.to kyaa pitaaji ki najar aap par padi'''.

CR lowered her eyes feeling shy''.: ji rudra''..woh bhi jaise humaari khubsurti se mohit ho gaye ho'''jaise hi oonhone sidi par pahelaa kadam rakha tabhi oonke kadam ruk se gaye ''aur oonhone oopar ki aur dekhaa''aur hume dekh kar oonke bhi jaise honsh ood gaye ho''.aur who bhi mohit ho gaye ho'.

Rudra: mom aap aaj bhi kitni khubsoorat lagti hain aaj kal ki ladkiyaa aapke saamne kuchh nahi to hum andaazaa lagaa saktaa hain oos waqt aap kitni khubsoorat lag rahi hogi'.pitaaji kaa ye haal honaa hi thaa'''

Rudra senses slowly her mom's mind has diverted now and she was indeed feeling relax and happy''remembering her beautiful past unknown to the fact that this past is going to open many secret actually''..and he is going to get many more surprises ''unknowingly he has opened the chapter that had been buried or I would say had been torn down from the book of life and hidden under somewhere deep darkness, since many years and nobody actually knew the fact but today in this night those truths are going to get life in this dark moment''''

CR: rudra '..mazaak kar rahe hain aap'..

Rudra : nahi maa hum sach kah rahe hain'..humaare liye aap duniyaa ki sabse khubsoorat aurat hain''.

CR: aap jaante hain oos waqt bhi sabkaa yahi kahenaa thaa ki hum jaise aasmaan se ootari hoor hain..aisi khubsoorati jis par kisi ki ek najar pad jaaye who diwaanaa ho jaaye'''.aur hum jaante hain didi ko eesi baat se humse jalan thee''kyunki who humaari jitni khubsoorat nahi thee''.woh chaahe jitnaa bhi humse pyaare jataa rahi ho lekin hume pataa thaa kahi naa kahi oonhain irshyaa thee humse''.(bitterness again took place in her tone)'

Rudra sensing again matter is going out of hand tried to continue her mom's romantic story: maa''.phir kyaa huvaa pitaaji aap ko dekh kar dekhte hi rah gaye'..aap aise mod pe aake baat ko chhod naa dijiye hume sunnaa hain'..kyaa pitaaji aapke paas aaye aur kahaa "hi beautiful how are you?"

CR smiled on rudra's funny words: dhat'..oos waqt ladkaa ladki aap logo ki tarahaa nahi the aadhunik khayaalo waale aur maan maryaadaa kaa khyaal naa rakhne waale'..

Rudra: how sad''achha to phir dad ne kyaa kiyaa''?

CR again started thinking those wonderful memory: who jaise humaari aur badh rahe the''.aur hum bhi sab kuchh bhul kar oonki aur badh rahe the'''.

In BR's room''''

The moment CR and rudra left the room''RS stood and close the door'.he was overjoyed tonight seeing BR's sudden improvement for that he has been waiting since so many years now. His happiness was reflecting from his radiant face. and there was no limit to Br's happiness too because after so many lonely night she got solitude of her beloved husband''it was not small matter'.though her heart was not at ease thinking about yudi and rani but same time she had full trust on her son and that's why she has some how compose herself and now she wanted to cherish this wonderful moments she has gotten with her lovely husband''.she anyway did not want to spoil them and did not want that any crease of sorrow on her face give any worries to her caring husband.

At same time RS was also feeling little awkward though because after so many years he was with BR as husband though they have spent plentiful of wonderful and memorable moments together in initial years of their marriage''he came near BR and resting his back on bed he sat on bed near BR. He ardently looked into BR's rejoicing eyes'..he could sense BR's happiness as wife''he took BR's hand in his hand at first he felt lost of words'..he arranged few stray strands of hair on BR's head'.he was struggling with words''that how to and from where to start the talk ''.at same time he wanted to talk a lot with her''.he wanted to give BR all the happiness in this moment''.suddenly he said'''.

RS: aap khush hain naa ????? aap thik mahesoos kar rahi hain naa''koi chintaa ki baat nahi hain naa BR''.

BR shook her head indicating she is perfectly fine and actually delighted in this moment''

Still holding BR's hand with his right hand admiringly with his left hand RS caressed BR;s face that was glowing radiant with that affectionate touch and BR's happiness was clearly visible in her sparkling eyes''keeping his gaze intact '.

RS: aap jaanti hain aap aaj bhi ootni hi jivansabhar aur khubsoorat lagati hain jitni aap oos samay lagti thee jab humne aapko paheli baar dekhaa thaa''.

BR was embarrassed with those beautiful words'.her face turned crimson red remembering that day when she first saw RS in pushkar temple'''how she was impressed with his generosity and humbleness'''.

RS: yaad hain naa aapko humaari who paheli mulaakaat BR'''?

With shyness BR shook her head assuring RS that she still remember those endearing moments of their life.

RS: hume bhi yaad hain who din '.aise jaise bas kal ki hi baat ho''..nauratri kaa who aathvaa naurta thaa''aur pushkar ke mandir main oos din maataaji ki bahut badi puja hume karni thee oos raajya ke raja ke rup main'.woh puja hum har saal karte hain''.oos saal bhi bas who puja hume karni thee''.lekin hume maloom nahi thaa ki har saal jo nahi huva who ees saal hogaa''.ek pratibhavaan , atmasanmaan aur udartaa se bhari ladki aake humaari jindagi hi badal dengi''hume jine ki ek nayi soch aur wajah dengi''..aap jaanti hain naa who aap thee''..

BR kept looking at RS''that yes she acknowledge that'..

RS: jaise hi hum mandir ke praveshdwar se andar aaye sidio ki aur'.ek koyal si madhur awaaz ne jaise hume sunmohit kar diyaa''paheli sidi ke paas hi hum pahonche the ki humaare per ruk gaye eetni madhur awaaz ko sun kar'..jaise koi daivi shakti hume apni aur khich rahi ho''..jahaa khade the wahi khade rah gaye'humne mandir ki oopar ki aur dekhaa lekin jaise humaari soch aur samaj aur saari chetnaa ko kisi ne vash main kar diyaa ho '.naa hume kuchh dikhaayi de rahaa thaa naa kuchh samaj main aarahaa thaa bas oos awaaj se sanmohit ho kar hum sidi par aage badh rahe the'.khiche aa rahe the'oos aawaaj ki aur''..