FF:ek tha raja ek thi rani VOL 1 - Page 104

Originally posted by: vardah23

ooooooooooooooooooooooooo beena di!!!! hurry hurry hurry!!! i cant wait to read further.this stuff is so awesome..! where do u get all this i love ur brain man just love ur brain!lol

this is the only ff that gets me confused...while wathchin rkab i start thinkin of hte story in here aand get messed up...lolit all seems so real adn all..he way u use ur hindi just like in rkab I JUST LOVE YOU AND UR FF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally posted by: jibi

Beena you have a very good flow of thoughts and more importantly you are able to put it on paper. And as Simra said, your story is being built on a plot which is making it more profound. As always, it was a smooth reading which left me spell bound.

The touchiest part was when Nikki accepts Sakhs assurance and Rani getting some hint. One thing I want to say, Yudi's restlessness is little bit annoying to me, like he is not able to control his emotions. But as I said in earlier part also, Rani on one hand his strength on the other hand his weakness, and this weakness is dangerous for him. He needs to take some lessons from Saksh. I liked the part where Saksh tries to make him understand that he has to control himself. At that moment I felt that RS would be waiting for him and he is wasting this much time in arguing Saksh. But later it was a sigh of relief and I thanked Saksh to make him understand.

CR, ghayal sherni, saare vaar khali ja rahei hain, lets see what happens.

Anvi said most of the things which I wanted to say.

This is my view on part 65.

Yudi : nikki ''ye aap kyaa kah rahi hain?????? Jaanti hain aap?

Nikki: bhaiya ''hum nahi jaante ees se rani ko kitnaa aaraam milegaa lekin ees waqt humaare paas aur koi chaaraa nahi hain'''ees ke siwayi ke hum ye raastaa apnaaye''..

Yudi: lekin.

Nikki: bahes main samay mat gavaayiye'.aap jaayiye hum rani ke saath rahenge'..

Yudi was staring at nikki in bewilderment, confusion was written on his face.

Nikki tried to move rani';s body away from yudi but rani's grip was too tight and she was clinging to yudi with all her might. Nikki looked at yura'..

Nikki: dekhiye bhaiya rani aapko kaise jakde huve hain jaise aapke jism main se oose garmi kaa anubhav ho rahaa ho''.haa hum se itni garami naa mile jitni aapke badan se mil sakti hain lekin'kyaa kar sakte hain'''.aap jaayiye bhaiyaa kyaa aap kyaa soch main pad gaye''

Yudi(with curiosity and cconfusion): nikki''aapkaa matlab hain agar hum rani ke paas rahe to jyaa daa rahat ho sakti hain''..

Nikki: literally shouted : bhaiya''..

Yudi: haa yaa naa nikki jawab dijiye'''

Nikki: fumble for words and looked at yudi. shiver pass through nikki's spine when she realised that some decision had been forming in yudi's mind and he seemed very firm about his determination. His face was as hard as rock.

Nikki: ji..

Yudi: tab rani ke pass hum rahenge ''..aap jayiye''..

Nikki: bhaiya ..honsh main aayiye ye waqt'''

Yudi gave firm look to nikki and she could not finish her sentence. She was cursing herself for blurting out those words that had instigated yudi to take those drastic decision.

Yudi: hum bilkul honsh main hain aur ees waqt hume rani ki kheriyat ke alaavaa kuchh nazar nahi aa rahaa hain'..aap jaayiye''..hum aap se anurodh kar rahe hain'..krupiyaa karke humaari baat maan lijiye''kyunki ees halat main rani ko chhod kar kahi hum chale jaaye ye to namumkin hain'''..ab bas aage koi bahes nahi''.

Seeing yudi's determination nikki could not gather courage to argue more but she was feeling restless thinking about future. The outcome she could visualise right now yudi was too blind by his emotion that he could not even see the glimpse of it''..

Yudi's deep and unconditional love for rani actually right now troubling nikki somewhere deep inside.

Jab nikki ne ye baat kaa uchhaaran kiyaa ki agar yudi rani ke paas ho to rani ko jyaadaa raahat mil sakti thee'oos pal oose lagaa ki kuchh bhi ho jaaye oose rani ki jaan bachaani hain'.jaantaa thaa baat eetni aasaan nahi thee '.lekin kahi naa kahi oose lagaa jaise takdeer aaj ooska aur ooske pyaar kaa imtahaan le rahi hain'

Reluctantly, Nikki went outside the room and yudi closed the door behind her.

While coming towards bed yudi unbuttons his shirt " lekin jaise apne aapko baanth raha ho " and took out his socks and shoes. While doing so his mind was flooded with many thoughts.

Oose pura vishwaas thaa apane aap par ki woh apne aavesho ke kaatho kathputli(puppet) hoke aisa kuchh bhi nahi karegaa jisse ooske pyaar ko lajjit hona pade'..kyunki oose pura yakin thaa ki woh apni indrayaa rupee ghodo ko sanyam rupee lagaam jaroor lagaa paayegaa''

Yahi soch main dube huve aur eesi vishwaas ke saath oosne rani ko dhakaa huva kambal oothaayaa'..jaise hi kambal oothaa rani joro se thandi se thar tharaayi aur apne aapko apne main simt ne lagi''.yudi ne aapni aankho ko banth kiyaa aur man makkam karte huve dhire se rani ki baaju main let gayaa'''.ooskaa dil jor jor se dhadak rahaa thaa'.yudi ne dono ke badan ko kambal se dhak liyaa'''.

Jaise hi yudi ooske paas gaya rani jaise oos main samaa gayi. Achanak se huve rani ke sharir ke sparsh ne yudi ke rom rom main jaise tarange peda kar li ho.

The moment he rubed rani's feet with his feet , the friction was so strong that he felt that high magnitude current pass through his body. Rani's shivering body was alluring. Her hot breath was touching his bare chest and giving him trepidation. His heart was beating very fast he thought it might jump out of his body because this was the first time he was too near to rani in physical way.

phir bhi woh apne aapko ek shilaa ki tarahaa avichalit banaa ne ki koshish kiye jaa rahaa thaa. Apne man ko rani ke jism se hataa kar ooske man ke prati woh le jaane ki koshish kar rahaa thaa. Rani ke saath gujaare huve lamahe '.oos se huyi ooski paheli mulaakaat'.jaise chal chitra ki tarah ooske manas patal par upasthit ho rahi thee'.

Anayaas ooske haath rani se lipat gaye..oose pataa bhi nahi chalaa, oose lag rahaa thaa ki rani ki saanse, ooski khushboo oose dhire dhire madahonsh kar rahi thee. Ees tej jalti aag main oose laga woh pigal rahaa thaa. Ooska hath kab jaake rani ki komal suraayedaar garden par aake atak gaye oose pataa bhi naa chalaa'ooske haatho ke saprsh ne shaayad behonsh rani ko bhi romanchit kar diyaa thaa oosne aapni banho ko yudi ke sharir se lipat li''.

Yaad aagayaa oose woh lamahaa bhi jo oosne rani ke saath bitaayaa thaa oos raat jab yudi ne rani ko ooske college ka admission form diyaa thaa'oos waqt rani ne yudi ke hotho ko halke se chhua thaa'.aur kuchh samjaayaa thaa'.woh baat achaanak se oose yaad aagayi thee oose yaad aagayaa rani ne oose kyaa kahaa thaa '..kahaa thaa'

ki jis tarahaa do ghar ko ek dwar jod taa hai oosi prakaar do jism ke judne se pahele oonke mukhyadwar(main entrance) yaane humaare honth milte hain''''aur oos waqt hum apni aakhe mod lete hain kyunki dushre ki vishmtaa(limitation) ko najar andaaz kar paaye'''.lekin aaj ooski aankhe khul gayi kyunki oose khud ki vishmtaa ko dekhnaa thaa'''..woh vish(poison) jo ooske undar padaarpit karne hi waalaa thaa'''kaise khood se woh nazar choorataa''.aisi kaun si aankhe thee jo mod ne se antar ki vishmtaa ko nazarandaaz kar paaye''

Ye khayaal aate hi oosne rani ke massom lekin murjaye huve chahere ko apni hatheli main liyaa aur halke se ooske mastisk ko chuma aur phir joro se apni baaho main oos ne rani ko jakad liyaa aur ooski bhaavna ek ashr bindoo banke ooski aakho main umad aayi''oose lagaa aaj ooske pyaar ne ooski taaqat banke oose samet liyaa hain''..aur aaj oose ek chattan ki tarah''.adig rah kar har tufaan kaa saamnaa kar ne ki oose taaqat di hain'.aur ek ret kaa tilaa jo jaraa se havaa ke joke se bikhar jaaye'..woh ban ne se rok liyaa hain''.

Aaj oose oos roshandaan(oil lamp) ki tarah jalnaa thaa'''jo andar ki aur se shamaa ki tapish ko sahetaa hain aur bahaar ki aur'''.tufaan oose julsaataa hain'..bahaar oothe tufaan aur andar ki agni ko apne main samete huve bhi woh apnaa maksaad kabhi nahi bhooltaa'''.aur ooska maksad hota hain'.apni shamaa ko bujne se bachaanaa'''''bas aaj kuchh bhi ho jaaye woh bhi apni shamaa yaane rani ko bujne nahi degaa chaahe ooske liye oose khud kyun naa jalnaa pade''.aur phir yahi soch se protsaahit hoke oosne apni aankhe mod li ''jaise ooska vishvaas beshudh(unconscious) rani bhi mahesoos kar rahi ho kyunki''.rani ka kampit sharir bhi dhire dhire sthit hotaa jaa rahaa thaa'jaise oonke pyar ki taakat aur oonke vishwaas ki dor jaise oose kahi khich rahi thee jo ooski saanso ki taro ko jod rahi thee'''dhire dhire'..

Lekin jab nikki rani ke kamare se bahar gayi to ooski man ki sthiti(condition) bhi oose udvighan kar rahi thee''.

nikki bhaari kadmo se rani ke kamare se bahaar gayi, ooske kadam oose apne kamare ki aur le jaa rahe hain the lekin ooska man kisi aur hi disha main ood ne lagaa thaa, jab oosne apni pith ke pichhe rani ke kamare kaa darwaajaa bandh hone ki aawaaz suni pataa nahi oose kyun lagaa ki ek darwaajaa kahi ooske andar jo oosne badi majbooti se bandh kar diyaa thaa woh kisi ne achanak se ek hi dhakke main khol diyaa thaa''''..

when Sukhiya saw nikki going towards her room, he hid near pillar but he was scared thinking that yudi was alone with rani . however, when yudi closed the ran's room door Sukhiya's perplexity increased.

Oose lagaa aaj koi badaa tufaan aane waalaa thaa jiski chingaariyaa kayi aur jindagio ko apni lappet main naa lele''..aaj ki rat jaise kayaamat ki raat lag rahi thee oose''bas bhagvaan ki aur haath oothaakar oosne rahem ki binti''''

Lekin nikki to soch main khoyi huyi apne kamare ki aur badh rahi thee..pataa nahi

Kyun ho rahaa thaa aisa nikki ko? Kyun rani ko apne bhai ki baaho main ees waqt dekh ooske sine main tis ooth rahi thee?...kyun apne bhai kaa saagar samaan amaryaadit(with out any limitation) pyaar jo rani ke liye thaa woh dekh kar nikki ko becheni ho rahi thee''.kyun oose aisa lag raha thaa ki yura ke pyaar ki agni kahi ooske sine main bhi dabi huyi aag ko bhadkaa rahi thi''..woh aag jise oos ne khud ne puri tarahaa jalne se pahele hi bujaa diyaa thaa'''lekin kyun oose aaj aisa lag rahaa thaa ki kahi kone main ek angaaraa abhi bhi dhimi aag main sulag rahaa thaa aur yura kaa pyaar dekh woh angaaraa punar jivit ho rahaa thaa'aur oos aag ko phelaa rahaa thaa'''.

Nikki apne dil main ooth te sawaalo ko le kar jab apne kamare main pahunchi oosne joro se darwaajaa bandh kar diyaa'''.jaise woh oos sawalo ko darwaaje ke pichhe chhod denaa chahte thee'''.lekin ye baat eetni aasaan na thi'''..jo sawaal jo dard ooske sine main umad rahaa thaa oos se itni aasaani se chhut kaaraa paanaa'''.

Kyun hota thaa oose ye baar baar jab bhi woh yura ko ek duje main samarpit dekhti yaa oonke pyaar ko panapte dekhti woh khud bekaaboo ho jaati thee'''.ek chattan ki taraahaa kitne saalo tak ''.umad ne waale har ek bhavnao ke tufaan ke saamne woh sthit rahi lekin aaj oose lag rahaa thaa yura ke pyaar ki gahaarayi ko dekh woh apne dil main ooth rahe armaano ke haath til til reth kaa ther ho rahi thee'''' oose dar lag rahaa thaa ki kahi ek halkaa saa bhi havaa kaa jokaa aayaa to woh bikhar jaayegi'''.

Ooska dard ooski aankho se avirat dharaa ban kar bahne lagaa'''jab apni ashu se bhari dhundhli aankho se oosne apni bistar ki aur dekha to woh kaamp gayi sir se le kar paanv tak'''''.kyunki oose apne bistar par rani ko apni baaho main thaamtaa huva yudi nazar aayaa''..aur achanak se oose lagaa ki rani kaa chaheraa ooske khud ke chaahere main rupantarit ho rahaa thaa aur '''..jab oos aadmi ki aur oosne dekhaa to woh sukhe patte ki tarah kaamp gayi kyunki oose yudi ki jagaahaa'''''saksh kaa chaheraa nazare aayaa''''.

Kyun '..kyun oose aisaa aabhaas ho rahaa thaa ? oos ne joro se apni aankhe mood li'.lekin aanshu to rukne kaa naam nahi le rahe the bekaabu hoke bahe jaa rahe the'.aur vichaar''..woh bhi bekaaboo ho rahe the''..oose lagaa jis tarahaa aaj rani ko bachaa ne ke liye yudi ne kadam oothaayaa thaa'''.agar aaj rani ki jagah woh hoti aur yudi ki jagaahaa saksh hota to kyaa woh bhi yahi kartaa????????

Oose apne khud ke vichaar se dhrinaa ho rani thee'''oosne apne haath apne kaano par rakh liye jaise woh apne vichaaro ko rok paaye'''.

Woh tanhaa se '.apne bistar par ghir padi aur phhoot phhoot kar rone lagi'.oose apne vicharo se dhrinaa ho rahi thee''..oose lagaa yura ke pyaar ko dekh oose khush honaa chahiye phir kyun ye aanshu aur oodaashi chhaa jaati hain''ooska dil aur dimaag par'''.oos din bhi farm house main jab oos ne yura ko ekduje ke itne karib dekhaa tab bhi woh vichlit aur asanyamit ho gayi thee'''

Yura ke jiwan main pyaar ke rango ko dekh kyun oose baar baar apni berang jidagi dikhaayi de jaati thee'.Kitni suni aur berang thee ooski jindagi''.woh apni bhai ki khushi ko dekh apni jindagi main khushi aur rang lane ki koshish kar rahi thee lekin kahi naa kahi apne dil ke haatho naakaam ho rahi thee''.

Kitnaa soona pan thaa ooske jivan main, ooska pyaar ooske saamne thaa lekin samaaj ki bediyaa thee ooske pero main, berang saa ooska libaas thaa, suni ooski maang thee aur baah bhi to suni thee''..kitni tadap ooth ti thee woh bhi oodaasi main kisi ki baahon main samaane ke liye'..

Apni suni baahon ko dekh ne lagi'..apni kalaayi ko dekh ne lagi'woh bhi to suni thee'..chundiyo ki khanak nahi thee''.ab ooske haatho main''..kitnaa shokh thaa oose chudiyo kaa'''.kabhi oosne apni kalaayiyo ko chudi binaa nahi rakhaa. Har rang ki kaanch ki chudiyaa oose kitnaa lubhaati thee'..wahi chudiyaa jab ooske haathi se utaari gayi jab woh widhwaa huyi tab''..oose oos waqt aisaa lagaa thaa jaise ooske sharir kaa koi ang oos se juda kar diyaa jaa rahaa ho'apni suni kalaayi ko apne haatho se chhoo kar oos ne dekhaa''jaise kahi se kisi chudi khanak oose sunaayi de ..lekin'

Tabhi oose ek waakyaa yaad agayaa'aur jaise hi woh baat yaaad aayi woh turant apne bistar se oothi aur apni almaari ko oosne khola '.kahi kapdo ke niche se oosne ek bakse ko nikaalaa jisme oosne woh chudiyaa rakhi thee jo saksh ne oose di thee'.jo woh le aayaa thaa ooske liye mele main'.woh pura waakyaa jaise jinvant hoke aaj naajaane kyuun oose yaad aagayaa'woh oos choodiyo ko haatho main thaame dhire se apne bistar par bethi aur oos yaad ko phir se jine lagi

Baat tab ki thee'..jab woh bahut chhoti thi kabriban 6 ya 7 saal ki ek baar jab gaanv main melaa lagaa thaa to pitaji ne dinukaka ko kar har bachche ko mele main le jaane ke liye kahaa thaa'''..woh, yudi, Rudra aur chhoti si bhavi aur saksh who sab saath main gaye the '''kitnaa khubsurat woh melaa thaa, har jagaah chahal pahal thee, log kitnaa aanand kar rahe the, bachhe jaadu ka, Bandar ka khel dekh rahe the. Aurate chunni, saadiya, chudiyaa aur naa jaane kyaa kyaa sajne sanvar ne kaa saamaan le rahi the. Aur aadmi log bhi mardo waale khel dekh rahe the jaahaa murgi o ki ladayi, belo kaa bhidnaa woh sab maje le rahe the.

Oon sab ko bhi kitnaa aanand aa rahaa thaa, yudi jise ghood sawaari kaa shokh thaa woh apne ghode ke liye kuchh kharid rahaa thaa aur Rudra woh to Bandar kaa naach dekhne main jyaadaa utsuk thaa, saksh bas aise hi sab ke saath chal rahaa thaa''.tab nikki ne saksh se puchha thaa

Nikki: saksh aapko kuchh nahi lenaa hain'''

Saksh: ji lenaa to hain.pitaaji ne hume ek khilonaa lene ke liye paise bhi diye hain lekin hum baad main lenge'..

Oosi waqt jab nikki aur saksh baate kar rahe the Rudra jo bandaro kaa khel dekh kar itnaa prabhavit ho gayaa thaa ki gulaatiyaa lagaa ne lagaa bandaro ki tarahaa aur apni ees bandaro jaise harkat main woh jor se nikki ke oopar ghir gayaa'''baad main woh khud to bandaro ki tarhaa uchhaltaa huva chala gayaa wahaa se lekin nikki dard se rone lagi '..tab saksh ne oose madad ki khade hone main.

Saksh: nikkiji ''aap ko bahut chont aayi hain? Aap think to hain'

Nikki ne khud ko sambhaalte huve aur aanshu pochhte huve kahaa: ji hum theek hain ''.

Tabhi saksh ki nazar padi nikki ke haatho main'''.

Saksh: are aap ki to saari chundiyaa tut gayi'..

Nikki ke chahere kaa noor ood gayaa lekin phir oosne kahaa thaa

Nikki: koi baat nahi hum mahal jaake dusri chundiyaa pahel lenge.

Lekin dusre hi pal achanak saksh ko pataa nahi kyaa huvaa ''

Saksh: nikkiji aap thaheriye hum abhi aate hain'''

Before nikki could stop him he disappeared in crowd. Nikki kept looking in the direction saksh had gone but after brief moment he came running towards nikki with holding one box in his hand. Nikki kept starring at him in confusion.

Nikki: are aap kahaa chale gaye the''

Saksh was puffing and panting with the efforts. Nikki was still starring at him in bewilderment.

Saksh: woh'hum aapke liye kuchh lene gaye the''..ye lijiye'.( he was still panting)

Nikki: lekin ye kyaa hain?

Saksh: aap khol ke khud hi dekh lijiye''..

When nikki opened that box and the moment her eyes fell on the gift inside that box her eyes brighten with happiness and broad smile came to her innocent face. she was ecstatic seeing so many red chudiya that saksh had bought for her.

Nikki: kitni khubsurat hain ye'..

Saksh: aapko pasand aayi'.aap pahan lijiye apne haatho main..

(but the other moment she remembered that saksh spent the money that dinukaka gave him to buy his favourite toy)

Nikki: lekin'.aap ne aisa kyun kiyaa''apne khilono ke paiso maise humaare liye chudiyaa ladi'ab aap kaa khilonaa'..

Saksh: khilona to kyaa hain hum kabhi aur le lenge lekin aapke chahere ki khushi jyaadaa maayne rakhti hain''..

Nikki: lekin'saksh..

Saksh: ab aap baato main naa uljiye aur apne sune haatho ko oonki saheliyaa de dijiye''.(jaise woh nikki kaa man bahelaa rahaa ho apni baato se)

Nikki : saheliya???????? Chudiyaa haatho ki saheliyaa hoti hain? Aap bhi naa kuchh bhi kahete hain'.

Saksh: saheliyaa to hoti hain'''dekhiye'jab aap bahot saaree chudiyaa pahenti hain to kaise khanakti hain woh haatho main'..jaise bahot saari saheliya milkar khil khila rahi ho'khel rahi ho 'masti kar rahi ho'.

Nikki wore those bangle and shook her hand to listen that tingling sound and though she was young girl she felt that whatever saksh was saying was true''.because whenever she listen that sound her heart filled with joy and happiness.

Nikki: achhaaa'''..aur agar haatho main '.hmmmm'.socho ..ek'do'tin'nahi chaar chudiyaa ho to'.(bacho si masumiyat ke saath oosne puchha)

Saksh: hmmm tab ( he scratch his head, like he was thinking and trying to find out answer)

Nikki was smiling seeing saksh in fix.

Saksh: haan'agar hatho main chaar chudiya ho ees kaa matlab hain jo bahaar wali do chudiyaa hain ooske bich main jagadaa huvaa hain aur bich wali do chudiyaa oon dono ko manaa rahi ho aur saath main khel ne ke liye samjaa rahi ho'..

Nikki was enjoying this talk with saksh, and she was visualising that scenario that saksh was telling her.

Nikki: achha'to phir bataayiye'agar tin chudiyaa ho to'

Saksh: hmm to phir jaise bahaar wali do chudiyaa bich waali chudi ko apni aaur khich rahi ho'.apne saath khel ne ke liye'ek kaheti hain mere saath khelo dusri kaheti hain mere saath khelo aur bich wali chudi bichaari samaj nahi paa rahi hai kaha jaaye..kyunki agar kisi bhi aur gayi to dusri ko bura lag saktaa thaa'.

Nikki smiled looking at saksh's action for that confusion.

Nikki: ab ye bataayiye agar sirf do chudiya huyi to?/

Saksh: woh dono aisi hoti hain jaise do bahut hi pyaari dost 'jo ek duje ke bina ji nahi paati'humeshaa dhire avaaz se baat karti apne sukh dukh ko baatati'kabhi kabhi naaraaz bhi hoti lekin wapas mil jati'.bas humeshaa ek dusre ke liye jiti'

Saksh told those words very intensly though that time nikki was too young to understand the meaning of those words but today those words were making very different meaning for her.

Nikki was not ready to stop this lovely talk because she was enjoying saksh's talk more than this mela.

Nikki: aur agar ek hi chudi ho to haath main'.

Nikki now remembered very vividly that the moment she asked that question for a few seconds line of sorrow crossed saksh's blissful face.

Saksh: agar ek chudi haath main hoti hain woh jaise bilkul akeli'.jiskaa naa koi saathi hota hain naa koi sangaathi, bilkul tanhaa'.na koi pyaar karne waalaa naa koi jise woh khud pyaar kar paaye'..apni dil ki baat bataa paaye'apni khushi yaa gam baat paaye'.bas ek aise darwaaje pe khadi intazaar karti jiske intzaar ka koi ant naa ho'..

That day though those words did not affected nikki the way today she felt the depth of those words. The loneliness and despondency had become destiny of her life. While remebering those moment when she fell to sleep , from the expression of her face it was evident that she was living those moment once again.

Ooski aankho se bah rahe aansho ooski taqadeer ban ke ooske chahere pe jam gaye the'aur woh saaree chudiyaa jo saksh ne di thee woh ooske armaan banke bistar par bikhar gaye thee '.aur bistar ko woh aise jakde huve thee jaise apni yaado ko aur woh hasin lamho ko apne haatho se sarak ne se rok rahi ho'.

Suddenly her dream broke by very soft noise and she was shocked seeing saksh standing near her bed and looking at her with restlessness. She stood up from her bed with jerk and she was startled by Saksh's sudden visit to her room and that was also at that time middle of the night. She could read unanswered questions in Saksh's deep and emotional eyes. She averted her glance to other direction because she felt she might drown in those affectionate eyes.

Nikki: ( she stuttered and fumbled for words): saksh'.aap yaahaa ees waqt'.?

Saksh: aap ro rahi thee''..?

Nikki tightly held the hem of her dress and tried to compose herself, though words were making lump inher throat and she was feeling knot in her mind.

Nikki: nahi'humaari baat chhodiye aap ees waqt humaare kamare main kyaa kar rahe hain?////

Saksh: ( trying to hide his awkwardness) : woh'humne dekha kunvar ji aa gaye hain aur jab humne gaurds se puchhaa to oosne kahaa woh'abhi aaye to oonse milne ke liye hum oonke kamare main gaye lekin woh'waha nahi the hume lagaa woh'rani ke kamare main honge lekin'.

Nikki knew that rani's room's door was locked from inside, her heart was beating very fast and she felt sweat in her palm and her throat was as dry as desert. She was perplexed that what should she tell saksh about yura?

Saksh: (seeing dejection and fear on nikki's face): raniji kaa kamaraa bandh thaa hume dar lagaa kahi raniji ki tabiyat jyaadaa kharaab to nahi ho gayi ho ees wajah se hum aapko puchh ne chale aaye''''aur aapkaa darwaajaa knock kiyaa to khul gayaa'..kyaa huva nikkiji aapkaa chaheraa bataa rahaa hain sab kuchh theek nahi hain?????/

Nikki turned to other side she felt she would not able to hide her emotions anymore from saksh. The tufaan that had formed within her had gone beyond control breaking all the limits and she was trying to fight lost battle. Seeing her crestfallen saksh was getting anxious his patience was getting out of control too'''it was unbearable for him too see nikki in pain. '..he kept his trembling hand on nikki's shoulder '..

Aur jaise eesi tufaan se bachne ki nikki koshish kar rahi thee'.woh havaa kaa jokaa jaise akhir main chhoo gayaa '.woh saksh kaa halkaa saa sparsh kaafi thaa '.oosko udaa ke le jaane ke liye'.woh'apnaa sanyam kho bethi'''..aur joro se saksh se lipat gayi'''..jaise barso se registaan ki tarah garami main tapti aur pyaasi ret''.aaj apne dariyaa se jaa mili ho'''.apni pyaas bujaa ne ke liye''

I would like to end this part with the few line of my poem

Apni aarzuo ko dafnaa ke jindagi main

aage badhnaa shikh liyaa hain humne

Ees hakikat se anjaan, oos aarzu o ke bij se

tamanna o ke ankur phoot pade hain dharti se

khwaisho ki dhoop aur armaano ki khaad ne sinchaa hain jise,

oos aarzu o kaa ped panap ne lagaa hain kahi pe

Excellet Beena..The comparison of bangles to one's life is just amazing..Beena, hats off to u..