Part 52
In his room yudi sat glumly, his arms crossed, still upset about whole situation regarding RB's arrival. He stood up abruptly and pushed his chair away violently that it toppled with loud thud. His growing irritation was obvious but he had to get control over his raging emotion before anybody starts suspecting him.
He paced up and down in his room to find some solution to this unwelcome distraction.…😕yudi knew very well that rani was trying to cover up her agony under the cloak of equanimity but yudi could read rani's eyes and could see her perplexity for the coming days. 😭 Yudi could experience that rani was brimming over with emotion that she did try to conceal in front of him. He thought to himself " rani aapne apne aansoo to chhipaa liye lekin apne dard ko nahi chhipaa paayi. Kyun hume aisa lag rahaa hain ki aapki jubaan kuchh aur kahenaa chaahti thi humse…jo hum nahi sun paa rahe the. kyun hume aisa lag rahaa hain ki aapki woh mushkuraat ke pichhe koi becheni chhipi thee…kyaa ho saktaa hain..lekin jo bhi ho…….."😭
...an interesting thought suddenly entered yudi's mind like a bolt out of the blue. Instantly the anger turned to a sense of pleasure and excitement. 😲The more he thought of that idea that was forming shape…the frown on his face turned into a broad smile. His face lit up and his eyes widened as the pieces of his plan slowly started to form shape. The ingenuity, potential and power of his imagination surprised himself and he could almost sense the satisfaction he would get if his plan succeeded.😲😲
" rani hum aapko dukhi nahi dekh shakte…😳….aapki ek hanshi ke liye hum kuchh bhi kar sakte hain ees sansaar se bhi ladh sakte hain………lekin aapko maayush nahi dekh sakte………..hum apne aap se waadaa karte hain ki hum aapka daaman khushiyo se itna bhar denge ki kisi ne agar dookh kaa ek chhintaa bhi aapke daaman main daal ne ki koshish ki to ooske liye waha jagaa na hogi 😳😳😳
agar kisi ne aapko sooii ki nok (needle point) jitni bhi taklif di to oonko hum oos galti kaa sabak jaroor shikhaayenge……….aur RB ke aane se pahele hi hum aapko ek aisa tohfa denge ki aap saare shikve bhool jaaye"😳😳
Elated with his decision, Yudi decided to put his plan in action immediately with help from Saksh, that same day.😳
In nikki's room when rani entered to give nikki her food….rani was lost in her thought…seeing misery written all over rani's face, nikki was worried about her wellbeing.
Nikki: rani kyaa huvaa aap paresaan lag rahi hain?😕
Rani tried to hide her agony.
Rani: nahi kuchh nahi nikki ji.
Nikki: rani jaroor koi baat hain jo aap humse chhipaa ne ki koshish kar rahi hain….kahiye kyaa baat hain……….?
Rani was choking with emotions; she was finding it difficult from where to start.
Rani: RBji yaha mahal main ek hafte ke liye rahene ke liye aa rahi hain…
Nikki was shocked :kya???????😲😲
Rani: ji….CRji chaahti hain ki kunvarji oonke saath kuchh samay bitaaye.kyunki kunvarji bahut busy rahete hain eesi wajaah se woh RBji ko yaha bulaa rahe hain….
Nikki: bhaiya ko ye baat maloom hain.
Rani: ji abhi oonkohi naaste ke table par CRji ne bataayaa aur woh ………
Nikki: aur bhaiya bahut gusse main honge ye baat sunkar……….
Rani: ji…….aur bahut dookhi bhi hain …hum abhi oonse milke aa rahe hain…….bahut paresaan hain…..hume chinta ho rahi hain kahi woh……..kuchh galat kadam naa oothaale……..😭😭
Nikki: baat to aapki sahi hain lekin aap chinta mat kijiye hum jitnaa bhaiya ko jaante hain woh kuchh bhi aisa nahi karenge…..
From rani's face it was evident that she was struggling with some other dilemma. 😕😕😕
Nikki: hume kyun aisa lag raha hain ki aap ko kuchh uljan sataa rahi hain.rani kyaa baat hain….
Rani: woh ………….(rani was trying compose her emotions) woh…….RBji ki dekh bhaal kaa jimma hume diyaa gaye hain…….aur ….aur
Nikki:aur ye baat bhaiya ko nahi maloom…….yehi baat hain na?
Rani:ji hum himmat nahi jutaa paaye oonki paresaani dekh kar………aur eesi wajah se hum jyaadaa paresaan hain…….
Nikki: rani, RB aa rahi hain ye baat itni paresaan karne waali nahi hain……………………. jitni aapko oonki sevaa main haajir rahenaa padegaa woh baat hain……….kyunki aap kaa RB ke aas paas rahenaa matlaa.RB ke gusse ko sahenaa aur bhaiya ke saamne agar RB ne kuchh kah diyaa…to ab hume bhi dar lag rahaa hain bhaiya seh nahi paayenge………….😭😭
Rani: yahi soch kar humaaraa dil bethaa jaa rahaa hain….😭
Nikki: aap chintaa mat kijiye……….hum sab hain aap ke saath.😳😳hum sab milke sambhaal lenge…………hum saksh ko bhi bol denge ki woh bhaiya ke aas paas rahe aur hum bhi koshish karenge……..aap bilkul bhi cintaa mat kijiye……….
The way in deep jungle, soft rays of sun filter through the leaves and give dim light to see around, the same way nikki's word works as soft rays of hope in rani's troubled mind, that was right now filled with darkness of helplessness.😕
Out side palace near car, saksh's anxiety was mounting with all passing moment. saksh was concern for yudi and the more he was thinking about RB's arrival the more he was despairing of getting any solution to help his friend in some way. Saksh was pacing up and down in parking lot and suddenly he spotted, happy, jubilant and cheerful yudi, approaching in the direction of car. Bewildered, saksh was unable to understand the reason behind sudden change in yudi's gloomy mood.😲😲
Yudi woke saksh up from his deep thought…..
Yudi: saksh……sasksh …….kyaa huva aap hume aise kyun dekh rahe hain?
Confusion was written all over saksh's face and with blank expression he was still staring at yudi……..😕😕
Yudi: are aap kahaa kho gaye hum aapse baat kar rahe hain….log kahete hain hume baat baat par kho jaate hain lekin aab aapko bhi humari bimaari lag gayi…………(yudi laughed heartily) 😆😆😆
Saksh: are kunvarji kyaa huva achanak aap bahut khush nazar aa rahe hain………….aisa kyaa kah diya aur hum kahe kar diya 😉(saksh wink at yudi) raniji ne ki aap to mausam ki tarah achanak se badal gaye…….ya kahi ye baat to nahi RB nahi aa rahi hain……….😆
Yudi: are aap RB ki baat chhodiye abhi hume oonki chinta nahi karni….aur humari khushi kaa kaaran jaan ne ke liye agar aap betaab hain to chaliye gaadi shuru kijiye hum raashte main aapko bataa te hain kyunki bahut si taiyaari karni hain oos khushi ko anjaam dene ke liye.😳😳
Saksh was desperate to know Yudi's felicity, that was why he did not waste a moment and sat in the car and turn on the engine of the car.😃
Saksh: ab to kahiye kunvarji aap kyun itna khush hain?.hume lagaa aaj to aap shaayad office nahi jaayenge……
Yudi: office to hum jaa hi nahi rahe hain………?
Saksh: kyaa??????????to phir kahaa jaa rahe hain?😲😲
Saksh: bataate hain aap to kitna bechen ho rahe hain……chaliye gaadi mahal se bahaar to nikaaliye………..
On his way, yudi unfolded his plan in front of saksh………..saksh was astonished by this brilliant idea but he had his doubt regarding how to keep this plan in action.😕
Saksh: kunvarji ye idea to bahut hi badhiyaa hain lekin aapne socha hain ees main kitna jokham hain………..
Yudi: hum jaante hain saksh…lekin bachpan se hume kathinaiyo se ladnaa shikhaayaa gaya hain..hume shikshaa di gayi hain ki koi kaam mushkil nahi hota agar honshlaa booland ho…………….👏👏
Saksh: aapka honshlaa dekh kar hume bhi lagtaa hain ki ye plan kamyaab rahegaa lekin …bahut saavdhani ki jaroorat hogi …….ees plan ko safal karne ke liye….kyunki ek chhoti si galti bahut badi musibat khadi kar shakti hain………
Yudi: ye baat sahi hain……..eesi wajah se hume aapki aur nikki ki sahaaytaa ki jaroorat hogi………ees plan ko kaamyaab karne ke liye.phil haal hume kuchh jaroori taiyariya karni padegi oosike liye hume jaanaa padegaa ek jagah par kuchh jaan kari ikththaa karni hain.to chaliye kyunki samay kam hain hume raat tak sab kuchh taiyaar kardenaa padegaa warnaa kal jab woh RBji ….aajaayegi phir hume samay nahi milegaa………aur woh tufaan ke aane se pahele hum rani ko ek bahut badi khushi denaa chahte hain taaki aane waale kathin dino kaa woh aasani se saamnaa kar paaye…………😳.
Saksh: haa sahi hain aane waale din oonke liye bahut hi kathin hain …..taki oonhe RBki sevaa main jo haajir rahenaa hain har waqt……
Yudi incredulously looked at saksh, he was hurt by knowing the truth that rani had been appointed to look after RB. 😕
Yudi: ye aap kyaa kah rahe hain?
Saksh: aapko raniji ne bataayaa nahi…………aap jab breakfast table se ooth kar chale gaye tab CRji ne oonhe ye aadesh diya…..
Yudi: tabhi hume lag rahaa thaa ki koi baat hain jo rani hume kahane ki koshish kar rahe hain …………….lekin kah nahi paa rahe hain……oonki aankhe hume kuchh kah rahi thee ………lekin hum samaj nahi paa rahain the……..humaari paresaani dekh kar woh chup rahi……kyunki woh jaanti hain ki ees baat se hum jyaadaa paresaan ho jaate…….har waqt oonhe har kisi ki chinta raheti hain kabhi apne baare main nahi sochte……aur eesi wajah se humne oonkaa sapnaa pura karne ka dradh nischay kar liya hain……..chahe kuchh bhi ho jaaye….saari duniya humare khilaaf ho jaaye lekin .rani ki aankho ne jo sapne dekhe hain hum oon sab sapno ko pura karenge…😳😳………aur eeski shuraat hum aaj se hi karenge…………oonho ne jivan main kabhi apne liye kuchh nahi mangaa hain…..lekin ab bin maange hum oonki saari tamannae puri karenge.ye waadaa hain hamaaraa apne aapse………😳…….saksh aur hume aapki oosme sahaaytaa chaahiye..aap humaaraa saath denge?😳
Saksh: kunvarji…..ye bhi koi puchhne ki baat hain………hum aapke har faisle main saath hain………jaise ram ke liye hanumaa 😳waise aapke liye hum…😳………..aapki seva karne main………hume badaa shakun miltaa hain………….😳
Yudi: shukriya aap ne hume ye kah kar hum pe badaa ahesaan kiya hain…chaliye phir kaam par lag jaate hain taaki samay par kaam khatam ho………
Yudi was feeling proud on his friendship with saksh, and saksh's heartily consent to help yudi in all possible way, had given Yudi's strong determination more strength. Yudi had decided that he would give wings to Rani's dream, as Rani had become precious part of his life. Rani, who had sacrifice for the happiness of other people, would live life for herself also. Yudi had made his mind to obliterate RB's name from his life. 😳
Rani's entire day passed with many tiring activity, she had to clean RB's room and arrange all the essential stuff RB might require during her stay in palace. She did not realize how fast time had passed. It was almost night, and the full moon, a pale yellow, inched its way slowly up the night sky, past the tree branches and finally nestled comfortably among the star. The darkness set in and enveloped the town. In the palace, everyone had gone to their room after their dinner. Rani was too busy today that she did not realize that yudi had not return to the palace since morning.
When palace's clock struck 10 in the night, rani remembered that it was the time to give BR her medicine. When rani entered BR's room, she felt that BR's eyes were stuck on the door and she was waiting for Rani's visit to her. Slowly but steadily rani had earn respect and love in BR's eyes by her tremendous effort for BR's recovery. Unknowingly it had become BR's habit to see rani's face, first thing in the morning while she wakes up and last thing in the night while she go back to her sleep.
Today rani was late only by few moment, and BR started to feel uneasiness. However, today the reason behind BR's anxiousness was, the news she had heard about RB's arrival. BR knew rani might be busy with all the preparation but BR was worried about yudi and that was the reason today she was restlessly waiting for rani. The moment BR saw calm and contented rani, her all worries evaporated with the same moment. 😳
Rani gave medicine to BR and prepared her for sleep but rani felt that BR wanted to say something. In BR's eyes rani could ready many questions but rani could not understand clearly what was those questions were about.
Rani: BRji, lagtaa hain aap ko nind nahi aa rarhi hain……kyaa baat hain BRji aap kuchh paresaan hain…………..?BRji aap sone ki koshish kijiye…hum aapke per dabaa dete hain………….hum yahi hain aap ke paas.
Rani started to massage BR's leg with aryuvedic ointment. With every soft touch of rani's hand, BR's disquiet mind had started to rest in appease. When rani realized that BR had fallen in deep sleep she turned of the lamp and slowly went out of the room.
Exhausted, rani proceeded towards her room but when something came under her foot, she stopped to see what it was. 😲😲Rani was surprised to see red rose lying on the walkway, she look around to understand from where the rose came, but she did not find anything strange. Rani thought might be while shifting flowers from one place to other to decorate vase it might have fell by mistake. However, after walking few more steps another rose came under her foot rani was confused, as this could not be coincidence. However, she kept walking but than she spotted that one after another roses had been kept purposely rani decided to follow the path that roses had made. When she picked up last rose near storeroom rani was unable to believe her own eyes she looked around for more roses but she did not find any, she stood there in amazement suddenly two strong hand pulled her in storeroom. Rani was scared out of her wits. 😲
For a moment everything become blank in front of rani, she was immobilized with fear and paralyzed by terror. She was about to scream nearly with hysteria but gently yudi covered her mouth. Seeing yudi in the room and realizing those hand who pulled her with force inside the room was non other than Yudi's😊, rani took as deep breath and let it out in a loud sigh. Rani closed her eyes with sigh of relief. Still her heart was pounding with severe trepidation. Rani's throat dried with fear and her words chocked in her throat. Seeing her terrorized, by his impetuous act yudi, felt guilty for his reckless behavior.
Yudi: rani, kyaa huva ? hum hain….hame maaf kar dijiye………..humne aapko daraa diya……….
Rani was still trying to compose her fear driven mind. Yudi held her hand with lots of emotions and caressed her face to give some comfort.
Rani: kunvarji ………aapne to hume buri taraha se daraa diye ….ye kyaa bachpanaa hain…………. Ees taraha se andhere main aap ne to …………….
Yudi: hume maaf kar dijiye….humaara iraadaa aapko daraane kaa bilkul nahi thaa……….hum to sirf kuchh pal ke liye aapse kuchh jaroori baate karnaa chahte the……😳
Rani: ye kyaa tarikaa huva kunvarji…………aap ne to humari jaan hi nikaal di thee…kher……….chhodiye in sab baato ko…kyaa huvaa sab theek to hain……..aap ees tarah humse kyun milnaa chahte the?
Yudi: aapki jaan hum kaise nikaal shakte hain……..woh to humare paas aapki amaant hain…………😳
Rani nodded her head with smile.
Yudi: .aapki jaan se humari jaan judi huyi hain…….
Yudi lovingly stroked rani's left cheek with his right hand and played with her dangling earrings and staring in her eyes.
Rani: ab kahiye to sahi aap ne hume ees tarah se kyun bulaaya hain kyaa itna jaruri kaam aa padaa ki itna jokham aapko oothaanaa padaa…..aur hume daraanaa padaa?😳😳
Yudi: subahaa aapne hume bataaya kyun nahi ki aapko RB ki seva main rakhaa gayaa hain?
Yudi's sudden question surfaced the painful memory that rani wanted to forget about.😕😕 Rani's expression changed from happiness to sorrow. However, it was the bitter truth with that, she could not play hide and sick.
Seeing her in pain yudi lift her face towards him and ardently looking into her eyes. 😳
Yudi: hum jaante hain aap humko dukhi nahi karnaa chaahti thee……….aur humbhi aapko ees baat kaa jikra karke dukhi nahi karnaa chaahte hain……hume kshamaa kar dijiye………..lekin hum apne aap ko rok nahi paaye……
Rani: kshamaa maang kar aap hume sharmindaa mat kijiye kunvarji…..ees main aap ki koi galati nahi hain…………hume vishvaas hain sab theek ho jaayegaa ……..jab aap humare saath hain phir hume dar kaisa………😳😳..
Yudi: hume aap ki yahi baat man loobhavani lagti hain rani………….aapki baato main aisi Mohini hain jo man ko loobhaa deti hain……😳😳….
Rani: aachhaa to hume lagtaa hain aap ne yahi baat karne ke liye hume bulaaya thaa ab hum chale?????????😉😉😉
Giving passionate glance to yudi rani purposely started to walk towards the door, knowing yudi wanted to share something else with her and would desperately stop her.
Yudi: nahi nahi ……abhi humari baat shuru hi nahi huyi to phir khatam kahaa ho gayi.😃😃
Yudi held her hand and pulled her towards him and glancing in to her intense eyes.
Rani: achha to phir aisi kaun si baat hain jiske liye aap ne itni raat ko hume milne kaa jatan kiyaa.jo kal tak nahi thahar shakti thee………hum bhi to jaane oos baat ko………..
Yudi without breaking his penetrating glance moved closer to rani. yudi's presence increased rani's heart beat, unable to take his glance she lowered her eyes. Yudi lift her face towards him.
Yudi: agar aap itni bechen hain oos baat ko jaan ne ke liye to suniye………….humaare paas ek nayaab taohfaa hain oonke liye jo humare dil ke bahut karib hain………😳😳
Yudi moved further towards rani, his hot breath was touching rani and each and every molecule of her body feeling the vibration from his closeness. "rani yudi ki aankho ki gaheraaiyo main dub rahi thee………..aur oos se bachne ki naakaam koshish karti huvyi woh ek kadam phichhe ki aur gayi"
rani: achha kaun hain aap ke dil ke karib……..
yudi: aap hi bataayiye……..kaun ho shakataa hain ?????????aap to humare dil main chhipi har baat pach shakti ahin naaaaa?
Yudi with every question was moving closer to rani and rani every time to save and control herself moving backwards. Rani's restiveness was increasing with yudi's every gallant move near to her. However, she was feeling spell bounded by yudi's passionate stare, she managed to reply back.
Rani: achhaji to ye baat hain aap ke dil ke karib……………to……..aapki dhadkan raheti hain……….agar hum galat nahi hain to……….(answer mischievously)
Yudi: hmmmmmm….kaun hain jo humare dil ki dhadkan hain……..
Rani: wahi jiskaa naam aapka dil har dhakkan ke saath letaa hain………
Yudi: aur kiskaa naam leti hain humari dhadkan…..
Rani: wahi jiski khushbu aapki saanso ko mahekaati hain……….😳😳
Yadi: kaun hain jiski khushboo hume divaanaa banaati hain………….
Yudi breath deeply to feel Rani's fragrance going very near to her, he was also enjoying making rani feel more vulnerable.
Rani was also not ready to give up so easily.
Rani: wahi jo aapki aatmaa main basaa hain………..
Yudi: achhaji to woh kaun hain jisne humare atmaa ke saath humare man aur tan par bhi kabjaa kar liyaa hain………
😳😳😳
Rani: jiske khwaab aapki aankhe sajaati hain
Yudi: kaun hain woh jo khuli aankho main bhi khwaab banke humaai palko main samaayi hain……
Rani was enjoying yudi's desperation.
Rani: wahi jiskaa baseraa hain aapki yaando main……..
Yudi: kaun hain woh jinki yaade na hume din main chain se beth ne deti hain naa rato ko………..jo har lamhaa humare saath na hote huve bhi humare saath hain………….😳😳
While this interaction rani did not realized that she was cornered by yudi, that was the last step she took back ward and she was now standing near the wall from where she might not able to move anywhere, because yudi had kept his both hand on wall so rani could not run away.
Rani looked around and understood that she was hypnotized by those passionate glance and did not realized that now yudi was standing very close to her looking slyly at her.
Yudi: kahiye……..ab kahaa jaayengi aap fas gayi………..jaan naa chaheti hain humare dil main , dhadkan main, atmaa main, khwaabo main, yando main kiskaa naam hain………….jinke chahere par khushi ki ek lakir dekhne ke liye hum kuchh bhi kar shakte hain…..kuchh bhi……😳😳…woh aap hain rani……….sirf aap…………😳😳
Those words had been spoken with lots of emotion and rani could experience the warmth of Yudi's passionate love for her.
Rani lowered her eyes, but yudi did not break his stare though rani was not looking at yudi, she could experience the craving ,to have her in his life ,in his voice.
Yudi: ji haa ye sach hain aap humari jindagi hain…………aur aapke chahere par ek khushi ki lahar lane ke liye hum kuchh bhi kar shakte hain……kuchh bhi……..saari taklifo ke saamne hum dhaal banke khade rah jaayenge ……….lekin aap par hum aanch nahi aane denge……….aur eesi wajah se aane waale kathin waqt main aap ke dil ko thoda sa shakun mil jaaye ees wajah se hum aapko ek hansi toahfaa denaa chahte hain………hum khushi ka ek aisa lamhaa aapko denaa chahte he jise yaad karke hi aapke chahere ki saari glani ki rekhaae door ho jaayegi……😳😳…….rani humare liye aap aur hum bhale hi alag jism ho lekin ek jaan hain……………😳😳
Each words coming from Yudi's mouth was increasing Rani's anxiety, as atmosphere was also very alluring.
"mahal main chhayaa huvaa raat kaa maadak sannaataa, do yauvan se thirkte badan , akele ees raat main sab se chhip kar ees kamare main akele ………..kitne paas…..ek dusre main ghulti saanse….pighaltaa badan…rani ko mad honsh kar rahaa thaa"😳😳
A tangling sensation ran down Rani's spine and she felt that her heart would jump out with palpitation. Her stomach was churning and she was helplessly trying to avoid Yudi's intense glances.
yudi: rani ye tauhfaa apki aur humari jindagi badal degaa…….aur aapka daaman khushiyo se bhar degaa………..aankhe kholiye aur ye dekhiye……….
Yudi took out one brown envelope that he had hidden underneath of his shirt.😲😲
Rani was still standing near wall very tense.
Yudi: rani dekhiye aapke tauhfe ko …………..aapki aankhe kholiye……..
Rani slowly opened her eyes and looked at yudi, puzzled………seeing confusion written all over her face, yudi hand over the envelope in her hand………
Yudi: kholiye aur dekhiye hum kyaa tauhfaa laaye hain aapke liye…….
With trembling hand rani took the envelope, she was in dilemma, her hand was shaking with nervousness and with quivering voice she said.
Rani: ye kyaa hain kunvarji?
Yudi: aap khole ke dekhiye…….
Rani opened the envelope and she could not believe her eyes, there was incredulous look on her face. Bewildred, she was looking at yudi.😲😲
Rani: kunvarji ………..ye …….ye namumkin hain…….😲
Yudi: namumkin ko hum mumkin banaayenge rani………😳
Rani: lekin aap jaante hain.agar ees baare main kisi ko thoda saa bhi andaazaa lag gayaa to kayaamat aa jaayegi…..hum ye nahi kar shakte…….aapko hum mushibat main nahi daal shakte…..😕😕
Yudi cupped rani's face in his palm and looked into her CHINTIT eyes…….
Yudi: rani kyaa hum aapke liye itna bhi nahi kar shakte……..hume itna bhi haq nahi…
Rani: kunvarji aisa mat kahiye.aap jaante hain ………aap humare liye kyaa hain……lekin…..
Yudi: agar …..hum aapke liye sab kuchh hain to phir ye hich kichaahat kyun rani…..hum aapke sapno ko pura karnaa chahte hain ………woh sapnaa jise lekar aap yaahaa aayi thee…….jisko aapke liye aapke mata pita ne sanjoye….😳.jise sinch kar aapne badaa kiyaa aur woh sapnaa yaha aa kar chur chur kar diyaa gayaa😭…..hum wahi aapke sapne ko ek nayi disha denaa chahte hain ……..rani manaa mat kijiye……humari aankho main dekhiye… …….rani….aapke saare sapne..saari khawaishe…….ab humse judi huyi hain rani …😳😳😳….aur aapke sapne ab humare ho chuke hain jis taraha se aap humari ho chuki hain……kyaa aap humare sapne ko pura nahi karengi………rani……apne liye naa sahi hamaare liye………..college ke form par sign kar dijiye………😳
Rani: lekin ….kunvarji ……….ye nahi ho shaktaa………hum kaise…….aapko jokham main daal de….
Yudi cover her mouth and nod not to say single word.
Yudi: rani……..ham sab kuchh sambhal lenge .sab kuchh arrange hum kar denge …….eesi wajah se ki kisi ko pata nahi chale humne aapka daakhila ek correspondence course ke liye karvaayaa hain… aur ye oosi ka form hain….aap sirf admission paper par sign kar dijiye baaki kaa sab hum dekh lenge……kyunki admission main bhi samay lagegaa…..rani ……humari khaatir…….😳😳
Rani could not gather the courage to refuse Yudi's request, she sign on admission paper, yudi was overjoyed with Rani's decision. 😳😳
Yudi: aap nahi jaanti aaj hum kitne khush hain..khush ees liye hain ki aapka sapnaa saakar hoga..khush ees wajaah se bhi hain ki aap apne liye bhi ab jiyengi……….khush hum ees liye bhi hain ki ……………
But before yudi could finish his sentence rani held his face in her hand and slowly bend his face towards her and softly touched his lips with her lips😲😲😲……..it was not kiss, it was not act of seduction, it was not reaction of some irrational act…….but it had been done with full sanity and calm and composed mind. Rani had just softly touched Yudi's lips, though it partially touched Yudi's lips, current pass through Yudi's mind, leaving him temporary stunned and immobilized with surprise. 😲😲Yudi did not move, his heart skipped the beat but when he saw rani shyly smiling and ready to go away from there, he returned to his senses…….immediately.
He was mystify by Rani's sudden act, though he felt that there was some reason behind Rani's gesture as rani was very much poised and there wasn't any trace of perplexity on her face.
He stopped rani………..
Yudi: rani………..hum……woh……..
Rani stopped him saying anything and looked at him with ease.
Rani: kuchh mat kahiye kunvarji……..
Yudi: nahi rani hum jaante hain ……koi wajah hain………hum jitnaa aapko jaante hain oos se ye andaazaa lagaa sakte hain ki aap ne abhi jo kuchh abhivyakt kiyaa ooske pichhe koi karan ya sanket jaroor hain…😳…….ye baat alag hain hum oos abhivyakti ko samaj nahi paa rahe hain……..rani please hume bataayiye………….warnaa becheni se hum julas jaayenge……….😳
Rani sign yudi not to say such words slowly she walked near drawer and she took out candle from it, then she lit the candle and turned off the lights in room. Yudi was looking at her in amezment.😲😲
Rani kept candle in the middle of the room and she sat near it. Yudi also slowly sat opposite rani, who was busy staring candle.
Rani: kunvarji jaante hain….jabatak ye mombati ko jalaayaa nahi jaataa ees mombati ki koi mayne nahi hoti….aur agar andhera naho tab to mombati pradipyamaan bhi nahi hoti……mom ko jalaane ke liye baati ko bhi ooske saath jalnaa padtaa hain………dono bhinna hote huve bhi abhinna hote hain….ek dusare ke liye hi jaise jal jaate hain. ……ek dusre ke astitava se jude…….ek dusre ke purak……ek ki vishamtaa ko dusraa apni sakshamtaa se sampurn kar deta hain…….chahe ooske liye khud kyun naa jalnaa pade.😳
Yudi was trying very hard to understand what rani meant to say…the thing he understood was so far that they are like strength for each other and for that, they could face any trouble ahead of them. Knowing each other's weakness they always stood as strong pillar for each other, united, they always tried to face all obstacle on their way. regardless of thinking about their own suffering……like in morning rani took great risk to meet yudi and pacify him and comfort him and now in night yudi did same to bring happiness in Rani's life……….…….with full concentration he was silently listening to rani………
Rani: aap jaante hain……humaare mukh ko humare sharir kaa mukhya pravesh maanaa jaataa hain?……….aur humare hontho ko pravesh dwaar?
She looked at yudi who was completely immersed in her talk.
Rani continued: jaise humare ghar ke dwaar se jo bhi nisht aur anisht(good aur bad) pravesh kartaa hain .woh humare gharke vataaran ko apne prabhav se kalushit (troubled)ya to aanandmay kartaa hain…..oosi prakaar…………jo bhi nisht aur anisht bhojan ya kuchh bhi humare mukh se humare sharir main jaataa hain woh apnaa prabhaav humare sharir par kartaa hain………
Jab do ghar…vibhaji hote hain to oonke beech diwaar choon di jaati hain lekin oosi prakaar jab ………paas khade do ghar ek hote hain to oonki ektaa ke pratik ke roop main oonko jodne waala ek dwaar baanaayaa jaataa hain…………..oos dwaar kaa ek honaa oon do parivaar ke milaan kaa pratik hotaa hain……….
Oosi taraha jab do jism, do atmaa , do man kaa Milan hota hain …….to woh do dil ek jaan ke ek hone ke pratik ke roop main humare honth milte hain………. honto kaa milnaa do jism ka ekroop hone ko pradashit kartaa hain…ek dusre ko apne main samaane ki abhivyakti hota hain……eesiliye jab sharir ke ye mukhya dwaar …humare honth…. jab ek hote hain tab hum apni aakhe mod lete hain(closed eyes)..kyunki …..woh yah pradashit kartaa hain ki ees samanvay ki khushi main ……….hum ek dushre ki har khamio ko nazarandaaz kar denge aur………..sampurn samrpan se ek dusre main vilin honge aur ek dushre ko apnaayenge…………….
Rani stopped saying those intense but meaningful words…yudi kept looking at her with awe he understood the meaning behind Rani's polite kiss to him……..he understood that it was gesture of her heartily acceptance of him as her life partner…….it was done with modesty and dignity …the more he kept thinking about it the more respect he felt for rani. His trance was broken by the striking clock, that was also indicating the same meaning……………when he look around he understood that rani had left the room to let him enjoy and let him get engrossed in his solitude.
Yudi was stunned, because with only one indication rani had conveyed him, her all emotions.😳
Jhanak
Udne Ki Aasha
