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Part: 74
Sugandhi was carefully watching nikki while putting stress on each words coming out of her mouth. The effect of her words, she could clearly see on nikki's changing emotions and facial expressions and body language. Saksh who was oblivious of this was looking at sugandhi with mischievous smile.
Saksh: are aap to puri prastaavnaa baandh rahi hain apni shaan main……….ab bahut ho gaya sab jaante hain hum aapko bahut chaahte hain………aur aap humaare bagiyaa ki chahakti chidiyaa hain……ji nikki ki ye humaari.bahen hain…………….
Nikki was jubilant hearing those words and without her realisation joyfully she blurt out: bahen………..ye aap ki bahen hain oh god humne to sochaa ki………(the way she reacted on this piece of information her exhilaration and her delight could not remain hidden from saksh's eyes. Nikki's eyes shone like diamonds as she looked up at saksh. Saksh blinked in surprise seeing sudden change in nikki's voice. She was beaming with happiness that's what saksh felt. )
Ek pal main takdeero ko badalte dekhaa hain maine
Haa oos ashru se bhari aankho ko achaanak se haste dekha hain maine…..
Sadiyo ke humaare saath main har dam har pal
Humaare bich khadi huyi khamoshi ko
hava ke halke joke se chur chur hote dekha hain maine……..
nikki ko jaise lag raha thaa ki who kaala baadal abhi ooski jindagi main andhiyaaraa karne hi wala hain tabhi achaanak oose lagaa dar asal who baadal ooske tapte badan ko apni baarish ki boondo se shitaltaa baksh ne aayaa thaa…
khushi ki lahar daud gayi ooske chahere par aur bhavnaa o ke ye utaar chathaav sugandhi ki aankho se bhi naa bach paaye jo nikki ko kabse bade dhayaan se dekh rahi thee……..aur jo baat ki tasalli oose karni thee who aaj anaayaas oose ho gayi.khushi ki ek lahar ooske chahere ko bhi chamkaa gayi……….
(However before she analysed more sugandhi, who was watching Nikki carefully and wanted Nikki to react same way, did not want this opportunity to let go so)
Sugandhi: kyaa lagaa aapko kaun hain hum????
Nikki fumbled and looked at sugandhi in bewilderment. Saksh who was still watching both of them in confusion suddenly started to understand that what was happening without his realisation between sugandhi and nikki. It was incredulous look on his face. he thought it could not be possible that nikki was troubled because she thought sugandhi and he ………
Sugandhi continued teasingly and winking at nikki: rajkumariji kahi aapko aisa to nahi lagaa ki hum aur bhaiya dar asal main …….boyfriend and girlfriend hain….(she exclaimed happily)
Saksh and nikki both felt awkwardness . Nikki lowered her eyes, visibly embarrassed and saksh could not lift his eyes from nikki's radiant face though his heart was beating very fast with anxiety. Fervently , saksh looked at nikki who was unable to face saksh at that time and saksh did not want her to feel more embarrassed so he stopped sugandhi in her talk.
Saksh: suganshi tum bhi ye kyaa kah rahi ho….
Sugandhi who does not want to let go again started with her talk: nahi bhaiya hum to bas aise hi puchh rahe the…..kahi rajkumari jo ko eesi wajah se dukh huva hoga ki aapki jindagi main koi aur ladki hain aur aapne oonhe bataayaa nahi….
Dumbfounded and flabbergasted by sugandhi's words nikki broke out in cold sweat. Her abhorrence towards her inability to hide her emotions in that moment she was getting restless more and more. Saksh could feel her uneasiness and was about to say something at that moment.
Nikki spoke in quivering voice: nahi aisi baa t nahi hain………dar asal saksh ji ko kisi aur ladki ke saath kabhi dekha nahi….( embarrassed nikki glanced hasty look at saksh and then looked at sugandhi, saksh was awestruck by nikki's words kisi aur ladki ke saath ……..ees kaa matalab nikki ke siva kisi aur ladki ke saath and was nikki jealous today seeing him with other girl…….that thought brought broad smile on Saksh's face. he was overjoyed and delighted with the unspoken revelation of nikki's feelings.)……..aur aapke bare main to hum bhool hi gaye the ki Dkaka ne aapko aapke janam ke baad aapki bua ke yaha bhej diyaa thaa taki aapki parvarish achhe se ho sake( nikki did not speak words that after your mother's death because she knew that those words can hurt saksh and sugandhi deeply)
Sugandhi did not want nikki to feel embarrassed more but same time did not want this matter to let go, she intervene.
Sugandhi: koi baat nahi rajkumariji hum agar aapki jagaah par hote to hum bhi aisa hi samajte…….jab humaaraa koi bahut achha dost koi baat humase chhipaaye to bura to lagegaa hi….main to baat bhi nahi karungi mere dost ke saath jab tak who pyaar se nahi manaaye….
Nikki looked at saksh who was affectionately staring at nikki, and nikki was unable to held that gaze so she lowered her eyes.
Saksh: ab chaliye sugandhi ji aap pura din yahi khadi rahengi aur apni kahaniyaa sunaayengi?......shopping par nahi jaanaa hain kyaa chaliye baaki ki puja khatam kijiye….nikkiji ko bhi deri ho rahi hogi…..
Sugandhi: nahi shopping par to jaanaa hain who to hum kisi bhi prakaar nahi chuk sakte……..chaliye..warnaa bhaiya ko khushi hogi ki chalo jeb katne se bach gayi.
They all laughed on sugandhi's cheerfulness . they all started to walk towards another part of temple. On their way sugandhi who was very desperate to find way to make nikki blurt out why was she doing prayer on same day every year and for whom. However, she knew the reason but wanted nikki to confess at least that by herself.
Sugandhi: rajkumariji agar aap bura naa mane to hum aapse ek baat puchhe?
Nikki looked at her mischievously: ek shart par …..
Sugandhi: kaisi shart rajkumariji(sugandhi was confused)
Nikki gave broad smile to sugandhi : aap hume rajkumariji nahi kahengi…….
They came near god ganesha's statue…….and nikki turned to pray to HIM..
Sugandhi: to hum aapko kyaa kahenge?
While nikki's attention was in prayer sugandhi turned towards saksh and whispered into his ears: kyaa hum bhabhi kahe oonhe
And gave playful smile to saksh and raised her eyebrows like she was asking saksh's opinion about it. Saksh was startled seeing sugandhi's boldness and he was scared that sugandhi might not do anything that can make nikki embarrassed. He shook his head signalling her no, fearing sugandhi might take some hasty steps.
The moment nikki turned sugandhi composed herself looked at her in confusion.
Nikki: aap hume nikkidi kahengi………
They smiled on that….
Sugandhi: theek hain rajjjj………ahaha nikki di
Nikki: kahiye kyaa puchh naa chahti hain aap humse….
Sugandhi: who baat ye hain ki…….har saal bhaiya aaj ke din puja karvaate hain mandir main ye baat samaj main aayi….kyunki aaj oon kaa janam din hain……..lekin…..aap kis liye puja karvaati hain aaj ke din;……….(she paused for a while and looked at nikki and saksh's perturbed face.)…….nahi…….woh hum soch rahe the ki kahi aap kaa bhi aaj janam din to nahi hain naa.,,,,,,,,,,warnaa hum aapko wish karnaa bhool jaaye aur humaari party bhi miss ho jaaye;……….jo hum karnaa nahi chaahte.,……..
Saksh looked at sugandhi and sign her not to talk about it because he could see the crease of restlessness on nikki's forehead.
Saksh: sugandhi………nikkiji kaa janm din Dhan terash ke din aataa hain……aaj oonkaa janm din nahi hain
Nikki was overwhelmed, passionately she looked at saksh……
Sugandhi: to phir…….har saal aap ye dhagaa kis ke liye le jaati hain humaaraa matlab hain kis ki kalaayi par ye aap baandhti hain……
Nikki could not reply to that question, her anxiety was increasing by each passing moment. The secret she hid from everyone since so many years was slowly bit by bit coming out in front of the person she least wanted to reveal on.
Kyun aisa lag rahaa thaa ki who pyaasi dharti thee aur saksh ek baadal………aur dono ki bhavnaae ek dusre se jaani pahechaani hone ke baad bhi oonhone ek dusre se kabhi na kahi thee lekin aaj sugandhi…………..barish ki boond banker……badal kaa sandesh dharti ki aur le jaaa rahi thee……..aur dharti ki sugandh ko baadal tak pahuchaane ki koshish kar rahi thee………
At this moment saksh could not stop himself………
Saksh: who palash ke ped ko bandhti hain ye dhaga har saal…….
Visfaarit netro se dekhti rah gayi nikki………..she was trying to hide this from every one and especially from saksh but ………..it turned out that saksh knew everything…
Nikki cast questioning glanced to saksh, her eyes were telling him that you knew this, you were aware about everything but you never let me know about your awareness, and saksh was like answering through his eyes that……..i knew this all along but did not want you to feel embarrassed. I knew for whom you are doing this puja every year.
Seeing their emotional but unspoken bond tears rushed to sugandhi's eyes. She can sense their desperation, their deep feelings for each other and most of all their respect for each other.
Sugandhi: palash ke ped ko??????/
Sugandhi's words brought back nikki and saksh to their senses……..
Saksh took one palash's flower from suganshi's plate…….
Saksh: aap jaanti hain sugandhi palash kaa ped mere anumaan se sabse khusurat ped hota hain……..ees kaa gera kesari rang kitnaa aakarshak hota hain….jab iske ped par palash ke pushp pur bahaar main khilte hain to aisa lagtaa hain maano jangal main aag lag gayi ho……..palash ke phool ko pavitra mana jaataa hain aur maa Saraswati ki puja ees ke bina adhuri hoti hain……(after saying that he kept that flower near goddess Saraswati's feet………..he paused for a while and passionately looked at nikki who was stood there overwhelmed by raging emotions) ……..palash ke phool bahaar ke aagman ki jaise chhadi pukaarte hain aur saare vaatavaran ko khubsurati se bhar deta hain…..ees pushp ke aur ees ped ke itne gun hain ki…….
But before he could finish nikki who was listening all this quietly spoke suddenly……
Nikki: lekin ek pushp ki pahechaan jis se hoti hain aur jo baat ek pushp ki shobha badhaati hain who hoti hain ooski khushbu……….aur palash ke pushp ke paas sab kuchh note huve bhi ek adhuraapan hain oos main aur ooski wajah hain yeh hain ki oos ke paas khushbu nahi hain…..
She stared at saksh woefully….saksh could see the pain and suffering in her expressive eyes…..saksh wanted to make her feel comfortable……his heart ache seeing her grief….nikki turned to go away……..but
Saksh: lekin palash kaa phool kisi ke pyaar kaa bhi to pratik hota hain……
She turned hearing those words confusion has taken place on her face and sugandhi who was silently watching these two was shocked too…….she was socked thinking whether saksh was about to reveal his feelings for nikki or……
Saksh: gopi o ke krishna ke prati pyaar………jo humaari maanyaataa main sabse pavitra rishtaa hain ees dharti par…….(he gave brief look to nikki and turned towards sugandhi and continue)…….jaanti hain aap……krishnaa kaa sabse priy rang hain pitaambar yaani ghera pila……aur gopiyaa apne aap ko apne pritam krishnaa ke pyaar main rangnaa chahati hain to who …….sab palash kaa ark nikaal kar apne aap ko rang leti hain aur maanti hain who sab ne apne pritam kaa rang angikaar kar diyaa …….apne aapko apne pritam ke rang main rang liyaa……….aur wahi se shuru hota hain…….holi kaa tyohaar…..kyunki palash ke phool ke aadhyatmik gun ke saath aryuvedik ghun bhi hain ……..oskaa ark bahot saare chamdi o ke rogo ko dur kartaa hain aur sundartaa bakshtaa hain aur saath main dushre bhi ooske bahut saare gun hain……
Sugandhi sensing sensibility of the situation picked up the thread of saksh's talk: aur haa bhaiya…..ye sab gun har koi phool ke paas nahi hota………chahe dushre phoolo ke paas khushbu ho …….khusbu to ood jaati hain jab phool murjaa jaate hain lekin ye sab antrik gun kabhi phool kaa saath nahi chhodte
Aur ek baat kahe bhaiya……..ees duniyaa main sab se jyaadaa pyaaraa aur pavitra koi rishtaa hum ne dekha hain to who hain radha aur krishnaa kaa rishtaa……(she turned towards radha krishna's idol.)
Aisa rishtaa jisme no koi apekshaa aur naa rishte ko naam dene ki bhavnaa…sirf oos ki anubhuti…..ehsaas……aur sarv bhaav se samarpan…..sirf ek dushre ko baandhtaa ek atut vishwaas…..eesi wajah se aaj bhi jab sache pyaar ki baat aati hain to radha Krishna kaa naam liyaa jaataa hain……..kirshnaa jiski patni rukamani hain phirbhi log radha ko hi Krishna ke saath pujte hain………to chaliye aaj ke ees achhe se din par hum tino mil kar radha aur kirshna se prarthnaa karte hain ki har pyaare se rishte ko apnaa ahirvaad de
After saying that sugandhi pulled nikki and saksh with her and took them near radha Krishna 's idol and they prayed together. Nikki's mind was troubled hearing those words. each and every situation today took place has put her mind under great turmoil. She was unable to think anything coherently. At that point of time she was too much overwhelmed by tidal emotions. She only followed the way sugandhi took her and closed her eyes in process to compose herself and her disquiet mind.
Sugandhi who was standing in between saksh and nikki, closed her eyes too in front of god and prayed to god for nikki and saksh's happiness. She prayed to god that this two innocent lover are suffering because of society's barrier and silently enduring all pain so she asked for god's help to unite these two.
After praying she moved back and turned to wiped her tears those were rushing into her eyes seeing saksh and nikki's endurance. And suddenly she heard ringing temple bell and she turned to look and it was like pleasant surprise for her. she thought god has answered her prayer like this and her teary eyes beamed with happiness……..
Because sugandhi moved back saksh and nikki who remained stood next to each other did not realised that another person is also about to ring bell both lift their hand to ring bell at same time. their hand touched on bell together that rang bell and filled temple with ringing bells melody. Startled and confused they rooted there holding each others hand on bell lost in each other's eyes.
And seeing that sugandhi was overjoyed she went near them and clear her throat that pulled nikki and saksh out of their trance. They blushed and felt shy but could not imagine the emotions ran down to their mind and body. they felt that simple touch has joined their prayer together and has changed many things around and especially within them. The burden, moment before both of them were feeling, suddenly they felt that it was evaporated.
Sugandhi asked saksh that they were getting late so they should go before it's too late because her friend was waiting for her.
Saksh told sugandhi that before going anywhere he has to go to palace to take yudi's signature on nikki's college admission forms.
And when they were going down through stair case sugandhi had another idea.
When they reached in temple compound sugandhi pretend that she was too late and her friend, just now message her that she is already there so she has to leave now. Saksh was in dilemma hearing that because it was urgent to take yudi's signature on forms. seeing her confusion sugandhi act that she had plan for that.
She suggested to saksh that as nikki is also going to palace saksh should actually go with nikki in their car and sugandhi will take nikki's car and driver with her so in that way their problem would be solved. Because once sugandhi will reach where she has to meet her friend she will ask driver to go back to palace and mean while saksh could take signature from yudi and come and meet her.
Saksh was apprehensive with that plan, but sugandhi did not give him enough time to think about it and started forcing him to go and inform driver about it and mean while she takes her stuff from their car.
She asked saksh that she needs to use saksh's mobile too because her mobile's battery was flat due to saksh who kept arguing with her about puja's plate when she was waiting for him in temple. Saksh knew that sugandhi is too stubborn and would not listen anybody so he gave up ,oblivious to the fact that it was sugandhi's next plan for nikki and saksh, sugandhi wanted after this conversation they spend some time alone they might open up little bit to each other after fresh memory of what ever happen in temple.
Saksh casted hasty glanced at nikki who stood their confused and restless witnessing only the situation those were taking place around her.
Saksh asked nikki whether it is alright with her to come with saksh in his car and sugandhi take nikki's car. Nikki only shook her head in affirmative. After getting her permission saksh went towards the parking lot where nikki's car was parked and driver was waiting for her.
Nikki and sugandhi went towards another parking side where saksh's car was parked.
While walking towards car sugandhi's sudden question startled nikki and she was perturbed and anxious, shiver pass through her spine…..
Sugandhi : nikki di agar bura naa mane to hum ek baat kahe aapse………aap har saal aaj ke din bhaiya ke liye puja karvaati hain naa????????
Nikki stared sugandhi blankly. Nikki was unable to answer that question. She felt her heart was about to jump out of her body with palpitation and her legs turn weak.
Sugandhi: aap bhi jaanti hain aur hum bhi jaante hain ki hum jo kah rahe hain who sach hain ……….nikkidi……aap har saal puja karvaati hain aur who dhaga palash ke ped ko baandhti hain aur aaj aapko hum bataate hain who dhaga bhaiya waha se lekar apne paas sambhaal kar rakh te hain……..aaj tak aapne jitney bhi dhaage oos ped ko baandhe hain har ek bhaiya ne sambhaal kar rakhe hain……..lekin
Nikki casted questioning glance to sugandhi………
Sugandhi: lekin aaj kaa ye dhaga hum chaahte hain aap oonki kalaayi par khud baandhe………
Nikki looked at sugandhi in bewilderment. Nikki could not believe her ears, she was stupefied hearing sugandhi's words. she was numb only imagining about it.
Sugandhi sensing nikki's disquietude added further: hume galat mat samjiye nikkiji…ek dost ke naate hi sahi aaj apne dost ko janam din ke taufe ke rup main hi sahi kyaa aap apne dost ko ye khushi nahi dengi?????
Nikki di hum aap se bahut chhote hain pata nahi hum apni maryaadaa bhang kar rahe hain aur agar kar rahe hain to hume kshamaa kar dijiye……lekin hum ek baat jaroor kahenaa chahenge……..bhagavan ne hume aasmaan diyaa hain aur pankh bhi di hain lekin ……udaan bharne ki koshish to hume hi karni padegi…….haa shayad koshish karte waqt hum ghir jaaye…….lekin kabhi naa kabhi to shayad ood paaye…..warnaa koshish hi nahi karenge to kabhi ood nahi paayenge,,,,,,,,,nikki di phir bhagvaan se shikaayat kis baat ki karenge..
Jindagi ek khushbu hain agar hum saans hi nahi lenge to humaaraa man oos khushbu se mahek hi kaise paayegaa………..
After saying those words sugandhi opened car and started to collect her stuff. Through car door she saw confused but thoughtful Nikki. Sugandhi has again disturbed harmony of Nikki's mind. Sugandhi has again created whirl in Nikki's thoughts. Sugandhi has touched today where Nikki had never let anyone enter till day. Sugandhi has created the space that Nikki had filled with her tears and sorrow. Puzzled and lost Nikki did not realised when saksh came there and started talking with her. Nikki was staring at saksh with confusion written all over her face.
Sugandhi passed saksh his mobile phone and instruct him to come and meet her As soon as he finished his work.
Sugandhi left both of them there and walked towards other side where driver was waiting for her.
Saksh opened car's door for nikki and nikki without saying single word sat on front seat. That holy thread was still in nikki's hand, she was fiddling that thread between her fingers. She looked at saksh who was about to sit on driver seat. Both of them were anxious and confuse what to do in this awkward situation.
Saksh desired that nikki tie that thread on his hand but that thing seems next to impossible, he himself was sure about it that nikki would not do anything like that.
Nikki thought that saksh might ask something about that thread however she knew that saksh would never do anything that make nikki feel embarrassed.
Both of them were thinking about same thing but they were bound by their own limit but sugandhi who was still standing opposite their car was watching them….waiting for something ………she was thinking nikkidi you have to do it…..common ……I know you will do it ……you can do it……if you miss this chance then you will not get chance again/……….please god help this two trouble soul…..show your power …….show your blessing……….show us that you are always there for your children…..please god………she closed her eyes…..
In side car saksh who was holding mobile in one hand was trying to put keys in key latch to start engine but his mind was wandering somewhere else…….
Sugandhi's words were echoing in nikki's mind so she was also lost in her thoughts
Suddenly saksh was about to start car he gave final glance in anticipation that nikki might ………may be this time….may be some surprised………but seeing nikki lost in her own world his last hope also he felt slipping out his hand. With heavy heart he turn key and ………he heard …….twinkling sound calling his name…….he was happily surprised when nikki stopped him ……
Nikki: sakshji………..kyaa aap apnaa daanyaa haath denge…….
She looked directly into saksh's eyes who was shocked hearing those words and his happiness was visible in his eyes………
Nikki: hum ye dhaga baandh naa chaahate hain aapke haatho main……..
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