Part 78
Car was running towards town and saksh's thought was running faster than his car. In his daze he picked up sugandhi and took his car towards shopping mall. Sugandhi who was ecstatic to listen everything that happened between saksh and nikki in car was continuously talking with him. however, after a while she realised that melancholy saksh was driving his car without even noticing sugandhi's words'..seeing her brother grave and absent sugandhi was perturbed. ''..
Sugandhi: bhaiya gadi rokiye'''
Saksh did not hear what sugandhi told him. the whirl that have taken place in his mind had stolen his smile and awareness too.
Sugandhi shook saksh's shoulder and told him again to stop car''
Saksh pulled out from his thought by sudden jerk.
Saksh: are sugandhi mall kaha aayaa hain abhi????
He looked outside car and he was confused''.
Sugandhi: bhaiya mall nahi aayaa hain hum coffee pinaa chaahte hain''.
Saksh was confused: coffee???? Lekin phir shopping main deri ho jaayegi sugandhi kyunki pahele se deri ho gayi hain'.
Sugandhi: bhiaya hume shopping karne nahi jaanaa'.abhi mood nahi hain hume sirf yahaa beth kar coffe pini hain aap ke saath chaliye'..
Saksh parked his car along road side and they came out of car and they took table that was located in one corner facing beautiful view of lake nearby.
Saksh ordered two cappuccino and started looking at boats floating on water, he felt those boats are trying to be stabilised. With wind they were moving in it's direction without it's own destination. Sugandhi was trying to read his brother's mind, she was concerned and mostly mystified by his brother's behaviour because she was thinking that his brother would be the happiest person on earth today but in contrast he was looking lost.
Sugandhi wanted to ask his brother but could not understand how to start conversation. And she could not bring his heart to start talk that could disturb his brother more'''
Mean while waiter served them coffee''it's aroma stimulated sugandhi's all molecule she filled his lungs with coffe's aroma and when she was cherishing coffee's fragrance saksh who was lost did not realised that coffee was too hot and when he tried to take sip from the cup it burnt his lips and he cried because of burn''
Sugandhi: bhaiya aap theek to hain''
Saksh wiping his lips shook his head to assure sugandhi that he was fine'..sugandhi found thread to continue her talk''.
Sugandhi: bhaiya aap ko nahi lagtaa hain ees coffee aur pyaar ke bich main bahut hi samaantaa hain????
Saksh was amused : coffee aur pyaar?????? Ye aap kyaa kah rahi hain?
Sugandhi: haan bhaiya''.dekhiyaa naa jab pyaar ki shuruaat hoti hain to who eesi prakaar ushna(hot) hota hain''aur agar''jaldbaazi ki jaaye ya bedarkaari dikhaayi jaaye to who jalaa deta hain''.
Saksh listen her sister carefully and with grave concentration. He was trying to understand what his sister was trying to tell him'..
Sugandhi continue looking directly into saksh's eyes where she could see his pain clearly : lekin jab who ushna hoti hain tab sirf ooski khushbu se apne jahan ko mahek ne de aur ooske ek ek pal kaa luft oothaaye to who humaari talab aur tadap ko prajvalit karti hain'.aur jaise jaise samay samay bitataa jaataa hain who apni pyaas aur talab dono ko santust karne le liye taiyaar hoti hain'''aur oos waqt jo aanand anubhavit hota hian who apni charam sima par hota hain'''lekin wohi samay bit gayaa aur hum coffee ko waisi hi chhod de to samay ke saath who thandi ho jaati hain aur phir who beswaad si lagti hain'''.ooska aanand jaise mar jaataa hain''.
Abd dekhiye pyaar bhi to waise hi anubhav deta hain'''.agar jaldbaazi ki jaaye to mushkil badhaa deta hain aur samay par ekraar kiyaa jaaye to jindagi banaa deta hain aur agar who samay haath se chalaa jaaye to beswaad saa hoke sirf dard deta hain''
Sugandhi looked into saksh's eyes with concern'''she realised his brother's eyes was moist he understood what sugandhi was trying to tell him'..and It was very true too''..his affection and love towards nikki has given something very similar experience '..he wanted to live happily with his love, he wanted to fill his beloved life with all the happiness that she deserved but he was bound or might say he was prison by this societies rules''..which he wants to break but same time don't want to jeopardised her value and morals too''..
Sughandhi: bhaiya aap ne kuchh kaha nahi ees baare main;''..kyaa sochte hain aap''
Saksh clear his throat and directly looking into sugandhi's eyes with quivering voice: coffee pine ki chahat aur talab ees cup ko apne adharo se lagaa kar apni pyaas to bujaanaa chaahte hain aur oose ye bhi ahesaas hain ki coffe bhi ooske adharo ko chhoo ne ke liye wyaakul hain''. lekin coffee aur hoth dono ko maaloom hain ki ye jo cup banaa hain who ek aise jaharile padarth se bana hain jise oos ke lab chhoo lenge to wahi ooski maut aa jaayegi'''ya coffee kaa jivan phate dooth ki tarah titar bitar ho jaayegaa'''
Sugandhi: to kyaa lab pyaar main fanaa hone se darte hain kyaa oose eetnaa bhi yakin nahi ki shaayaad oonki talab main who kashish ho jo ees jahar ko bhi amrut bana de?
Sugandhi: koi shak nahi hain oose apne pyaar yaa talab par '''lekin dar hain ki agar bhagvaan naa kare aur kahi coffee ko haasil kar ne ki divvangi main agar maut aagayi to coffe apne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paayegi ki ooski wajah se ooskaa pyaar fanaa ho gayaa aur lab ye nahi dekh paayenge''who apni maut hajaar baar kabool kar denge lekin '''coffee apne aap ko apne pyaar ki maut kaa karan ya ooski barbaadi kaa kaaran man ne lage to ''' who nahi gavaaraa hogaa labo ko''..bas yahi soch oose rok leti hain;'''
Sugandhi understood what his brother was trying to say , his despondency was clearly visible on his face. he was only thinking for nikki's pain and nikki's suffering even while sacrificing his love''nothing has any matter in life.
Now she directly asked saksh about what happened when nikki herself tied holy thread on his hand. Saksh narrated everything that he was overjoyed when nikki did so and nikki was also very happy and still she is happy but he is anxious because of the responsibility yudi, RS and BR has given him. he is afraid his and nikki's closeness might forced both of them to break all barrier and accept their feelings.
He was worried because till now nikki has learn to live suppressing her feelings but today he felt that nikki is envisioning to bring life to her dreams and if this time if her dream will be shattered she will not be able to survive that sorrow.
Sugandhi console his brother and asked him to trust GOD and destiny she told him that may be behind all this god has someing store for them, because Br herself has come up with this solution and her daughter is in pain so she must be aware about where her daughter's happiness resides'''and keeping faith on himself and god he should actually take this opportunity to bring happiness in nikki's life. If any way he could bring change and delight in nikki's life that would be like great achievement for his affection for nikki''.
Saksh felt little relieved after talking with sughandhi and he decided to leave everything on god. If HE has store something in their future that is gonna happen whatever he will do no body can stop it'''.if he and nikki destine to be together that will happen'''so least he can do is give happiness and joy to nikki in any way it is possible''.
Thinking that, both brother and sister left cafeteria with happy heart and with new energy to welcome new era of their life.
The evening sun cast long shadows on the ground. The slanting rays of the setting sun gave a warm orange tinge to the sky. Sun's crimson rays have spread its radiant glow on rani's face. rani was staring outside the window though it seemed that she was cherishing the beauty of mother nature where sun was eager to embrace far horizon to submerge as one but her mind was far far away wandering in yudi's thought.
She did not realise when sun was engulfed by horizon and its place has taken by calm and enchanting moon. The silence of that beautiful night and rani's solitude was broken by nikki's sparkling voice.
Nikki entered rani's room and she did not realised that rani was lost in her own world and her happiness she called rani couple of time but when rani did not stir from her space nikki went near her and gently tap on her shoulder.
Rani starred at nikki in bewilderment. She had seen happy and smiling nikki before but today she felt her happiness was coming from her heart. it felt that nikki was delighted about something and that was reflecting from her blissful face.
Seeing rani looking at her incredulously nikki asked her the reason. Rani did not say anything but asked her the reason of her happiness. And nikki excitedly narrated to rani whatever happened in BR's room and she told rani that now saksh will be teaching them . rani could not understand the real reason behind nikki's happiness was nikki happy because their study is going to start or was she happy because saksh was going to teach. Rani was searching for the answer but she knew that it was not easy to get. She could not ask nikki directly because it might look awkward. And she did not want nikki to go through any kind of trauma''.
When rani did not show any emotions after listening such good news nikki was worried for her. she ask for rani's health and asked if she is not feeling well she can call doctor.
Rani assured nikki that nothing is there to worry about she is fine but tired a bit and rani asked nikki about yudi.
Nikki understood that rani was missing yudi she could understand how difficult was it to stay away from your loved ones and in rani's case she has not seen yudi since last two days and not talked to yudi. she thought of something and told rani that she can understand her pain but rani cannot meet yudi right now as he is not in town but she can talk with him
Rani was amused hearing nikki's suggestion. Nikki cleared her confusion saying that though yudi is not around but they can call to yudi and rani can talk with him at least that way rani will be contented and they can give surprise to yudi too''.rani blushed with that thought ''nikki caress her hand and asked for permission so she can get phone from yudi's room'..rani did not utter a word but lowered her eyes with shyness.
With speed of lightening nikki went to yudi's room and got phone and while coming back to rani's room she took care that nobody sees her carrying phone to rani's room. today she was overjoyed and feeling like chirping bird and everything near her were giving her happiness and she does not want any one to remain sad and specially his dear brother and his love rani.
Kuchh unkahi si khushi ne aaj nikki ke pero main ek vij si tvarit gati de di thee aur saaraa aalam oose bas khushnuma lag raha thaa'.har jagahaa oose ek madhur saa sangit sunaayi de raha thaa''.oose khud pataa nahi thaa ki who kyun itni chahak rahi thee''
When she enter rani 's room rani was sitting on bed keeping cushion as back rest and she was playing with another cushion's hem with her finger''.and again lost in her dream world''..
Nikki cleared her throat to pull rani out from her thoughts and visibly embarrassed rani lowered her eyes. Actually she was feeling restless and feared how would she talk with yudi'.her heart was jumping fast and she felt voice might not come out from her throat. After so many days she will hear yudi's voice and her heart was playing game with her. she was trying to gather courage. Each and every molecule of her body was feeling sensation'.mean while nikki dialled yudi's no and handover phone to rani and smiling mischievously went towards door'''..rani kept phone near her ears with each ring her heart was racing fast she was perturbed with the fluttering of her heart''..she was confused how would she respond to yudi's voice '..nikki turned towards rani and asked rani to finish her talk meanwhile she will be back.
Nikki went towards BR's room to see whether she has been served her dinner or not but on way CR called her''.nikki was surprised why CR might have called her.
CR : aap rani se kamare se aa rahi hain?
Nikki: ji chhoti maa
CR: kaisi hain rani ab?
Nikki: theek hain chhoti maa ab'.
CR: hume panditji mile the ''(now leopard cannot change his spot same way Cr cannot leave single chance to make nikki upset)
Before she could understand anything with stern voice CR asked nikki about whatever happened in temple'''.nikki was shocked knowing CR had knowledge about things took place in temple''..Cr inform that priest told her that you had argument regarding some holy thread with one young girl. And CR with very cold voice advice nikki that it does not suit her doing such behaviour in public.
Before she could say anything in her protest suddenly CR asked her the reason of her happiness''..nikki stuttered for a while she herself not realised why was she so happy''but to add fuel in this fire bhavy responded from her back in CR's question.
Bhavy inform Cr that the reason of nikki's happiness is saksh was going to teach her computers. Nikki was crestfallen the way bhavy put that information in front of Cr was disgusting. CR was stupefied and asked bhavi not to speak such nonsense stuff and RS might turn red if such words fall on his ears.
Bhavi with sarcasm gave update to CR about whatever happened in BR's room. nikki was puzzled how could bhavi knew about all this as she was not there. So bhavi with smirk revealed that she was passing by there and when few words fell on her ear she stopped to listen everything''''
Cr was fuming with anger she raise her brow and cast scornful glance at nikki'..CR;s glance pierced through nikki she was shivering with fear and pain. CR with hot burning tone announce that she will talk to RS about it and will not let that inappropriate act take place. She said that she will make sure that nothing deceitful act could take place till she is around.
Tears rushed to nikki's eyes she shiver like dry leaf thinking about future. Suddenly somebody has pushed her again in the darkness. After lots of struggle she managed to get only ray of hope and happiness but suddenly everything seemed like slipping out of her hand and sight'' she ran towards her mom's room with tears in her eyes.
Tired and languished, yudi was sitting on reclining chair closing his eyes. After long meeting with client he did not feel like joining them for dinner as already he was feeling sad that he was far away from rani when she needed him most. Suddenly his mobile ring tone broke his trance he was wondering who must be calling him. when he saw his own room no flashing on mobile he was surprised. Same time he was worried something might have happened to rani that's why nikki might be calling from his room no because he knew that whenever nikki has something urgent to tell she was using his room phone. His heart was beating fast. All bad thoughts were rushing to his mind. he feared what dreadful news is about to deliver to him. his hand was shaking thinking about rani. with great effort he took phone and closing his eyes he kept on his ears''''..
After many ring when suddenly mobile's line went through suddenly rani felt destitute of words''..it was silence at her side because she was struggling with words and same way it was silence at yudi's side too because he was preparing himself to listen heartbreaking news from other side'''nobody spoke''..moment pass in silence'..when yudi did not hear any voice he was nervous though after great struggle he strove away his bad thoughts and try to gather himself to put voice to his words'''..and same time rani also after great effort spoke'..
Yudi: rani: hello''..
Yudi thought it was his imagination that he heard rani's voice''.
Yudi: kaun bol rah haa hain?
Rani with soft tinkling voice: hum rani hain kunvarji'''
Yudi was astonished hearing rani's voice. It seemed like rani's sweet and melodious voice had filled his heart with happiness. Khushi ke aanshu oski aankho se jalak aaye aur bas wahi stheeti rani ki bhi thee''..
Yudi: rani aap '''aap bol rahi hain?
Rani: ji kunvarji'''hum rani hi bol rahe hain'..
Yudi: rani aap nahi jaanti 'hum aapko bataa nahi sakte .ki ki aap ki aavaaj sun kar humaare bechen dil ko kitnaa sukun mil gaya hain ''..aap aap theek hain naa rani'..aap ko kuchh huva to nahi hain naa'..aapppp
Rani: kunvarji kunvarji.,'..humaari baat suniye''.hum theek hain ''.hum bilkul theek hain''
Yudi: phir aap ne yun achaanak phone kyun kiyaa'..aap sach kah rahi hain naa aap theek hain'..
Rani: kyun hum aap ko phone nahi kar sakte?????
Yudi: kar sakte hain lekin kabhi aisa huva nahi pahele'..aur'
Rani: har chiz pahili baar hi hoti hain kunvarji'....
Yudi smiled : ji rani har chiz ki ek shuruat hoti hain ''achhaa ab bataayiye phone kyun kiyaa''.
Rani stuttered: who'..woh bas aise hi,,,,,,
Yudi : ahaa bas aisi hi phone kiyaa'..ye baat hum maan le eetne bhi budhdhu nahi hain'..
Rani blushed: who aapse mile nahi the naa hum do dino se'..to''..to
Yudi mischievously : to'''
Rani: to .to ''kuchh nahi
Yudi: kahiyenaa rani hum sun naa chahte hain
Rani with shyness: hume aapki yaad aa rahi thee''
Yudi: oho achhaji ab baat samaj main aayi humaari rani ji ko humaari yaad aa rahi thee'''aur'''
Rani surprised: aur .aur kyaa?
Yudi: sirf yaad hi aa rahi thee'..aur kuchh nahi ''.yane humse baat karne kaa ji kar rahaa thaa''hume dekhne kaa ji kar rahaa thaa''..ya humaari'''hmm
Rani was feeling embarrassed: kunvarji aap bhi naa
Yudi: kahiye naa rani 'hum ye sab sun ne ke liye taras rahe hain''.aap ko dekh ne ke liye aap ko apni baanho main lene ke liye'.rani aap ko pataa nahi hain kaise humne ye do din gujaare hain. Jaise '..jaise har waqt humaare sine par koi khanjar chalaa rahaa ho''
Rani was engrossed listening yudi's passionate talk and while listening she was still playing with cushion cover. Her hand was passing under cushion she grabbed cushion listening yudi's emotional talk''.closing her eyes she was envisioning yudi was sitting in front of her '..her palpitation was increasing with each and every word spoken by yudi''
Yudi continue:''.aapki haalat humse dekhi nahi jaa rahi thee ek anjaanaa saa dar hume daraa rahaa thaa aur gussaa bhi aarahaa thaa hume apne aap par''.rani rani aap sun rahi hain naa'''hum kyaa kah rahe hain'.
Rani lost in her world spoke: ji kunvarji hum sun rahe hain aap kahete jaayiye''
Yudi: hum apnaa aapaa kho rahe the aapko tadapte dekh rani aur oos raat ko to hum dar hi gaye jab jab''.aap ki haalat bahut hi bigad gayi'.rani oos din hume aisa ahesaas huva ki hum aapko kho denge''.humne aisa kabhi nahi mahesoos kiyaa kisi apne ko kho dene kaa dar'..rani aap ko apki jindagi se joojte dekh hum apne aap ko bebas mahesoos kar rahe the''.aur hum bhagvaan ko praarthnaa kar rahe the ki humaari rani ko kuchh naa ho '..agar jo kuchh kar naa hain hume karo '.
Rani panicked and take out her hand to hold phone properly''.: kunvarji'''
Yudi: rani hum sach kah rahe hain hum kuchh bhi kar jaate agar aap ki jaan bachaane ke liye hume apni jaan bhi deni padti'.hum kuchh bhi karnaa padtaa hum kar jaate aur humne humaari taraf se koshish ki''rani'''humne''.jo ban sakaa who kiyaa rani''
Suddenly rani felt that she was grabbing something in her hand'..when she took out her hand from under the cushion something came in her hand that first she did not realised but now she saw something was in her hand'''out of curiosity she brought that thing in front of her eyes''one side yudi was saying something to save her life he would have done anything and he did something to save her life whatever he could do he did'''and words were falling on rani's ears but her eyes were looking the object she had in her hand'.something shining something that belongs to''..suddenly strike in her mind'''yudi''
Her eyes widen with surprised''.she looked at it properly and looked back to cushion that was her cushion where she sleep''.under her cushion 'how could it be ''how did it reached there''
When yudi did not hear rani's voice he was panic
Yudi: rani aap sun rahi hain naa''rani
Rani was still confused and starring at '''yudi's chain with its pendant''.she was in bewilderment could not understand how did yudi's chain and pendent reach under her cushion''..
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Edited by bsingapury - 16 years ago
