I still remember the day I met her.
I hated her... I thought she was someone who slept around with men just for attention. I called her a dirty s**t. I told her that she wasn't going to get my attention. She angered me - she angered me so much.
I couldn't say that I was much more innocent though, for I thrived to sleep with girls. You could call me a player. I didn't have enough fingers for the number of girls I had slept with.
Despite all of this, there was something about her that drew me to her, something I didn't like. I hated the feeling, I just wanted it to go away. More importantly, I hated her. I just wanted to throw her out of my life.
The more I tried to get rid of her though, the closer and closer she came to me.
Eventually, she came so close that I didn't want her to leave anymore... but it was like the Universe was hellbent on fulfilling my old desire, of snatching her from me.
The Universe took her alright, it took her away from me. It didn't just snatch her from me, it snatched my sanity too, my heart, my emotions, everything.
I was a beggar, despite having millions.
I had everything, but I didn't have her. Therefore, I had nothing, for she was my everything. Does that even make sense? Everything meant a luxurious life right? Then when had the definition of everything changed to Sanyukta Agarwal? When had my heart stopped beating for the sake of living, but had started beating for someone else? Did living mean to love another?
She came as a storm into my life, and left as one too. It was a full circle, I should have known.
Now I am here in jail for a crime I'm not sure I even committed. What was my crime? Where did Sanyukta go? Why isn't she with me now?
This is my story. It is a long one, but I guarantee, it is a good one.
Good luck.
With Love,
Randhir Singh Shekhawat
P.S. Be aware, my story might make you emotional... I will pray you do not go insane the way I did.
Prologue - This post
Chapter One - Page 5
Chapter Two - Page 6
Chapter Three - Page 7
Chapter Four - Page 8
Chapter Five - Page 10
Chapter Six - Page 11
Chapter Seven - Page 12
Chapter Eight - Page 14
Chapter Nine + Ten - Page 15
Chapter Eleven - Page 16
Chapter Twelve + Thirteen - Page 17
Chapter Fourteen - Page 19
Chapter Fifteen - Page 20
Chapter Sixteen - Page 21
Chapter Seventeen - Page 22
Chapter Eighteen - Page 23
Chapter Nineteen + Twenty - Page 24
Chapter Twenty One - Page 25
Chapter Twenty Two - Page 26
Chapter Twenty Three - Page 27
Chapter Twenty Four - Page 28
Chapter Twenty Five - Page 29
Chapter Twenty Six - Page 30
Chapter Twenty Seven - Page 31
Chapter Twenty Eight + Twenty Nine - Page 33
Chapter Thirty - Page 34
Chapter Thirty One - Page 35
Chapter Thirty Two + Thirty Three - Page 36
Thirty Four - Page 37
Thirty Five - Page 38
Thirty Six - Page 39
Thirty Seven - Page 41
Thirty Eight - Page 43
Thirty Nine - Page 44
Fourty - Page 45
Fourty One - Page 46
Fourty Two - Page 48
Fourty Three - Page 49
Fourty Four - Page 51
Fourty Five - Page 52
Fourty Six - Fourty Eight - Page 53
Fourty Nine - Page 54
Fifty - Page 55
Fifty One - Page 56
Fifty Two - Page 57
Fifty Three - Page 58
Fifty Four - Fifty Six - Page 59
Fifty Seven - Fifty Eight - Page 60
Fifty Nine - Page 61
Sixty - Page 62
Sixty One - Page 63
Sixty Two - Page 64
Sixty Three - Page 65
Sixty Four - Sixty Seven - Page 66
Sixty Eight - Sixty Nine - Page 67
Seventy - Page 68
Seventy One - Page 68
Seventy Two - Page 69
Seventy Three - Page 71
Seventy Four - Page 72
Seventy Five - Page 75
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79 - 80 - Page 77
Epilogue - Page 78