Love Asylum: Epilogue on Page 78! COMPLETE. (May 21st)

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cherrynicolem

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Posted: 10 years ago

#241

OMG

the story line is becoming more and more mysterious chp after chp.

Its like reading a Sherlock Holmes story with just mysteries and keeping curious to know what happens next.

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coolishparul

@coolishparul

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Posted: 10 years ago

#242

I m going insane
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help me god

awesome

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namya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#243

Amazing!

He told her that he read her diary !! Can't wait to read the next chap...plzz update soon

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Rashi Bhargava

@newmoon18

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Posted: 10 years ago

#244

Omg last these two updates was hell shocking
Really I didn't expect anything like that

This was so depressing

Rd is really a fool
He slept with arpita to keep sanyu away
I mean what is he thinking

Omg arpita parth
Woa really this is getting intrstng
Bt I wonder what hppnd to vidharth

Rd plan backfired
Sanyu was behaving normal
Which is hurting him more
Making him feel more guilty

Omg he told her abut diary

Cnt wait for next
Update asap

Love u
Keep smiling

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ritika

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Posted: 10 years ago

#245

update nxt prt asap...
eager to know next...😊😊

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Mansi Vatwani

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Posted: 10 years ago

#246

Oh no...how much SHE loves HIM! Poor Sanyukta :(
Randhir is so lucky to have her! ^.^
I want her to let out her emotions...
waiting for next parts asap!
Very well written ;)

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kasturi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#247

omg ...i hv gone mad by reading dis ff ...u hav written it wonderfully...i hv read all d chaps in one go ...

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 10 years ago

#248

Thirty Seven

Sanyukta looked at him in shock. She didn't say a word. She just looked at him.

"Answer me," he said, squeezing her arms even more tightly. "Why can't you move on? Why can't you understand that I won't ever keep you happy."

Her eyes filled with tears and she looked down at the ground, away from him, still silent, still refusing to say a word.

"Sanyukta talk to me dammit," he said angrily, shaking her.

She kept quiet, and he saw more tears fall out of her eyes.

"I sleep with girls, I mess around... I never cared about you. Okay, let's agree for one minute that we can forget about what happened between us that night... going on three dates is not going to make me love you!" he said, feeling his voice crack. "Sanyukta I feel like all of this is my fault. I can't bear it. Call me selfish, call me horrible, call me a jerk, tell me to leave... but don't keep quiet... please."

She took a deep breath and looked into his eyes with her own dark brown, innocent ones, but she still did not speak.

"I... I don't know what to say... you degraded yourself... you spread such horrible rumours about yourself, you would go to any lengths for me? That's... that is not something I can grasp... Sanyukta... I can't... how can you be so selfless?" he asked her, his voice frantic.

Fresh tears welled up in her eyes again and he watched as she smiled, almost sarcastically.

"Randhir... it may seem selfless to you, but what I did was the most selfish thing. I was only thinking about myself. It was because I felt that way about you that I did all of that. I didn't do it for anyone else, I did it for the person I loved. Isn't that selfish? I thought about your happiness because I knew I couldn't be happy if you're unhappy, isn't that selfish? Randhir, I degraded myself to show you that I exist... isn't that selfish?" she asked him.

He let his hands fall from her arms and he shook his head. Unbelievable. She was unbelievable.

"Whatever I did," she continued. "It was not for you... it was for me. Don't you see? I slept with you because I wanted it. I maintained a distance from you because I wanted it. I spread rumours about myself because I wanted it. Can you count how many I's I just said? Every sentence of mine begins with 'I'. It's because I am selfish Randhir... that's all.. I did everything for myself."

"I... I don't know what to say," he said hoarsely. "I just... this isn't right Sanyukta. Move on. I don't love you, I never did and I never will."

A smile played on her lips again as more fresh tears made their way into her eyes.

"It's okay Randhir, you don't need to love me... but you can't tell me to stop thinking about myself," she told him softly.

He wanted to love her. He wanted to hug her... to hold her close, to tell her that he would change himself, that he would be hers and only hers. But he was scared, because he knew he didn't love her. He was scared that the intensity of her love would only hurt her in the end.

He felt his own eyes tear up as he spoke his next words.

"I'm... leaving," he said and turned around.

He knew that was a lie, but he couldn't help but try. If he wasn't supposed to be here right now, he wouldn't have landed on Sanyukta's doorstep. Her love was so strong that it would pull him back to her in no time... but he could try, he could struggle against this universal will, even if it was not going to take him anywhere.

"But... Randhir," Sanyukta said, her voice trembling. "At least... go on one last date with me. As per our agreement."

He squeezed his eyes shut and he felt a teardrop escape from his eyes. Damn it. Why was he crying now?

"I don't think it's going to help," he responded to her, his back still turned to her.

"Since when was the purpose of the dates to help anything?" she pointed out. "I mean it won't... it won't hurt either."

"Yes, because you've been so hurt that the marginal utility of pain from this one date will be close to zero," he said, turning around. "Sanyukta doesn't any of this bother you? That I sleep with other women... that I am telling you that I won't love you... that you spent so many years of your life in pain?"

"No," she told him with a smile. "You know why Randhir? Because like I said, I did all of this for myself. What you're saying is like me slapping myself, and then yelling at my hand and saying 'hand, how dare you slap me?'... it just doesn't make sense. My pain is a part of me, so is my happiness... and so is my love for you. I would never feel bitter about it."

Then she wiped her eyes with her hand.

"I hope you're mindful of the fact that there's one date remaining," she told him. "That's all. We don't need to talk to each other."

"Fine," he responded. "I'll go on that one last date with you, but as soon as that date is over, I'm leaving."

She smiled.

"At that point, I won't stop you," she told him softly, then she walked out of the kitchen without looking back at him once.