~~A Circle of Eternity~~
Atoot Bandhan
by
ArshiHamesha
Continue from "A Connection of Heart to Soul"
Emergence of a woman through these
words is shaping up a new storm behind this temporarily calmness of the
surroundings .The brewing up anger in her is settling into deep concerns,
concerns are raving up into realizations and that turns hopes up with
rebellious desires "to be with him" no matter what , "to claim him as hers" no matter what ...indeed "ek din nafrat bhi sharma jati hai
...agar ek mauqa diya jaye..."..[Hate gets defeated in front of love eventually]...
She is entering the temple where he
broke her fast on Teej .Her each step is closer to that eternal touch of his by
sipping the "Abe Hayat" which he gave her couple of months
ago but she scolds at him for that "Why did you give me that ... you broke my fast", yes broken fast "mujhe nahi pata tha keh tumhara...tum behosh ho rahi theen.."[ u were getting fainted..I didn't know you are fastening]...He never knew about Her getting trapped into Shyam's
games but he still saved her from all
the dizziness of this whole game under DeviMaiya's supervision...He offered her
eternal life with him and that's what he's been offering her all along either
in hate or love and today she understood that by embracing each step towards
it.
She is standing in front of Lord
Shiv not Devi Maiya and praying for her
Arnavji's welfare as his wife... aap bas unka khyal rakhein aur haan unn se kahiyega jaldi wapas
aa jayain"...[ Just take care of him and please tell him to come back
soon]
Shiv,The Lord of "mercy and repentance" ...as She is repenting for all of her
actions today .Lord Shiv also has the power vanquishing evil and she is gathering that from Lord Shiv to
vanquish Shyam's evil plot as their positions [Khushi is in between Shyam and
Anjali]...while standing in front of Shiv is ringing those bells. "aap hamein chodiye...hum apni
mushkile khud suljha lenge...aur haan
"humne apni dil ki baat aapke saamne rakhi,yeh baat aap Devi Maiyya
se mat kahiyega". [ I can take care of myself..Don't tell DeviMaiya that I opened up in front of you]...Last time she declared to Devimaiya that she won't speak to her
and doesn't have any intension to stay here but today she is here for her
husband...her Arnavji...She has done every ritual under Devi Maiya's supervision
and today she is completing the circle with Lord Shiv with her pure , innocent
and eternal acceptance of her Love for Arnavji..."Apne pati keh liye..jin se hum bohat pyar karte hain.." and She will declare these words to
the Evil later.
Khushi is asking strength for him , so
he can fight with all the demons within and around him. Here comes Anjali's
words with Arnav in front of the mirror..."tum khud bhi nahi jante keh tumhain Khushiji ka kitna Khiyal hai..." and that made him realize to say "I love you.." because he just does and doesn't want
any reason to do so...For Khushi here comes Naniji's words ..."hamre chotey hai na agar woh kisi se
pyaar karte hain aur unke liye kuch nahi kar sakte to khudhi ko sazaa dene lag
jate hain"...
Today the soothing sound of spreading pearls
make her understand the true meaning of Arnav's
pearled oceanic Love which is way deeper than anything...Which was always
around her to sooth her from every storm and today she is feeling alone walking
, facing the heat of it but his Love is her strength and that will light her
path to find all the treasures of their moments to go through this darkness
till she finds him..."hum ne aapko dhoond hi liya" ...till then he will be his guardian angel of strength..."aap hi hamari taqat thai..." [u were my strength] ...Yes she has unlocked the real meaning of Love of the man who is everything for her since from the beginning and today she wants to claim him...to embrace him..the way he is ..
Kuch rishtey ajeeb hi Dor mein bandhey
hotey hain
Takraar se shuru hote hain...Nafrat ke
saaye mein panapte hain
Girte hain...padte hain...par Kaayam
rahte hain
Nafrat badhti jaati hai...aur Rishtey
ki gaanth aur gehri hoti jaati hai
Itni ki ek din Nafrat bhi aur badhne
se sharma jaati hai
Aur woh rishta sirf ek bandhan
bankar reh jaata hai,lekin sirf Nafrat waala
Kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai...Nafrat ke
us maahaul mein kuch to hai
Jo humse kehta hai -
is unsuni,anjaane
se,ankahe se rishtey ko ek mauka to do
Par jis rishtey ki neev hi Nafrat pe
rakhi gayi ho -
Uss sey kuch bhi ummeed lagaana
naadani nahi to aur kya hoga
Aur shaayad yeh naadani hum kar
baithe hain
warna kyun itni nafrat ke baawjood
hamein aapki yaad aa rahi hai
Kyun hum aapse ladte hain,jhagarte
hain...laikin aapke jaane ke baad
Aapki hi ki raah dekhte hain, hawaon se
aapki baatein karte hain...
Khushi's each line
is enveloped in layers and layers of pain, yearning, forlorn and discontent but
right from her Heart dipped in pure Love... which is bleeding for him only..Yes
This is a merger phase from "Hate to Love"..."Main tum se nafrat kar hi nahi paya...hum ne
kitni koshish ki aapse pyar na karne ke liye.."...Today she cried her heart out to clear all the dust of dust...yes she loves him , she just does ,the way he does... Fadak padta hai from both sides...
Khushi's walk was alone and she is standing
alone while talking with Arnav,though at both places she is with her family but
the beauty is she is looking forward in
her life towards Arnav , A man who drags her , hates her, hurts her but always
stands by her and she has connected that strong "Dhaga"
thread only with him .Everyone has their
place in their life but now it's them what is the most important to them. He spoke to family like an
anchor but now it's time for them...Love
his control over himself delivering strength
to his Khushi..."I love you"...A single tear rolls down like a first drop of water
on a dry land...
Yes that drop of hope, she finally opens
the door of her heart and finds her Rajkumar ,right there lightening her dreams
by removing her darkness of every single doubt...
She steps forward to insure him , to
embrace him, to hold him in his path of remorse by accepting him as hers .Their
union started with the broken pearls and today it is symbolically getting
encircled in those pure nuggets which he ties around her neck by giving her
...respect and pride ...by making her his half...his equal...and marriage got approval
by both today for eternity...in her dream...
but she still feels this "I love you Khushi " in a bottle as a hint of him in a trouble..."Sab Kuch Chalte huwe , wo hum se itni badi baat nahin
kar sakte...[He can't say those words in a normal condition]
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