Life's a Rollercoaster Part 1
Khoyi khoyi si hoon main
Kyun yeh dil ka haal hai
Dhundli saari khwaab hai
Ulja har khayaal hai
Saari kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi
Raah mein kal kitni chirag the
Saamne kal phoolon ki bhaag thi
Kis se kahun kaun hai jo sune
Kaante hi kyun maine hai chune
Sapne mere kyun hai kho gaye
Jaage hai kyun dil mein gumm mere
Saare kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi
Na na na ..
Kya kahun kyun yeh dil udaas hai
Ab koi door hai na paas hai
Choo le jo dil woh baatein ab kahan
Woh din kahan raatein ab kahan
Jo bhi dhakhal hai ab khawab sa
Ab dil mera hai betaab sa
Saari kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi, beh gaye
I could barely hear the soft hum of the music over the loud thuds and bands of the roller coaster. I glanced at the people hugging each other, screaming from fear and excitement, as that day's memories flashed through my mind. I remembered the way he softly caressed my cheek while brushing a loose lock of hair behind my ear. The way he sexily whispered my name and bit my ear, the way he held me close to him, as if I would go away if he loosened his grip. I'd wanted to go to the funfair that day, to ride the newly installed roller coaster. I had hugged him the entire ride, the steep falls, the slow climbs, and of course the loops, I had never thought that would be the most wretched day of my life. I remembered asking him what he would do if I died, as we headed towards a big loop. He had replied that he would kill himself, and I clamped my hand against his mouth to stop him from saying such things. I shouldn't have asked such a question in the first place, I think I jinxed his life. The loop came closer, and we were upside down. I realised that we were upside down for a second longer than we should have been."Why the fudge isn't this thing moving?" I had squealed, panicking.
"I don't know, it's probably a trick. Don't tell me you're scared." He joked, but I could detect the trace of fear in his voice.
Before I could have said anything else, it fell.
I screamed, but managed to hold onto the bars as the car fell down. I told him to hold on to me, I could handle it, ten years of martial arts, Pilates, yoga and gymming weren't worthless, but the fact that a small, petite girl could support the weight of a big, bulky guy couldn't be registered by his brain. Male ego, you see? It was too late, he could barely hold onto my shoe. I thought we would make it, but my darned ballet shoe slipped off. I screamed as I watched him fall, his eyes closed, prepared for his death. Those few moments seemed like eternity. A man helped me down. I was too numb to do anything. I couldn't remember what happened next. I didn't want to remember what happened next.
A man shoved past me, bringing me back to the present. I don't know why I came here, after a whole year I was visiting this place. The roller coaster was still there. It made me angry, made me want to yell and kick it, but I couldn't. My parents had thought I would get over him, but it is hard to get over true love. I couldn't stand staring at the roller coaster anymore, the loud voices, the sounds of the machinery, all of it horrified me. I turned around and ran as fast as I could, hoping that somehow I would be able to find him.Nothing of that sort happened, it never did, no matter how hard I wished. I sat in my car, tears streaming down my face. I wiped them away, only to make room for new ones to fall. I drove, carelessly ignoring all of the rules I had learnt in driving school.
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Suvi
Edited by Suvi7884 - 14 years ago
