Trials Of Fire Ongoing G

Epi 100 Ch 30 Beautiful Century of IPKKND3......... A Wonderful Lover's Experience Matured

Advay was in deep thoughts...his mind still struggling with answers to that one unanswerable, one fundamental, one momentous question of their relationship.

He took the exit from the highway to take a small road leading to some interim village. Chandni noticed it, but was least concerned to question. With him, she was ready to go to any end of the world.

He stopped near a deserted turn and took a deep breath. Reaching behind, he offered her water from his bottle. She drank thirstily. He offered milk next but she shook her head. He did not insist, wondering whether the milk was good till now.

As if possessed by some unknown entity, he just walked towards a nearby bridge. Without any question, any protest she followed him. Both stood at the railing of the bridge watching the sun moving to west horizon.

He stood absolutely silent...a tortured look on his face ...A myriad of thoughts in his mind...but none expressed on face...Chandni hated when he did this, when he shut her out. It happened less frequently the longer they were together, but that just seemed to make it harder to cope with, when it did happen.

Chandni waited for him to speak...she knew he had been angry... but doesn't love always find a way to nudge its way in through everything?... Even when one is right to be angry... Isn't love supposed to be that amazing emotion which has the utmost hold over the heart... And once it returns to the heart, isn't it supposed to almost magically drive the terrible thoughts, accusations, counter-accusations, everything, away?

The urge to speak to him, to connect to him, to hug him again grew in her chest. She started toward him, hungry for his reassuring embrace. But something in the look on his face, some fear, some warning stopped her. What if the wounds are so deep that her pleadings fall on deaf ears?

Tentatively, she covered his hand on the railing with her hand...wanting to reach for dimensions beyond... A desperate bid to make things clear.

He turned his head to her... Piercing dark brown eyes stared at her with an intensity that made her soul feel stripped bare... she hated the insecurity that crept up with his incisive gaze on her. She looked away from him, trying to get a hold on her senses...they were currently galloping ahead of hers like wild horses...her heartbeat keeping time with imaginary hoof-beats.

Gentle fingers grasped her chin and forced her gaze up to his. His expression was granite, determined, controlled... and completely at odds with mussed up hair from earlier fiery hugging... Amidst a thousand different emotions surging through him, one that surfaced with an icy clarity... that unanswerable, fundamental, momentous question and risk around it... All his soul searching brought him to a long delayed, but obvious conclusion...he didn't want to force her, to cheat her, to keep her oblivious.

"Staying with me means a risk...you understand, Chandni?"

His voice was a gentle whisper, she barely heard it. Insecurities sprang back in her heart. What did he want her to understand exactly?

Noticing her confusion, he continued, "More than you, it could be me that stops us from having a baby. If it were about you, I am OK with not having a baby. For me, You are life!"

"And for me, is it different?"

Chandni pouted making him smile at her pout, though involuntary. He pondered that fact for a moment .

"You had asked me a question that day, Chandu. I wish I had all the answers... but I don't! And for me, I am not concerned about our answer to such question...it's our working together to search the answer... for me, It's not about the end, it's about the journey."

She watched him mesmerized... a totally new Dev emerging in front of her... a different colour of his, coming into being. He looked at the evening sun and spoke dreamily... an oneiric moment!

"Life had already ended for me. It was just my binding with you that made me live...Even today, without you, life would just be a dead end; but with you?... with you, I see new beginning.

She smilingly leaned her head on his arm joining him in his faraway dreamy place... Their song "Rabba Ve" arrived and sang like it has never done before ... Unhesitant... but still shy ... Bold but still tentative ... Forging forward but with delicate steps ...

He shifted and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, pulling her close, pressing her cheek to his chest. A myriad of memories crowded his mind as he thought back to what had transpired the evening before. She didn't say a word... but he could feel her hurt, her pain, in the air. It scared him.

The way she felt about having a child... becoming a mother was so overwhelming, it ate up her day, muscled in on her nights and generally crowded out all other considerations in her life!

"You want the baby, rrright?"

Chandni couldn't stop the single tear rolling down her eye.

"It's written all over my face, isn't it?"

"Chandni, our love is going to be the stuff of legends..". He urged.

He wanted her to accept that their love would be enough for them to live.

"But I want that legend to culminate in our baby." She defied. Why should love involve a compromise?

He caught the note of pain in her voice and looked at her curiously. She lowered her gaze, avoiding his scrutiny.

For some reason, expecting her to live without a baby sounded immoral to him. Someone as beautiful and downright innocent, genuine as Chandni should reproduce in kind. Would she be wracked with guilt a tall times because they were living a lie?

He didn't have any answer, once again... His money, his power could enable him to give her anything else she desired in the world...but this one thing? ...He suddenly realized, it was only God who could give them that happiness.

"When nothing else works, faith works!... I do have faith that God will someday give us happiness...Our legend will end with our baby...Jab tumhe rudraroopse manaa sakati hoon, voh toh bholenath hai mere; unhe toh manaa hee loongi!

There was conviction in her voice as she smiled at him. He tried to put his finger on why he was so affected by that little smile.

("When I can woo angry Rudra like you, the God is my bholenath, I will surely woo him.)

Rabba Ve came again... Its melody rose in happy celebration ... Its lilt, drunkenly slurred on soft smiles ... Glazed eyes ... Elevated heartbeats ...

All their happy memories flashed in front of his eyes... He remembered what it felt like to gaze upon her naked body for the first time... He remembered looking down into her deep, dark eyes as she trembled beneath him, ruby lips parted, breathing heavily... and the way her eyes widened whenever he entered her.

Just one purposeful, determined step and he came dangerously close to her...his scent wrapped around her like an intoxicating wave...so fresh and so completely male. So intoxicating was his sensuality that she was left in a heap of tingling nerves...The magnetism he exuded! It rippled from him the moment he locked his gaze with hers.

Blushing with his gaze, She lowered her head...her lids hooded the desire in her eyes...moments passed... blood pounded in her veins... A pulse beating fast at the base of her throat.

He saw it! He wanted to press his lips there...wanting to feel for himself the effect he was having on her!

Hungrily, he sucked on that pulse with his wet kiss... her scent enthralled him!...wildflowers, innocence and unslaked desire! Chandni clutched him tight pretending that the beats of her heart weren't so violent there was a danger her chest could rip open...

He hungrily latched his mouth on her... ... They kissed like they needed it to breathe... The tip of his tongue rolled over her lower lip as he tugged on it with his mouth, tasting themselves on each other's lips...he slid his tongue inside exploring her mouth with a low moan...he was trying to control his reaction to her but it was hopeless. It was lovers' kiss, sensual and erotic, as the heat exploded in their mouths and the dance of the two became a tango of one. He was leading the kiss, controlling her and possessing her mouth... every thought slipped from his mind except that she was his, body and soul!

She shuddered against him...He groaned in her mouth.. The groan was loud, feral, and erotic...she would remember that sound and the way it vibrated against her lips, echoing into her mouth, for the rest of her life... She felt the blood course through her, hot and thick, as her skin bloomed under his touch... She had waited to feel this closeness again with him, to feel his arms around her and his lips against hers... their hearts beating wildly, pressed together and pounding against one another.

They only stopped for breath... He exulted knowing she was exactly in the same boat as him. Her eyes flew open and she found his gaze had softened on her...she drowned in the depth of love in his gaze... His liquor brown eyes glimmered, lust sparkling in his irises...Traveling lazily over her exposed skin and long, dark hair.

Pushed by that desire, he picked her up in his arms and carried her with long strides to the car...his trusted steed at the moment! She read his thoughts... but her heart had a mind of its own and thudded heavily beneath her ribs... Every modicum of coyness apparently evaporated...

Feeling raucous, he threw her in the backseat of the car and hastily discarded his hindering jacket... he waited just a moment like a panther ready to pounce...She trembled beneath his gaze filled with unbridled passion!... She could hardly see straight. Of course, she wanted him. I've always wanted him.'

Her dress was hastily pushed above along with the barrier of bra... Their bodies moved on their own accord. Her back arched instinctively, filling his hand with her aching chest. He growled into her ear as he kneaded her overly sensitive flesh...slowly and seductively... Desire ricocheted through her as the world began to fade... her bare mounds throbbed with his wet lusty mouth.

Her eyes grew wide, the moment he touched her...she cried out as his fingers sped... There was only touch, Dev's touch, arousing her every cell... Chandni tightened like a knot pulled just too tight and suddenly, gloriously fell...he watched her coming just with his touch... that was how she felt about him.

he climbed on top of her and arranged her legs over the wide spread of his shoulders... He moved deep to take her completely. Throwing his head back, he lost himself in pleasure, while she was completely possessed by him, body, soul, and mind.

It was like someone had lassoed a rope around the two and was tugging and tugging, trying to draw them closer. She wrapped her hands through his hair and pulled hard, showing him what she wanted. She needed a release as badly as he did, but she was scared... Scared to do something so scandalous.

'What am I doing? Like this? In open?' her eyes flew open, too scared to tell him.

Ever sensitive to her smallest change of mood, Dev forgot about his own pleasure and stopped moving. That made it worse. She wanted this too much. She hadn't realized how deeply embedded he'd become in her heart...She could break all barriers of her sensitivity...just his warm breath on her eyelids and she couldn't think anymore... She didn't want to, it was just about feeling now...

She saw so many emotions in his eyes: love, concern, passion, adoration, affection, erotic desire...He looked at her as if she was the only woman on earth, as if there was nothing else in their private universe but the two of them and divine forces who were making ways for these souls to come close.

She pulled him close, groaning in his mouth wanting more... Sensual music floated in the air as Dev made love to his Chandu, punctuated as it was by the noises escaping their chests... Both climbed their Mount Everest, their pinnacle of pleasure and fell together gloriously, shuddering, breathing hard...It was like the first time all over again, judging by her body's responses...

His heart halted as she collapsed in his arms."Chanddu??

She hadn't fainted. Not really. She'd just been overcome by sensation and sense, "intimacy is the capacity to be rather weird with someone - and find that that's ok with them!" Someone had said it already, right?

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Phhhoooh! Feeling hot girls? Wink When I wrote this late in night, after going to bed I had to Censored

Previously, Barun was too shy to do such scenes... but Ek made him do some in TGDIF... So why not imagine him doing these Day Dreaming and if they were done with Gorky's talented camera like tanhaiyaan beautiful shots, Blushing it would have been a sensational moment of the show.