Jaya wonderful post on the dilemma of Jodha & jalaal ...
Jodha : Jodha knows Jalaal is attracted to her, and is concern for her but she still don't understand that he really love her... Will he value me as wife when he has so many begums in harem . Will he give a place in his heart and be a husband not an Emperor.. Will he share everything just like he may do with Ruqu ? Will he value my words and my love ? Will he trust me completely or break my trust & believe others like BEN case ? Is BEN still holds importance in his heart ? Now when I have accepted him as my husband, will he give me the place I have right or am I rushing ? What is there going in his TEDA mind & what's there in his heart ?
Jalaal : She is the women who challenged him , his words, his actions & married only for her family sake & rejected him as a husband...Now when I start feeling my heart it already started beating for Jodha... How can a women reject me that too my wife and still I can't stop thinking about her..Why I am unable need to stop seeing, thinking, making her jealous trying ways to meet her be normal sometimes & angry sometimes with her...When now I know my feelings will she accept my love ? When I am the one who claimed before other she is just a begum namesake & she didn't fulfill any wife duties, now when she is ready scarified her life from me how can I express my feelings ? Will she love me ?or just save me for karvavya sake ? Will I go forward or not ?
Ruqu : What's going on between JJ ? From day 1 jalaal says he married her for revenge, & later it turned into friendship and after she rejected her he insults her, but also supports her in his own way..Why is he ready to listen her taunts & still doesn't show his power ?
Jodha who from day 1 says she has GHIRNA on Jalaal and now she is ready to give her life for Jalaal sake ? why I am insecure about JJ Am I need to be grateful to Jodha or my instincts and MA words are going to be true ? Am I going to loose my auda and Jalaal to Jodha a mere begum who came in Jalaal's life few months ago ? Will my life going to change and so my relationship with jalaal ? Will he give her the same place to JO in his life ?
Kyonki ek myan main do talwar kabhi nahin rah sakti hai ... How can we both have a same place & importance in his life ?
I think this dilemma will continue between JJR which will not leave anyone in peace, as all 3 are going to be affected with the change that is happening in their relationships..
Edited by abhi786 - 12 years ago
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