FF : "Uncontrollable Feelings/ My Stalker
Chapter 18 : Arnav confusion
Part 1he bent toward her, and put his hands against the car in both her sides ..
Arnav with his husky voice: " So you know that I becomes happy when you are with .. ha?!"
Khushi just looked into his chocolaty eyes ..
he continued: " and you .. Are you became happy when you are with me ?! "
he stared at her who was smiling shyly as if she was saying "yes, I am " .. He then reduced the distance between their faces gradually, and he closed his eyes prepared him self to capture her lips in a real kiss that he waited for long time..
When Khushi felt that he was very close, she thought of teasing him, he is not the only one who can tease , she can too ..
She smiled and slowly turn her face, in away that her cheek was waiting for his lip when he thought that her lips was waiting for him ..
His lips rested in her cheek, and printed a soft kiss, then he tried to capture her lips in his when he realize that there something abnormal .. he opened his eyes to realize that it was her cheek not her lips .. he could see the grin in Khushi's face .. with his finger tips, he moved her face toward his' , and without any delay , he clashed her lips by his ..
There was no way that he will let this chance that he waited since long time, to escape from him .. he was determined this time ..
He was anything but gentle .. And Khushi for few second open her eyes, but quickly she closed her eyes to lose her self in the kiss .. she also reacted with his kiss, and comply every sign he send to her during the kiss .. he was pulling her face closer & closer while they were kissing ..
After several minutes, which seemed to them only few seconds only, they pulled back to breath .. her face all red and she was sweating, and his is taking long breathes .. he captured her lips again, gently this time, and Khushi gave up to him again ..
after they pulled back , He whispered : " Khushi !"
Khushi looked at him dazedly still under the effect of the kisses ..
Arnav bent toward her again, smirked, and said: " I think that .. I need to teach you .. how to kiss too !"
Khushi opened her eyes in anger .. she tried to push him, when he pulled her into his arms ..
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Arnav stopped the car as they were in front of Khushi's house .. and when she was about to open the car's door .. he called her : " Khushi " .. Khushi turned to him ..
He looked at her, and thought : should he confess his love !? .. he was a man he can do or say anything .. but when it comes few words that convey a lot of meanings, he feel a lot of difficulties to say it ..
During all the way from the hotel to her house , he was training- silently -to say " I Love you, Khushi " .. but now when it is the time, he felt his tongue was heavy that he cannot say that ..
And also, he remembered how she laughed at him when he said to her " Happy birthday" .. so , he forgot the Idea of saying " I love you" and he thought that his actions tell her clearly how much he loves her, and what she means for him ..
Khushi interrupts his thought by saying: " Arnav .. you want to say something ?!"
Arnav: " I want to say .. Good night " ..
Khushi smiled : " Good night"
***
He was lying on his bed, thinking in the source of his restless and sleepless night , yet his happiness ..
He was very happy that she accept him, and gave her feeling a chance .. but he wished if she opened her heart and told him why she tried to avoid him, and why she hate men to that extent ..
He remembered how sad and how she couldn't say anything when asked her .. he was very concern and very curious to know .. but he cannot force her; he will wait for her to spill the beans by her self ! ..
***
The next day ..
She was in the lecture; only physically , but her mind, heart and soul, still with the last night incidents ..
Khushi, when She saw a guy kissing a girl, she was thought that he is only lusting the girl ..
but yesterday, she didn't felt that Arnav was -mainly-lusting her with his kiss .. she felt that he was conveying the love that he held in his heart to her .. and she too conveyed that to him ..
Previously, she felt kisses, and physical relations is disgusting, because she believed that it's only aimed to satisfy sexual needs if men .. but she felt their kiss was not like that, it was a way to express their love for each other .. and she felt like she want to express her love to him, in any possible way ..
Ishu interrupted her thought when she shake her : " Khushiii .. Where are you .. the lecture finished 3 minutes ago, and you still in your place ?!"
Khushi turned around her and she saw the hall almost empty ..
Ishu: " So Khushi, you will go with us to cinema ?!"
Khushi: " ermm .. I don't think so , You know I should go to my part time job .. "
Ishu: " Ufff .. Khushi I really missed our hang outs !.. you are busy with studying and your work in the week day .. and you keep giving excuses in the week end .. but prepare yourself , In spring break I will not accept any excuse .. we will spend it together "
Khushi nodded and smiled ..
***
Part 2 She finished her work , and walked out from the company .. she was standing in the curb that was in front of AR group, waiting for a taxi .. when she felt a warm breeze caressing her right cheek .. her heart's pulse increased as she realize that it was the same breeze of yesterday.. She turned to see Arnav behind her ..
Arnav: " Where you was hiding from me ?!"
Khushi: " What ?! .. I didn't hide from you "
Arnav: " Really ! .. I didn't see you today in the university nor the company "
Khushi: " I rold you .. I didn't hide from you .. Why should I?! "
Arnav: " ermmm .. Maybe because of our kiss " He said smirking ..
Khushi blushed: " N..No .. "
Arnav held her hand : " Come .. I will drive you to your house "
Khushi: " Thanks .. but you don't have to do that .. I will go by taxi"
Arnav rolled his eyes and said seriously : " Khushi , from now on , I will drive you to your house everyday .. I have told you hundred times, It not safe to go alone in this time "
Khushi open her mouth and was about to say something When Arnav said : " Ya ya .. I know .. since you was 16, you are going and coming alone .. but that was before I entered your life .. understood !"
Khushi grinned at the way he repeat what she always told him .. She nodded then walked with him toward his car ..
***
he stopped the car in front of a restaurant ..
Khushi looked at Arnav: " This is not my house .."
Arnav: " I know .. " he said and got out of the car, and walked toward her door to open it for her ..
Khushi: " Where are you taking me ?!"
Arnav: " As you see, a restaurant "
Khushi opened her eyes : " Arnav .. I have an exam tomorrow .. I want to study !"
Arnav: " Just 30 minutes .. promise "
Khushi: " Arnav please .."
Arnav rolled his eyes : " Will you come out by yourself , or should I make you come out in my own way ?!"
Khushi frowned and come out from the car ..
He held her hand and walked with her toward the restaurant ..
***
They have they dinner .. Arnav went to the toilet ..
When he returned back and he was near their table when a lady collided with him
... : " Sorry"
Arnav: "Its Ok .." and he continued his walk toward Khushi ..
... : "Arnav ?!"
Arnav turned to the lady again and said : " Yes ?!"
The lady smiled and toke a few steps , they shake hands ..
... : " I'm Natasha .. I met in a party 5 months back .. Lavanya friend .. do you remember me "
Arnav not interested at all : " ermmm .. ya .. "
Natasha : " Thanks God .. Glad that I met you again ..but What you are doing in US ?!"
Arnav: " I'm taking a training course here "
Natasha: " Ya ya .. I remembered .. Lavanya told me that .. "
Arnav was hoping that something will happens and stop this girl from talking and mentioning Lavanya anymore as Khushi was able to hear their conversation ..
Natasha: " She ..." and her phone rang .. " oh .. I should go now .. nice to meet you .. I should told Lava.."
Arnav: " Nice to meet you too" .. he said .. she smiled and walked away from him ..
Arnav turned and walked toward Khushi ..
He sat in his chair, and smiled to Khushi ..
Khushi hesitantly : " Arnav ...Who .. who is .. Lavanya .. that this girl mentioned many times .. "
Arnav take a water cup and drink it, trying to have sometime to think before answering him ..
Arnav: " Lavanya is my assistant in AR group .. in Delhi "
Khushi: "aha .. I see .. It seems like she talk a lot about you with her friends"
Arnav: " And it seems like someone here is jealous !!"
Khushi pouted and turned her face .. while Arnav smiled and was very thankful that she didn't ask him more about Lavanya ..
***
He stopped the car in front of her house .. before she could open the door, he held her by her arms and pulled her to him , so that their faces were very close .. Khushi was moving her eyes from his eyes to his lips ..
Khushi: " W..what you are doing .."
Arnav: " The same thing we did yesterday "
Khushi: " A.. Arnav .. I ..."
Arnav: " Shshshshhh " .. Arnav closed his eyes while Khushi pulled her face back .. and pushed his hand away from her arm ..
Arnav opened his eyes to see what happened .. he saw Khushi looks angry
Arnav: " Khushi ?! why you are angry ?!"
Khushi : " Because you are dictator !"
Arnav: " Dictator !? "
Khushi: " Yes .. a big dictator ! .. you don't listen to me .. you forced me to go with you to dinner when I told you clearly that I have an exam tomorrow and I need to study it .. and now , you didn't give me a chance to talk ! you do only what you want .. from the day I met you ..!" She said and rushed out of his car .. while Arnav was static in his place !
few second later, he saw Khushi stopping at the door of her house .. she turned to him with a warm smile on her face, she waved her hand in a bye , before closing the door ..
Arnav opened his mouth not understanding what wrong with her .. she was angey and few minutes later she was smiling ?! " Pagal " he said before start driving his car ..
***
Part 3 Arnav was in his car .. feeling bad that he lied to Khushi about Lavanya ..
Lavanya is his girlfriend since seven months , and still, he didn't break up with her , Indeed;
he forgot about her completely since he loved Khushi, he forgot that he have a girl freind , he forgot about Lavanya ..
However, he don't have any feeling for Lavanya .. she just meant to attend parties and social events with him, and sometime, to have some intimate time ..
But he never lied to her that he have a feelings for her, nor promised her with a permanent relationship ..
In fact , she knows that he against married Idea , and no girlfriend last with him more than a year .. and she agreed to be his girlfriend with her full knowledge about that ..
***
" they are all the same ,exploit the girl, and when they get bored, they leave her without thinking of the poor girl .. all men are the same "
her remembered Khushi's words to her friends, in that day when she accused him in trying to trap her!
He admitted to him self that he
was like what Khushi said about men .. " Not that the girls were innocents , they wanted that , and they offered them self to me .. what can I do ?!" his defense mechanism defensed his past's actions ..
He was very confused .. to tell Khushi about Lavanya and his past .. or hide it tell Khushi trust him fully, and then tell her ?!
He know that Khushi accepted him with a lot of difficulties , and knowing about his past with girls and relationships at this point of time , 99% will make her again avoid him, and try to get out from his life .. and maybe her hate for men and relationship will increased , and she will lose her trust in any man forever !
In the other hand , he know that he should tell her about every thing if he want her as a wife .. and hiding this thing from her, may make her also lose her trust on him when she knew about this .. he know that he should start his relationship with her with with a strong foundation build with honesty and trust .. !
He was facing a real dilemma .. to tell her or not .. !
***
He was working in his laptop when he heard a message alert .. he checked the message , and it was from Lavanya
" I miss you babe "
He stared at the screen for few second .. wondering why she remembered him today ?!
" I think her friend told her that she saw me , and then she remembered me with a message after one and half months .. Not that I care about her or her messages .. Actually, I was comfortable without her disturbing !" He said and through the phone away ..
Few minutes later, he closed his laptop, and rested his head on the sofa thinking about - of course not Lavanya- but Khushi, and what should he do ! tell her or not !
after a lot of thinking, he decided to not tell her .. he feared from losing her after all what happened between them, after passing through all these difficulties to make her agree to give him, and her self a chance .. beside, he still didn't know why she avoided him, and why she hate men , and he don't know how ; knowing about his past and relationship with girls, will affect her .. so he decided that its better to not tell her, at least Now !
He also decided to return back to India during the spring break which start from this Monday .. He will return back to see his family, and more importantly, to break up and end Lavanya's matter as soon as possible .. By that, Khushi will not know about her , and they both will stay happy together ..
He heard the message alert again .. he rolled his eyes, and he hoped that it will not be Lavanya ..
He toke the phone, opened the message .. It was from Khushi : " Good night "
He smiled and kissed the phone screen ,He open his eyes then laughed at himself as he felt himself became a stupid man since the day he fall in love ..
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Chapter 19 : The Ring - Pg 13 ====
* Sorry for mistakes Thanks a lot for all your comments & likes in the previous Chapter..🤗
I'm sorry for updating late .. I wrote this chapter 2 times , because my little brother pull the PC's power wire , so that I wrote it again ..
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