ArHi FF:My Stalker-Th2 [18-29] Epilogue link|pg156 - Page 37

Part 1

Khushi : " A.. Arnav .. is there is .. something wrong "
Arnav took a deep breath before turning to her slowly : " Khushi .. I should tell you very important thing "
Khushi was scared after seeing his expression , she said : " W.. what !?"
Arnav sat next to her and toke her hands on his' ..
Arnav: " Khushi .. I want you to know .. that .. before knowing and loving you .. I had .. relationships with .. girls!"
Khushi opened her eyes .. she couldn't do anything except staring at him for few minutes , before taking her hands away from his' ..
Arnav tried to hold her hand again, but she stopped him by gesture from her hand ..
Khushi asked him with a trembling voice which hold a lot of hopes : " W.. What you mean by .. relationships.. with girls ?!.."
Arnav : " Khushi .. you ... "
Khushi angrily: " Answer me .. I'm Asking you ?!"
Arnav: " First , promise me tha..."
Khushi with a loud voice: " Answer my question !! "
Arnav didn't say any word, he just was looking at her.. Arnav didn't like how Khushi was talking to him .. but he can understand why she is doing that .. he was thinking how to answer her question in a way that will not make angry.. when he heard her saying : " A .. L .. love - relationship !?"
Arnav immediately : " NO ! .. You are my first, and last love "
Khsuhi after few seconds : " L .. Lust - relationship ?!"
Arnav opened his eyes .. he know that that was a proper description for his relationships with girls in his past, and he also know how cheap he will be in her eyes if he say yes ..
Khushi ask again more loudly : " Lust - relationship ?!"
Arnav only stood and turned his back to her ..
Khushi too stood and said: " Your silence .. means .. yes !"
Khushi was shaking slightly .. her tears flew from her eyes .. she said: " That means .. that you are .. you are another lustful man ... Another lustful man .. Who only think about him self and his lust .. You treat a girls as a tool which only satisfy your lust .. You are not different as I thought .. You are the same .. You are.. "

She passed him and stopped only when he held her by her wrist ..
Arnav: " I was .. I was like this , before knowing you .. But you changed me .. I'm not the old one anymore .. "
Khushi released her wrist from him : " liar .. I'm just another girl you lust .. And you did every thing just to have me and satisfy your lust .. And after having me and taking what you want .. You will throw me as you did to the other girl .. But I won't let that happen .. I won't !" ..
Arnav gripped her by her shoulder and said: " what you are saying Khushi .. You know that I love you .. I love you Khushi, how could you doubt that ! .. You are not like any another girl for me ... Can you relax and let me explain it all to you ? khushi .. i know that I was wrong .. But I didn't exploit any girl .. They knew the scenario of the relationship .. the... "

Khushi pushed him with all her strength .. She didn't know from where she got this strength, though she was weak, very weak, she felt her knees will drop her at any moment.. She felt that her conscious will go at any moment ..
She pushed him away and said: " I don't know how you could fool like that .. I don't believe that I let a man fool me .. I don't know how I could trust a man after all what I had see from them.. "

she said and walked out of his room .. She ran toward the apartment door .. She heard Arnav calling her, pleading her to listen to him, to give him a chance to explain ..
But she didn't .. She put her hand on the door knob when she felt his hand above hers' preventing her from leaving ..
He moved to stand in front of her .. He felt her trembling hand, he saw her lifeless face ..
He didn't know if he did good by trying to be honest and told her the truth , or he shouldn't told her that ..
He beheld her book and his laptop in the living room table .. He remembered why she was her.. she wanted him to explain some materials for her .. But what he did ? ..

He broke her heart by telling her the truth, and he was sure that she will not be able to focus in her study anymore ,, he realize that his timing of telling her was bad .. Very bad ..
He could not do that for her .. Break her heart , and effect her studies in her last semester .. He toke a deep breath before doing what he planned to control the situation ..

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Part 2

Khushi didn't know why she didn't push him again, and walked away from his apartment ..
In her heart, she wished id he will tell her something will make them return back to what they were before he said that .. She was waiting, when she heard him laughing ..
She raised her face to see him .. he saw him laughing .. she was confused .. why was he laughing .. ?!

Arnav smirked and said: " Tell me , how did you find my acting skills ?!"
Khushi opened her eyes and wrinkled her forehead .. she was trying to understand what he was trying to say ..
Khushi said angrily : " Y.. You mean .. all .. all this .. was an act !?"
Arnav nodded still was laughing ..
After few minutes she calmed down.. Khushi gripped him by his shirt : " You think that you are funny ?! that's not funny at all .. you are such a silly man .. "
Arnav: " Sorry Khushi .. I just was try to .."
Khushi: " Try to what ?! ..to give me a heart attach ?! .."
Arnav opened his eyes in surprised : " Don't say that Khushi .. please .. I didn't mean ... "
Khushi tears didn't stop , and she said in pleading voice : " Don't do that again .. don't make fun of my feeling Arnav .. promise me Arnav that you will never joke with me in this way .. "
Arnav hugged her tightly, his expression turned to scared one .. he was feeling bad .. he managed to say : " I promise you Khushi .. forgave me " ..
She stayed in his embrace few minutes .. he walked with her to sofa , he made her set, and walked away ..
He returned back after few minutes holding a cup of water .. he made her drink it ..
Arnav: " Are you Ok now ?!"

Khushi nodded .. and hugged him again ..
Khushi: " a big part of me was sure that you are cannot do that .. you are not that type of men .. you are different .. my trust were in its right place "
Arnav didn't know what to do .. he felt very bad for lying , but we he can do?!
Arnav pulled back, he caressed her cheeks and said: " Let's continue what you came her for .."
Khushi smiled and nodded , and he pulled her hand and they sat again around the table ..
Arnav start explaining to her again ..

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Khushi: " Finally .. I understood it ,, Thank you Arnav .. Thank you very much .. "
Arnav smiled : " You are welcome .. Any time .. if you didn't understand anything in any business related course .. I'm ready to explain it for you .. "
Khushi smiled to him .. Khushi gathered her stuff, and put in her bag .. She stood , but Arnav pulled her top sat ..
Arnav: " It still early Khushi .. cannot we spend some time together ?!"
Khushi looked at her watch and them said: " just 15 minutes .. Ok ?!"
Arnav nodded ..

Arnav hesitantly : " Khushi .. about what I told in my room ..."
Khushi: " Please Arnav .. don't try to do it again ! "
Arnav: " No no .. I will not joke again .. but I want to know why you reacted in that way ?!"
Khushi looked at him : " What you mean by why I reacted in that way .. how did you expect me to react ?!
Arnav: " Ermm .. more calmly .. I said, before knowing and loving you, which mean in the past .. suppose , just suppose that what I told you was true .. you will leave me ?!"
Khushi: " Arnav plea..."
Arnav: " Khushi please, just answer me .. I want to understand you more "
Khushi firmly: " Yes .. "
Arnav : " Even though if you was sure that I loves you, and I will never leave you, at any cost "
Khushi: " A man who leaves a woman for another woman.. will do the same for the other woman .. A man he used to exchange women, will not be able to commit with one women .."
Arnav: " Its not necessary Khushi .. Maybe he will change for particular woman .. you know there is always a special person in our life, comes and change us .. As I changed you " He winked to her ..
Khushi smiled : " Yes Arnav.. I changed because of you .. but not all people can change ..There is no guarantee that this man will change.. "
She continued : " For these men, changing women become a habit for these men , they cannot get rid of this habit .. they say to every woman they know that they cannot live without them, the poor woman believe him, but after the man get bored from her, he throw her without thinking of her, and remembering his promises .."

Arnav was surprised to her that from her , he said: " Khushi, you remind me of the first times that we met .. I .. I thought that you changed .. I thought you convinced that men not bad as you thought .. but you still .."
Khushi: " You changed my believes Arnav .. previously , I thought that all men are same .. but now .. I know that there some men are good .. but still the majority are bad ! .. during my life , I saw many and many bad men in different ways .. and only few good men "

Arnav was irritated after what he heard from her .. he wanted to argue with her more and more .. he wanted to give her some tough words to make her realize that if there is bad men, there is also bad women .. he wanted to tell her, that if she could change for the better, he too can change ..
but he controlled him self .. he remembered her story that he told her .. she only told and tursted him .. so he should be the one who can understand her, and understand why she think like that ..
And He can understand the effect of her very painful , cannot be erased in few months ..


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Part 3

He was lying on his bed .. remembering this day events ..
he knew that he was wrong in his past , but in the same time, he knew that he changed .. he deserve a chance for a new beginning .. he deserve a chance to live without letting his past disturb his present ..
But Khushi was a girl with a painful past , which effect her and led her to hate men .. and think in a different way than other girls .. she is very sensitive and obsessive about relations .. she always feel insecure .. he remembered what happened after Vegas trip , what happened when she heard that he will leaves after a month, and what happened when the first time he proposed her .. and also, what happened today when told her about his past ..

He can understand that she suffered a lot in her life, and she live her mother suffer .. and that why she behave like that ..
But he don't understand how to make her realize that past is the past, and every one deserve a chance regardless his past ..

Today , he tried to be honest with her and tell her the truth .. he told her half the truth, still didn't tell her that he broke up with lavanya few weeks ago .. and she reacted like that !
he was willing to face any consequence of telling her the truth .. he was willing to trying to convince her that he is not like that anymore .. till he realize that she is on the verge of her final exams ..
he backed off , and decide to tell her the truth after she finish her exams, as he thought that her reaction was out of shock, and over the time, she will understand .. he thought that she recovered completely from her past ..
but he was wrong, her past still have an effect on her .. he realize that after his conversation with her ..

He was between two fires .. telling her the truth, broke her trust, and lose her .. or hiding the truth, deceive her , and being scared that any moment she will know and leave him ..
" Maybe she will change soon .. maybe she will learn how to don't judge a person regarding his past !"
he was hopping that .. and he decided to close this topic, and forget it ..

When he broke up with his previous girlfriends, they didn't create a serious problems with his next's .. because they previously knew that the end of their relationship was breaking up .. and he thought that Lavaya will not be different !

He turned to his side, when he smelled an awesome, familiar scent .. he recognized that it was Khushi smell .. he remembered her sight while she was sleeping in the same place he is sleeping now .. he smiled and slept peacefully dreaming of the day when they will share the same room, the same bed, and the same life forever ..

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Khushi was studying, when she remembered Arnav's " Joke" .. she left her pen, and couldn't help thinking about what if Arnav wasn't joking ! What if he was really like that .. she shake her head trying to expel these thoughts ..

She didn't get rid of it .. she asked her self in another form .. " Just imagine , if he was like that in his past .. will I leave him !? will I thought that he only lust me, not love me ?!"

Khushi remembered that the first proper conversation between them, ended with a sudden kiss from her without her will .. she remembered all the time when he tried to kiss, and touch her ..

but also, she remembered all the situation that he saved her, every time he cared about her, every time he did things for her, without asking for a return .. She remembered how his caring also reached her family ... every time he tolerate her sudden change of mood and instability, her insulation in their .. She knew if he was another guys, he will leave her, and try to find another .. but because he loves her, he did all what he could to release her from her fears and win her heart ...

She also remembered that today was in his apartment .. he could exploit the situation if he want, but he didn't ..
she remembered that she was sleeping in his bed, and he could do anything to satisfy his lust , if he was only lusting .. but he didn't , he respect her , and didn't take the advantage of the situation ..

She concluded : " I'm Sure 100 % that it's not a lust ,, he love me , as I love him.. I don't have a single doubt about that .. I should be sure that whatever he tell me, or I know about him .. that he love me .. real love .. " She smiled, and continued her studying ..

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Chapter 23 : - Pg 69

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* Sorry for mistakes


This chapter maybe seems a filler😆, but it not fully a filler .. it will have an effect in what happened later ..

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