Kyuon,'Dar Gayein !!!''.
Why?...
You've got scared !!!''
By:ArshiHamesha
New year's eve came upon
ARSHI with full of hopes, dreams, and
desires.Desires to be one,to be together,to be unified.The magnetic pull has
started since the day one yet La has provoked him before leaving "agar tumhari Zindagi mein pyar aa
jaye tou hold on it ASR'" [If you find love then hold on to it ASR']'.
He is trying to hold on to
it his way by using his brain not heart'. Though heart already has exchanged his
heart beat with her 'the rhythm of which she found first but put a stop sign to
it after his declaration of "koi
matlab nahi" [it doesn't matter']. She does not want
to draw upon the same extreme feelings again. Unconsciously they both jolted
together to see each other at this auspicious night and they did by beating all
the odds of egoism, engrossed each others completely by ignoring all the
surrounding elements, under the stars which were witnessing their Unison moment, in front of Devi Maiyya who was sealing it for them for forever..[Hamesha]
The overwhelming desires
made em come too close today that their souls were even yearning and longing to
keep no distance and that feared Khushi today. He sensed that fear in her and
provoked her with his old trick to get her, to bring a challenge'in her to beat
him'He called her brainless 'without intellect'hmmm'Nice move Mr Brainiac..He
tried his best to bring her on the surface to make her realize she needs him as
much he does but her constant pushing and denial irked him and he left calling her
a loser as she is afraid of hurting her heart again' with her belonging, a
piece of her green shirt as GREEN is her color which is ready to mingle with
him. She is so on for this challenge "Yeh
saal humari jeet keh naam hoga"[I will win this year at any cost]. Her constant ignorance towards him and his aspired desires
provoked him to put pause on her ongoing thoughts bringing her back to the core
of this process of making her think only about'..Him'. but jerked her with another challenging thought'"chodo
rehne do tum seh nahin paoogi" [Leave it, you won't be able to handle it']'But Khushi Kumari Gupta'diverts the inner meaning of his
words in fear of this close proximity.."haal chahe behal ho'hum jeet keh
dikhaengey" [No matter what happened, I will win for sure] makes him bow down to her by her silence along with the
entire universe around him'and in return challenged him.
Arnav's desires are
challenging Khushi over and over yet Khushi is not ready to give in.She has
accepted the challenge indeed and sealed it by putting her hands in him behind
curtains under the fire as Fire is their witness and wind is inflating it.The
need of water brought him to seal this deal by shaking dusty, earthy hands
together with her. She wants to give in as her heart demands yet mind still is
on halt."Humain manzoor
hai"[ I accepy it..]'Her small confession mingles
with his satisfaction.."mujhe bhi.." [
I accept too..] On the other hand he is burning in
this aspired and consumed feelings for her as if "agar mujhe na mili tou
meri sanse hi ruk jayengi"[If I didn't get her, I won't be able to breath"].When he doesn't see her
before NK, he throws the arrow of
challenge directly at her in front of every one." Shayed challenge se Dar gaye hai'"
[may be she is scared with challenge..] 'She pops out
determined than ever ,"hum nahin darte'"[I am not afraid ..] and shows him his reflection in his mirror of EGO' She comes
out at the stage in skirt showing off her milky skin to him along with everyone
else. She dared him with his challenge which he gave her while giving her mini
skirt on that calendar shoot night and couldn't handle her bewitched beauty in draped saree'. "Humain aapki har
chanauti manzoor hai'"[I accept every challenge of yours..]and he is helpless in gulping his desires'. But she doesn't
stop there'. She accepts his attractive desires by hitting him with Yellow
flower[the color yellow evokes feelings of joy and lightheartedness]
and conveying her love to him by adoring his habits which brings a killing
smile on his face witnessed by everyone. She made him meeting his human side to
his heart and the others'by opening her heart to him embracing all of Him the
way he is' He couldn't stop adoring and devouring her the very same way as the
night of calendar shoot.
He comes to her to take a confession from her or
in other words make sure she is ready to handle his undeniable and pure love
but in taunting way "Lekin Yahan bhi tumhain Meri zaroorat pad gayi, Meri bina tou
jaise koi baat banthi hi nahi tumhari"[ But then You needed me here in
your performance too,as if your day is incomplete without thinking of me '] Arnav tries to evoke Khushi towards
unknowing feelings that she needs him, wants him , wishes him in his
life.Her instinctive thoughts revolve around him remembering him in fear,
happiness, and in sadness. He knows how is she feeling as he was afraid and
running away from his feelings for her and she is doing the same now.ASR BG
score meaning he doesn't want to stop from his mission today, "Pehle hi ithna kuch kehchukki ho ...[
You already have said enough]' meaning I know
what u expect from me He
has understood her desire, and it wipes off her smile '..he slowly walks
towards her, pinning her on the wall, he huskily reminds her by keeping his
intense eyes burning into her soul "Laptop
se " He doesn't finish and keep glaring at her to tell
her that he got the message of Engagement ring that she needs him to inure as she finishes"tum inki kar do sagaye"[ Make him engaged] Arnav continues,"Aathon
pahar dil pe hai taale [ You have locked your heart throughout all the
time ] .. Khushi begins to feel the heat at
this point and wants to move but he corners and repeats the same line again by
gritting his teeth.. He is clearly conveying her that his heart
which was locked is open as she wished as her command and now it's
her turn .. Khushi completes
,"Kya Karen yeh hasna bhi na jaane," [What will we do he doesn't
know how to smile] Arnav accepts that Khushi wishes seeing him
smiling.He reminds her as she's been observing him closely which she denies I
fear being as vulnerable.He is not satisfied and jerks her "Why didn't you become ASR'and enjoy
being his partner in her act or that what she wants to be unconsciously' "and after
failing to do so he called her again brainless 'without intellect'as she is afraid her heart might
get hurt again' a BRAIN talk with ego'which showed his frustration for her'.She
steps forward this time with determination,"humain aap jaisa bane main koi dilchaspi
nahin'humare paas dil hai phele bhi bata chuke hain..'."[I don't wanna become
like you as I have heart..just told you before.] and she
touches his heart pointing at the fact
he can't have true life with his closed heart as he fears to open it .[He gulps
down her finger touching his closed heart..]that infuriates him more than ever'as
"Haan nahin hai dil ASR keh seene main'"[Yes ASR doesn't have a heart in
his chest']Both are not ready to give in for each
other at any cost to understand these are not their weaknesses'These are
their strengths which make both of them
complete..as one'
The push
and pull continues till her tears fell on his hard core and burned him by
consuming all the ego in it and heart takes over his brain to be ready to
mingle with hers at her level,at her need by fulfilling his own'.but just for
that moment he fulfills her wish and opens his heart'.As the challenge was consuming
and reducing both of them equally and then the moment comes to embrace both of
them to give in by putting all the fears and egos aside and just mingling heart
to heart'as one heart beat'"humari Dhadkane eik ho jaati hain'"[our heart beats become
one']'. But saying each others' name with each beat
still needs some time, some more challenges to go through as love without pain
of TRUST is nothing'Not only Khushi is fearless but also he is yet the fear of
Trust still resides in both'.as La's words "make sure you never let her go
from your life.." still needs him to come out of fear a "Fear of Trust"'
The night
The heart, which skipped a beat in front of red beauty'.made her aware of his
intentions'.later broke red beauty's heart along with him ''.is surrendering
today in front of her heart who wants him to mingle with his color'.Today Red
is mingling with green'."Yeh rang tum peh utna bhi bura nahin lagta'."[This color
doesn't look bad on you']
As this
love story is strange and can't be explained in couple of words'..It's a silent
feeling which can be felt and heard only
by souls without fear 'without having a name'..
Indeed!!!
Iss Pyar Ko Kya Naam
Doon !!!'''..
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