Swaron SS: Am I just an Outsider?

Am I just an Outsider?

Part 1

Sharon was lost in her thoughts'.. Mesmerising the moments spent with Swayam last evening'.. His second wish'.. A dance in the rain with Sharon'.. She dressed up in a desi attire just for him'.. They had a fun time dancing with the kids'.. Then what followed was completely unexpected'.. Swayam lifted her up in his arms'.. At first she was shocked but when she saw the immense love in his eyes, she lost herself in them'. She rested her head on his chest'. In return he kissed her forehead and started walking with the feeling of having her in his arms'.. She came out of her trance when she heard someone talk'..

Sharon stood at the door of the Rehearsal Hall'.. There she saw Adi talking to Rey'.. Both were sitting on the cubes'.. Rey had his head hanging and Adi sitting next to him'..

Adi: Yeh kaise dost hai tumhare?... Tumhare success se khush hi nahi hai?!

Rey: Nahi Adi aisi baat nahi hai'.. Woh Neha ki farewell party thi aur'..

Adi: Aur kya Rey?... You were busy with an interview and don't they realise that media coverage is really important for publicity right now! Aur tumhare uss interview se ReyZor's ki hi publicity ho rahi hai'..

Rey: I agree ke humari publicity ke liye interviews and media coverage important hai but don't you think ke sirf mera nahi but hum sab ka interview lena chahiye'.. As we all are the ReyZor's

Adi: Rey you are the lead'.. remember that! Media sabse pehle tumhare saath interact karna chahegi phir dheere dheere poore team ke saath'.. So right now you have to give solo interviews'..

Rey: Par phir bhi mere saath Sharon aur Swayam toh hone chahiye'.. As Sharon is the female lead and Swayam the second lead!

Adi: Media ko filhaal sirf lead se matlab hai'.. And do you really think Swayam will be interested in giving an interview with you?... I mean woh bhi toh upset hai that you didn't go for the party yesterday!

Rey: Nahi, Swayam is not upset'.. In fact sirf woh aur Sharon hi toh hai who always try to make the gang understand that I'm doing this for all of us'

Adi: Hmmm Swayam and Sharon are really your best friends'..

Rey: Yes I'm lucky to have them'..

Adi (in mind): Kuch aur sochna padega'.. Something big'.. Yeh chote chote incidents se kuch nahi hone wala!

Sharon overheard their entire conversation'.. She avoided barging in as now here brain was diverted to some different direction'.. The conversation worked like an alarm clock in her head'.. She started walking in the busy corridor on the college'..All the incidents when the gang was blaming Rey'.. Aditya Khurana talking to the gang'.. The gang avoiding Rey'..

Sharon (in mind): Yeh Mr.Khurana Rey se aise kyun baat kar rahe the?... Unka woh conversation kuch ajeeb laga as if it had some other motive behind it'.. And Mr.Khurana, Rey ko console karne ki jagah team ke bare main aise comments'.. And phir Swayam ke bare main bhi aise bol rahe the as if Swayam wasn't happy with the success of the team or something'.. His intentions don't seem right'.. I guess react karne se pehle mujhe Swayam se baat karni chahiye!

She was next to the stairs where she saw all the boys sitting'.. She stood behind them as she saw everyone's serious faces'..

Vicky: Rey se yeh umeed nahi thi'.. Shayad woh mujhe apna best friend manta hi nahi hai!

Swayam: Nahi Vicky! Dekh aisi baat nahi hai! Tujhe pata hai na yeh sab main Rey ki koi galti nahi hai!

Nil: Please Swayam ab toh Rey ki side lena band kar'.. Kal tune dekha nahi, interview dene main superstar itna busy tha ke humare calls ya messages ko reply karna bhi important nahi samjha!

Swayam: Guys, tumhe pata hai na Mr.Khurana ne Rey ko bina inform kiye media ko uske ghar bula liya! Toh woh khud kuch nahi kar paaya'..

Vicky: Yeh Mr.Khurana kuch jyada hi biased nahi ho rahe!

Swayam: Guys please hum ne decide kiya tha hum iss bare main college main baat nahi karenge'.. Aur girls ko iss sab se door rakhenge'.. especially Sharon!

Sharon (disbelief): What!!!

All the boys were shocked when they heard Sharon's voice'.. All turned back just to find a furious tigress standing there with her hands on her waist'.. She was continuously glaring at Swayam, who was just looking at her in shock'.. Everyone was mentally preparing themselves for the blows that were on their way but to their complete surprise Sharon just walked out from there without uttering a single word'..

Sharon went straight to the abandon corridor'.. She sat there thinking about all that she just heard'.. She also recollected the time when she asked Swayam was there any other reason for the gang to react against Rey and the way he just changed the topic'.. Her thoughts were disturbed when she felt somebody's presence'..

Swayam: Sharon woh'..

Sharon (standing up, avoiding looking at him): We have to do something fast'.. Mr.Khurana ke intensions right nahi lag rahe'..

Swayam (trying to get her look): Haan Mr.Khurana is trying to create divide in the team'..

Sharon (looking straight): He already has started dividing the team and woh tumhari aur Rey ki friendship todna chahte hai aisa mujhe lag raha hai'..

Swayam (confused): Tumhe kaise pata?

Sharon: Maine abhi Rey aur Mr.Khurana ki baatein sunn li thi'.. he was trying to put negative thoughts into Rey's head but I guess he couldn't'.. Phir tumhare bare main bhi comment kiya but Rey defended you'.. And now I know why he did that'. Shayad tumne pehle se hi Rey ko bata diya hai that you're always with him'..

Swayam: Sharon I'm sorr'..

Sharon (cutting him): Hume Rey ko Mr.Khurana ke intentions ke bare main realise karvana hoga and team ko ek saath rakhna hoga'..

Swayam: But Sharon please meri baat toh suno'..

Sharon (turning her face to him, hurt): Kya sunnu Swayam? Ke mere boyfriend ne itni badi baat mujhse chupayi? Ya yeh ke idhar humare friends ke beech koi third person misunderstandings create kar raha hai aur yeh baat tumhe pata thi?... You know Swayam ghusse se jyada I'm hurt kyunki tumne mujhe iss kabil hi nahi samjha ke tum apni dil ki baat share kar sako'.. You have treated me just like an outsider'..

By now a tear rolled down her cheek'.. Her eyes were brimmed'.. Swayam rushed to her and caught her by her shoulders'..

Swayam: Nahi Sharon aisi baat nahi hai'.. I know I've hurt you but yeh sab maine tumse iss liye chupaya kyunki mujhe laga ke jab tumhe yeh sab pata chalega toh tum hyper ho jaogi aur Mr.Khurana ko kuch bol dogi'.. Main sirf tumhe iss tension ke dur rakhna chahta tha'..

Sharon (in disbelief): Tension??? Tumhe lagta hai mere friends jab aise ek dusre ko blame karte hai ya mere best friend ko humesha akele khada dekh ke mujhe tension nahi aata hai? And moreover mere boyfriend ko hamesha itne stress main dekh ke mujhe stress nahi hota? (she removed his hands that were on her shoulder) And you really think ke main itni pagal hoon ke jab mujhe Mr. Khurana ke baare main pata chalega toh main hyper hoke unko kuch bolungi? Agar aisa hota na toh abhi I wouldn't be here'..

Swayam (looking down): I'm Sorry Sharon

Sharon: Sorry?! For what Swayam?! Mujhe laga ke hum dono ek dusre se itna pyaar karte hai ke kabhi koi baat hide nahi kar sakte'.. Abhi jab maine Rey aur Mr.Khurana ki baatein suni toh sabse pehle tumse baat karne ka thought mere dimag main aaya'.. Socha ke Swayam aur main milke kuch na kuch solution nikaal lenge'.. But maybe tum aisa nahi sochte'.. I guess maine kuch jyada hi expect kar liya'.. I'm sorry'..

Sharon left from there without letting Swayam say anything further'.. She was hurt'.. really very hurt that Swayam didn't understand her and didn't find the need to share his thoughts with her'.. Here Swayam was feeling hell guilty for what he did'.. He never intended things to go this wrong'.. He had hurt Sharon'.. And seeing her hurt was the worst sight for him'.. He sat the pulling his hair in frustration'..

Swayam (in mind): What did I do!!! Main Sharon ko kabhi hurt nahi karna chahta tha! Main toh bas usse iss stress se dur rakhna chahta tha! But she is right'.. She has all the right to know what actually is going on'. Unintentionally maine Sharon ko bahut hurt kiya hai'.. I have to make it up to her'.. I can't see her like this'.. God please help me!... I'm sorry Sharon'..

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