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Periwinkle

@Periwinkle

Explorer

Posted: 13 years ago

Oh my God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm crying as I write this...

I saw the above clip in a post and it compelled me to write...

I just had to do this...

I've been a silent member of this forum and the last few days have been truly heart breaking...

I've cried reading people like Vedo, nniks, VerboseG and sooo many others literally post their heart ache out on the forum...

All these people maybe stubborn but are hardcore true blue Anshians (I'm not taking away anything from people who are flowing with the tide and willing to give the change a chance but still Sidyusha remains Ansh for most of us...so plz don't bash me for siding with the stubborn ones)

I can understand the pain (and believe me it is PAINFUL...not childish...but PAINFUL)...

I've never written an OS / FF / SS but imagined the ones written by some of the splendid writers on the forum play in my head as if I was actually watching BV... I've sooo wanted the confession OSs and the SR OSs to happen in real in BV...

I'd read one OS and want it to happen on BV then I'd read another and wish for that one to happen as well and then I'd think I wish the confession would happen in millions of different ways again and again and I'd watch all of them another million times...

Now.. the confession will happen but one half of Ansh won't be the one I had imagined it to be...and I don't know therefore, if my heart will tickle or skip multiple beats when I see it...

I won't even feel like coming here to read Anshians gushing, blushing over it coz there won't be much gushing but instead a lot of moping coz most will be aching over the fact that the face which actually said I Love You to Shiv could've been the one that we all dreamt would...

I've dreamt about Ansh...been crazily obsessed about Ansh...laughed with Ansh...Blushed with Ansh...Loved Ansh like a crazy dream often blurring out the difference between dream and reality...

And now...I'm crying for Ansh... (MY Ansh...OUR stubborn Anshians' Ansh...the original and one and only Sidyusha Ansh)

But amidst all this I realised that there's something I need to tell my fellow Sidyusha Anshians...something that if I don't say now, I won't get another chance...

I want to thank all the A-M-A-Z-I-N-G creative people of this forum like Vedo, VerboseG, nniks, malika, khusi, anjaani, quagmyred, shivanandi, uma, chahat, chumki, princessPi, ananhita, blushing, Suchi, Zarna, anjana, dixie, Don, Sou, michelle, Pal, Piya, Shopalic (I'm so so so sorry if i missed any names) for having given me all those beautiful Ansh stories to read... I haven't seen many vms but thank you for all the ones I have seen which have made my heart flutter...

Guys I know u'll have LIVED Ansh...if reading about them obssessively and imagining them through ur writings can make my heart ache at the recent development then I can imagine what u'll are going through since u'll created those moments...

I adore u guys... stubborn as you may be... U've created the Ansh treasure for us...esp for people for the silent ones like me to read and see and feel and cherish...

I apologize if I've hurt anyone's feelings...been too strong in putting forth my stand...

And I also add that I'm not against the new girl...I'm not bashing her either...but its just that I want the face that made me fall in love with Ansh to stay as is... and since that can't happen and since I can't do anything about it I, like so many others feel lost and broken...

I'm sorry I created a separate thread but I wasn't sure if all people who I wanted to thank would read it if I'd post it any of the ongoing threads...

I wanted to make sure that I let all of the DREAM-MAKERS know how truly indebted I am to them...esp in a sad time like this... (trust me the OSs and VMs have given me quite some solace)

THANK YOU guys...really from the bottom of my heart THANKS!!!!

I hope all of us get through this and hope I get to read and see more of your magic if not here anymore then in some other world sometime...

I truly adore you guys...

Yours,

Periwinkle

(A true blue Sidyusha Anshian)

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smeker

@smeker

Sparkler

Posted: 13 years ago

Now.. the confession will happen but one half of Ansh won't be the one I had imagined it to be...and I don't know therefore, if my heart will tickle or skip multiple beats when I see it

@Periwinkle

I feel the same😭😭

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palpal15

@palpal15

Dazzler

Posted: 13 years ago

I can totally identify with ur pain. Having gone through the same a few days ago. SidYusha's AnSh will always hold a special place in my heart. And the first few hours were pretty excruciating. But I am trying to console myself. I dont want to preach, or ruin ur thread. Just MHO.

Thank u for the citing... I am pretty new as compared to many others here. but thank u for including me.

As a writer I feel very stuck currently.

No comments abt the viewer in me.

I plan to continue writing as of now. Don't know abt the near future.

Hoping the best for u,

Pal.

Edited by pAL-pAL - 13 years ago

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VerboseG

@VerboseG

Stunner

+ 3

Posted: 13 years ago

Thank you so much for understanding our trauma.

We (and I speak for all the stubborn ones) feel so badly cos we got emotionally involved, conceived an Ansh of our dreams, and gave birth to the ones in our dreams through our OSs/VMs/siggies, etc.

The rest of the stubborn ones participated in our discussions and nurtured our hopes and dreams.

I personally feel as if I have lost one of my babies (and please, no bashing for this - this is just my feeling and will definitely not be shared by all). My OSs are dead for the moment - for me.

In grief,

Gina (VerboseG)

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Periwinkle

@Periwinkle

Explorer

Posted: 13 years ago

Originally posted by: VerboseG
Thank you so much for understanding our trauma.

We (and I speak for all the stubborn ones) feel so badly cos we got emotionally involved, conceived an Ansh of our dreams, and gave birth to the ones in our dreams through our OSs/VMs/siggies, etc.

The rest of the stubborn ones participated in our discussions and nurtured our hopes and dreams.

I personally feel as if I have lost one of my babies (and please, no bashing for this - this is just my feeling and will definitely not be shared by all). My OSs are dead for the moment - for me.

In grief,

Gina (VerboseG)

Ginaji, I totally understand ur pain...

I've cried reading ur recent posts...

And when u say, u feel like u've lost one of ur babies, I share the same hurt...

Honestly, in the recent episodes I used to feel like Anandi went far away from us...like she died or something in the show...and even Shiv being all sad and his stressed look kinda added to the whole horrid feeling... I know it may sound a bit too much but I hve been feeling this bad...

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Serviana

@Serviana

Stunner

+ 3

Posted: 13 years ago

I know exactly how you feel. And don't worry, there is nothing wrong in being stubborn Anshian...we are many. For us the show ended on 27th of February .

Take our Ansh in your heart like we do.🤗nobody can take them away from you if you keep them in your heart. 😊

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hisusmita

@hisusmita

Sparkler

Posted: 13 years ago

I think, SIDYUSHA fans are not stubbonrn anshians but they are very emotional. If we see carefully most of them either used to write beautiful stories about them or used to make VMsso definitely they had to fantacize a face to have the motivation which can drive them to write those wonderful pieces. They have invested a lot of their emotions to make those stories live in others eyes and we all have appreciated those . So I can very well understand how you feel, I think we all are hurt , deeply hurt, but nothing is under our control and I surely know time will heal everything, Every individual is different, some are too emotional, some are practical but nothing wrong in being any of these categories, we should give everybody time and space. I really liked the way Anita tried to tell everyone not to leave the forum, we all are still friends and we should understand the pain of our PALs. We should understand them instead of saying anything what they shud do as they are in such state they may think that preaching and misunderstand, but I know these outbursts are nothing but the pain of a broken heart. They dont have anything against the new girl, they just deeply in love with their Anandi which they are relating to Prats face . But surely all our friends will come back

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Peea

@pussycat

Voyager

Posted: 13 years ago

The more I watch this particular segment more my heart starts aching and seriously I am unable to contain my disappointment further with exit of a face with effervescent smiles and crackling chemistry. Perhaps I am prejudiced to an extent for not being able to embrace the change so drastic and for me very unreal and illogical at the moment as the new face is definitely wanted in post leap and not at this juncture when we found Anandi (Pratz) doing grt justice to the sequence of teri diwant and saiyaan...now that magic is lost for ever. I will never be able to watch the sequence with other ansh in the identical fervour no matter what... its the visual medium... so it definitely has a memory which can be hardly erased.