Ahhh!!!...Wat shud I say to u Navya...those lovely innocent eyes...that naiveness in ur talk and the loving hope filled heart that was beating so hard n fast that the vibes cud be felt within me...wat can I say after that???
Today when I tried to tell u the realities of life after marriage...of life that will not remain the same as u live n see it today...of life that will entail much more harsh trials n tribulations that wat u now forsee...and of life where lots of the times...u may just end up enduring in silence waiting for God n Karma to make its turn on ur fate...U gave me answer of that same little gal whom I saw grow under me into the young lady that I see today...The innocence ...the utmost naiveness that was in that answer broke all my defences n I just kept wishing for a future video that I cud just grab from somewhere n show to u. Wat I told u Navya was just the basic jist of wat all the more life thereafter will encompass. U said...u will have Anant by ur side...u will have his love...n his support by ur side to give u the strength to endure it all n to sustain all n any relation come wat may...and I can only say to u Navya..."God bless those words".
U r right Navya...I have met Anant...n no i dont doubt his love for u...I dont even doubt his support for u...but after wat I witnessed in Kanpur...after my own personal experience in a marital life...I can only say...if there is something that will not remain constant are circumstances. And Navya...my only fear is these unpredictable circumstances that can engulf such tremendous power that it can destroy the that very ground of love...trust...support n companionship. No I am not being a sadist Navya...but m just putting out in alphabets that realities are much much more harsh than those pink bubbles of dreams n glass globe of hopes.
I only wish...I only pray Navya...that no such circumstance even cross ur path...that such event...such moment of time never arrive where even having Anant by side will make u feel alone in a crowd...I truly hope that wat u have said to me forever remains n that each word of it comes true!!!
God Bless u my dear little sister...
Love u...Always n Forever...
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Rab Raakha...
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Previous Diary Entry Posts
Anant's 1st Diary Entry
AnYa Hum Tum Diary Entries
Navya's Diary Entry 2
Anant: Kaisi Majbooriyan
Navya's Entry: Emotional Zoo
AnYa Hum Tum Diaries: Kehdo Tum Ho Meri
Diary Entries: Navya, Meeta and Anant
Diary Entries: Ya Rabba
Navya Diary Entries: Tera Chehra
Anant Diary Entry: The Cruelity of Time
AnYa Hum Tum Diaries: Kuch Faisley
Other Non Diary Navya Posts
Nayi Soch...Nayi Dhadkan
Fears of Emotions
Letters Of Maple Leaves
Woh Hamesha Meri Zimedaari Rahegi
The Difference Between Reality n TV
Hum Kadam Tere Sang
Anant to Navya: I Breathe In You
The Quiet Calms Before The Next Storms
Letters of Liquid Pearls
A Smile In Distress
And The Truth Endures Yet Again
Come Let's Build Bridges
A Weapon Called Motherhood