Sometimes…life just does not give us the opportunity to do what we really want to do….It does not support our heart felt wishes when we want it to do the most. Sometimes….we just have to surrender ourselves to what life has in store for us….to what Time has alloted for us. WRONG it looks…I know….but sometimes….what may look wrong is just not so wrong….It is simply called "Making Circumstantial Choices" as we become the unwanted preys of the fate!!
Anant…Navya…Meeta…Renu…Mohan…All five of them stood right where destiny had made them stand and how!!😳
Anant
He was frustrated….anguished…bitter n broken….He doesn't like what time has poured in his share….He feels helpless as he is not able to meet his life….his Navya …neither is he able to get thru to her or see her...Each of his trials….his attempts are falling hard back on him as he constantly tries to intervene with wat fate has planned out for him and he is no mood to accept with open arms this fate….this Time nor this decision of Navya that they will have no communication for the next 6 wks. As cruel as it gets…..He questions Navya "Is our love so wrong that we are being put thru this imprisonment?". He knows deep down that its not about wrong or right….but its simply a "Circumstantial Choice" that Navya has made and yet he in his complete denial foolishly threatens Navya that he will continue to strive n fight against the tides knowing very well the consequences of it. Appy …Ritz and even his buddy Ranbir try to accommodate his emotions while they struggle to have him comprehend with what time has allotted for him but he pays no heed to them either...and makes a "Circumstantial Choice" of listening only of his heart. Desperate he is….. helpless he is and more so an unwanted prey of cruel fate he is!!!
Navya
This entire engaging of the journey was never her choice. She never wanted to be away from her family…her friends nor her love, Anant and yet….she is where fate has brought her. She too is frustrated….anguished….confused n divided between 2 rights…but on a contrary to Anant…..she is calm n composed. She is able to sense Anant's restlessness…She realizes her injustice to Anant's feelings….She is able witness her mom's…her entire family's jeopardizing stance in this alliance and that too at not fault of theirs…She is able to comprehend with the decisions that her mom is imposing on her n most of all she as oppose to Anant….is able to accept with open arms the verdict of time ….of fate as she asks Anant "Is our love so weak that it will tore us apart forever in this minor hurdle called separation?". She is not really questioning Anant….neither is she questioning herself….nor is she questioning the love they have for each other….She knows already where both their hearts belong…….but she is simply putting forth in the form of a question….her affirmation of her belief in herself n their love….her affirmation that this is just a passing phase in their journey together that time…n fate has allotted for them. She is solemnly surrendering herself as she makes her Circumstantial Choice. Yes, it may look wrong….but yet…its not so wrong…She is only walking hand in hand with fate in the hopes to protect her family n her relation with Anant from further endangerment. Sensible she is….mature she is …hopeful she is….despite being the unwanted prey of the cruel fate!!
Meeta
Somewhere deep down her, she knows that the solution she has derived for AnYa may not be the ultimate solution afterall. She is not quite convinced that having Navya sent into a family that may be quite intruding will get her want she wants. Her fears re surface the moment her elder sister in law re questions her on her reasons to alienate Navya for 6 wks….She becomes vulnerable as her sister in law torments her upbringing of her children and she yet again impulses on Navya her fears along with her protective shield. She admonishes Navya with yet another set of rules that she somewhere knows is an act of extreme harshness but time n fate has not left her with any choice. She is fearful for her daughter's prestige….she is vulnerable for her family's dignity is at lifeline and most of all ….she in her acute state of resolve…..is unconsciously falling an unwanted prey of cruel fate!!!
Renu
Life prolly has never been fair to her. She struggled to live a life of a bird flying free into the blue skies but all she gained in her share were patches of locked desires and shattered dreams. She prolly yearned the love n comfort….the warmth n the covering of her parents….of her husband….but all she ever got was expectations…duties n responsibilities. She now stands exhausted n drained out with all that she has put thru so far….She is completely burnt down to the bottom of the ashes and have no hopes….no desires….no aspirations to pull thru. She has given up on dreams n desires to an extent that she simply sets herself free from the shackles of the burden n makes a Circumstantial Choice as she takes on her parents shelter that atleast maintains her sanity. Broken she is….burdened she is…but most of all….an unwanted prey of cruel fate she is!!!
Mohan
Its not that he never tried….its not that he never desired….but its just that he never understood that the heart has a mind of its own and as much as he may want to walk a step ahead…his heart will not accompany him. Rama was prolly never his choice of a life partner….but he had to surrender at the happiness n wishes of his dear n near ones. He accepted the denouncement of fate not quite with open arms but with dejection…dismay and to some extent…..disbelief. It was this disbelief that kept putting barriers in all his intentions of approach towards elevating the holy matrimonial that he was bonded into. He gave in his every possible attempt to make this marriage work but Rama was never the right target for any of his attempts neither was she making it any better. Trust …love n companionship cud never find its way at the base….and the bricks of the divine relation kept falling off slowly but silently. And yet today…when Anant requested him to take yet another chance at his heart….to re begin from the bottom most for the near ones….for the dear ones….He surrenders himself as he once again makes a Circumstantial Choice. Understanding he is…..Heartful he is….hopeful he is…..but most of all…..unknowingly he is becoming an unwanted prey of cruel fate!!!
Its truly unfortunate that sometimes things are just not in our control….even as much as we may wanna try to control it. Fate n Time has always been the ruler of each one of us as it gambles with our hearts n mind. Today as each of these people makes choices that are solely governed by the circumstances surrounding they……they become the unwanted preys of the cruel fate and yet are not aware that of this fact. Such is the irony!!!😳😳
Rab Raakha
Shilpa🤗🤗
PS. On The Request of many readers, below are the links of all my previous posts for Navya
Previous Diary Entry Posts
Anant's 1st Diary Entry
AnYa Hum Tum Diary Entries
Navya's Diary Entry 2
Anant: Kaisi Majbooriyan
Navya's Entry: Emotional Zoo
AnYa Hum Tum Diaries: Kehdo Tum Ho Meri
Diary Entries: Navya, Meeta and Anant
Diary Entries: Ya Rabba
Navya Diary Entries: Tera Chehra
Anant Diary Entry: The Cruelity of Time
Other Non Diary Navya Posts
Nayi Soch...Nayi Dhadkan
Fears of Emotions
Letters Of Maple Leaves
Woh Hamesha Meri Zimedaari Rahegi
The Difference Between Reality n TV
Hum Kadam Tere Sang
Anant to Navya: I Breathe In You
The Quiet Calms Before The Next Storms
Letters of Liquid Pearls
A Smile In Distress
And The Truth Endures Yet Again
Come Let's Build Bridges
A Weapon Called Motherhood
Arjun
Cricket
Indian Mythology
