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Mein aa gai😛
And By gosh!! the bacha is super duper angry na...His anger is so going to eat him ...
This all is taking ugly turn and am definitely not liking it...it is going to be a misunderstanding cob web and Lord knows we have enough terrorism levied in form of Talli phulli and Jordar Jamuna😛
Somehow I have always felt that just as Gulaal is the one who has brought him to right path, she is also the one who makes him chose the wrong path...
Like in this episode starts with Kesuda declaring an out and out war against Dushyant...and all the while he is searching Gulaal's face, the tension between them is so thick that had Jordaar Jamuna suddenly taken a fall between them, she would be hanging in the air, that tension would have worked as a safety net against the impending earthquake due to her fall🤣.😛
Sorry it was a serious episode and since yesterday I feel that we all need a good sense of humour dose😆...
But really the back ground music was very much glaring and making the tension obvious...Panba rambling did not even touch Kesar as he is busy staring at Gulaal who just can't believe herself ...But I guess she knew how Kesar was volatile when he had asked her why had she not listened to him and went ahead and given the name of Dushyant for Sarpanch...
And ofcourse in between all these tensions, Jordar Jamuna had to put in her worth na..so she starts whining and cribbing...and you hear her voice in the background as the camera concentrates on Kesar and you can see tears swimming in his eyes...
Anger, frustration, jealousy, and to certain extent a sadness, due to this insurmountable distance between them...
He is so absolutely devastated by the fact that he cannot touch her...not the physical touch..but the fact that none of his actions are actually getting reactions from her...how I feel that one word from Gulaal would have made him in two minds, how he was waiting for her to say Something ...anything!!!!!...
And when Dushyant takes Gulaal's name and tells her it is time to go...God!! did you see the expression on Kesuda's face??...he just couldnot believe it ...he was looking at the whole procession so unbelievingly!!!!..as if he was watching it from a far away place and could do nothing to stop it...😭
as if his life itself was passing before his eyes and he was so helpless to stop it!!!!!
And the moment she goes away from his eyes, he doesnot even think fit to stand in that space and walks away to his room...
And boy!!! is he angry!!! smashes across the room!!! and throws the most precious of his things...the letters!!!...and throws furniture around...and sits on the bed still not able to control his anger...he is so bursting out .so disturbed...he knows something is wrong with him, and he knows that his anger is actually quite alarming and he so tries to control it, but one look at the picture of Gulaal and he has those words haunting him again and again making him mad..
and ofcourse the obedient student of Gulaal, talli the phulli walks in with a glass of sherbat...
Kesar looks at her with such vehemance..hehe,.I would have dropped the glass there and then, and Kesar does see the that fear in her eyes and he calls her...
Does he looked a bit drugged?? he had that look...and you know that is so perfect an expression, because when you are emotionally drained after a fit of anger, this is exactly how you look, how you feel, how you behave and how you talk,...a bit slurred, red puffed eyes and bit of running nose,...Neil was fantastic in this moment...👏
Is it just me or someone else also feels that more than him wanting to apologize to Talli, it was assurance he was seeking for himself...the scene downstairs had made him a bad boy and a demon in the eyes of all...especially Gulaal...he wanted, just for a moment, to feel that he was not so bad after all, to tell the world that he is definitely not that bad, and there by console himself that he is not, inadequate for the woman whom everybody seemingly worships...
*sigh* it is not Vasant he has to live upto, it is her, and that is what is so hard for him...
Talli shouldnot open her mouth..infact I need to provide her an adhesive strong enough to last the last episode...I mean the guys is apologizing and you tell him 'you still look angry'???...
Girl !!!shut up!!! and take your very unpouty mouth somewhere else...!!!
But when Kesar asked her is she afraid of him,...my heart almost broke...he is so vulnerable😳...so unsure of himself...
and I did feel at that time that he regretted his decision...
As I always emphasise...that when he comes near gulaal..it is her aura which surrrounds him...and in that moment, he really is rendered decision less, mindless...there is some kind of frenzy that takes over him, and he talks or speaks something or takes decision that he would not have taken, had gulaal not been there...
so the moment he comes out of the aura of her presence, he starts feeling the aftershocks of his decision and his actions...and hence these questions to talli...
I am not going to discuss the election era in detail..we all know that was a hurting and hurtful Kesar, who had come just to prove to Gulaal that he can do it and he will do it..(by the way he made a dhansu entry in the jeep na😳)...and the coin tossing was the same as it was when he had come back to Talsagra initially...
The only scene that appealed to me was he watching the space where Gulaal was standing before he had gone inside for voting and searching for her, and then not finding either her or Dushyant getting angry...in fact he is so busy searching for her, that he actually jumps when Raman comes and puts his hands on his shoulders..and one thing which again struck me was his complete detachment when Raman hugged her, his mind clearly on someone else...
The letter scene...*sigh* It had me so entranced that I forgot to give Talli a GPL for being such a nuisance..
He again comes in his room, completely drained of his emotions, tired, heavy and puffy eyes, and a complete tired walk...
His anger, completely exhausted after what had transpired and he has no energy to carry it off again...the woman had again completely defeated him, and he is such a good loser,,,that when he sees her letters in the waste paper basket, he takes the basket and empties it on his bed and starts straightening the letters...
*sigh* Okie..so who actually felt that touch, the way he was pampering the letters, he was actually feeling the essence of his love😳, his Gulaal😳...the letters are such precious memories for him,,,they are the ones on which he survived ten years of separation, and once again, they are the ones he has to depend on, with the future rift flashing right before his eyes...
And for a change Talli uses her brains and notices the way his hands are moving on the letters and she knows, she feels his Love outpouring in that action...and it was at this point of time I felt sorry for her...(I know Shalu..not allowed😆)
and her binwarasi Saheli pushes her out of her lala land and she just stands before Kesar like a booth...and Kesar gets all conscious and stands up, guilt and fear writtten all over his face...
Now this expression surprised me...I thought he would be angry, defiant, volatile...I did not expect fear and guilt😕
Precap: ...The scene was taunting na...the way Kesar just hugged Dushy and said that you have not only proved me wrong but also my coin wrong...this one requires a deeper thought...
And By gosh!! the bacha is super duper angry na...His anger is so going to eat him ...
This all is taking ugly turn and am definitely not liking it...it is going to be a misunderstanding cob web and Lord knows we have enough terrorism levied in form of Talli phulli and Jordar Jamuna😛
Somehow I have always felt that just as Gulaal is the one who has brought him to right path, she is also the one who makes him chose the wrong path...
Like in this episode starts with Kesuda declaring an out and out war against Dushyant...and all the while he is searching Gulaal's face, the tension between them is so thick that had Jordaar Jamuna suddenly taken a fall between them, she would be hanging in the air, that tension would have worked as a safety net against the impending earthquake due to her fall🤣.😛
Sorry it was a serious episode and since yesterday I feel that we all need a good sense of humour dose😆...
But really the back ground music was very much glaring and making the tension obvious...Panba rambling did not even touch Kesar as he is busy staring at Gulaal who just can't believe herself ...But I guess she knew how Kesar was volatile when he had asked her why had she not listened to him and went ahead and given the name of Dushyant for Sarpanch...
And ofcourse in between all these tensions, Jordar Jamuna had to put in her worth na..so she starts whining and cribbing...and you hear her voice in the background as the camera concentrates on Kesar and you can see tears swimming in his eyes...
Anger, frustration, jealousy, and to certain extent a sadness, due to this insurmountable distance between them...
He is so absolutely devastated by the fact that he cannot touch her...not the physical touch..but the fact that none of his actions are actually getting reactions from her...how I feel that one word from Gulaal would have made him in two minds, how he was waiting for her to say Something ...anything!!!!!...
And when Dushyant takes Gulaal's name and tells her it is time to go...God!! did you see the expression on Kesuda's face??...he just couldnot believe it ...he was looking at the whole procession so unbelievingly!!!!..as if he was watching it from a far away place and could do nothing to stop it...😭
as if his life itself was passing before his eyes and he was so helpless to stop it!!!!!
And the moment she goes away from his eyes, he doesnot even think fit to stand in that space and walks away to his room...
And boy!!! is he angry!!! smashes across the room!!! and throws the most precious of his things...the letters!!!...and throws furniture around...and sits on the bed still not able to control his anger...he is so bursting out .so disturbed...he knows something is wrong with him, and he knows that his anger is actually quite alarming and he so tries to control it, but one look at the picture of Gulaal and he has those words haunting him again and again making him mad..
and ofcourse the obedient student of Gulaal, talli the phulli walks in with a glass of sherbat...
Kesar looks at her with such vehemance..hehe,.I would have dropped the glass there and then, and Kesar does see the that fear in her eyes and he calls her...
Does he looked a bit drugged?? he had that look...and you know that is so perfect an expression, because when you are emotionally drained after a fit of anger, this is exactly how you look, how you feel, how you behave and how you talk,...a bit slurred, red puffed eyes and bit of running nose,...Neil was fantastic in this moment...👏
Is it just me or someone else also feels that more than him wanting to apologize to Talli, it was assurance he was seeking for himself...the scene downstairs had made him a bad boy and a demon in the eyes of all...especially Gulaal...he wanted, just for a moment, to feel that he was not so bad after all, to tell the world that he is definitely not that bad, and there by console himself that he is not, inadequate for the woman whom everybody seemingly worships...
*sigh* it is not Vasant he has to live upto, it is her, and that is what is so hard for him...
Talli shouldnot open her mouth..infact I need to provide her an adhesive strong enough to last the last episode...I mean the guys is apologizing and you tell him 'you still look angry'???...
Girl !!!shut up!!! and take your very unpouty mouth somewhere else...!!!
But when Kesar asked her is she afraid of him,...my heart almost broke...he is so vulnerable😳...so unsure of himself...
and I did feel at that time that he regretted his decision...
As I always emphasise...that when he comes near gulaal..it is her aura which surrrounds him...and in that moment, he really is rendered decision less, mindless...there is some kind of frenzy that takes over him, and he talks or speaks something or takes decision that he would not have taken, had gulaal not been there...
so the moment he comes out of the aura of her presence, he starts feeling the aftershocks of his decision and his actions...and hence these questions to talli...
I am not going to discuss the election era in detail..we all know that was a hurting and hurtful Kesar, who had come just to prove to Gulaal that he can do it and he will do it..(by the way he made a dhansu entry in the jeep na😳)...and the coin tossing was the same as it was when he had come back to Talsagra initially...
The only scene that appealed to me was he watching the space where Gulaal was standing before he had gone inside for voting and searching for her, and then not finding either her or Dushyant getting angry...in fact he is so busy searching for her, that he actually jumps when Raman comes and puts his hands on his shoulders..and one thing which again struck me was his complete detachment when Raman hugged her, his mind clearly on someone else...
The letter scene...*sigh* It had me so entranced that I forgot to give Talli a GPL for being such a nuisance..
He again comes in his room, completely drained of his emotions, tired, heavy and puffy eyes, and a complete tired walk...
His anger, completely exhausted after what had transpired and he has no energy to carry it off again...the woman had again completely defeated him, and he is such a good loser,,,that when he sees her letters in the waste paper basket, he takes the basket and empties it on his bed and starts straightening the letters...
*sigh* Okie..so who actually felt that touch, the way he was pampering the letters, he was actually feeling the essence of his love😳, his Gulaal😳...the letters are such precious memories for him,,,they are the ones on which he survived ten years of separation, and once again, they are the ones he has to depend on, with the future rift flashing right before his eyes...
And for a change Talli uses her brains and notices the way his hands are moving on the letters and she knows, she feels his Love outpouring in that action...and it was at this point of time I felt sorry for her...(I know Shalu..not allowed😆)
and her binwarasi Saheli pushes her out of her lala land and she just stands before Kesar like a booth...and Kesar gets all conscious and stands up, guilt and fear writtten all over his face...
Now this expression surprised me...I thought he would be angry, defiant, volatile...I did not expect fear and guilt😕
Precap: ...The scene was taunting na...the way Kesar just hugged Dushy and said that you have not only proved me wrong but also my coin wrong...this one requires a deeper thought...
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