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thanks a lot for all the lovely comments & support..
well here I am with thread 11
thanks to lovely sweeties
umma
poem that tells u abt geet & her story
I was an extraordinary girl-with ordinary dreams...
All I wished for is love-my biggest dream...
My world was small, the palace huge,
My dreams-thats where I took refuge!
All my life I wanted just a glance,
Tried to please my Dad at every chance...
Failed miserably every time,
Got scolded-what was my crime?
A single day turned my life upside down,
In a sea of pain I had to drown;
Yet the biggest blow was yet to come,
I lost all-I felt like scum!
How I wished I could die,
Yet to someone's wishes I was made to ply;
He treated me like dirt, didn't bothjer about my hurt,
Not even a word I could blurt...
A roller-coaster ride, has changed my life,
I seen heaven, and now strife,
My biggest dream seems real today;
Yet that dream now seems completely waste!
My identity has changed so have I,
Where my destiny will take me-I will comply,
I was an extraordinary girl, with ordinary dreams,
Yet, now, I am just a mother and a daughter in my dreams...
Love
Swati
Dreams
part 72
part 72
Suddenly she pulled her hand away. Her face turned pale as her eyes met the pair of eyes from corner table. Veerji her lips murmured. Maan instantly closed his eyes in misery.
Not that she was scared..but she knew it was not acceptable to hold someones hand siting in a cafe. Brij walked towards them. She smiled warmly. She straighten herself.
Brij by all means knew it was him.. but just hoped a tiny winy .. chance of it being someone else.. sad it was not.. his eyes were fuming when it came face to face with Maans agonized ones. Geet introduced him with a shy in her face which said it all. Brij just bit back his anger.
Geet ' veerji he is Maan my class mate
brij inhaled sharply understanding everything... wat is been happening since last few weeks. He maintained his calm & smiled bitterly nodding at Maan.
She introduced the little prince sweetly.
Brij couldn't have held back ..he dearly took him in his arms. Geet was taken a little back seeing her otherwise rough & touch veerji... cradling garv in his arms.
Geet ' main ne iska naam Garv rahka
brij instantly gave a taunting look to Maan. Who looked down cursing every minute he had her with him to tell her the truth & he didn't. The whole effort of meeting her in college & getting her meet the baby was to just reveal the truth to her in time. But he just couldn't. Maan Singh Khurana.. failed. Failed miserably to confront his sin. Yet again their son will be deprived of his mothers love.
Geet ' veerji he is Maan my class mate
brij inhaled sharply understanding everything... wat is been happening since last few weeks. He maintained his calm & smiled bitterly nodding at Maan.
She introduced the little prince sweetly.
Brij couldn't have held back ..he dearly took him in his arms. Geet was taken a little back seeing her otherwise rough & touch veerji... cradling garv in his arms.
Geet ' main ne iska naam Garv rahka
brij instantly gave a taunting look to Maan. Who looked down cursing every minute he had her with him to tell her the truth & he didn't. The whole effort of meeting her in college & getting her meet the baby was to just reveal the truth to her in time. But he just couldn't. Maan Singh Khurana.. failed. Failed miserably to confront his sin. Yet again their son will be deprived of his mothers love.
Brij kissed garv lovingly. Somewhere his heart ached to shower his love on the little one. How much ever he hated Maan & his sin.. he couldn't let go the fact garv was his sisters son. Their blood.. he kissed him one last time & gave him to Geet.
Brij ' main ghar hi jaa raha hoon challo tumhe drop kardetha hoon
Geet looked sadly at Maan & then baby
she didn't want to leave like that.
Brij ' chaho tho garv ko bhi le challo
Brij ' main ghar hi jaa raha hoon challo tumhe drop kardetha hoon
Geet looked sadly at Maan & then baby
she didn't want to leave like that.
Brij ' chaho tho garv ko bhi le challo
he paused
I am sure Maan won't mind.
Maans heart shattered in pieces. He knew this could happen.. & he won't be able to say no to her. But never thought this would instantly kill him. His eyes burned..tears threatening to burst out.
Maans heart shattered in pieces. He knew this could happen.. & he won't be able to say no to her. But never thought this would instantly kill him. His eyes burned..tears threatening to burst out.
Geet was so delighted at brijs sweet gesture.
Her happiness meant the world to Maan. But this happiness only tore him into pieces. She turned towards him. He knew she probably was coming towards him to seek his permission. How could he face the paradox. He rather died.
Probably he forgot she was his angel...his pari...she would never push him so far.. she sweetly kissed baby & gave him to Maan.
Papa ko jada tang nahi karna
mama kal aayegi
his heart filled with happiness he couldn't conceal. he took the baby & turned his back to her ..hiding his tears.
Papa ko jada tang nahi karna
mama kal aayegi
his heart filled with happiness he couldn't conceal. he took the baby & turned his back to her ..hiding his tears.
Brij looked at Maan once before leaving. Maan exactly knew that look meant.
As Geet walked towards the car brij excused himself for a min & came looking for Maan.
how many times do u want to rape her?
Maan looked at him miserably.
Wat will u tell her?
How many times do u want her to live that horrible moment.
Have u thought the impact of ur past on her.
He brushed his hair behind. Biting his anger between his teeth.
He turned angrily at him
Tum usken mamta ka najazen fayda utta rahen ho.
He warned & left before Geet got restless in the car.
how many times do u want to rape her?
Maan looked at him miserably.
Wat will u tell her?
How many times do u want her to live that horrible moment.
Have u thought the impact of ur past on her.
He brushed his hair behind. Biting his anger between his teeth.
He turned angrily at him
Tum usken mamta ka najazen fayda utta rahen ho.
He warned & left before Geet got restless in the car.
On their drive back, brij almost drilled her about how she met Maan & wat she exactly knew about him. He sighed in relief that she was fine & not disturbed after meeting Maan & baby. He really didn't care wat she knew, his main concern was her reaction to the truth. He didn't want his sister to lose her mental stability..she & mama is all he had left in his life. After dad..she was his responsibility.
Brijs every word hit hard again & again into his head.
How many times do u want to rape her..
yah he was right... telling her the truth will be.. equal to making her live those moments again. Why didn't he once think abt it. He only thought abt losing her .. feared to see hatredness in her eyes.. didn't even once think her learning the truth would mean ..again engraving those sinful..dreadful act on her soul which she has thankfully forgotten. He punched the wall. He hated himself for being always so selfish & mean. He only thought she had the right to know abt her baby, their son, their love but wat abt the awful event that got them together.
How many times do u want to rape her..
yah he was right... telling her the truth will be.. equal to making her live those moments again. Why didn't he once think abt it. He only thought abt losing her .. feared to see hatredness in her eyes.. didn't even once think her learning the truth would mean ..again engraving those sinful..dreadful act on her soul which she has thankfully forgotten. He punched the wall. He hated himself for being always so selfish & mean. He only thought she had the right to know abt her baby, their son, their love but wat abt the awful event that got them together.
He closed his eyes,,her plead, her cry..her begging him to be human... all he could do was shut her by slapping on her face again & again insensibly...
he slammed the glasses down trying to lessens his pain by a drop in the ocean of sin & sorrow even that didn't seem to help. He hated this powerlessness that seared his heart. Wat was her fault then.. & wat is her fault now.
She was expecting humanity from a soulless heart less creature then.. & now...
oh god he hated.. it.. hated every ounce of his existence.. all she craves is for his love.. his caress..him..
oh god '. I am only for u.. whole of me.. I can't even express it to u..give it u..
how can she love him.. he cried.. why.. why is god doing this to me.. probably he knew why!!!
oh god he hated.. it.. hated every ounce of his existence.. all she craves is for his love.. his caress..him..
oh god '. I am only for u.. whole of me.. I can't even express it to u..give it u..
how can she love him.. he cried.. why.. why is god doing this to me.. probably he knew why!!!
Geet couldn't stop talking abt garv & his acts. How he got attached to her. How much she is madly in love with this little tiny miny cuty baby of hers.
Geet told her plans of doing this sem from home so that she could take care of the little one.
Brij didn't say anything. He already hated himself for depriving the baby from her love. But that was the only safest option then for. He didn't know whom to chose then. ..he couldn't have forgiven himself.. to have left the premature baby alone with Maan without his mother.
Geet told her plans of doing this sem from home so that she could take care of the little one.
Brij didn't say anything. He already hated himself for depriving the baby from her love. But that was the only safest option then for. He didn't know whom to chose then. ..he couldn't have forgiven himself.. to have left the premature baby alone with Maan without his mother.
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