-dreams- maaneet FF THREAD 8

I was an extraordinary girl-with ordinary dreams...

Dreams are those hidden wishes or to be precise desires about which we think mostly in our subconscious state or these are build up in them due to any cause and pray to god that sooner or later they may come true.
Even in this we got to see a longing of a girl which was now more of turned into a dream.It was nothing big nor so huge that never it could be accomplished,least she expect was a curve on her IDEAL's face curve that would resemble proud,it would be the significance of pride.The best she tried to live up on their expectations but everytime she was made realized as it meant nothing when to her it meant everything.She didn't expected much but all she awaited for was one appreciation, one look filled with love, to count her as a part of family, count her suggestions and opinions too.Least she knew was that she expected something couldn't be granted but still she could never leave those hopes and all she just thought about what her babji had planned for her,surely there were some weird plans for her rather we can say that a strange way to fulfill her dream!!!!!!!!!!!
There we could also see a lover boy filled with his own desires, more of his dream now he was planning his dream encounter.His dream was fulfilled atleast he assumed that completely unaware about the plans that fate had held for him too to fulfill his true dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were drawn to the place fate has set to unite them.The first encounter was not at all pleased,but they didn't give the damn to it.To them it didn't mattered it was something to just to forget and not to even think about it.Least they knew the future plans as it wasn't far when they encountered each other once again,which was not at all short lived nor as simple n easy to forget or shall say forgive.It was just the change in situation and more of result of misunderstandings don't we say mostly in our lives situations occur due to such misunderstandings,and even they fell into one such situation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was more of filled with embarrassment from both the sides,here we can see two individuals with their different approach{which I simply loved muskan the way he took it and the way she took it}.This was the turning point in both their lives,they didn't expected it to be created so much hue regarding it,for them it was as simple as they came over it,but they forgot something everytime it does not goes your way.She wasn't never into something how could she????as she had guardians but here her guardian was turned into a stranger,whom to seek help,she was petrified with the consequences she ever thought she would face in her life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The cruel people made their way to turn their life forever.As her was already doomed what she was to say what she was to do as her ideal had turned into nonliving that too because of her.She was soon turned into senseless, dumb regardless of everything going around her, the one who was aware of his surrounding he was helpless just as a puppet.Then the union took place one was helpless and the other hopeless,one didn't got any help n the other lost all her hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were united now for once n all,the situation turned worse and their conditiond worst.They were locked together despite they didn't even knew each others name, and top most one hate the other.She was labelled as immatured but was she???she knew how to react on everything she know how to remain calm even in such situations how was she to be not matured????????
She was shattered, she was deprived of her everything and the one to be blamed was also and only she, she was the one to endure all the hatredness and cheap sight too.How easily people assume they did nothing and consider others to be blamed for and get them aside as innocent,regardless of the fact that she could be innocent too he just believed she ruined his dream life she shattered his dreams,shaken top to bottom.he hated her so much taking her life was a small thing infront of what she did to him,as I still would love to know what actually she did,how much she was suppose to be blamed for that?
Wish if all this could end here,her misery could end here but there was to add on it.Even in these condition not once she lost her morals running in her veins something she was made off,she never made her voice high even to prove her point although there was nothing to prove atleast she felt that,but he lost his humanity not only his morals he was shattered but still he could deal it in much more better way more than turning her life shallow.He just knew he was doomed without even realizing about her losses he added the biggest in it.He took her soul with his one shameful act,although the act was involuntary he was not in his senses he would not do in purposely but still this is the time to test one's patience n he for sure failed his test with showing his cruelty.He was worse at the moment than those senseless people there act could be reciprocated but his wasn't,not at any cost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He took her everything,just after ruining her completely a voice reached his ears which turned deaf to his pleadings.She made him realized what he has done what he has gone beyond,he could nothing but be ashamed of himself,his act couldn't be removed nor erased from her book of life.All he was around with was just guilt,the only emotion running through him.The other side was filled with mixed emotions,she never thought of something like that,she was send across to learn mannerism but here people didn't had humanism.She was terrified frightened as thrown into a state of intense fear,she felt a disgusted over her skin as it reminded the worst part n then as some terror took over her,but still she was in some sense not to spare that horrible creature for pushing her into irrecoverable state of destruction and devastation!!!!!!!!!!
They didn't knew each other how could they before they could more than a lot had happened which vanished a slight tint of knowing each other,now nothing was left,one had his revenge but now one awaited to get justice,but before there was more to be known for her,which till now she just thought was now broken over her.It was not less than breaking a whole slab of ice onto her,as she went cold despite of her surrounding.Just then he arrived from nowhere and added some more things into his assumption list.Just then he realized how determined she was to penalize him.He too didn't disagreed he knew he deserved it, no matter what she did he didn't had any right to stoop so low,atleast he had some humanity left with him.She too respected that but was not that enough to forgive,not for a women in any part of world.She was moralist but take her self respect for granted she couldn't bear it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!
She by now he had some morals but still that couldn't be the reason to ruin her.As soon she step forward in her firm decision she was struck by the fact that she could be the reason of terminating another life,she was terrified with the fact and just turned down the idea,how much she wished she could punish him but then that fact was much bigger that his sin.She for sure had some decency left what he did and what all happened he couldn't now left her all alone to be herself.Without knowing once again he assumed he was dominant to her.More of as accepting it,it was a burden to him,which meant nothing to her,but to him it actually mattered now,although how much he wish he could rewind all this but now this was the fact she is his WIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In the process he came across she was running through a burning sensation,she felt as she was being asphyxiated having him around her gave her such feelings,he couldn't accept him nit in any state not at any condition, he too hated her but still there was a tint of concern taking place he knew she atleast deserved better.Her every act just amused him more of just confused him,her standard was something she won't speak about but it all oozes out.Then he came across the simple solution of getting deprived of her but now all he was left with was regrets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was left to be faced much more for her,as finally she decided to left now but she herself was unaware of what was stored for her.Just now she faced a little joy in all these twists n turns as what she always thought of finally someone atleast loved her cared for her and giving her such respect she always craved for,she always wanted someone to count on her although this was not whom she wanted from but finally there was a slight delight,she couldn't even rejoiced it completely when once again she was questioned over her intentions moreover of her character.This time she was more hurt this was more than that physical torture what he did to her.But then she calmed herself wasn't this reason enough that her family abandoned her then these were some strangers least she expect form them was just to free her.She quietly nodded but this was a surprise to someone,he was disappointed he was amazed why he even expected something but then this wasn't the end of amazement.There she took another steps forward leaving all this behind but he wasn't ready to let go now after all his repenting session yet to be accomplished,in continuing blaming her he finally imposed himself on her and their relationship too which didn't existed but still for him it did and now he wanted the same for her to accept it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was accused of to ask all this what was imposed on her but could never get what she always desired off,she herself doubt now what she asked was larger than the life,everyone hated her atleast seem to be but he couldn't hate her anymore.Having her around a weird care for her developed within without knowing he would invisibly take care of her.He would long for her to even smile but still having hatred for him in her eyes would speak all and the slight hope even die within him to ever have come over that guilt.He himself has got attached to her with an invisible band that he doing things and not doing really matters to him now although he kept believing the fact he hated her but this unusual bond would attract him towards her.Even at times would force him to burn himself alive for his deeds depriving her of her smile.As when he comes to a conclusion in lonely times questioning if she actually was a culprit or it was him who misunderstood her,this guilt will let him live and if this comes to e true that she was naive n unknown to all this as him will be a toll on his life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her being calm was all enough to fail all the allegations against her but this evil brain wasn't by now some believed that she was not bad as they humiliated her she definitely deserved better and top if it the only option they were left with was to accept her.Infact he accepted her in all the senses he was always left amazed with her serene beauty he admitted any one could go crazy ahh easily... it became his favorite time pass to watch her from far as to him she was like a toy for a kid which a kid can watch but from a far sight and can't touch it nor play with it.He too would just watch her every action and a little hurt would just take his life away,unknowingly he cared for her so much that he could feel the pain he gave her.The day he had to face the reality s she claimed that this was what he good was to turn anything beautiful thing into dead lifeless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was living a life she never ever thought about what all things she never liked now she was having it but this was fate infact this is fate we are forced to such things which we hate the most this was her luck who was living as a princess was here no more than a ordinary person but a villager.She was not forced now but bound to do such things,The assumption list further increased,but still this was not where it had to stop there was a lot more she have to face in her life.There were some more accusations left for her,some more tortures,some more question left to be raised on her character.She would just cry as people could even think this low.She herself was devastated over the fact that a night will now haunt her all her life now in the form of this tiny creature!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just then he confessed his deeds,but couldn't resist from holding her she was taken with teh fact she hated him to no limit but this was something adding spice to it and just taking her back to the past and never to come over it.She was then forced to see reality as it was of hers TOO,the only thing seem to be now true.Although a part of misdeed but still they way she abandoned she couldn't do the same thing.She kept thinking about it but couldn't reach to the conclusions she was swimming into the pool of confusion she didn't even know if this relationship actually existed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This led her to talk to him for the very first time but unfortunately words couldn't come out of her mouth,she remained as a statue and he had to make the move he had fallen for her instantly she was a comply for him but now he couldn't hold for more what he was holding to himself only,he wanted to know that what he believed was the truth and not what he assumed.As he confessed his pure feelings to her without even knowing a bit about her,this was it her DREAM come true,she was given more than what she asked, she always expected that she be acknowledged for what she was what she does but here it was she was loved for what she was not no matter what she was but he loved her dearly,regardless of every fact about her big or small,huge or tiny nothing mattered to him all what mattered to him was her, her ownself!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now when the dream was fulfilled, when the wish was granted she was not able to accept it as delightfully she would have in past but now it wasn't in her hand to love him back was not something she actually do,something she would try but miserably fail in it.When she was given everything she still felt shallow, nothing inside to feel happy or joyous over it.She tried her best but still the time she needed to heal her wounds,which were deep within the scars were wiped off but the memory of them were inked on her heart,she just felt this new feeling and he being so true by his words she was no naive sh would believe him blindly always to what he say and does,so now she believed him too,that yes he truly loves her and she would try too with the help of this tiny creature with in her,taking its breath as to shower its love on her as she wished as her father would have,this name could only bring tears to her eyes as she was drawn to some other world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was there for her invisibly always to support her wish if he could ever know about her but to wipe them off her eyes she will always remain determined.As the time passes he came closer but she tried her best to remain aloof as something not in he hand.The height of his love was reached to an extent that to her speaking doesn't mattered he could easily form lines from her unsaid words.As one night he was blessed to be with his tiny creature how much he loved wish he could express it to her but unfortunately he couldn't,he chatted with it few min but the other side tension was coiling up and he could understood it but now to relax it the best place was in the castle of his arms!!!!!!!!!
She was now less afraid of him and would feel more relaxed near round him was it the baby or herself she was confused,and they were his world.he couldn't stop falling or her at her every sight,he would just die for her,unwantingly both were attached through the string she had in her.He would go beyond anything just to do anything for them.He wanted to cherish his worthy moments with them, and she would love to make their tiny ones acknowledge of dad.She was happy delighted but some people could never let her live in peace she was accused of such allegations that when she protested she had to face the consequences,where she actually felt miserable,although she knew about her but what scared her was his prestige!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was shattered of the fact he just had to face he felt cheated more of disgust was he so low to be abandoned.He was broken with the act of her as someone accused her and he felt what he always thought was not true,what he believed was somewhere fake,he was disturbed with these turns of actions,as she never reacted so high but here she actually let him down.He was filled with so many emotions but then dominant one was to ruin her life which surrounded then as a feel of guilt both hold on to each other as this was the harsh reality of their life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As the time passed further he allowed her to do something moreover to come over his guilt and that fact which she claimed him to be he wanted to prove he wasn't something like that,as to his assumptions he was a complete illiterate but now he also came across this fact that she wasn't when she actually saved him from drowning into a business swirl pool.
Geet got tensed & asked pinky to take her to his cabin.
Suniyen she called .. he almost dropped the pen that was in his hand. He consciously looked at clients & at Geet.{I seriously just loved this i actually loved but then smiled over it too}
I was abt to sign the deal & she just walked in from no where & says no.. don't sign.
Daadi almost smiled.. iss ne kaha aur tum mangayen. {and this tou I went in awe😍}
Here i almost was dead to be sure i was completly floored with the approach I tell U😉.Then he was happy with the fact that he wasn't wrong he didn't misunderstood her he was correct she was naive and to be true she was pure filled with virtuous qualities.She was so very convinced with his gestures that he loved her and the fact he loved her without knowing any bit about it made her also fall for him.more than what she desired off.She was on cloud 9 when he actually showed interest in her studies which she always wanted,but as suddenly she was twinged with a slight jealousy too,nor that she loves him but the fact she was his wife and she had that right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now was the time that the other person acknowledge her as a dream,undoubtedly she was an apple of one's eye ,but could be a dream too and so she was,whom he thought was her dream girl was not even near her 1% and the dream life dream wedding all that she thought was just an illusion of his own obsession and the unknown he always found with her was now known the reason behind it as she was his dream girl His DREAM...the girl she always thought about,always imagined her picture when she came infront he wasn't able to recognize but his heart knew that this what he always wanted, longed for, craved for, he heart automatically was attracted towards her and even without his intentions attached to her.The bond was long back developed it was just to be in real now,this was time that his dream was fulfilled and the prayers were granted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How ironic is that the desire they always dreamt of found in each other,they were two different individuals,belonged to different world,came from a different era but as they were indulged into a fantasy which finally came true,their DREAM!!!!!!!!
{I just loved the way U described his PARI😳!!!!!!}

Assmanon se utara hai

They got a little more close as she came to know about herself as his dream,but still the fear of past was no where to be left his closeness was liked by her but sadly it also reminded her of that terrifying night which would shake her soul.He tried all his best and now all those what anni excalimed were coming true he surely couldn't speak infront her his voice would die,raising voice was something he couldn't even if he try being angry on her...naaa...he just can't all he could do was just love her at the utter most level.It was filled with their very sweet and tiny moments not filled with pleasure but still it did pleased them!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was once again broken with what if she didn't expected their tiny love,and this situation made her more emotional.But he was always there for her to just keep her happy as the only aim of his life.He would without any verbal conversation could guess if she is feeling or wanting something.The more he try to wash away all her pain and always get the reason of her tears how he wish if could do more than just uprooting that plant of pain from her heart.By now he knew how to relax her his warmth would actually relax his restless soul!!!!!!!!!
{To describe this id for sure insanity😉 as I was😍 giving it my shallow words will just break the intensity of the moment😳}

after all of them left..she nervously looked at him. She looked at him in anticipation of his acceptance..when he didn't say anything..she got scared..

ji woh..

Geet wondered why she was wanting him to appreciate her. Why his liking mattered so much. Her everything seemed to be invariable linked with him.. she shied.. with the new feeling she began to discover.. but..the smile vanished the moment the thought of night hit. Her eyes filled with fear & burned with tear of her own feelings. She immediately straighten herself & went home. She walked into her room..it had a carpet of orchids on the floor. She held her steps back. She smiled delightfully & looked around. He hid behind the curtains & watched her. She very softly walked in.. looking at the room in awe it was filled with orchid every where.

khud nahi bhol sakten the. Office main itna sara moo bana aaya.
He was not planning to go in front of her & make her restless with his presence but with her complaining he couldn't hold back. He softly slipped his hand on her stomach.

She blushed furiously
thanks..he kissed her cheek
& rested his head on her shoulder.
She hid her face in the envelope
oh god uska sharmana ...he was dead.

{OO god muskan I just loved it n loved it🤗i read this para around hundred still couldn't had enough i was ooo sharmama i myself was going all blushing😳}

he kissed her forehead
tum nahi tho khuch bhi nahi
he kissed her complaining eye
i can't live without u
then the other one
she looked at his eyes from one to another
he looked up tumahre babaji se bhi jada
she blushed & looked down...he actually knew she believes in babaji. She chuckled. she dipped her head in his chest. he softly held her, not raise any painic.

{OOO I just loved it yaar banda jab confess karta hai tou mujhe tou maar hi dalta hai in your style muski Hayeee😆😳}

{Here I was ooo she shweeettt😳 and not sweeter than my candy called MUSKAN😳}

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