Whether To Believe It Or Not :Omkara and Gauri
(Om's Point of View)
It was that faithful day which change my whole equation i ever had in my life i was so much surprise no surprise No surprise would be an understatement but you can say shocked yeah you can say that shocked. It's been a 2 months that Svetlana was out of our house and chulbul my best buddy who helped me in uncovering the svetlana and letting out the true intention of Svetlana in front of everyone. Even My dad regret it till date to believe in her. Anyway everything was back to place a loving family in the same roof, Having obros moment frequent but in this one member was added and that was Chulbul I was so glad to see him by my side a true supporter whenever i needed him when shivaay is not there. I started feeling something different the currents, Taking glances at him. not making him work too much, taking care of everything he needs, even feeling angry whenever he talks with anyone close. Rudra always teased me For that I am changed and Maa Da Laadla Bigad gya and All... I was so confused what to do or not. Am I really in love with Him did my preferences changes... I try to keep distance but I always end up getting close to him. I consulted Doctor too. He just prescribed me Medicines and told me to interact with other male to see the reaction if it is same then he can only prescribe medicine only on your insistence but It is not a disease just Love is unpredictable. This was the last thing the doctor suggested. I actually talked with male employee comfortably and closely they seem to be nice and we bonded well. I even told Riddhima to hug me who was my ex when she visited me to give her marriage card that she doesn't have any regret and she is happy for me. I was relieved that i feel comfortable with girl. But I was worried why do I feel the same thing with Chulbul is this a abnormality I was going insane day by day.
One Day I saw someone getting close to chulbul I got so infuriated that I scolded him. Then I decided to confess what I am feeling whether the whole world think I am mad or what I don't care I want him by my side for forever. It was that day i had arranged for beautiful Dinner or you can say date for him to confess what I feel whether he deny or agree I was prepared but I got another shock of my life. The person who was standing there was non other than the person who I have left a long time ago. I was shocked or confused what is she doing here. The Gauri Kumari Sharma whom I asked in stern voice What are you doing here? She told me that she is chulbul and told everything. I was not able to react first as the realty seeped in i told her are you mad or you want to lie again so that you want money. She told me she doesn't want anything just she wanted to say the truth form the long time and she got this chance now. She will leave and will not ask for her right. I smirked at my fate. I was angry why ? This can't be true. I told you are lieing and I don't have time i need to find Chulbul because this is for him. I was about to leave that i heared chulbul's voice from behind. I dreaded for this day. I was not able to believe what to do or not. What is wrong or not ? I was only able to say "Is this a joke Right" This can't be true and moved backward... Gauri tried to stop, "Omkara Ji Please meri baat Suneye toh...". I just stopped her to say anything and told her to go to Oberoi Mansion. Gauri didn't Oblige, "Ek baar meri baat suniye toh..." I was angry that I shouted Gauri! Before i lose my control just go to Oberoi Mansion and stay there until I told you too... and I went from there being a total mess or devastated upon hearing the truth.
I was sitting on the Foot of dargah and thinking what is going on and what should I do? I don't know what is truth or not... what should i believe the thing I saw... I was just drowning in the sorrow that one saint came and ask me- beta! Kya hua? I told him,"Bas Kuch nhi baba! Shayad Zindagi Ko mere saath hi mzaak krna acha lgta hai... " Saint smiled and told," Lgta hai Zindagi ne bhut imthehaan lliya hai tumhara" HE asked me to go inside and I told him I won't as i don't believe in god. Saint again Smiled and told me that baat vishwaas ki nhi hai baat shaanti paane ki hai ek baar andar chalo kya pata tumhre andar jo shor chal rha ho voh shaant ho jaaye. I agreed on his insistence went inside. It was really a serene place I bowed and just wished to show me the path. I and saint was sitting at the corner. He asked me again "bcha! Agar caaho toh kuch bata skte ho shayad Allah ki bhi yhi mrzi hogi ki aaj mere haathon tumhe kuch mil jaaye" I was in a dilemna but i told him that baba tute huye ko kya milega ...duniya ne sirf jhuth hi bola zindagi mein jhuth k kaaran jo chot khaayi usse toh zindagi se vishwaas hi uth gya... fir ek koi aisa aaya jisne fir se vishwaas krna seekhaaya apne se b jayda usse maanta tha par usne bhi jhuth kaha. kya karun kya na karun kuch nhi smjh aa rha... usne agr dhokha diya hota toh kuch keh b deta magar na dhokha diya na sach kaha... Saint smiled and told ,"Ab yeh toh pata nhi ki jhuth kis liye kaha kyu kaha kin haalat mein kaha but sabse badi baat hai tum kya chaahte ho... Usse apni zindagi mein rkhna yaa usse zindagi se dur bhejna ab yeh tumhre haath mein hai... Zndagi mein rkhoge toh shayas sukoon mil jaaye magar zindagi se dur karoge toh jee nhi paaoge... baat sach ya jhuth ki nhi zindagi bhar nibhaane ki hai... Maine toh tumhe raah dikha di ab chunani tumhe hai Acha ab main chlta hun... Allah tumhe khush rkhe." I smiled and was in thinking what he said after a while I left from there to Oberoi Mansion.
As I reached in oberoi Mansion, I saw everyone standing there from my brothers to Bhabhi, Daadi mom dad. I asked what happened and they just told me to stop Gauri to leave the mansion. I then realized that They know the truth. I asked them From when they got to know about this All were standing mum... I laughed at my state that I am the only one who was in dark. I thought to clear and tell everyone but here I got the surprise I am the only one who was left behind i was so tired that i was going that my mom told me to stop her telling they didn't want me to get hurt that's why they kept mum till She said so. I told her that I need time let me go. Suddenly, I saw Gauri coming down with her luggage. I was furious seeing her Why ??? Gauri came down and talked with everyone and bid bye to everyone..
Gauri come to me and once again apologised and told me that she will not come again in my life and she is leaving. I was furious and just controlling myself for losing my temper and told her calmly to go back to her room. She didn't obliged and being stubborn try to go. I lost my calm and hold her,"When I said you have to go to your room that means you have to don't you understand". She was having tears and my family was witnessing a my temper they were afraid for me and gauri too because they knew that I am not able to hold my temper... Gauri still insisting to go. I lost my patience that was remaining the thing i wanted to say when I am calm I said it in my rage, "Great you want to go now... toh aayi hi kyu thi... yaha maine kaha tha ya mahaan banane ka shok hai tumhe by saying i don't want to be in commitment i am a sacrificial person do you know what i went through what i want why i am angry... I am not angry of the incident that happen in barelly i got to know the truth I would have to come to you once i had thrown Svetlana out of our lifes. huh then you dressed up as chulbul i was happy i am getting my friend in you then the that thing happen I started feeling for you. I was so insane and scared confuse what is going on I always tell myself no i m not like that Do you know what I went through just because of your lie. You don't even once told me... I visited doctor taken advice what should I do. Then I... I atlast decided to accept the way it is thinking may be seeing the women all around i got changed... I admitted and ready accept and just" I smirked and told,"Just when i was going to accept the hard realty what I see the Gauri Kumari Sharma Paanchvi paas from Barielly is standing in front of me. I was shocked, surprised don't know what to do Whether to be happy that chulbul is a girl and I didn't change and i have the same prefences as before or get angry on you to telling me the lie to make me suffer like that. I just needed time but you don't ever listen to me. One thing i tell you that I really had fallen for you I loved you... and i just needed time to confront you that's why I told you to go back to Oberoi Mansion. Tumhe Chodna hota na Gauri toh usi waqt keh deta... Oberoi Mansion aane ko nhi kehta... Khair jab tum jaana hi chaahti ho toh khushi se jao... But don't you Dare to come again". I once left to my room and try to calm myself...
The End
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Ila
Edited by IlaTanwar - 8 years ago
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