Ehna ve taan Sohneyeway Pyaar Vi Ni Kar Da-Jinaa Mera Toda Hai Dil
[Gauri's Pov]It's been two months that svetlana's real intention was out and we got to know the truth behind her intention. I was glad Now, Omkara ji will be his usual self. The hatred he had in his heart has been removed. Now, I understand why he spoke rudely to me when we first met? He had seen the same thing happen with his mother only difference was that I was forced to do so here Sultana ji was doing with her will. I don't have any complaint after knowing omkaraji's situation. But now, I feel guilty in hiding my identity from him. I was trying to say or I would have told him that I am gauri not chulbul but I stopped after seeing Kaali Thakur at Oberoi Party I was shocked why he is here? Even Omkara ji was shocked to see him. I decided it's better to play chulbul if He know that I am here he will surely harm Omkara ji and his family. I hid the truth again from him. So that I would be safe and he would be safe. Shankar ji also know that I had pledged to not to live as Gauri in front of Omkara ji. But as the days are passing It's getting difficult to stay like this. The Gestures Omkara ji is giving I understand everything I know he is getting more close to chulbul But I am scared or afraid I won't be able to accept or I can't because I can't take the hatred of him just because I lied to him about my identity. I know how much he is suffering Shankar ji You always help me. Please help omkara ji too in this matter.
The thing I was most afraid off had came He asked me to come at a restaraunt for a dinner. I was first shocked why he wants it alone with chulbul? what does he want? But then when I was going I heard his plan. I was little happy being a woman and married if your husband loves you is the best thing you ever get. But the bitter truth was Omkara ji doesn't love Gauri Sarma He loves Chulbul. When he got to know that I am not chulbul I don't know what he will do. Gauri Kumari Sarma You have to do something Ok I will say No to him that I can't reciprocate. I was having tears in my eyes. Gauri saying this you are having tears and not able to bear what will happen to him and me there I can't do this to him. I have no option left I think it's time that Omkara ji should know the truth that I am Gauri and after this I will leave this place I will be relieved from my guilt and he & his family will be safe. I made up my mind and got ready to go to the Restaurant where Omkara Ji is waiting. I reached there I was feeling heavy with emotion and scared how will he react. I think I should go away from here without saying and meeting but Gauri You can't do this too... Hey Shankar ji! Where do you lend me? Just I was thinking of this that I saw Omkara ji turning. Then he looked toward me. He was happy first and then I saw the hatred in his eyes or you can say anger. I was speechless what should I do? I looked up and decided to tell my part what I came for. I told him the thing I wanted to tol him that "Omkara ji! Mujhe pata hai mujhe yaha dekhke aap bhut gussa hain but aaj main kuch btana chaahti hun pura sach jo aap nhi jaante par apka jaanana jaruri hai. Hum dono k liye yehi sabse asaan raasta hai. Shankar ji ki kasam khaate hain Omkara ji hum dhokhebaaz nhi hai. Barielly mein main kaali thakur se shaadi nhi krna chaahti jabki voh mujse jabardasti shaadi krna chaahta tha yhi hi nhi usne mere chacha chaachi ko paise deke merko khareeda fir meri maa ko maarne ki dhmki deke mere se shaadi krna chaahi. Shaadi voh apni toh sahi but apne bhaayion k saath bhi maine bhut koshish ki yahan tak ki apko b hint diye ki aap meri madad kare ki main yeh nhi chaahti but aap kuch sunana hi nhi chaahte the... isme aapki koi glti nhi glti toh haalat ki thi aapka sochna ki main paison k liye kar rhi hun sahi tha yeh maine yahan aake jaana. fir jaise taise krke bchon ki madad se mein bhag gyi fir aapse milna and fir humaari shaadi aapse ho gyi. hum toh yeh jaanke khush the ki hum apki patni hai ik trfa rishta nibhaake hi khush the yeh sochke ki shankar ji ka aashirvaad zindagi bhar e rishta nibhaayenge mgr akele. but maa ne vachan le liya ki main aapke ghr aaun aur mjaburan yaha aana pada fir meri mulaakat sultana ji se huyi unhone mujhe naukri mein rkha unhe ldka chaaahiye tha muje naukri toh daandi bhyia ki madad se hum ldke bane aur chulbul ki trh rehne lage... baaki sab aap sab jaante hi hain kya hua... Aap soch rhe honge ki hum ee sab ab kyu bta rhar hain... bhut mauke mile hum jaante but uss din jab humne soch the ki hum sab bta dein humne kaali thakur ko yahan dekha aap hi k ghr mein pata chala ki voh buisness kar rha hai aapke papa k saath. Maine socha agr mein saamen aayi toh aap aur apka parivar khatre mein hoga bas issi dar se chup rahi mein par ab aur nhi hota mere se aur jhuth nhi bol skti isiliye main aaj apko sab sach kehne aa gyi." I was crying after saying this and was mindly prepared to face the wrath of omkara ji but he was not saying anything. I was waiting for him to lash out his anger at me but the thing surprised me that he didn't believe me that i am not chulbul and he is going to find chulbul. He was about to go that I called him in the voice of Chulbul. The thing i was most afraid of happened he recognised in the most cruelest form he turned mute and no expression at all. I was scared what will he do with himself i don't care about me but i do care about him. He was going. I called out "Omkara Ji, Please Meri baat Suneye toh..." He was not stopping I again try my best to stop him "Ek baar meri baat suneye toh..." I was afraid of this thing from the start and it happened. He shouted my name in most harsh voice ever he can use to anyone,"Gauri! Before i lose my control just go to the Oberoi Mansion and stay there until I told you to..." Then he left from there I was afraid of this What should I do now? he didn't even lashed out properly. why he has to go away like this... ab mein Jhanvi Mom ko kya bolungi... I thought it would be better that I left from here it is the better way. I went back to Oberoi Mansion.
As soon as I reached there everyone was sitting and expecting the happy news may be they have expecting something from omkara's gesture and were positive that in-spite of the lie he will understand and accept. I was shattered seeing there hopes shattered. Rudra was the first one to notice me and he got worried seeing me "Bhabhi" everyone looked at me and saw my condition. Jhanvi mom was the first one to react she brought me inside and asked what happened. I hugged her and cried all my heart out she told me to say something what happen did omkara treated you harshly or did he hit you. I know she was scared of his reaction I smiled while having tears and told,"Mom, aapka beta aapki parchaayi hai bhala parchaayi kbhi kuch alag krti hai... Mom unhone toh maarna toh dur kuch kaha tak nhi omkara ji bas merko ghar aane ko kaha bas... fir vahan se chale gye... muje omkara ji k liye dar lag rha hai... Maine unhe sach bta toh diya hai... voh kuch kehte daantate yaa kuch bhi krte toh mein smbhaal leti but Omkara ji ki chuppi se muje bhut dar lag rha hai... kya voh yahan aaye hain??" I was anxious to know the answer but Mom's face said it all... All the family was scared even Rudra Shivaay bhyia too.. Tej papa was firstly guilty of his deeds and now this "Sab meri hi glti hai.. Kaash! Main time rehte smbhal gya hota toh aaj yeh na hua hota Omkara would not have been suffered... " He was having tears. Daadi was too worried at this age," Puttar ab jo hua so hua pichle kal ko koske kuch nhi milna... Mera dil bhaita ja rha hai Omkara kahin gusse mein koi glt kadam na utha le." Listening this I got more scared kahin kuch ho toh nhi gya I saw Shivaay bhyia standing quiet and anika bhaabhi trying to make him calm I went to him. I asked or begged for him to do something, "Shivaay bhyia! Please hum vaada krte hain yaha se dur chale jaayenge bas ek baar omkara ji ko dhundh lijiye voh kaha hai,... mujhe bhut dar lag rha hai Rudra bhyia toh kehte ki aap toh uuyiii ho voh kya kehte english mein ki ssshuuupeer maan... Please Omkara ji ko le aayiye naa hum chale jaayenge yaha se." He looked at me and put a hand on my head,"Tumhe kahin jaane ki jarurat nhi main omkara ko yahan le aaunga. Shivaay apne bhaayion k liye jaan de b skta hai aur le b skta hai... kuch nhi hoga usse... He will be aliright huh... and by the way it's Super man... Ok.." I said haan huyi ssshuuupeer maan... He still smiled for a bit and called his sources to look for him. I was so devastated that I decided that I will go from here before he came. because i don't have any power left to face him I was moving to my room that Rudra asked where am I going? I told everyone that It's better to leave and I will not be able to live here with Omkara ji's hatred so it's better I leave. Everyone tried to stop me but I have decided to leave so I told them," Appko humaari kasam ki aap humein rokenge nhi aur humein khushi se vaapas bhejenge". I moved up to take my belongings.
I was coming down remembering my marriage and the moments I spent here. I saw Omkara Ji standing there having the hurtful expression in his face. The moment I saw he also looked at me I saw the anger in his eyes I was scared what to do but I have decided to leave I came down and took aashirvaad of everyone.Jhanvi mom try to say but I stopped her. Rudra cried,"Bhabhi please mat jaao fir mujhse kaun kahega Ik jhaap lgaye toh deewar pe sat jaaiye... ruk jaaiye naa hum O ko smjha denge..." I smiled while being in this state I always loved this side of Rudra he was innocent no evilness that's why I felt attached to him. I told him,"Rudra bhyia aap bhut hi massoom hai aise hi rhena humesha aur ho sake to soumya ka saath kbhi mat chodna." Shivaay bhyia ab hum chlte hain Muje pata hai Omkara ji ka khayal aapse jayda aur koi nhi rkhta... I was moving towards him so that at last moment i would apologise for what I did... He was seeing me I went close to him and told"Omkara ji, Humein maaf kae dijiyega ki humne aapse yeh baat chupaayi hum chaah kar b aapko bta nhi sake ki hum hi chulbul hai hum aapko dhokh mein nhi rkhna chaahte the par kismat ne saath nhi diya. Hum jaa rhe yaha se... dur... shayad yhi hum sabke k liye theekh hoga ho sake toh humein maaf kar dijiyega... please aap fir se nafrat k saath mat jeeyega aapko aise nhi dekh sakte... aap bhut lucky hai Omkara ji aapke paas itna acha pariwaar hai... Acha ab hum chlte" but I heard him saying,"Ik minute Gauri, Abhi raat bhut ho chuki hai hum subah baat karenge filhaal apne room mein jao." I didn't oblige and insisting on going. I first time saw him pouring his heart out in the most dreaded way i have expected. I haven't expected this from him that he will confess like this. But It was not his fault it was me who had forced him to do so... If I had listened to him I would have experienced different situation than this. I was shocked when he confessed that he loves me and he didn't intended me to leave from the start. Then he lashed out the worst thing ever that happened to me He told me that I can go but don't come again. I was shattered what should I do one time he had confessed that he loves me and now when I had decided to leave I should be glad that he loves me or should i cry over my fate that I lost him again. I was not able to bear and collapsed on my place everyone came there and Jhanvi mom told me," Gauri, Tumhe kahin jaane ki jarurat nhi hai. Dekho ab toh Omkara ne b confess kar diya hai ki voh tumse pyaar krta hai and mein apne bete ko jaanti hun... usse bas todha time chaahiye... voh tumhre paas khud aayega dekhna... voh sirf ik nariyal ki trh hai bahar se skht but under se utna hi naram ab todha waqt toh lagega hi accept krne mein" I was going to say,"par" but Rudra interrupted, "Ab Bhaabhi maan b jaao.. Agar aap yahan se gayi naa... uske theekh 5 min baad hum O ko aapke peeche bhaagte huye dekhenge... Fir humein Aapke saath saath O ko bhi dhudna padega aur muje need b aa rhi hai subah gym b jaana hai please bhaabhi aaj wait kar lo..." Listening to this Shivaay hit him on the head and I smiled a little and Shivaay bhyia also told me to stay here,"Gauri Rudra Sahi keh rha hai ruk jao I damn sure Omkara will be happy to see you here... and to be frank itna roller coaster ride kaafi aaj k liye.." I smiled at him and changed my mind and hope for the best that Omkara ji will understand and got calmed down as I too want to confess my feeling to him.
The End
Edited by IlaTanwar - 8 years ago
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