Originally posted by: SanyaEterna
Res.
Unres.
I will not say sorry for the late unres. coz I had already told you.
I got so scared when I read the first few lines, wondering that, was KN really successful in telling the world how he made a slave out of his own son? Bare chested, for the world to see his mark?
But then he imagined her, white as an angel, soon tainted red by the devil. Dream mingled with a nightmare.
Phew, thank Daak Baba that it was a dream-mare.
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Weak, pathetic, emotional fool.
God, no. Suraj, you are not. You are strong, admirable and very smart. And being emotional is fine.
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I was like, drink? Already? I felt proud when he accepted that he wanted it, not needed it. (Do I sound like Chakor?)
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He removed his shirt and I was like, hey, there was no 18+ warning above, where is this coming from?
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Seven days. You have seven days. *in that creepy voice* (could not help myself)
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All sharam, haya was forgotten as she saw the mark. Had to touch it, touch him, to know that she was seeing a nightmare. Gosh, she cried. For him. As if cursing herself for being late. For not being able to save him. For everything. And she hugged him for dear life, which was sucked out from her as soon as she had seen the mark. And he hugged her back because God knew how much he needed it.
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She believed him as he said all that. And it hurt. So much. He was being Jagat Pita for a change and God it hurt. Did she secretly hope that he had done all this just for her? Had she, for one second, felt light headed after hearing that someone, no, Suraj, had given his freedom for hers? But still, she cared. For him.
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He tried to push her away but she is stubborn as hell. And she knew it. Their reasons were same, but they thought otherwise. Sad. But still, they talked about the past. Snatching some snippets and laughing on them. Loved that conversation.
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His words had started to hurt her immensely. The nickname he had given her was like a taunt to her face, reminding her what she thought she did not deserve. Love. His love.
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He told her about his dream? I did not think he would but he did. And he apologised. And they cried. A boundary was crossed.
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Galti.
Some bold galti that was Mrs. Rajvanshi. Sorry, serious mode on, guttermind mode off.
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He snapped. Told her he did everything for her. *sigh* Told her why he did that. And she soared. That was her udaan. But she was scared so she stepped back. *sigh again*
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Inaam!
As soon as Suraj had said about Chakor cheating, I was like, why didn't he mention the inaam? Where is the inaam? I want the inaam! And there it was. In their eyes.
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And he snapped again. Told her why he was doing all this. *sigh* Told her why he had to that. And she breathed. This was her landing. Her destination. And she was not scared anymore so she took a step forward.
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There it was. My analysis. Freaking almost six damn hundred words. I LOVED ALL OF IT SO I COMMENTED ON ALMOST EVERYTHING. Dialogues were so real and heart-touching. And the ending was perfect. I said na, you write in reality. And I love it everytime.
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