Chapter 45 (according to the Index Out for the Story this is Chapter 43)

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CHAPTER 43 – THE ' TROLLS' &'DEMENTORS' FROM THE HIGH COURTS OF SOCIAL MEDIAAZKABAN

Next Morning - 730am

Khushi's POV

My eyes flutter open on reflex and theyfall on the chic table clock.

Oh Man.

It's Just.

Freaking - 730am

And even though I think we only slept by3am..which according to the time tells me I have only been asleep for like 4hours 30 minutes.. butttttttt I totallyyyyyyy feel as refreshed and rejuvenatedas if I have had an amazing full fledged 7-8 hours of sleepppppp!!!

LIKE TOTALLY.

Well Sleeping In His Arms has a PowerfulAffect on Me!

Always!

Ever Since Day One of Me Sleeping in them!

SLEEPING IN HIS ARMS IS LIKE SLEEPING IN APROTECTICVE COOCONEED MAGICAL POWERHOUSE WHICH IS POWERED THROUGH OUR MAGICALCARNAGE LOVEEEEEEEE !!

AND MAYBE ALSO BECAUSE MY HEART AND SOULARE AT SO MUCH PEACE WITHIN – WHENEVER I SLEEP THIS WAY IN HIS MAGICAL ARMS.

I cant help but smile to myself as thememories of everything about last night return right from the start of ourdinner time until I finally slept – all of me completely Carnaged andIntoxicated under the influence of the Passionate-DUMBLEDORE and His Phoenix'sLEGENDARY Scotch – The Oceans Mix Edition.

Hahaha!

I have no clue how many drinks of thatpassionate scotch I had consumed though – because I was totally high and drunkon it by the time my hoodie guy paused our late night revision session.

Gosh – this Man had me Drunk on Him toanother level altogether!!!!!

Like Reallllyyyyyyy!

And to be honest – Maybe I still wasfeeling that way you know as if I was still - Drunk on Him.

Okkkkk Then – yes all of you have the fulllicense to me Call me crazy in Love in your heads.(well although I am prettySure – that both me and Arnav are already branded as that in all of your headsanyway)

Haha.

Soooo.

Where was I????

Yeah.

On the Point that -

I am definetly Still Hungoverrrr Guys.

Pleaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Thou

SHALL

Not

Blame

Meee!!!!!!!!!!!

This Man made me feel things that were soSensually Sinful that I cannot even begin to word it out.

Nope.

I cannot word it.

No words will ever be enough.

BECAUSE NO WORDS FROM THE NORMALDICTIONARIES OR LANGUAHES KNOWN TO MY HEAD WILL EVER Be enough to Express myfeelings over the Same.

On that note – I think Me and Hoodie Guyare so crazy that we will have to invent a language of our Own!(I shall have toask MY dearest JK Rowling for help on that though..as in refer to all of myMagical Harry potter books to come up with code words or a magical language ofour own...)

And Note This Guys.

That this was just my First Step UP class.

Like the first new Topic!!

Goshhhhhh

I am dead.

Bloody dead.

God only knows what all he has planned uphis sleeve for me – in all the Carnaging Syllabus that he wants to cover up –until it reaches that point of us making Love ..on our wedding night!

Ha!

So.

Well – I do not beleive this is meadmitting the fact that I am kind of thrilled and excited to experience hisevery class...you know like he said he'd make sure it would be as torturous forme to wait ...Haaa so I have a gut intuition telling me that his plan to do sohas already been set in action.

And I totally have the Feels that - MySweet Revenge on Him is totally going to be as effective on me toooo!

I blush and flush to myself furiously as Iremember my very own reactions to his every touch and sensual kisses on all of mybare back and upperbody the first time around and then in the second revisionclass late at night when I kind off asked him for the revision myself because Iwas so drunk with the after affect off all that passion in between of us that Iwanted to feel all of it again – and the second time around his touches andkisses were even more tortourous and Carnaged than before!!!!

Goshhhhhhhhh.

I cant beleive that was MEEEEE in his armsreacting to his Carnage torture on me both the times around in the ways I hadfor I could only be like a addicted prisoner of passion and love in his armsthat was cast under a powerful trans - happily surrendering to him and givinghim all the accethee seemed to explore all of my bare torso and back in theways he wanted.

Oh.

And the Carnage!

What does this Man do to me Yaaaaa!

Okkk.

So.

Ofccourse - I had the magical powerhouse ofsleep because I slept snuggled into MY Hoodie Guys arms – that are stillwrapped extremely possesively and tenderly around my waist from behind.. overhis tee that I slipped over myself before crashing to sleep at around 3 am,much to his mischevious dismay though because if he'd have it his way we-d besleeping snuggled Into each other with both are upper bodies bare..but I had toremind him that maybe that way Hoodie Guy we wouldnt be able to get any sleepat all because we were both so drugged with our electric passion and then hesaid that the only way he'd let me have any thing covering my upperbody when Islept in his arms would be if I wore his tee..for he wanted to see me in it andthat he was anyway not going to wear it and so I had agreed ofcourse andslipped it on and then he had kissed me mindlessly for some more time and thenwe just snuggled Into each other and I buried myself in his arms and he held metight caressing my hair and arms gently until sleep took over.

And I have no clue when and how in themiddle of our sleep did we twist to this position of him spooning me close intohimself from behind as we slept..and I obviously wouldnt have a clue because iwas in my heavenly sleep.

And Arnav is still deep in his sleep withhis head buried cozily into the crook of my neck from behind.

And I do not want to wake his slumber yetand so I just take his hands off me slowly and carefully and I adjust a pillowin my place and I smile to myself mischievously as I see him hug the pillow nowstill deep in sleep and I make my way to the washroom to freshen up!

Fifteen Minutes Later, as I walk into themaster bedroom, i smile to myself as i see that My HoHoodie guy is still fastasleep hugging the pillow and hes looking so adorable that i now definitelywant to kiss his cheek.

I propel on my knees now and I bend forwardcarefully and kiss his cheek tenderly and softly and right then his eyesflutter open and I whisper with a grin – " oops...love...sorry did thatwake you up..but I couldnt resist..you look so adorable when you sleep...."

And before I know it I am now pulled by myarm and hes thrown that pillow aside and I am pushed back into the bed and hesno

On top me immediately and he straddles meeand grins now cupping my face giving me a wink – " well I woke up aboutfive minutes ago and was beyond disappointed to not see you in my arms Sunshineand come face to face with that pillow...so then I thought let's catch you thisway...love..you are going to be fined for depriving me of the sight of seeingyou first as I opened my eyes...", and i can only flush and give him anervous smile because the look in his eyes in already starting to get me drunkagain and his hands now find their way around my bare legs because I am in myshorts and he makes them go around his waist in our intimate position and heleans down on me now and he kisses my forhead – " goodmorning to youSunshine...", and then he lifts me up by the waist with his arm snakedaround my waist closer into himself making me blush and flush and he whispersinto my ear now - " I love my tee on you...Sunshine...like really but Ineed to pull it off now...like now...",and he pulls me more closer intohimself at the same time

Ohh goshh.

He is holding me way to Intimately now!

Its FREAKING torturous.

Well two can play the game Love..and YourSunshine learns Well.

I know exactly how to get back at him forthis.

And I smile to myself as I wrap my legstighter around him and push myself a little up into his embrace by liftingmyself up and just as I expected he groans and whispers a curses immediatelyinto my ear now and I whisper in his ears MISCHEVIOUSLY – " ohh getting medrunk on you early in the morning are we now Love...and I have no problem atall..but why dont I get us our coffee first..you know let me take care of myhangover from last night first so that I can pay full attention to thisrevision class.."

He chuckles now and propels up on his handand kisses my nose lovingly – " you are going to kill me Sunshine..."

I grin and wink – " Only returning thefavour Hoodie Guy..only returning the favour...okk...why dont I make us thatcoffee love and you freshen up too..I'll be back in fifteen minutes..its noteven 8am yet..and you did tell me that the chef and butler will only come in by9 am and get our breakfast ready by 10...and then we only have to check out bylike 1pm right and meet everyone at the airport by 2pm because we have the430pm flight to Cape Town.."

He grins at me and winks at me – "thank you for the reminder that I do have time to ravish you again Khushi..finei shall let you go for now..please get us that coffee Sunshine and be back soonlove.."

I smile and nod – " and you gotta getoff me now Love the only way I will be able to step out.."

And he chuckles and kisses my forhead andnow gets off me and I flush furiously as I spot him get off the bed now andwalk to the bathroom – and the sight of him barechested and in his track pantsdrives me nuts too and I immediately get off the bed and make my way down toget us that dose of Caffeine we both Love!

Ohhh coffee beans – You will be able toHelp me out if this Passionnate Hangover right?

Maybe Yes.

Maybe Not!

My crazy Heart Hope's for the Latterthough!

Ha ha!

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Thirty Minutes Later

KHUSHI'S POV Continues

I take a last sip off my Coffee now andfinish up on my cookie and so does Arnav as I am sitting up snuggled into aside of his arm on this huge sofa in our room which is right in front of thisglass window that gives us the full view of the gorgeous valley sort of a spacein front of us and we were both enjoying the serenity of the view, and eachothers warm embrace and the hot cup of coffee.

And now I give him a small smile as I bendforward to keep my cup on the center table and he keeps his too and I smile athim and am about to walk towards the bedside now and he catches hold of my handimmediately and he asks MISCHEVIOUSLY- " where do you think you are goingSunshine??", and before I know it he has tugged onto my hand and pulled meonto his Lap now and he cups my face as he says – " I still havent kissedyou goodmorning yetLove.."

And i chuckle as i say cupping his face" well i was just going to get our phones Love..we havent switched it onsince god knows what time last night..but I do want to track Mom, dads andAnjali's flight so..."

And oh – although to be honest a part medoes not want to switch on the phone – anyway.

I'v wanted this – Just Us Away from theWorld for such a long time – but to be honest the fact that Mom, Dad and Anjaliwere on the flight right now was still at the back of mind.

Arnav kisses on my hand lovingly now –"goddamit you...you make my heart skip a zillion beats by just beingYou... don't worry about it Love..Mom, dad and anjali should be landingsoon..how about you concentrate on me for now..",and he places my handover his heart now and gives me a wink.

This Mischevious Imp still hasn't put onany cloth to cover up his Upperbody! And I am in his Tee and my shorts but histee is obviously covering my shorts because of its length.

And I nod at him with a smile now and henow kisses my nose and my cheeks and whispers in my ears –"Sunshine..andoh on that note I just want you to know that I have something very specialplanned for us tonight too in Cape Town...and I shall be whisking you awayagain..."

And I shiver in his arms as I now look upand meet his eyes and I ask honestly- " but Arnav..what was the needya...I'm sure you'v done something crazily lavish again.."

And he chuckles and he winks – " yesyou can say that but this one for tonight is like a complete necessity.. it hasit's own significance too ok in between of us..just trust me Sunshine.."

I smile and I nod and I say – " okkkbut promise nothing crazily lavish and insane after tonight okkk??? PleaseLove..you know all I need is You..."

And he grins – " ok Sunshine..Ipromise to keep that promise for a bit...and I know all you need is me and youknow all I need is You...I'd be the most happiest man on this earth with justyou by my side..but like I explained yesterday..Its..", and I now kiss hisnose as i sigh – " i know...i understand...", and I rub his cheek andbeard lovingly now and I whisper looking into his eyes – ".maybe let'skeep this look for some more time...Hoodie Guy...i quite like the feel ofit..", and he now adjusts me over his Lap lovingly and sensually so that Iam now straddling him and am on top of him and I keep my forehead on his andclose my eyes and I am heaving already as I feel his hands run up my legssensually and he whispers against my lips- " I know..answer thisSunshine..what do you prefer more the feel of my rough beard under your handsor on your bare skin...I think it's the latter...", and my eyes open onreflex now as I meet his Mischeviously glinting ones and I ask softly –"hawwwwwwwww how do you know??"

And he grins now as his one hand goes underhis tee I am wearing from behind caressing it's way up my bare back sensuallyand I feel my body react immediately as I close my eyes on reflex and hewhispers – " the way you react to me Sunshine is my sweetest torture...godaamityou...your class begins right here right now...",and finally his otherhand grips my open messy hair tight in his fist and he pulls my head downtowards him and our lips meet in a crazy passionate heated french kiss almost immediately.

And his one hand now comes to pull me morecloser as he adjusts me even more sensually over himself and my hands go aroundhis neck on reflex and my legs go around his waist again and we continue tokiss each other madly.

And then he breaks away for a second andcaresses his hands up my back frame in a slow and torturous touch and then hepulls his tee off me in the next second and my eyes are held captive by hiselectric gaze next as I see his eyes glint in desire as he takes in the sightof bare me again as if he was seeing me for the very first time – this desirethat I see for myself in his eyes gives me a lot of confidence In the ways Icannot explain and I now just hug him closer and then the very next second ikiss him hard..and again many minutes off our lips dueling each other and hishands unleashing their torture on all my bare torso front and back and at thesame time the crazy heated torture of our intimate position starts to drive usboth Insane and I am now pushed back into the sofa now and hes on top of meeimmediately unleashing his Carnage on my necklines and his hands not evenstopping their sweet torture on my torso especially my curves.... for a seconddriving me insane and I hear him whisper in my ears – " a little twist inmy revision Sunshine.."

And I can only moan and whimper – "what twist...ohh..goshh..arnav..", as I feel his one hands now caressingmy back side sensually and he whispers in my ears – " I need to Carnageyou further...I mean the territory remains the same Sunshine..but the intensityof the Carnage level needs to be taken up a little bit more....ok?" and Ican only nod lost in a daze of passion again and before I know it he has turnedme around and is back to trailing to hot and urgent kisses all up my back andthis time his kisses are kind of like as Carnaging and sensual like his deepfrench kisses and I am literally just tsunaming in his arms as continues totorture me Insane and I dont know how many minutes have passed but surely manyheated ones as I am skyrocketed to the edge of space with this massive increasein his intensity of carnage and I finally feel myself being turned around tothe front and hes now starting to Carnage all of my front Torso too..inch byinch in those Carnaging and sensual french kisses – and I am Lost.

IF HE IS GOING TO LOVE AND TORTURE ME THISWAY THEN I AM SURE – MY PLAN OF THE SWEET REVENGE IS SURELY GOING TO BACKFIREON ME DEEPLY AND I WILL SURELY BE ACHING AS MUCH AS HIM TO HAVE HIM MAKE LOVETO ME BY OUR WEDDING NIGHT.

GODAAMIIIITTTTTTT.

I cant believe these sensual moans andwhimpers are mine.

And many heated minutes later when Ifinally cannot stand his torture on me I pull him by the head up and I kiss himimmediately and I run my hands over his bare back and I break away from ourkiss around four to five more mintues later now and I hug him hard and Iwhisper in his ears – " Arnav...I...I...goshh..hoodie guy...that wasinsane..."

And he now leans up on his one arm and rubshis thumb sensually over my Lips and our eyes meet in an electric gaze – "My Hoodie guy...call me My Hoodie guy like you always do..."

And I am enchanted and I whisper – "myhoodie guy...", And he groans as he buries his head on the crook of myneck – " you are in deep trouble again Sunshine..let's torture you alittle bit more...what was it haa..sweet revenge?? I am loving this...and I knowso are you..." ,and I can only moan his name again and he immediatelystarts his torture on me again and about five minutes later as he is back tokissing me madly in between , we hear the landline in the room ring and we bothimmediately break away in disappointment and he says hoarsely – " I thinkit's the chef and butler ..let it be....I dont mind being a little late forbreakfast...you mind sunshine??"

And I admit honestly- " no...but is it10 am already?? I dont think so Arnav..?"

And he shrugs – " I dont care aboutthe time right now Sunshine..."

And i look into his eyes as I admit –" neither do i..." and we start to kiss immediately and we let thelandline keep ringing and then it stops and it relaxes us both further and ourkiss deepens and then to our very disappointment it rings again and again...andthe third time over that it rings I finally break away from his addictive kissand I say heaving – " Arnav..what If it's important...as in our phones areoff too...let's take it...",and I gesture us to now get up and we do and Ireach out for his tee from the floor immediately and put it on myselfimmediately and I hear him send out a groan and a curse hating the fact thatour moments had been disrupted and I chuckle shyly and I see him walk to thelandline and he says pointing back at me MISCHEVIOUSLY- " this revisionclass shall be restarted from the scratch..."

And my eyes widen in shock and mischeviousshyness as I now walk to up to the bedside and I hug him from behind lovinglyand he keeps a hand over my hand and he picks up the phone now and he says –" hello..."

And our eyes fall on the clock it was just930am.

And we both exchange a gesture of who couldit be at this time?

And I feel Arnavs body tense a little as Ihear him say into the phone – " who did you say is here to see us? RAVI??At this time??? Ok..yes ofcourse its good you let him come..he is family.....we will be right down..wait.. give him the phone if hes therealready.." and I look at Arnav surprised and he asks on the Phone in aconcerned voice " ravi tell me quickly.. all ok with mom dad Anjali right? And at Khushis side too??"

And because I am so close I can hear Ravisvoice – " yes yes..all ok that way dont worry...just need to talk to youtwo..its kind of important Arnav or you know I would have never disturbed youboth..and both your phones are off too..so..."

And Arnav says – " ok then see youdown in two minutes..." , and he hangs up and turns around and I askcupping his face – " all ok Love??"

Arnav looks at me deep in thought – "the says everyone is fine but was sounding worried too..."

I nod – " I am sure it's somethingimportant Love...let's go down.." and he kisses my forhead now and I kisshis cheek and we both sip on a bottle of water to ease ourselves and then Iquickly pick up my leggings and put them on under Arnavs tee and I see him puton another of his tees over himself and I ask him to look away as I take offhis tee and adjust my brasserie back over myself but obviously he doesn'tlisten and stares shamelessly and winks at me MISCHEVIOUSLY once I am done andI slip on his tee back on me and tie my hair in a messy bun and he says kissingon my hand as we start to take the elevator down now – "just to be clearSunshine... this revision class does not count ok? We must redo..." and Iwhack his arm playfully as I say blushing - " goshh Arnav...stop..."and I take deep breathe to calm by nerves as I gesture him to stop teasing mesince we were now going to see Ravi with a dramatic antic of mine and he chucklesand nods and kisses my forhead in agreement.

And right then the elevator comes to themiddle suite and we step out and walk towards the living area hand in hand andI spot Ravi sitting and tapping his feet on the ground nervously as hes lookinginto his phone and I see him hurl curses while looking very disturbed into hisphone and I hear Arnav say with a small smile – " Ravi if you say this isabout a fight you just had with my sister before she boarded her flight and younow want our to help you sort it out since she is about to land soon and arewondering how to make it up to her...the only reason why you would be lookingso disturbed into your phone screen..anyways if you say this is thereason..than I shall have to warn you that I might just punch you... .",and right then I see Ravi look up and this time he looks at me first and givesme a nervous smile and then at Arnav as he says – "yeah right..i knowthat..and no.... thank god..I havent had a fight with Anjali...take a seat bothof you....i have asked the chef and butler to leave to give us privacy...I hopeyou wont mind a delay in breakfast..."

And we both nod at him and I give him anervous smile as I pick on a glass of water from the center table in front ofus and I sip on it and I observe Ravi again as he looks into his phone verydisturbed again for a couple.of seconds and then looks up at me again nervouslyand I steal a side glance at Arnav who's is looking at Ravi extremely puzzledand I feel my intuition click.

This is surely About Me.

I finish gulping that water down and keepthe glass back on the center table.

And I hear Arnav ask concerned – "ravi...can you talk...please?? What is this about???i am running out ofassumptions in my head right now..."

And Ravi looks into his phone again andthen at us both worriedly again.

I take a deep breathe as I close my eyesfor a second and channelize all of my strength from within.

I think I know what this is about.

I was expecting this.

Wasnt I??

I was prepared for this – and to be honestI was kind off surprised it hadn't happened immediately after the Final – andthis deep expectation and intuition was partly a reason why I was so glad weswitched off our phones last night – because I had expected this to happenanyway.

So I look at Ravi looking me nervouslyagain and I was now sure in my gut intuition that this was totally bout Mebeing Summoned by the Trolls and Dementors from the HIGH COURTS of SocialMedia-Azkaban.

( Its a Harry Potter reference guys – Ishall explain it once and for all when I talk about it to Ravi and Arnav..)

But for now I had to hear and know HowHarsh were these Summons??? I mean I wanted to know the Intensity of the Harshnessbeing sent my way.

Was it subtly put?

Or Medium scale of Harshness?

Or.

Were the harshest of Trolls and Dementorsbeing sent my way with a Summon telling me that half the online world couldn'tsee some normal girl next door like me, standing next to Arnav?

So.

In my head all these months I had beenpreparing myself for this Storm too...I knew it would come my way the minute myidentity came to light – and a part of me was prepared in my being to beonslaughted with the worst of Labels and tags by the Netizens and Arnavs fanswho would maybe feel that the revelation of his Wifi was a let down and woulduse the freedom of Online speech and its advantage of being able to be facelesswhile indulging in it in the often - for bashing and trolling me online.

Ahaann.

Soooo.

I guess its about Time.

The Trolls and Dementors Have Arrived.

I was expecting your arrival guys hence Iam not shocked or taken aback.

Let's face this Khushi...you knew thiswould happen!

You are prepared to handle the worst!

But Damm you Troll and Dementors – knowthis no matter how dark you get – I shall turn on the Light – and I shall usethe power of our Magical Carnage Love and cast both Arnav and Me a PatronusCharm in our Defense in order to protect ourselves.(The Patronus charm is anotherHarry potter term guys – will explain about it in detail when I talk to Arnavand Ravi)

Because For You My Dumbledore – I promisedmyself a long time ago that I shall Always turn on the Light!

Always.

No matter how dark the room would be.

I handled a Bermuda Triangle before – I cansurely handle these Summons from the High Courts of Social Media – Azkaban!

Bring it On!

And guys to be honest I was quite worriedabout Arnav's reaction to this!

He is surely going to rage and roar andturn this place upside down.

Gosh – I cannot let him loose his cool –for that will not help us.

And I take a deep breathe and I lace myhand through Arnavs to have his hand grip power me for further strength for usboth and I snuggle into Arnav's side and his arm comes around my shoulder onreflex and I now look at Ravi and I ask softly – "really Ravi..is it thatbad that you cant seem to get a word out of your mouth for the last fiveminutes???"

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Arnav's POV

Ok.

So.

I was anyway disappointed that my intimatebeautiful moments with My Sunshine were disturbed and now the fact that Raviwas not talking and just looking back and forth in between his phone and thenKhushi and me, only puzzled me more.

This surely was not about Anjali.

I knew that.

Then what was the matter??

And I look at Khushi sideways as shes in adeep thought and I think she is as puzzled as me in the moment because shedrank that extra glass of water – and that sat back just silently next to meand we are both waiting for Ravi to speak up and I am giving him silent puzzledlooks gesturing him to talk now right when I feel Khushi lace her handsthorough mine and she snuggles into my side now and my hand goes around hershoulder on reflex and I pull her close and I hear Khushi ask softly -"really Ravi..is it that bad that you can't seem to get a word out of yourmouth for the last five minutes???"

And Ravi and Me both look at Khushi puzzledand we say in unison – " huh????"

Khushi tightens her grip in our laced handsand she kisses on my hand now and she now takes a deep breathe puzzling me evenmore and she says looking at Ravi and not at me – " I know...this is aboutme isn't it???"

And I see Ravi nod at her nervously andsilently.

And I now turn to her sideways as I ask puzzled– " what are you implying Love??",and I look at Ravi as I say in aassertive tone – " Ravi...talk now...please...",and I look at MySunshine who is back to sipping another glass of water from front of us.

And just as she finishes gulping down the watershe looks at Ravi as she asks again – " really???? That bad that you stillcan't get a word out???? I know Ravi...I was expecting this...actually to behonest I was kind of surprised it didn't happen straight after the final...andwell they took some time to come around it...but like I said nothing unexpectedor out of the blue.. so I am not shocked or surprised...or taken aback for thatmatter..."and she now kisses my hand again and returns to looking at Raviwith a calm and composed smile as she says – " cmon go on now...its ok...Iam ready to hear this..."

Ravi looks at Khushi totally shocked andsurprised probably because of her calm and composed body language now and Ilook at Khushi shocked and surprised because I am unable to figure out what sheis going on an on about.

I look at Ravi now and then at Khushi and Iask flabbergasted – "can any one of you tell me whats going on??? As inwhat are the two of you referring to because you both clearly understand whatthe context is in here...but I don't...??? Whats the damm bloodycontext..???"

And Khushi now turns to me and she cups mycheek and she rubs her hands over my face lovingly as she says softly – "promise me you will be calm as you hear this...promise me that...please..youcannot loose your cool...Love..you cannot..its an obvious situation love..wehave to face this...and we will...just promise me that you will keep yourcalm..."

And I look at her puzzled and I kiss herhand anyway but I admit honestly – " I will not make a promise I can't keepuntil I know what obvious situation you are referring to Sunshine...that makesyou so worried that its going to make me loose my calm...?? Khushi...dammmit..talk now..."

And she now takes a deep breathe and shelooks at Ravi and gestures to him that she will say it out loud to me and Ilook at the two of them really puzzled and now I feel her cup my face with bothher hands and she says softly , looking into my eyes – " Love...I thinkRavi is so worried...no wait...I am sure Ravi is so worried because I amprobably being trolled, and bashed online in the High courts of SocialMedia...right now...because half the world probably thinks that you deservesomeone better than me... and that is why they are probably just bashingeverything about me Online...its ok Love..like I said I was expecting this tohappen...I knew it... so in my head I was prepared for this..."

WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

WHAT?????????????????????

WHAT DID MY SUNSHINE JUST SAY COULD BEHAPPENING TO HER RIGHT NOW????????????????????

AND

I feel my anger starting to bubble up likeit has never before!

I LOOK AT Ravi immediately and I askfeeling my anger starting to rage within now because the look on his face tellsme its true but I ask anyway in a tone that now reflects my anger within –" Ravi..is this true?? Is this what you are here to talk about????

And I desperately hope within that he saysNo.

But to my greatest Dismay and Fury.

Ravi nods silently and nervously

And my Blood Boils and I close my eyes andclench my fists in sheer anger and I say with pure rage dripping in my voice –".damm bloody hell..I am going to FREAKING kill them all...just let me geton this damm Social media now and handle this every troll myself..how darethey...how dare freaking they??????????"and I look at Ravi and I ask withrage and Khushi holding onto my arm nervously and she is rubbing it in herefforts to calm me down – " when did this start???"

Ravi sighs – "last night in between830 - 9 pm...started with a couple of hashtags on twitter..and then it justfreaking blew out of proportion on another levels...and now the trolls andhateful vengeful comments for Khushi are now flooding all of social mediasInstagram,twitter,your fandom's Facebook pages...its freaking all over theInternet...none of us could sleep last night peacefully becuase we were soworried how to break this to you both...anjali asked me to come see you both inperson and talk to you both about it....first thing in the morning and that'swhy I am here..."

And I am still raged in shock and notknowing how to react when I hear Khushi say softly and nervously – "I knewit would happen..I..gosh...what hashtags did it start from Ravi?? Cmon Raviplease tell me...I was expecting this..."

And I look at Khushi in disbelief now justwhat the bloody hell does she mean by she was expecting this????

And Ravi sighs and he looks at us nervouslyand says – " it all started with the #ASRWifiIdentityisATotalLetDown Andthen another one came up which said #asrdeservesbetter...and then withinseconds...another one........#thisWifidoesnotdeservetheprinceofcricket and Thenanother one the very next second...#ASRsWifiisaTaxidriver....and then it justBlew up and out of proportion.. and...",and I just gesture Ravi with myhands to just pause and let this sink in to me and I am feeling so furious...just what the bloody hell...how dare they...dammit...MY Sunshine...MyInnocent Precious Sunshine...she does not deserve this nonsense and now allbecause of me she's being subjected to so much hate and I cannot help but roarin rage as I brush my hand through my hair in frustration – " bloodyfreaking hell dammit...let me get my bloody phone...I'll show them..I'll showthese people..."

And I look at Khushi who is holding onto myarm nervously, her eyes welled up but she is taking deep breathes to calmherself down probably and I hate myself immediately for this is happening toher because of me and Ravi just looks at me and he admits now - " wellthat was just the beginning of it Arnav...you both need to know everythingbecause at the airport today as we fly back...it might just get ugly with thereporters and stuff...and you both need to be prepared...hear me outthen..",and he looks at Khushi as he admits nervously – " know thisKhushi...I hate to even say these things out loud....but since the two of youaren't on social media..."

I say Immediately – " we dont want toknow...dammit...."

And Khushi says at the same time to myssurprised shock– "Arnav..I am sorry but..I need to know..." ,and shenow looks at Raci and continues- " I want to know Ravi..will you read outthe worst ones to me.please...like I said I was already expecting this in myhead...I am prepared for the worst in my head...I just want to know theIntensity of it you know..to see if it matches my expectations maybe...andbecause of that look on your face..I am pretty much sure the tags and labelsare rather nasty...come on say it...I am ready to hear this....and let me takea guess...the first thing out what everyone must be labeling me as would be agold digger...and then maybe something like there's nothing special aboutme...not even a g of glamorous or about how I am undeserving and unworthy ofstanding next to Arnav...its all of this right??? Well I think my guesses areright.. aren't they Ravi?? The look on your face tells me that..cmonthen...tell me now..Arnav this is actually exactly what I had anticipated..solet's hear this....",she finishes with a nervous smile at me and Ravimaking me gape at her in disbelief.

Dammmmm You Sunshine!

How could you even say these things incontext about your very own self???????

And now you say that you are prepared andwant to hear all these nasty stuff about your very own self????????

I can't Take it.

I bloody Cant Takeeeee It!!!!

And I gesture Ravi to not even get a wordout of his mouth now and I look at Khushi as I say trying to keep my calm –" we will not hear this Sunshine..dammit....I just cant take it..."

And she holds onto my arm and saysnervously – " Arnav please...I need to know...I need to know...I cannotrun away from this...its an obvious situation..that I Was .prepped foranyway...cmon dont worry about me..it cant be worse than what I am prepped upfor..."

OK.

WHAT THE BLOODY HELL DID SHE SAY???

OBVIOUS SITUATION??

IT CANT BE WORSE THAN WHAT SHE IS PREPPEDUP FOR???

SHE HAS PREPPED HERSELF FOR WORSEEEE??????

WHY DID SHE EVEN PREP HERSELF FOR SOMETHINGSO NASTY AS THIS???

What the freaking hell led her to thinkthis???????

I NEED TO KNOW HER THOUGHT PROCESS – FIRST...LIKENOW..!!

BLOODY NOW!

ITS THAT FIRST PEICE OF PUZZLE THAT WILLHELP ME FIGURE OUT HER WEIRD CALM REACTION TO ALL OF THIS NONSENSE!

HOW CAN SHE BE SO CALM WHEN I FREAKING WANTTO TURN THE WORLD UPSIDE DOWN BECAUSE OF ALL THE RAGE AND FURY AND HELPLESSNESSI WAS FEELING WITHIN.

AND WHY AM I SO HELPLESS???

BECAUSE MY VERY OWN SUNSHINE CANT STOPSAYING THE FACT THAT SHE WAS EXPECTING THIS!

AND.

And I close my eyes in sheer frustrationand fury and I am about to bang my fist on the glass table in front of me infrustration because I have a gut feeling telling me that her answer to myquestion is going to hurt me and rile me up further anyway because she's goingtry to give me the practical nonsense she always used to talk about in thebeginning and right then I feel Khushi hold my hand back and her touch makes meopen my eyes and I feel her kiss my hand and she says – "Arnav..please...I don't want you to hurt yourself...calm down please...Love yougotta calm down..like I said dont worry about me...I was ready for this.....",andnow I look at her in sheer disbelief as I ask assertively and angrily – "and just what the hell do you mean by that?? Why the FREAKING hell were youready for this??? That is what I am failing to comprehend right now??? Yourreaction to this nonsense is probably stumping me more...just what the hell doyou mean when you keep saying that you were expecting this????what do you meanby you knew this would happen and so you were prepared??khushi tell me ddammitnow...what made you even think that this was an obvious freaking situationbecause... no something so nasty and hateful as this cannot be obviousever...can it be reallyyyyyy????you bloody tell me now what twisted thoughtshave been going on in your head in this context..????"

Khushi takes a deep breathe and sheclutches onto my hand tightly and she is now rubbing her fingers over my fisttrying to soothe my anger and it's almost starting to work as I feel my cellsstarting to relax a little and she now cups my face and makes me look into hereyes and she says softly – " Love...i will tell you...but calm downplease....so..",and she pauses and I gesture her to go on and she nowtakes a deep breathe and looks at me and Ravi too and says – ".I knew asin I was prepared because wouldn't I always tell you back in the day that youmy Love are Burj Khalifa and I am ground zero...the differences in our worldsis too vast...and...hence I can understand from where these trolls are comingfrom...as in..they don't know me Love and from their eyes...I am obviouslyground zero too...or maybe at a minus level...this is a obvious situation forthem to feel this way because of the vast differences in between ourrealities...and I mean in the beginning when we just got to know eachother..even I would often wonder to myself who you and who me...and you knowthat..iv often voiced it out to you in different ways...and not only that... Iwas also expecting this because everytime when the media or the peoplespeculated and took a guess at who your mysterious Wifi could be...they alwaysassumed that it would be someone famous from the world of glitz and glamour ormaybe some super successful business woman, or someone very stunningly gorgeousand successful from every other field they took a guess from or speculated...soI was expecting this as in all of that guesswork was a hint to me that theworld wanted to see someone else with you someone who would seem to their eyesto be your ideal match...like maybe Aisha Khanna or other popular people theywould rumour you with..for Love...no one could even make a guess that it couldbe someone like me..as in just a normal ordinary girl next door..who yes isspecial in her own way maybe but not to their eyes...the speciality is just inher very own confined world and space....as in becuase you know I beleiveeveryone is special in their own ways and I know I am too... to all of you wholove me the way you do...but that also does not change the fact that I am justa commoner living in a different world across the globe which is way toosimpler and humbler from yours...and this is a fact right as in the differencesin our worlds have always been massive...and to be honest not even my near ordear ones could ever guess this for no would could imagine me with you....Arnav....imean everytime I would hear them guess..look Arnav all I want to say is that tothe world..as in to their eyes..its like you are well You...the skyscraper andits obvious they expected to see someone else with you who was probably askyscraper too in their own way or maybe atleast in status or backgrounds....and here I was...listening to all of that guesswork knowing that I was none ofthat.. I never could be...so hence I just counselled myself to be prepared forall of this. ......as in hearing the guesses about the speculations about yourexpected partner in the eyes of the world...would make me a little nervous butin a good way because it prepped me to accept the fact that when my identitywould come to light...I would be subjected to all of this...the world canobviously see the difference in between a Burj Khalifa and ground zeroLove....and its obvious for them to think that I don't deserveyou..and..i..know.as..in..I..knew th..is.......I am ground zero in terms of howthe world likes to weigh the glitter and materialistic scale...there is nothingglamorous or famous about me...and expect for my near and dear ones and just usno one even knew about my existence until a day ago and now...its outthere...straight into the spotlight.....so isnt it a obvious situation Arnav..for no matter how beautiful and exquisite I may seem to your eyes ...I am stilljust the crazy goofy Khushi who according the eyes of lot of people in theworld is not your ideal match...and...Arnav..if w...e hadn't met the way we didand love hadn't happened to us the way it did...I..mea..n...who would have eventhought of a possibility of you and me standing together in one frame....I meanif Love hadnt happened to us the way it did...would US have even been apossibility in the real world????its a fact Hoodie Guy half the world willnever view me as your ideal match love...hence I waspre..pared...f..or..this..look...but...arnav...all that being said that's allbeing prac..t..i."

I rage in fury now– "enoughhhhhhh..."

And she pauses and her eyes widen in shockand surprise for she has never seen me this furious.

And my insides and ears are frozen now inshock because of the former words I have just heard.

DID SHE JUST FREAKING SAY ALL OF THAT TO MYFACE RIGHT NOW????

BY HER VERY OWN MOUTH???

She has Injured me with her words.

She knows how much I Love Her..But Still.

She instantly says- "Arnav...please...", and I don't let her complete now and I just stop herby the gesture of my hand and I literally yell – "stop...just you freakingstop... enoughhhh....Khushi...sttopp....dammit..please...just what did you callyourself again to my face??? Ground zero..?? Damm you...dammit...dont you dareuse that word for yourself again...just what did you say...you are not my idealmatch??what the FREAKING hell did you just imply to me dammit with your wordsjust now",I finish that bit in sheer harsh tone on her which even worriesRavi as he says – " Arnav..relax...", for he can probably feel theanger rising on my face now – he knows how deeply I feel for this woman and heknows Its hurt me to hear her talk this way about herself.

And she knows It too.

And yet.

She's said these things out to me by hervery own mouth.

JUSTT WHAT DID SHE JUST SAY??

And she tries to hold my hand as she says –" Arnav..please listen..hear me ou..t.i didnt mean it that way...as in...Iwas just stating things from a birds eye perspective as to how it's kind ofexpected for the world to look at us as a mismatch....i am not sayingthat....i.i...look...listen..."and i don't let her hold my hand as Igesture my disbelief to her and I just gesture her to remain quiet for a bitand my anger boils now ...what did she just say again...a mismatch?????? HERAND ME ???? A mismatch?????????????Did she just Imply to me that she is ok withthe world to see US as a MisMatch?????????

I just gesture to Ravi that we will be backin a bit and he nods as he understands I need a moment alone with her right nowand he excuses himself to use the washroom too and I stand up and I take her bythe hand to the balcony now in private and I shut the sliding doors and Igesture her to sit on the sunbed and she does and looks up at me nervously forshe can see that I am furious and angry and I continue to glare at her in sheerdismay and I say -my tone surely harsh on her– "and I shall freaking notlisten to a word you have to say to me Khushi if you are going to continuetalking what you just did,...just what did you just say again dammit?? Again.onand on about Me the Burj khalifa and you ground zero...freak you dammit..don'tyou dare call yourself ground zero again...goddamit Khushi...don't you dare usethose terms in front of me...you know I hate it..you know I cant stand youreferring to yourself as ground zero......and whats all this nonsensical thoughtprocess...I cant even say those words back to you the ones youv just said to myface....i freaking cannot belive the things youv just said to me knowing howmuch I love you...you freaking think that its ok... perfectly normal for thesebloody faceless people in the world who have nothing better to do than to justspurt out hate online and hide behind random usernames to even think suchnonsense and give their nonsensey opinions telling me that I deserve better...wellheres news...did I ask for anybodys bloody opinion???i know exactly what I needin my life and My heart freaking chose you and it beats for you dammit..onlyyou...and I swear to god I am used to seeing all this nonsense happen to me butI shall not have this happen to you..and I will turn the world upside down if ihave to...and I hear anyone even try to come and say demeaning things about youto my face..I will freaking smash their faces...how could you even think thisway Khushi??? How??? How could you be implying the nonsense you just did...justwhat the hell were you saying in there dammit????" ,and I pause as I seeher eyes well up with emotion for she is surely taken aback by my angryoutburst for I have never been angry at her like ever before..and she looksdown and she says softly wiping the tears now rolling down her cheeks but shesstill holding onto her composure as she says – " I did..nt..mean..to as inmake it seem that way...I did not mean that I thought that it was ok for themto do this to me...its obviously not ok...but its upto me if I let them succeedright...and I'm just trying to wade my way around it by thinking of the otherside too...i just meant that this was like an inevitable storm that I wasexpecting..I was just expressing my thought process to you...as..in..these..people..dont..know..me..orus..or our story...and I am not trying to demean myself or anything...these arefacts..i love myself however I like to accept the facts of my very ownreality...its who I am...I cant change it...and nor can I change who you are...Arnav...inno ways whatsoever did I say any of the above with the intention to demeanmyself or to fuel your hurt and anger in anyway...you asked so i just wantedyou to know the thought process of real facts that help..ed..me..build..adefence mechanism for myself so that when this happened...I was prepped to dealwith it..didn't I always tell you Arnav all this time being apart from you inreal time has also helped me prep myself in so many other ways so that when Istand by your side..nothing makes my feet falter this was what I was hintingtowards...and about..that burj khalifa and ground zero......Iwaas..just...referring..to explain a context..you know in the begi..ninng...itwas always overwhelming for me too..and then how I told you that id work onmaking mechanisms for myself in order to cope up because of the emotionalcontingent liabilities that will arise in between of us because of thedifferences in our worlds... you know everything Arnav...and then of...courseall of that cha..nged with tim..e ..you know my every worry about our worldsbeing so different vanished with time as things got so rock solid in between ofus.. and then after all that we'v been through in the last one yearespecially....you know very well that in my heart and head...andsoul....nothing else matters now.....but you..Arnav..you know that don't you..Ilove you more than anything in the world...there isnt anything in the world Iam not ready to do or face for you...I was just trying to explain that I wasexpecting this from another viewpoint and that I have already built a mechanismto help me deal with this.....for I do not really care about what the trolls ormemes say about me... I am at a point where I only care about you...and US..andour Love...I was coming to that when you stopped me...",and she pauses nowand takes a deep breathe and now looks at me in the eye – " but no matterhow harsh this is...we gotta accept that its inevitable Arnav...we cant stopthe world from talking...we cant shut everyones mouth as in people who want totalk and curse will talk anyway...its just easier to accept the things onecan't change and put on our armour of strength and wade our very way around thestorm...its easier Arnav...when you focus on your very own ship rather thanworry about what the thousand other sailors in the world are thinking about howwe are steering our ship and passing opinions on you... but you need to knowthe gravity of the storm right before sailing right through one and so that yousail through it and not sink in the process and so because I need to adjust mysails in my head accordingly..i need to know the intensity of this storm andthat Is why I am going to ask Ravi to tell me everything exactly because I needto know so that I can handle things internally accordingly...so that when I amin the shower getting ready..i am sure that my heart will help me channelizeanother Eureka moment - a positive one that can help us right now...because Iknow we can face this head on...and we will but for that I need you to calmdown a little first Love..",and she pauses as she wipes another tear andshe says softly now looking down on the ground – " I know you love me morethan anything in the world..and I know this is hurting you so much because youhate for something like this to have happened to me...and I am again making itclear...I am not saying that it is ok for anyone to hurl hate or trolls at me...but its also something I cant really shut out completely and so...we gottaface it anyway and wade our way around it right???...",and she pauses andthen says softly getting up and not looking at me – "I will just getmyself some water Arnav..i will get you some too...I think we both needit...",and now she starts to turn around.

And now my emotions well up as I curse myselffor being so harsh on her as I now understand what she truly was trying toimply and I hold her hand and I pull her back into me and I hug herimmediately, hating myself for using a harsh tone on her but I just couldn'thelp but get riled up for I hate it when she refers to herself as Ground Zeroin front of me and says the things out to me pointing out the practicalperspective from that birdeyes practical view which is strictly her way oflooking at things not mine at all but I understand...I understand now why thisis so complicated for her and I feel love overhwlem me again as I realise againin a moment of time that this priceless girl that I love is a Iron Womanwithin....she's so strong and brave and pure and innocent andstraightforward...I may not like the way she points out facts to me about usfrom the third eye perspective angle but I respect the fact that she wants tostick to being straightforward with me about it anyway...and i now kiss herforehead and I cup her face – " sorry..im sorry...so so sorry foroverreacting maybe...I know what you mean.i understand...I understandnow...forgive me Love for my outburst and riled up reaction..it come out onreflex you know right I hate it when you use that term of ground zero foryourself...and then all those things you said it just riled me up...for youknow my view on this has always been different..its you who is my gold..mypriceless treasure..and its you who are my burj khalifa Khushi..and you knowthat and from where I see it..its pretty much me who is ground zero..for Icannot even match up to being the pure soul that you are...and I'm definetlyinspired by your conviction and strength once again...for you my love are myiron woman..its me dammit who doesn't deserve someone like you...and that iswhy I keep thanking my stars and the gods above for blessing me with you in mylife...and I want the world to know this fact...if it would be up to me..i'dscream out to the whole wide world...shut down that every damm troll...and tobe honest im feeling so guilty about all of this to have happened to you evenwhen I haven't heard the intensity of what they are saying and god forbid howam I going to fight my emotions when I hear or read whats being said about you...Ilove you so blooddy much godaamit so bloody much and I am so sorry that onceagain you are being subjected to such miserable stuff all because of me...areason why I am also so angry within maybe is because all of this misery comesyour way because of me once again and I feel nonsense guilt withinalready...why must you have to face so much nonsense because of me....all thetime...you understand don't you Khushi...why I felt that way or reacted thatway? Please Tell me that you aren't mad at me ???",and before she can evensay anything I now cup her face, pull her close and I kiss her immediatelymaking my lips moves over hers in a poignant and emotional manner, hoping thatshe understands why I reacted that way and I feel relief wash over me as I feelher now pull me closer into herself by wrapping her amrs around my neck andshes kissing me back even more emotionally and poignantly and her kiss tells methat she isnt mad and that she understands and we now pull back about fiveminutes later of just kissing each other in this raw and emotionally vulnerablemoment in between of us and she finally pulls apart as she says keeping aforhead on mine, by tip toeing on her feet and she whispers against my lips –"for each other there isn't anything in the world we wouldn't do rightLove??? we gotta turn on the light Love...no matter how dark it gets...we gottaturn on that bloody light that will be hidden amongst the dark room and wewill...lets hear this out and face it...promise me you will keep you calm andknow that if I cry or react emotionally whilst listening to any of the harshstuff it will not be because its breaking me...it will be because im going tobe giving respect to my emotions for wanting to flow which ever way in thatmoment and then because of my experience in the past I know its important to gothrough certain moments so that it leads you to certain things...I willchannelise all my strength within and the love that I have for you within andturn on the light...you just have to help me in here..by doing the very same inyour emotions too Love...please.....thats the only way...we have to face thispositively...we cannot let hate affect us in anyway...and we have to build ourimmunity against it...but before we get to that.. we need to come face to facewith it right??? Tell me... please promise me...you arent going to get riledup...and listen to this with me...I will hold your hand.. you hold mine and wewill be ok...is this ok Love???"

I Hug her hard into me and i admit feeling badand guilty – " i am so sorry.. I am so so so sorry...because of me.."

And she now cups my face and puts a fingeron my lips and she smiles through her tears – " shhh.. just shhhplease...I can face anything love anything as long as you promise to just holdmy hand always...and probably just keep loving me more and more like you doanyway....."

Oh I Do.

I LOVE YOU INSANELY ANYWAY SUNSHINE.

AND I WILL KEEP LOVING YOU MORE and MORE.

I kiss her again briefly and deeply andemotionally and she's kissing me back with equal emotion and love I let heremotional part of the kiss power me through as I instruct my heads to calm downand face this head on with my Sunshine standing by her side as her courage andstrength like she always did for me.

I will try to turn on the light Love...Iwill always try to turn on the Light too.

........

FIVE MINUTES LATER.

We walk in hand in hand and we see Ravisitting on the sofa nervously and we both take a seat and Ravi gives me a lookasking of we were ok and I say with a small smile gesturing towards my lacedhands with Khushi – " khushi made sure of that...my angers is in controlnow Ravi...and we'v talked this out...we are ready to listen to this..tell uswhat these haters are saying..." ,and I now pull Khushi into a side hugand I hold her close into me and lace my hand through hers again and i kiss onit as i say to her – " I love you dammit...I love you...I'm sorry ok...Ihate that we have to be facing this brutal brunt..."

And she kisses on our hands now and smilesback at me and says softly – " I Love you too...and I can handle a stormlove..you know me..when I could take on that Bermuda triangle...this is nothingsurely..", and that makes me smile a little and she now smiles too andsays – ""cmon let's hear this Love ...and wait let's make thisfun....", and me and Ravi look at her puzzled as she gets up now and getsthe hotels small stationary notebook and pen from the pantry quickly and thenadjusts in her seat and she says to Ravi and Me – " ok for very hatefulcomment that I know I was expecting...I am going to draw a heart and for everyone that's too harsh...and was not expected..I will draw a bigger heart...andthen once we are done...with the basic ones...as in I know it's most of themwill be saying the same stuff just read out the worst of some and basic of allwhat everyone is saying...should be enough to give me a glimpse...and then I amgoing to look at all these hearts and help myself channelise the strongest ofthe patronus charm...."

And both me and Ravi look at her puzzled aswe asked in unison – " a what?????"

And she actually looks at us both and givesus a amused smile as she says – " ohh yesss....for the way I seethis..this is the trolls and Dementors being Sent my way to drag me into theclutches of the High courts of Social Media – Azkaban..."

And me and Ravi look at Khushi and we gapein amusement and puzzlement as we ask in unison- "waitttttt.....whatttttt??????"

Khushi is crazy for she grins now and says– " oh see I shall explain..its my love for my Harry Potter.. guys..dont Ialways tell you Arnav...it inspires me greatly....ok so....its the way I amlooking at this in my head right now..so in Harry Potter ok..theres a prisoncalled the prisoner of azkaban where they cage up all criminals and stuff rightand then the summon guards they use are a thing called Dementors.. ok who arelike filled with negative emotions and they try to come and suck the happinessout of the prisoner the have come to summon by all means and use of negativestrength so that the prisoner then surrenders to them helplessly and is takento their cage...well they do this all the time and sometimes not fairly too tothe people who are like innocent anyway and then theres obviously a MAGICALspell that can help a innocent fight these Dementors ok..the only way to shoo adementor away is by conjuring up the patronus CHARM ok...its like a supermagical powerful charm supposedly the most magical and powerful one in all ofthe positive charms...and a person can only conjure this successfully if theyfocus on the positivity and love and happiness within and happy memories ofcourse....so......nowthat I have explained what that means...listen to what I am thinking in myhead....", And she now pauses as me and Ravi look at her totallygobsmacked and puzzled and amused at the same time and she continues in adramatic antic way with a shake of her hands – " these hate trolls arelike Dementors who have come my way with the mission of sucking the happinessout of me and pulling me down and trapping me in their cage...but will I letthem?? Will I let them succeed????? No bloody way....I am going to face themhead on and then figure out a way of conjuring up a perfect patronus tosafeguard myself as in i know these dementors will keep coming backanyway...but everytime they do...I will build up better immunity...and not letthem pull me down...what say guys?????"

I look at Khushi toaly gobsmacked and inawe of how her head helped her come up with an analogy like that!

And I kiss her forhead now and I look atRavi who is now smiling at her and i say looking at Ravi with a amused smile –" well now you know what I mean when I tell you that her head fascinatesme greatly..."

Ravi grins at me – " yeah now Iknow..."

Khushi narrows her eyes at me as she says –" and mind you Hoodie guy..I need you to be calm and composed too for youranger will be an hindrance in the path of my patronus..."

I nod now and give her a small smile and Ikiss her hand and we gesture for Ravi to continue and he nods – " ok some, anjali...diya,rahul, zara and Zain had posted a picture of you two huggingfrom the stadium on our Instagram ok wishing you all the very best in our ownways and to be honest its Anjalis insta which is filled with the maximumhateful comments.."

Khushi takes a deep breathe and I do so tooand she says – " ok shoot...tell me the first one...read the one fromAnjalis insta post..."

Ravi – " sure???"

Khushi – " very sure....cmon nowplease.."

I gesture him to continue and I instructmyself to keep my cool...the least I could do for the love of my life who hadonce again gobsmacked me with her courage and positivity and inner strength.

Ravi takes a deep breathe and he says –" ok here it goes..save your brother from that gold digger.."I fumewithin but stay quiet as I say Khushi draw out a heart on the sheet of paperand she says – "haaaa that I expected....go on next..".

Ravi looks at me amused too and hecontinues - " theres one which says -.your brother deserves better ..he isa star..and this girl is so ordinary..there is absolutely nothing special abouther..why is your brother smitten? Tell him to open his eyes and look aroundhim..he can get way better than this taxi driver."

I FREAKING FUME WITHIN ON ANOTHERLEVEL..CAN I JUST TURN THIS TABLE UPSIDE DOWN?? MAYBE NOT -BECAUSE all Khushirequested off me was to be calm..I am going to try giving her that to the bestof my ability.And now I see Khushi draw two hearts and she says – "haaa..expected this too...two hearts for this one..next please.."

And my heart overwhelms with Love a thousandmillion zillion times over too.

Ravi continues - "Does this Khushieven know who she is standing next to?arnav Singh Raizada is a demi god..doesshe even look in the mirror? How does she even look at his face?doesnt she knowshe is undeserving and unworthy of a man like him.

WHAT THE FREAKING IN THE NAME OF THE DEVILWAS THAT???? HOW DAREEE THEYYYY???

NOTE THIS GUYS I HAVE MENTALLY TURNED THISROOM UPSIDE DOWN ALREADY!

And I see Khushi now draw a line of fourhearts for that as she says with a deep thought – " hmmm maybe I shouldadd one more heart to that...pretty mean that was..."

THIS WOMAN IS FREAKING UNBELEIVABLE!!!!!

AND she gestures Ravi to continue and hedoes and I pretend to listen on calmly unleashing imaginary wrath in my headand Ravi continues - "A gold digger is trapping your brother with thefacade of innocence..save your brother from her clutches.."

MY IMAGINARY WRATH ATTACK Continues in myHead.

Khushi – " hmmm expected thistoo...two hearts for this.."

Ravi takes a deep breathe – ".ok thisone is worse...this taxi driver does not deserve that ring on her finger ..doesshe even know how much that diamond costs? Even if she sold her taxi,her coffeeshop or even herself she couldnt even afford to look at one..save yourbrother..he is blinded by this fake girl..did you guys even see her face,theres nothing glamorous about her and look at ASR..this is the most flopreveal ever..and to think of all the hype that he had created and we thoughtwed get to see someone worthy of his status and standard to stand by his sideand who do we get to see..a ordinary girl..who is nothing but a good diggertrapping your brother in her claws..save him now"

I see Khushi flinch a little and I feellike I want to break everydamm thing in this room for real now and I see Khushiwipe out a tear outta corner of her eye and my own eyes well up at the sight ofmy Love surely feeling very vulnerable within but yet being brave and strongbecuase of the love she feels for me and then she looks at Ravi and me and sayswith a small smile- " ouch...that was brutal...hmm guys I think I need todraw ten big hearts for this one..." ,and she goes on to do the same andthen asks Ravi to Conitnue.

I AM BLOODY GOING TO LOVE THIS WOMAN TILLTHE END OF TIMEEEEE.

Ravi sighs as he says – " ok the nextis disgusting..I dont think I should..."

And Khushi – " and that is why youmost importantly should...say it....Ravi.."

RAVI sighs and gives me a apologetic look –" a person has commented – I think your brother is smitten because shemust be good in bed! Wake up ASR..such a stupid decision.this girl doesn'tdeserve you.

AND I AM FUMING NOW AS I GET UP FROM MYSEAT IMMEDIATELY AND ON RELFEX MY HAND GOES TO THE NEAREST VASE AND I PICK ITUP BECAUSE I WANT TO SMASH IT TO THE FLOOR IN ANGER AND JUST AS I AM ABOUTTO.... I FEEL KHUSHIS HAND ON MY ARM AGAIN AND SHE SAYS CUPPING MY FACE –" SHHH CALM DOWN..PLEASE...YOU PROMISED...I KNOW THIS IS DOWNRIGHTDISGUSTING AND CHEAP AND I WILL DRAW TWENTY HEARTS FOR THIS ONE MAYBE...ARNAV..PLEASE..YOURANGER WILL NOT HELP ME RIGHT NOW..I NEED TO FIND A SOLUTION...", and shetakes the vase out of my hand and places it on the mantle and then takes me bythe hand back to the sofa.

AND.

I am stumped.

I nod as I sit back in my seat and she lacesa hand through mine and asks Ravi to continue and he says – " it's onlygotten worse and my insta and Rahul and Diya and Zara and Zain too is filledwith some hateful ones mostly all implying the same stuff though..but there arenasty memes now..as in with disgusting captions of pictures of you and Arnavfrom the stadium...all of them targeting you with hate pathetically..."

I flinch and freeze within.

GODAMITTTTTTT.

Khushi sighs nd takes a deep breathe andkisses my hand and give me a small smile asking me not to worry, and I amlooking at her in awe and she now turns to Ravi – " ok highlight the worseones for me.please...and show me the worst of those memes too..."

And Ravi does and I fume and rage within asmy Imaginary wrath on the world and these online haters continues and aboutthirty minutes later once Ravi finishes and puts down his phone Khushi is nowlooking at the sheets and sheets of papers she's filled out with hearts and shesays – " hmmm it is quite worse than I'd expected actually but it stillisnt something I cannot handle because now that I think of it the worse hasn'teven come yet..."

And I look at Khushi zapped and me and Raviask – " what do you mean??"

Khushi gives me a knowing look – "dont get mad at me for saying this...but I think I mean I feel its only amatter of time they dig up more stuff on me Love and then that article withAsher in the papers..only a matter of time.someone compares my sideframes becausenow there are pictures of me with you all over and of Asher ,zain and Zara tooin the background in the stands...only a matter of time some hater aka dementorcatches hold of that..and.I think then the trolls might just start get worsecalling me god knows what not.....saying that I was probably trying to trap thetwo of you at the same time maybe....it will happen..I know...I can senseit...",she finishes and sighs herself and then says – " I need coffeeand breakfast...I need to eat now..." and we look at her gobsmacked as shecalls and requests for the food to be laid.

WHATTT THE BLOODY HELL DID SHE JUST SAY SOFREAKING CALMLY???????!!!!!

HOW THE HELL IS SHE EVEN ABLE TO REACT THISWAY WHEN EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME WAS BURNING UP INTO A VOLCANO.

And I spring to my feet now and I gape ather – "you want me to be calm right now?? I'm sorry I cant...I justFREAKING cant....what did you just sayyyyyyyy could happen???I am getting ontwitter and insta now and handling these bunch of losers myself..."

And Khushi now comes up to me and she cupsmy face and kisses my cheek and she says looking into my eyes – " nopoint...love...you will not...we are not going on social media and I am nothaving you stoop down to these haters level and defend me...I know you want toprotect me but we are not going to do it in that way and definetly not throughanger or hate...and we will also not stay quiet though...I promise....I'mthinking of something...pls just calm down...give me some time to figure thisout...I am so going to give it back to these haters too but in my way Love...wewill do it our unique way...remember love why must we use hate or hurt when wecan use love...we will handle this positively ..."

And I look at khushi confused and helpless– " Sunshine...you are too naive and innocent sometimes the world onlyunderstands that language and we need to give it back to them in the sameway..."

And Khushi cups my face and she shakes herhead in a negative – " no love no...we use anger,hate or hurt means we letthese trolls and dementors win..fear,anger... anxiety,...hate,....hurt arenormal emotions and its absolutely normal to feel them and go through them forthey are a part of our journey and I respect that but we must never use them tomake any decisions..for they are negative...they have power in them but not theright one...the energy is not right the vibe of a decision taken out of hateand anger is totally different Love...please understand.....please let mefigure it out and if we resort to negativity..then what would be the differencein here....I am not saying we will not take a stand against this hatred...wewill...but just differently...I will figure something out Love...as in with allthe experience in my Life...if anything iv learnt is that no matter how manypeople one may have around ones self for support and love...ones gotta bestrong within and have ones own armour on...I cant expect you or anyone tofight my battles for me and I go into it without my shield or armour...justgive me some time...and I promise we will handle this before we get on thatplane today...I'm just figuring out how...and I also need to talk to everyoneback in cape town and mom dad and Anjali too and assure them that I am oktoo...and that we will have this figured out...cmon I am getting hungry now...let'shave some breakfast now and then think this over on a full stomach...",and she gestures Ravi to get to the table and he does giving her a very amusedbut inspired look but I am still standing rooted to my spot now and then Khushicomes back to hug a zapped and a confused and a dazed and awed me and shekisses my forhead – " and oh you know what love in Harry Potter they say awizards patronus CHARM reflects a form or shape that's like super close to onesheart...and I am sure if I was a real wizard...my patronus charms shape wouldbe of you holding onto your bat on the pitch....haha..cmon now..let's eat....Ineed coffee and I need food..and ofcours you by my side....."

And I hold her by the hand and I hug herhard immediately and I admit – " I dont know what to say to you rightnow...I am speechless....you are unfreakingbeldivable dammit...how do you dothis Khushi????"

And she hugs me hard and she whispers –" because I love you dammit...you are my magic I always tell youthat...and also in moments like these..i always also remember a lesson Daddytaught me when I was little..he would say you Khushi are your daddys bravelittle girl...and remember whenever in life uncertain things happen and theytry to pull you down...always focus on drawing a bigger line of positivity nextto a line of negativity or unfavourable situation and let your energies guideyou to doing just that...dont focus on erasing the other line or cursing it forexisting...focus on drawing that bigger line and the other line will loose itssignificance by default in your life....and over time...I have realised thetrue meaning of his lesson Arnav...iv realised that as humans wev got boththese sides within - the ability to act on the light of love or the darkness ofhate or hurt..but what matters is the part we choose to make our choices thatbecome our decisions..and at the end of the day I am my daddys brave littlegirl still aren't I Arnav...he is watching me from up there...I gotta make himproud..."

And I pull apart and I kiss her forhead –" and he is proud of you...I am proud of you too...so so so proud...thankyou love...the way you just handles me and calmed me through this entireepisode...goshh...I should have been able to do that for you..im sorry..."

And she kisses my hand and she says cuppingmy face – " shhh...ok...its never you or me...its us..we areOne...right??",and I nod now completely overwhelmed and she smiles and shesays – "cmon let's eat then...and then I need to get into the shower andhave my eureka moment and focus on finding a way out...we still gotta figureout a way of taking a stand on this positively...Love.."

And I nod and I smile – " Yup..wegotta still turn on the light..and I am sure we will...",and I now kiss onher hand and she leads me to breakfast.

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11.30 AM

ARNAV'S POV Continues

I am just finishing my second cup of coffeenow and Khushi left for her shower about ten minutes ago after talking toeveryone on her side assuring them that she was fine in quick call,and I was indeep thought too thinking about everything My sunshine had just said to me.

And I hear Ravi exclaim now– " goshhan hour to their landing...just wait until Anjali hears this...she was soworried for Khushi...and even i was..even uncle and aunty...actually we allwere...even her side...I'm sure Diya and Rahul are feeling much better afterthat call she made to them before heading up to get ready..."

And i nod as i admit to Ravi – "Ravi...iv known Khushi since the Feburary of last year and this girl I tell youstill has the ability to gobsmack me to the edge of space with her positivityand courage and bravery....she often tells me Hoodie Guy...life is the bestteacher..but I cant help but ask life and god why be so so hard on her as init's not been easy for her I know before she met me too you know with the crashand loss of her family and now ever since she met me too it's been a rollercoaster for her in everyway and yet she wants to turn on the light always andfind positivity in a situation and keep loving me insanely anyway not once willshe say ..this happend to me Hoodie guy because of youu..not once........and that'sjust stumped me speechless and I cant help but ask god and life why choose themost innocent and purest of souls to test all the time??? Just whydammit????and this just makes me love her more..and all I want to do is justshower her with happiness and love and protect her as much as I can...althoughto be honest..shes a stronger person within...you know more like my very ownIron woman..."

And Ravi nods and he says with a smile –" I know what you mean Arnav..and look you gotta be calm and composed okand then think this through....the least you can do..."

And I nod.

And I think of everything Khushi had justsaid to me – again.

And I close my eyes for a second and Ichannnelise all the love I feel for her...and just focus on turning on thelight within and right then something clicks in my being and I smile to myselfas I say to Ravi – " I will just be back..."

Ravi grins- " and the look on yourface tells me you just had a idea.."

I grin – " my eureka moment Ravi...andI am not in the shower..."

And he chuckles and I make my way up to theelevator and then rush to the master bedroom and right then my phone beeps inmy pocket.

Its Khushi ofcourse.

Her : Hoodie guy I am in the middle ofshower but oh my god..I had a eureka moment already.come up please!!!! I'm justwrapping a towel around myself and getting out.come into the bathroom please.

And I quickly type : I was coming to youanyway Love.i think I have an idea too.

And I now knock on the bathroom doorquickly and I see Khushi open the door dressed in a towel wrapped around hermiddle self and her hair tied up in a bun but all drenched and she has pureglee on her face and she hugs me instantly as she says – " eurekaaaaaLove....I found the perfect solution..."

And I grin as I hug her too and I sayimmediately- " I think I have one too..."

And she now pulls apart and looks at meexcited and she says – " okk you tell me yours first..and then I will tellyou mine..."

And I grin and nod and I keep my hands onher waist – " so I think we need to talk..as in have like a chatsession...so..that reporter remember..the one who has been on with me for along long time...the one whom I first told about being in love with you allthose months ago..and remember I told you...she came to me after the world cupwin too wanting to talk to you...but I stopped her or the press or media thenbecause I knew it would overwhelm you at that point..and she wrote thatwonderful article on us in the next days entertainment showeing us withpositivity....I know she is still in JOHANNESBURG... I'm thinking I'll call herto the hotel..and may we can just have a private chat with her which she canstream live on their channels social handles as well...and we can talk and alsoobviously I can ask her to ask us questions purposefully about how we feelabout all this bashing...and then we give it back in our style...with love andpositivity and your amusing analogies too...what say??you better call thesetrolls the dementors on the chat Khushi...im telling you...you better dothat"

And Khushi chuckles and grins as she hugsme now – " oh my bloody god...I literally thought of the same thingLove...as in i was going to ask you to phone this reporter so that we could geton a chat with her like in a interview too over the phone orsomething...because I realised that i cant stay silent too because people willmisunderstand it for mt weakness in today's world..and I am not a weakling inmy heart...you know that...and so I want to speak up head on and in a way thatit reaches a lot of people at the same time...for the only apt reply in my eyesto these haters would be just to focus on talking about our Love...they give ushate...we show them our Love...and if you say she is here then defiantly letsget on that live chat...im up for it....and infact I was also thinking I'llshare some of our old pics with Diya and Anjali and everyone...to just postwith a positive caption everytime they are getting slammed with hate commentson their Insta.....till when will they continue Hoodie guy...when they see it'snot affecting us and we are continuing with our lives asnormally...anyway...they will stop sooner or later..I mean its upto us to makethem see that what they are doing in our eyes is just a waste of their time andenergy for it's going to weaken us or blow us apart but only make usstronger...and then its upto these trolelrs and dementors to decide if theystill want to continue lashing out hate...like to each their own..for I am notdoing this with the intention of expecting them to put a full stop or thinkdifferently or like me for that matter...I am doing this to take a stand formyself and our Love...let's do this Love...let's do this...let's cast apatronus together....and show the world that hate cannot break us..it never could....myDUMBLEDORE...let's swish the elder wand of our love together..."

And I hug her hard and I swing her aroundin Happiness as I say – " godammit you really are my magic...andyes....ok...let's swish the wand together dammit..together...always together...."

And she now laughs as she states –"okkk noww put me down Hoodie guy..I need to finish showering.. "

And I put her down immediately and I pullher by the waist closer into my frame and I kiss her hard and mindlessly for acouple of heated minutes and my hands automatically find a way of teasing herbackframe over her towel...and she's heaving now and I feel her pull apartminutes later as she says reluctantly against my lips – " gosh Arnav...Ineed to finis..h...with my shower...."

And I chuckle and I kiss her hand and thenher forhead – " okk fine...go on then...I'll get ready too and make thearrangements..are you ok for us to start the live chat with the reporter in anhour from now?? We can make it to the hotel by then if we rush and get ready bythen and we only need to reach the airport by 330pm anyway since it's adomestic flight to Cape town and we have time..."

She nods and smiles – " yes Love...Iam ready for this...", and she gives me a shy smile as she now gesturesme.to get out the bathroom so that she can walk back to the shower cabinet andI grin as i walk backwards staring shamelessly at her from head to toe in thattowel and water dripping off her body and I wink at her MISCHEVIOUSLY as Igesture to her that the look of her right now just killed me and I give her aflying kiss which she dramatically catches and places over her heart and winksback at me MISCHEVIOUSLY and she now playfully runs up and shuts the bathroomdoor.

And I grin now as I start to make my waydown and I would obviously need Ravi's help too and the rest of my teamssupport too on this.

And I smile to myself as I realise that ifI was really a wizard and maybe...my patronus form and shape would definetlywould be that of a combined form the Sun and My Khushi...for she really was theSun of my Life!!!!

And I now walk towards Ravi and I see himnow look at his phone with a smile and I ask – " what happened ??"

Ravi looks at me with a smile – " sothat was Coach...he just called to check on Khushi...as in...he said he was soworried after he got to know about all that's happened.. he couldn't fly backwith the support team to Cape town...he said he will fly with us...and isawaiting our arrival with Cap and rest of the team at the hotel...and beforehim...i spoke to Cap too and he just filled me in that he, shiv ,Kunal,and alotof our other team members are now posting on Insta and twitter in Khushissupport condemning the trolls and haters for trying to be so vengeful towardsher and your personal life...and he also said a lot of our internationalcounterparts with whom youv always had such a wonderful raport are alsocondemning the negativity that the netizens have hurled Khushi's way..."

I smile to myself now feeling very happywithin after listening to what I had just heard...I actually couldnt beleivethat Coach had stayed back too...My sunshine has really won him over too withher positivity and courage....and I now start to fill in Ravi about mine andKhushis plan and hes grinning and smiling now and I now drop a text to thereporter telling that I was going to call her in the next minute and just as Ireceive her text confirming that she was free to connect – I wink at Ravi as Ipick up my phone – " the media my friend is a double edged sword...someuse it for Hate...but I shall always use it for Love...its time to turn on theLight for my Love..my friend..and I will..."

Ravi grins and gives me a thumbs up now andonce I am now done talking to the reporter and confirming with her our plan ofaction much to her happiness and glee – I take a deep breathe and let out asigh of relief.

And I feel good within.

I really am feeling good within about this.

And I smile to myself once again – GODAMMITYOU SUNSHINE...YOU REALLY OUR MY OWN GODSENT ANGEL RIGHT HERE ON PLANET EARTH.

AND I KNOW MY ANGEL THAT YOU COME WITHARMOURED WINGS ANYWAY for you are my Iron Woman...but I shall still do whateverI can in my power to Protect You...and I will...but yes like you just taught meagain...for you MY Sunshine....I shall Always act out of the Power of Our Love.

For You...My Sunshine..

Always...with Love.....

Alwaysssss!!!!!!

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Tadaaa guyssss...let me know what you allthink as alwayssss!!!

How was that????as in Khushi's strongspirit and courage??? And I am quite excited to write the next updateactually..will start on it tomorrow and it shall hopefully be up by Fridayevening.

And also guys - we have now entered intothe Last Leg of this FF as in maybe Ten more chapters until I finally finishtelling the tale of Hoodie Guys and Uber girls MAGICAL carnage Loveee....staywith me guys as you always do..and hopefully you all will loveee the journeytill the closure too!!!

Thanks for all the Love and Support to myWORK Always!

Stay in and Stay Safe Guys.

Much Love Always

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