#2Arshi FF:- 'KTTR' Epilogue page 106 10/30/213 - Page 9

Originally posted by: -Farwa_Ibrahim-

A few of u must be waiting for me to update and I tried today to draft an update and hardly could write just a paragraph and I m not much happy wht its going to be but still I will try to either edit it or add some more to it to make it a small fillar update but again I cant say tht will I succeed or not as coz of studies n anxiety even my comments r getting effected. This time I will try a little harder and when u will get the update it will before 1st April as my 1st paper is on 4th so in April u wont see me online for the whole month... Pray for me too
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Chapter 18-D

"I asked him many times why did he marry me but he never replied. He acted right as his words. He never treated me as a wife," she gave a mocking laugh " I am talking about not treating as his wife he didn't treated me as a woman and human being. I was still the same gold digger for him but there was more hatred and taunt his tone after marriage. I couldn't get why he hated me so much and why his tone was always taunting. He made me sleep outside the room in his pool area the first night of our marriage as according to him he couldn't stand me. There was so cold and dark outside. I was so shattered that night. I had not only lost my parents by my everything. I was so shattered. From next day my efforts were only to talk to my family and win their trust back but no one wanted to even hear my voice or see my face. When on Kitchen puja day Jiji was talking to Amma I asked for the phone Amma hung up after just hearing my voice. I burnt my hand while cooking and my own sister thought I am doing acting. Yes I was an actress but never to gain other's pity but to gain their happiness. I was full nautanki just to see the smile on my loved ones faces even I was weeping from inside. I was never a selfish child but now sometimes I wonder that it was my mistake to be such selfless." she said while wiping her tears.
She continued to tell all the events which took place after her marriage. No one could imagine the pain she was going through remembring and sharing those painful memories. Each memory was leaving a cut deeper than the last one. She told her how her mother and buaji shut the door on her face when she went for Paag phera,how Arnav blackmailed her for making Akash divorce Payal.
"Then one night I dont know how but he dragged me in the bed room after dinner and"
Flash Back
After eating dinner he took hold of her wrist and came in his room holding her hand. He made her sit on the bed and he himself sat down near her feet. "Arnav ji what happened had I done something wrong. Please forgive me I wont repeat whatever mistake I have done but please don't let my jiji suffer." She begged him and it pricked his heart further. He looked above at the angelic face of his wife. "Khushi" but before he could complete he sat down beside him touching his feet. "please forgive me for whatever mistake I have made but p..pp'please do..don..dont made my jiji su.. suff.. suffer." She said sobbing badly "I will wake up more early if u want I will clean the whole house. If its not necessary I will not take rest whole day. Any thing u ask I will do but I cant see jiji suffer" she was speaking while sobbing and joining her hands now infront of his eyes. He tried to speak again but she cut it off. " please arnav ji please don't" he didn't let her complete n kissed her full on the lips. He kissed her for sometime and it was feeling good but he had to inform her about his mistake. He pulled back and look at her face. Her eyes were close tears running down her cheeks but there wasn't any panic. He called her name and made her look in his eyes and told everything. After telling everything he looked back in her eyes there was pain but no anger. He said " Khushi I am sorry for everything but I just did it for di. If u find in urself the courage to forgive me please I need it. I promise I will not misunderstand u again. I will give u love and respect as I love u. I don't know when I fell in love with u but I loved u since a long time. That was the reason of my breakup with Lavanaya. Please forgive me for my mistakes." He felt panic coz she wasn't replying. Why she is not replying. "Khushi see I am sorry please say something punish me love please do whatever u want to do. Khushi I love u please listen to me say something. Please say something" he was panicking out and closed his eyes when he felt soft hand on his check. "u love me" she asked like a drowning man tried to get hold of something to save himself from drowning

"yes I love u I love u very much"

"then why did u do this to me" she asked in pain

" I am sorry shyaam lied to me and now that I have found his truth my hand are bound because of my Di I cant do anything with him." He said helplessly. " I need you Khushi I need your support please forgive me and give me another chance please Khushi"

"I forgive you though you hurt me so much but right now I need you too. No one loves me anymore. Everyone hates me coz of u but still I need u I need someone's love to survive to live. Let it b my husbands love." She said smilingly. She looked in his eyes which were filled with love only love and her heart swelled with joy "he loves me only me" he bend his head towards her and touched her lips gently and she gave in. He picked her up in his arms and made her laid down on bed and then both made love and felt peace in each others arms.
Flash Back Ends
"I felt completed that day and after that day he showered so much love on me that I started smiling and laughing again. The old Khushi was back who loved to laugh and dream. Then one day he came and told me that he needed to go out of country to establish one of the branch of his company there and asked me to accompany him. I readily accepted but then her sister had a small incident. She slipped from the stairs and her doctor asked her to take extra care and not to climb the stairs. It was only me at that time in the house and she asked me not to tell anyone about it. So I decided to stay with her and when my husband asked me to get ready for the journey I told him that I dont want to go there. He wasnt happy but I made him go without me. Initially I missed him alot but NK gave me a good company and I was successful in spending my day in a good mood. But night time was very difficult and then I got the news of my pregnancy. I was so happy that day. I called him but couldnt tell him the news as I wanted to share the news with him on face. Then one night" her voice choked with emotion."his jija ji came into my room when I was sleeping and"
Flash Back

Khushi was sleeping keeping a hand on her tummy where her baby was sleeping just like her mother when she felt some burden on her. She tried to move but her eyes snapped open when she felt hot breath on her neck and then touch of lips with one word "Khushiji". She pushed him hard and jumped out of the bed.
"Wha... What are u doing here?" she asked while moving back.
"I am here for u Khushiji." the snake said showing his smile.
"Are u out of ur mind I ur sister in law. Get the hell out of here."
She shouted at the top of her voice.
"Aisay kaisay Khushiji I know u love me and now Arnav is not here.Now its just u and me. Let me show u how deeply I love u" he said while coming near her.
"Dont u dare to come near me. I dont love u. Forget loving I hate u. I love only Arnav ji" she shouted
"Dont u shout Khushi ji chilanay say haqeqat nahi badalti.(Reality dont change on shouting)."He said while trapping her in his arms
Khsuhi struggled in his trap and pushed him with all her might.
"I love him and he loves me and nothing can change this reality. You disgust me Shyam ji Di loves u so much and u.." she couldnt complete her sentence.
"I dont love ranisahiba and Arnav doesnt love u. He married u to punish u. He can never love u like I do.Come to me Khushi ji"He tried to pull her in his arms and Khushi out of sheer anger slapped him hard on face
"I hate u Shyamji I truly do and let me tell u u say Arnavji dont love me but I am going to be the mother of his child a prove of our love."She threw the pregnancy report on his face.
Shyaam was shocked and he place his palm on his burning cheek while throwing daggers on Khushi with his gaze.
"U slept with him and slapped me Khushiji. U rejected me for him. U will pay for this"
saying so he left the room leaving behind a very frightened Khushi and a shocked NK
Flash Back Ends
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Chapter 19

Nice update!
But u r sooo evil! U did not even reveal what happened to the baby!
So Shyam did it to take revenge on her!
So NK is the one who helped her through thick and thin!
This ff is really interesting! Continue soon...

amazing update

awesome...we can hope that the next update will clear all the hidden mysteries