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Thread 10
Ten
It has been already pointed out that ten is one of the perfect numbers, and signifies the perfection of Divine order, commencing, as it does, an altogether new series of numbers.
May this new thread add new dimensions to Gloomy's and Tsunami's relationship!
We had two whole threads without any updates...
What's the bigger word for Shocked?
Thank you all for being there with me while I was sick and patiently waiting for the update...
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A Poem written for Fate-Mate by Arshi-holic
confusion based on Fate-mate (gal)
Why do we always run from what we already have and instead look for something that doesn't exist or is out of reach...
why do i always remember that encounter..
i wanted that moment to last forever
i wanted to last like that
i wanted to die that way
not move away..
that moment was blissful
it was perfect
it was beautiful
it was memorable..
but what am i thinking of...
when i cant own you..
when i am not supposed to even dream of owning you..
when i believe in someone else..
when i am waiting for someone else
when i am looking for someone else..
why is it when you are looking for one thing you find better things..
but yet you cant have those better things..
i want to last in your arms..
i want to..
i can...
my heart says 'yes'
my mind says 'no'
my heart's yes is no better than my mind's no
what should i follow my heart or my mind..
i was destined to follow my mind..
but im craving to follow my heart..
im afraid if i follow my heart and end up betraying my heart and mind
i am also afraid if i follow my mind and end up betraying my mind and heart..
my mind is muddled up..
my heart is steady..
i want to follow my heart which is reachable..
but i am afraid to commit my self..
my mind..it has a prayer unanswered..a hope so far away..a thought from small..
my heart..it has happiness..comfort..love..life...which is at an arms length
i was living for my mind and for whom it has,,
but now
i am ready to die for my heart and for whom it has
i know..
i want to stick with my heart's decision..
i am scared..afraid..to disagree with my mind..
i am confused whether to follow my heart or my mind
i am confused if our relationship is mere friendship or something more
like..
LOVE
Confusion based on Fate-mate(guy)
you held my hand and pulled me up''
And pulled the sensation'..
Pulled the current'..
Pulled the already pounding nerves''
i have never regarded anyone important to me
nor
have have given preferance to any person
i have never allowed anyone to get close to me
or
to my personal life
except you
you found your way into my dark life
enlightening it with all i lacked
my mind fought and questioned me
'why are you nice to her?'
in fact you asked me the same thing
too bad i have no answer
i never want to see you cry
i never want to see to sad
i never want to see you leave me
i never want to see you angry with me..
and i will do anything to make your name meaningful!
in my life
my wish was others' command
but now
your wish , my command
when you are around me
i feel complete
my hollow heart gets filled with happiness
when you leave i miss you
and i am clueless why this happens
you taught me what rain was..
you taught me what friendship was...
you taught me what love was...
you taught me what trust was..
you taught me what perfection was...
when you are close to me
or
when you touch me
there comes an unknown
sensation..
desire..
attraction..
pull..
but all last only until you last..
never go away..
Have i fallen for you?
Is it mere desire?
im confused what to do..
am i losing my mind?
i don't get it..
do u name this LOVE?
will u accept me..
if it is love??
i am confused...
-By Arshi-holic
Thank you Arshi-holic for this wonderful poem!
-KC
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