These are just random thoughts after seeing Virat and Sai's pain yesterday. Thought of sharing it after few friends asked me to open it for wider audience.
Just the thought that Sammy has to die with unrequited love is so heartbreaking. He listened to his family for arranged marriage, and fell for the girl on the day of match making meetup and loved the girl ever since giving her chances, getting rejected again and again. By the time, she started to feel a bit in whatever capacity he had to leave. Such an empty chapter!
If Sai will blame herself for calling him to pick her up, Virat will blame the day where he did not reveal the truth about him and Pakhi. Lets us go back in past.
Virat would not have married Pakhi, nor Samrat would have. Both will not be able to marry a girl the other brother fell for. So they both would have given up Pakhi. Samrat would have eventually married someone else.
Even then Virat would have still married Sai and Jagtap would still have pursued her, resulting in the same end. Because there is no other way Sai would have been safe other than to marry Virat at that point of time. right? Even if Virat had just enrolled her in a hostel, he would have been overseeing her safety gaining wrath from Jagtap. May be Samrat would not have been killed(?) With Jagtap around there is a danger always either for Sai, Virat or anyone involved with them.
The painful point is Samrat went away with a gaping hole in his heart. If he had few years of loving marriage, atleast the initial heartbreak would have healed, and his heroic death to save Sai would be remembered. But now, his death leaves such a painful feeling in everyone's heart!!
Sai will feel more worser than Virat because Jagtap is linked to her past. Virat will feel worser because he was the reason for Samrats unhappy marriage. While one takes the blame for his physical death, one will blame himself for his unfulfilled life. It is not just physical love persay but love/support from your partner. Virat who has experienced such a love from Sai after his initial heartbreaks with her, will understand Samrat's heartbreak more. It will torture him.
What Sai and Virat will feel looking at Pakhi is that she finally started to move on and now she was left alone. I hope here they should have same understanding. I mean Sai should not feel guilty for Pakhi's situation. She should feel pity. I am sure Virat has already washed his hands off Pakhi. He told her clearly, he would not have married her ever. So they need to show Sai to have the same understanding as well. Otherwise, it doesnt make sense.
In short, what Sai and Virat might feel now for Samrat is something unfathomable hurt. It is not fair in any sense. His life is too short lived and unfulfilled. This will take a toll on them, especially now when they fully know what love from spouse is and starting their own little family.
Cricket
74