No Air [VashMay FF] ~ Pt.5 (Pg 6) - Page 2

Originally posted by: nautankitadka

Unres karne ka plan hai? 😈

Arreh I completely forgot about it Extremely sorry re... Kal I will Pakka read and comment ❤️ 🤗

Originally posted by: nautankitadka

Unres karne ka plan hai? 😈

Kar dia, check 1st page

Originally posted by: A_for_Arpita

Arreh I completely forgot about it Extremely sorry re... Kal I will Pakka read and comment ❤️ 🤗

Thank you dearie ❤️

Originally posted by: A_for_Arpita

Kar dia, check 1st page

Karti hu 😆

Originally posted by: A_for_Arpita

Extremely sorry for being late 🙏

1st of all I am much more excited because this is a FF and not OS I would love to read your version of VashmAY.... As a reader I am ready to read whatever you will serve because VashmAY has way too much potential for a writer to pen down on them. There is no such reservation as happy ending from my side at least... I know you will not kill them 😆 Baki I am open to read anything.... Bring it on girl ❤️

Interesting beginning, do update soon 🤗

Thank You! 🤗

I wont kill them.....yet! 😈

PART 2

The ambiguous, they said, that nothing was just black and white, good or bad, right or wrong. But Vashma was still young and, with a life like hers, it was easier to draw a line between the two anyway. There were two sides to every coin and things were simpler when a person understood which side he or she fell on. When Vashma drew the line between religion, she knew which side belonged to her and knew who was trapped on the other side. In her head, she was on the other side of the line while Amrit and Uday were on the side. That worked for Vashma. As long as Vashma was alone in this and stopped herself on time, she couldn't be hurt. The point was they were supposed to occupy opposite sides of the line. That was the way of their world.

Now she knew that they were more alike than she ever thought. And now that she knew, it was hard to see how she had missed it? No one was one hundred percent anything; they couldn't be packed into one singular box, no matter how hard she tried. Vashma liked dichotomy because it made everyone easy to define, but easy wasn't necessarily true. There was no set line between black and white, just the gray area that they all occupied. Take Uday, even when he was bad, there was good in it. He got into fights because of her, true, but it was always to protect his friends and family. He held back when the truly bad would plunge forward with fists flailing. He couldn't even bring himself to say out loud what he was so bothered about, he always had to investigate in private. The truth was, that people had both sides of the coin in them; the key was figuring out which side landed up most of the time.

Vashma didn't like that, because everything rode on people being either-or. As long as he was Uday, the righteous knight and she was Vashma, optimist but slightly impulsive, then they were nothing alike. They had nothing in common. There was nothing to bring them together. She needed their differences to be absolute, because that was the only way that their similarities couldn't give her hope. Because having hope on the wrong person was a heart breaker, a killer, an end all to the way of their world.

For so long, she was blind to their similarities, but now that she had clarity, she saw them everywhere. They grew and expanded to fill her vision. They were squeezing out of the picture and that was no good. It couldn't be that way. Vashma wouldn't allow it.

As much as full on Vashma liked chaos, she knew there was a reason why they needed order. They needed order because rules and structure were the thing that was supposed to keep Uday from following her out into the wild, unpredictable yonder. Rules wouldn't allow him to be "just like" her. Order made it so she didn't have to answer questions like, "what do I seem like to you?" Because the acceptable answers are all lies.

Vashma was not allowed to say that she saw something of herself reflecting back at her when she looked at Uday that close up. She was not allowed to say that he had the potential trapped in him to be persistent if that was what he wanted. She wasn't allowed to say that because he wasn't allowed to want that and she wasn't allowed to want him to want that. There was no use in creating that possibility. It was better if he thought he was the meant for better, and that was the only acceptable ending for their stories. It was as simple as that. She had enough difficult in her life; she didn't need Uday to complicate things for her even more.

This was not their beginning, because they were never supposed to have a beginning.

Loved it Thank you so much for this😳 Amazing perspective❤️

This was not their beginning, because they were never supposed to have a beginning.

These lines exactly depict their relationship ✨❤️

so emotional...please continue soon😭

Originally posted by: Aster.99

Loved it Thank you so much for this😳 Amazing perspective❤️

This was not their beginning, because they were never supposed to have a beginning.

These lines exactly depict their relationship ✨❤️

Thank you for reading 🤗

Originally posted by: Unique.Sheep

so emotional...please continue soon😭

Thank you for reading 🤗