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Originally posted by: asmaanixx

SHERRRRRLOCKKKK AAAAAAAAAHHHHH

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Originally posted by: asmaanixx

I don't know if it'll be as simple this time around. 🤔

It is. But her feeling motivated to do that isn't as simple. It'll take just ONE heartfelt gesture to bring him out of that unwanted feeling and ofcourse many more to solidify the feeling.

I don't know but yesterday, Mini's silence was hurting. I dunno if the poor girl was confused or shell shocked or what but whatever little she wanted to speak, HS just cut that off.

She was standing in front of her mother's husband rather than her Hanuman uncle.💔🥺

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

LMFAOOOO, Babes ko pyaisi rehna pasand hai aur HS ko dheere jalne ki. Ab inn se aur kya expectation ho sakti hai. 🤣

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To quote NB:

Aag aur paani ka saathe hai, dhuan to uthna hi hai!

Originally posted by: inlieu

He didn't jump to it. To Minnie and Babita it might have seemed sudden, but I'd always seen his insecurities regarding Minnie. They were there in his words and his gestures, in the angst in his eyes the day he found out they were moving house but felt powerless to stop her, and the way in which he rocked Minnie back and forth like a little child in his embrace after the proposal, in fact the moment he ran straight to his Veer Balika after Babita's indirect proposal in order to formally propose to Babita and by extension ensure Minnie would not leave him.

The one relationship he had proudly and wholeheartedly made his own in his heart, but could not lay claim to had filled him much hope and sunshine and dreams for their bright future. At this point, ironically he is much more sure of Babita staying in his life than Minnie because in his eyes she has no reason to. I also think the step father label went like a lance through his heart. I know Babita defended him and told the Khuranas off, but it was too late.

It really is ironic, that the man who had encouraged mother-daughter to fly was now fluttering on the ground like a bird whose wings had just been clipped, and who could only look up from the ground as his two companions soared in the sky, potentially flying further and further away with no hope of him catching up.

I am glad his pain did overpower his judgement, if that was indeed what was going on in his mind. Aur kitna sahega banda? He will make amends in future but for now he's not going to think straight if his pain continues to cloud his judgement.

I have a feeling that if Minnie decides to stay with the Khuranas or leave her parents, it would destroy HS.

Originally posted by: Mishti_Dahi

I don't know but yesterday, Mini's silence was hurting. I dunno if the poor girl was confused or shell shocked or what but whatever little she wanted to speak, HS just cut that off.

She was standing in front of her mother's husband rather than her Hanuman uncle.💔🥺

I totally feel you.

She was very shocked and confused by what happened. She thinks she knows her Babes but she really doesn't. It was only today that she realized truly how far her pain goes. Same thing with HS. As Jean had mentioned, Minnie didn't know that he was capable of feeling this bad because of her.

Originally posted by: Mishti_Dahi

All it takes to reassure HS is,

Mini storming into his room or that little hideout in the Haveli that he has, hugging him tight and whispering that hero dialogue again

See, as simple as that.

I don't think that'll cut it this time. Sure, the tension might ease up with regular interaction and her doing puppy faces, etc. as she behaves like a child with him.

Watch him fight the entire world for her when she goes through her depression, putting aside all his fears and hurt. It will take something that monumental for her to really see what she wants from him as a daughter, and potentially her calling him father or something for him to get over this.

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

I don't know if it'll be as simple this time around. 🤔

Don't think so either. This hurt runs deep.

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

His insecurities were there yes, but with each passing moment to me it seemed like they were getting past those. But for them to spring up again with the idea that Minnie herself doesn't want HS around in her life in a fatherly capacity... I don't know. I'm going to chalk it off to his pain overwhelming him. I'm not faulting him or anything. At least this way, this insecurity will be addressed too.

Your bird analogy broke my heart. I can't see HS like that. 😭😭

HS would be more heart broken than Babes. I don't want him to feel like he's the reason for separating mother-daughter. If Minnie does leave for studies, then I want it to be on healthy terms.

Correct. I don't think anyone's faulting him. I think most people are glad that his insecurities came out, from his own mouth and not through assumptions by others. They need to keep this in mind that he's a sensitive person too and he can be afraid, stressed, or even overwhelmed sometimes. His childhood trauma is strongly linked to how he felt about Minnie not wanting him. Because he cannot force her to accept him or even live with him for that matter, he feels very helpless about not being able to hold on tight to his precious daughter and I keep remember what he told Minnie about not holding onto loved ones so tight that they suffocate. His internal struggle to avoid this very thing with Minnie had been suffocating him and it finally came out in his words and tears. It's like all of a sudden the sunlight he had in his life in the form of Minnie was hidden by the clouds of self-doubt again.

I can't see HS like that either. The way he was crying, not even hiding his tears or his pain in front of mother or daughter.... Uff!

HS is a very emotional person. However hurt he may be, chahe kitne hi hard words he might've spilled but just one call, one beckon from Mini, for help, and he'll just leave everything and run straight to her.

Phir duniya jaaye bhadd mein. Even Babita won't matter then.