PART-18 LET IT ALL GO...!!
Hello...!!! Early naa this time...!! So since its my birthday so thought of giving u an update... and also to compensate for the late update of part 17... thanks for commenting... to each and everyone... it really means a lot... I feel so so so... happy when I read your comments ... so let's move on to the story...
Happy reading...
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Manik: what if I confront her...??
( manik's this question made everyone present there to look at him... and cabir was shocked... out of them... as he has seen nandini's condition after listening his name... so what will be her reaction on seeing him.. so coming out of shock he said...)
Cabir: manik yeh tu kya bol raha hai... !! Bas tera naam sunte hi use attack aa gaya tha... aur ab jo uski haalat hai uske baad toh pata nai kya hoga...?? In 2 saalo mai hum mai se kisi ne bhi tera zikr tak nai kiya hai uske saamne... aur achhanak se tu ese aayega aur uski tabayat aur bhi kharab ho gayi toh...?
( Doctor and abhi were listening to manik and cabir both and then doctor said...)
Doctor: No... cabir...!! Actually we can try this thing...!! Since now I know what was the reason behind her depression... I think if he will confront her then... nandini may open up...!! As she stopped talking when he left her... that was the first shock for her... then her grandmother... so there is a possibility that she will share her pain ...
Cabir: Dr. Raghav... ( doctor's name credit @DikshaAnand) are not getting my point... last time when her grandmother took his name... that time she got her first panic attack... and that time the doctor in Mumbai said it's risky for her... if she gets another panic attack like that... it can risk her life...!!!
(As manik heard what cabir said... and just as he said it can risk her life... he said...)
Manik : if that is the case.. then I think I should'nt meet her...!! Because her life is more important for me than... me being in her life...!! I cannot risk her life... just because I want to talk to her...!!
( Manik said this because he not even his dreams could think of harming his nandini... so risking her life was something which was far far away... but then doctor said... giving a hope to manik...)
Dr. Raghav: cabir... !! That was her reaction 2 years back... but now she is different... her panic attacks were known to me... !!earlier only... and I had given her medicines regarding that... but then... she got addicted to drugs... and medicines were forgotten...!! Then my main focus shifted to her drug addiction... on how to cure that...!!! And the medicines which I had given her are very rare... and very effective... just a week's dose is enough... to cure those attacks... so if u say yes then I will order those... medicines will come in a day or two...!!!
(As Dr said this... All three of them looked at him and instantly replied a YES...!!! and then cabir said...)
Cabir: yes doctor we are ready...!! U order the medicines... and then I have no problem... but are u sure those medicines are safe... like already she is taking drugs... then alcohol... and now these medicines...??
( cabir asked this being worried about her... as now he has really accepted her as his sister... and was really tensed for her... but then decreasing his tension... Dr. Replied...)
Dr. Raghav: cabir...!! I understand u are worried... for her... but these medicines are really safe... and non- narcotic means they do not create any kind of addictions... so relax...!!
Cabir: ok... so what should we do till the medicines... come... like should we proceed with our plan...?
Dr. Raghav: I suggest u should wait for sometime for the coloring thing... but u can talk to her... like about her past happy memories...!! And yes... u can take her for walk... in fresh air... !! Don't stress her... much... till we get those medicines...and remember when she starts taking those medicines... she should not take any drugs...and alcohol... !!! And knowing her I know this will be a problem... as she gets hyper on not getting those drugs... but we have to do it...!!
( listening to this abhi said...)
Abhi: Dr. U don't worry about that... as I wanted to tell u this only that I have given her this injection...(showing the injection which he gave her to decrease her drug cravings...) I thought it will help in hr case... I have been giving these injections earlier also...!!
Dr. Raghav : Dr. Thakkar...!! I must say that... u seem to be a specialist only... as this didn't came to my mind also... and u have given this to her... it will really help her... ( then looking at cabir and manik he continued...) if u have him... I think... I m not needed only... he is really good... indeed he has the brains of a specialist only... I feel Dr. Thakkar... since nandini is ur sister... u should... handle this case as well... as this will give her personal attention... of a doctor... and as a family also...!!! And I am always there for ur help... whenever u need me...!!! As in these 1 and half year... I have felt a personal attachment to her... seeing such a young soul... under such conditions... makes me feel sad for her...
( Dr. Raghav ws a man in his middle 50s and has always treated nandini as his daughter... and has always tried his best... to cure her... but couldn't... because of his professional commitments... he was really busy so was not able to concentrate on her properly... and that is why he asked abhi to take up her case as she really needed some personal care and attention... seeing abhi's skills he was really impressed as well as relieved... that now nandini is in safe hands...)
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Discussing some more details about the medication process they left the hospital and headed towards home... the drive to the Angel's villa was silent...!! They all were thinking of what doctor said... and manik was just feeling guilty... for leaving her like that...
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All of them entered inside... it was around 12 pm. And by now everyone was already there... alya dhruv and Mukti... and seeing them coming all of them bombarded them with questions... as what doctor said... ??
To which abhi explained everything to them... of what doctor said... and now it was time to proceed with their plan ...
Abhi: so now that...!! The medicines will take maximum two days... to come... let's just begin with the talking part... everyday... one of us will go and talk to her... regarding her past and note her reactions... we all will be around everytime... but only one of us will go and talk to her...!! And I will inject her daily... after she sleeps... !! And since she will not get her drugs... she will become aggressive... so someone needs to be there everytime around her even at night... and about her walk... we will take her along with the talking session... so that we can make her use to of the bright life... with colours...
( as abhi shared this plan... manik was just thinking... about their past happy moments... and others were planning on what all topics and memories they should have a talk with her...)
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As they finished with their planning and discussion... they thought that they should go and check nandini once... so it was already... 3 pm... so they did their lunch... while discussing... about everything again... and left for nandini's house by... 4 pm...
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At nandini's place -
As they entered the house... they saw the caretaker was cleaning the house... as everything was scattered here and there in the house... and nandini was no where to be seen... and then they asked the caretaker... why the house is like that... to which she replied...
Caretaker: pata nai beta...!! Yeh sab kaise hua... par jab mai aayi tab nandini yaha ( pointing towards the floor near sofa ) soyi hui thi... phir maine use utha be ki bhi koshish ki par woh puri Tarah nai jaagi... fir main jab use room mai chod rai thi tab galti se mera haath uske haath pe lag gaya... toh... dekha uske haath pe chot lag hui thi... shayad kahi gir gayi hogi ... vo kuch boli toh nai par use dard hua... uska elbow... pura swell ho gaya tha... maine aapko call bhi kiya... par Mukti ka phone band aa raha tha aur navya ka phone not reachable tha... fir maine khud hi doctor ko bula liya... toh pata chala uske haath mai hairline fracture ho gaya hai...!! Toh doctor ne 10 din ke liye plaster kiya hai... aur unhone pain killer bhi di hai... ( saying this she showed the medicines...) aur nandini abhi apne kamare mai aaraam kar rai hai...!! Aur beta yeh khaali packet bhi mila... yaha...
(As she said this all of them were shocked as they had hidden the packets... then how... and then caretaker also informed them that she was drunk... and this again shocked them... they all moved to her room... and manik as usual stayed out... as still there is time... for him to meet her... and he deserved this... this wait was his punishment... !! He need to feel her pain... he need to know how she has been surviving these years ...)
Inside the room-
Manik was standing near the door hidden and could see what's going on inside...
As all them entered they saw nandini was resting her back along the bed rest... and had a plaster on her right hand... as she heard footsteps... she openned her eyes... and looked at them with blank expressions... as she was under the effect of drugs... and then with a fake smile... she said...
Nandini: hello people...!!(in her drunk tone..) toh u all are back...!!! Aaj toh tum sab bata hi do... kya chahte ho...??? What do u all want...??? Wasn't it enough yesterday...!!
(As she said yesterday... all of them exchanged looks... and their looks said that they were all surprised... as it was for the first time in this 1 year she had ever talked about the past events.. as since the time she had started taking drugs ... her memorizing power had decreased... and slowly she started forgetting the recent past events also... and then she would forget the past day event also.. and this was the basic reason for her to take drugs... that is to forget the past...and hearing her talking about yesterday gave them hope... as now they were clear that their words had an impact on her... such impact that still she remembered it... and then nandini continued...) why don't u all understand mujhe tum mai se kisi ki bhi zarurat nai hai...!!! I can handle myself...!!
Abhi: haan vo toh dikh raha hai...(pointing at her plaster...) how properly u r handling urself...!!! (Sarcastically ) now listen carefully..( he said this while coming near her and sitting on the bed beside her...) tumhe zarurat ho ya na ho... hame hai... hame toh vahi nandu chahiye...!!! Jo ham sab ke baare mai sochti thi... sab ki care karti thi...!!!
Nandini: (looking here and there... as if some visuals came in front of her... of her cheerful face... her caring acts ... but they were blur...) mujhe nai pata tum kis ki baat kar rae ho...!!! Mai khud ko esa hi pasand karti hu... so plz just leave... !!
Cabir: nandini...!! Kab tak yahi bolti rahogi... that... u are happy... u like urself this way... because... u know..
We all know... that you are not happy...!! U do not like urself... then why are u doing this to urself... can't u just let it all go...!! And start it all fresh...!! (Cabir said this kneeling down in front of her ... and very emotionally... taking her left hand in his hand... and then nandini takes her hand back and replied furiously...)
Nandini: I am happy... did u get it...!!! And I have already let it all go...!!! Don't u know... now nothing matters to me...!!! Because I have let it all go...!! Even this wound doesn't matter...!!! No one matters...!!! Because I know everyone will one day leave me and go...!!! So now... I have decided to let it all go...!!
Navya: nandu...!!!hum mai se koi bhi tumhe kabhi bhi chod kar nai jayega...!!! Vishwas karo hamara. .. hum hamesha tumhare saath hai...!!!
( This line and ' hamesha' made nandini furious all over again...)
Nandini: STOP IT...!! YEH SAB KEHTE HAI PAR... SAB CHOD JAATE HAI... TUM SAB BHI CHOD JAOGE...!!! TOH ABHI HI KYU NAI CHALE JAATE...!! TUM SAB KO ACHHANAK ITNI CHINTA KYU HONE LAGI MERI...!! KYU MERI LIFE MAI INTERFERE KAR RAE HO ...!!! JUST LIVE UR OWN LIFE AND LET ME LIVE MINE...!!
Abhi: use tum JEENA kehti ho...!! Nandini u are wrong...!!! Tum keh toh rai ho to let it all go...!!! But do u really think that u have let it all go...??? Do u think u have forgotten it all...?? Do u think u have forgotten HIM...??
( all of them except nandini...just looked at abhi... as abhi said this...)
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So here I end part 18... so now the face off is near...!! Get ready... !!! And till then keep thinking...
What will be nandini's reaction now ...??? How will she react to abhi's question...??? How will she react when she will meet him..??
And yes keeping ur demands ... I made the doctor say yes...!! Now plz comment did u liked it or not... was it up to the mark...???
AMAAYA...😊😊
