PART- 17 I AM STRONG...!!!
Hello everyone...!!! I know I am very late... And I am really really sorry... Plz forgive me...!!! But what to do... I was not well...but now I am fine so thought of giving u an update... !!! Plz bear whatever I have written... As I really don't know how is it...!!
And HAPPY DIWALI TO ALL...!!
Happy reading...!!!
...
At Angel's Villa everyone was happy though not fully but yes they were happy... As now they had confidence that they will set everything right...!!
(But was it that easy... To just set it all right... To revert everything what nandini has faced... What she has gone through... what she is going through...)
And with this determination all of them had a group hug...and again some tear drops fell from all their eyes... as they were still not able to believe that now they are together again...!! Then abhi breaking the hug said... GUYS...!!! AAJ KYA SIRF RULAANE KA IRAADA HAI KYA...?? CHALO NOW IT'S... 2 O CLOCK... LET'S SLEEP... TOMORROW MORNING I HAVE TO MEET NANDINI'S DOCTOR... FIRST AND THEN WE WILL MOVE FURTHER IN OUR PLAN...
Cabir: doctor se...?? But u toh said ki hum kal se hi nandu ke ghar ko color karenge...
Abhi: Haan kaha tha... Par then i thought first I should consult her doctor as to know on what medications she has been till now... then it will be easier to treat her...
Cabir: oh... so then I will also come with u... and I will take the time from him... as when can meet him... so now good night everyone...!!
(Saying cabir just lied down on the bed... itself ... and then Navya said...)
Navya: o hello... ye manik ka room hai... tum yaha kyu so rae ho...
(Then Mukti replied instead of cabir...)
Mukti: sirf cabir nai aaj hum sab yahi rehne wale hai... manik tujhe koi problem toh nai hai naa...??( Then she said without waiting for his reply...) aur hai bhi toh usse Hume koi faraq nai padhta... hum sab yahi rehne wale hai aaj ... so good night all...!!!
Saying so she also lied down on the bed... followed by dhruv and aliya... and manik just smiled at them... feeling that old friendship again... then abhi and navya left passing smiles to manik... and manik also lied down on the bed...and all of them slept hugging each other...( order- aliya Mukti cabir manik and dhruv)
Here they were sleeping... with smiles on their faces... and there someone was feeling restless... and frustrated... in her sleep also... and that someone is nandini...
At Nandini's place -
Nandini was sleeping but then she started moving in sleep... suddenly she started feeling restless... she started feeling suffocated... cabir and abhi's words were haunting her... U R NOT STRONG... U R ASHAMED OF URSELF... U ARE WEAK... but along with those words some body else's words were also coming in her mind ...
NANDINI IS STRONG... SHE CAN HANDLE HERSELF...!! SHE NEVER GIVES UP...!! I KNOW HER...!!!
She woke up with jerk... all sweating...!! Then she started blabbering... I AM STRONG...!!! I AM NOT WEAK...!!! I WILL NOT LET ANYONE AFFECT ME...!!! EVERYONE IS SAME...!! SAB CHALE JAYENGE MUJHE CHOD KE... NOBODY WILL BE THERE FOR ME...!! I CANNOT LET ANYONE ENTER MY SPACE...!! ( She was saying it all absent mindedly... and was sweating...!! Then she just woke up and... moved down and searched for the keys... of her backyard door... and to her luck... or should I say to her bad luck she found those keys in the living room itself... she just hurriedly opened the back yard door... with shaking hands... !! And then moved towards the bar... and started drinking...!! She was drinking and drinking... as usual to forget all that happened today...!! She did not want to be in her senses any more... as it was becoming difficult for her to handle those emotions all over again... which she had once locked...!! Because... though she did not see him but could feel him near her now...!! And just this mere feeling of him being near her was making her loose ... all those feelings were coming back in her...!!
...
She kept drinking... till she was out of her senses...!! It was morning by now... as she woke up around 2 am at night and then kept drinking... till morning... now the sun was coming out... sun rays were falling and she now being one of those who rarely see morning sun... being the late risers... couldn't tolerate such an intensity of light all together...! She couldn't face the light now... as now she lives in that dark world... from were she comes out only in the late night hours... when it's dark outside also...!! She just closed her eyes... in reflex action... on not being able to face the light...!!
She with her shaky legs started moving inside...!! As she was walking... she fell down... and her hand got hurt...!! But who cares... definitely she was not the one who cares... as now these wounds didn't affect her...!! She stood up and walked inside her house closing the door again.. so that no light comes inside..!!
...
As she came inside... again the previous day incidents came in front of her... again those words came in her mind... and along with those words again the unknown person's words came in her mind...!!it just mixed up in her head... STRONG...!! WEAK...!! ASHAMED...!! she not being able to tolerate anymore just shouted on top of her voice... STOPPP...!! STOP IT...!! JUST STOP IT...!!
She said it as this was the first time even alcohol was not able to help her... to forget all that...!! ( may be this was the first time someone has confronted her regarding her present condition... as till now all of them thought that avoiding this topic... was the only solution... !! And now when finally this topic was raised she was not able to accept the truth...)
Her restlessness... was just increasing... she fisted her hair in her hands... and was moving here and there... then she started searching for her packets... but she was not able to find them... which ws increasing her problem... but she kept searching... then she finally found the packet in the kitchen... and she grabbed it and had the whole packet in one go...!! She then took deep breaths to control herself... to relax herself.. and yes...!! She felt relaxed... she was a bit calm... as now she lost all her senses... and then as she was moving out of the kitchen... but suddenly she felt sleepy... as she was already under the effect of alcohol and then the drugs...!! So then she just took the support of the sofa... and then she fell and then slept keeping her head there on the sofa...!! The wound on her hand was a forgotten business...!! She slept keeping her head on her wounded hand... which was again hurting her... but who cares...!!
...
It was around 7 am in the morning when she finally slept... here she slept... and there... the rising sun brought new hopes for all of them... leaving a dark and emotional night behind...!!!
At Angel's villa-
Sun rays fall in the room... where five pure souls were sleeping... sleeping peacefully... after two long years... and then the rays disturbed their sleep... and cabir being the laziest soul pushed manik and told to pull the curtains...!! And manik pushed dhruv... due to which he fell down... and then said OUCH...!! BUDDY KYA KAR RAHA HAI...!! and then all of them slowly slowly started waking up...!! Rubbed their eyes... And saw dhruv on the floor...and laughed looking at dhruv's condition... ( there morning started on a good note... but will it continue like that or something big is waiting for them...???)
...
After freshening up... and breakfast all were in the hall having their coffee... and ready to leave... to there respective places...
Abhi and cabir were all set to go to the doctor... as they had to meet him at 10 am... and it was already 9 am... then abhi just said that he will be back... as he forgot his files regarding nandini's case in the room...
Dhruv ,Navya and Mukti were going to nandini's place... and alya was going to her fashion house... due to some emergency... then manik also insisted on going with them... saying that he wants to see her...
Just as he was saying this... abhi came back and said nobody is going to meet her...!!! And all of them gave him confused looks... to which he replied...
Abhi: nobody is going there... because we need to give her.. space... all of a sudden after two years... we raised this topic in front of her... she needs to gather herself... some alone time will help her...!! After yesterday's confrontation... she needs to accept what we said... so let her be...!!
( but was abhi right in saying so... because... what nandini did was not to think on that topic but forget it ...!!! Though he was a doctor... and a brother to nandini but now nandini has changed... and navya knowing her... asked worriedly..)
Navya: par abhi... ek baar use dekh lete hai naa... whether she is fine or not...?
( Mukti and manik seconded her... but then abhi said...)
Abhi: nai navya...!! We will go but not now... atleast wait for sometime... we will go in the evening... let's see... what her doctor says... let me talk to him...
Being convinced... by abhi they all dropped the idea of going to her place... and then manik said that he will also come along with them to the doctor... so the trio left for the doctor... aliya for her fashion house... Mukti went to her NGO... and dhruv said that he will go for shopping for nandini's house... and navya stayed back at home as she didn't had any work now...
...
At the hospital-
Manik abhi and cabir entered the doctor's cabin exact at 10 am... and doctor has well known cabir... and manik obviously after that scary encounter how can he forget manik...!! But abhi was a new face for him... and then doctor greeted them... and told them to have a seat... and the trio settled... them cabir started...
Cabir: doctor...!! Meet him... he is Abhimanyu Thakkar... he is a drug specialist from India... and nandini's brother... and he is here to help in nandini's case... ( Doctor was shocked to know that nandini being the sister of a drug specialist still she was like this... )
Doctor: I am surprised... that u are a drug specialist still nandini is like this... and I never saw u before... also... but now since u are here... so tell me what u wanna know...??
Abhi: hello... Doctor... I have still not completed my specialisation... but yes I have handled around 10 cases... successfully... and now it's matter of my sister... I want to know each and every detail... about her treatment... her medication... since when her treatment is going on...???
Doctor: Dr. Thakkar... she has been brought here... since last year... Mr. Singhania brought her here... and then normally cabir and Mukti brought her here... when she came at first time... she was taking some sleeping pills... then on checking her we got to know that she was under depression... and had been taking some anti depressants... and when she came... she was mute... but then gradually under treatment... and good care she started speaking...( Doctor continued to tell them... which medicines he prescribed for her. .. and then they shared their plan with him... and asked...)
Abhi: so do you think this idea of changing her environment will work...??
Doctor: I had suggested earlier also... to Mr. Singhania... to change her surroundings... but he said that he has brought her here to change environment only... and till now I never knew she had been living in this darkness... adding colors would definitely work...!! But make sure... u don't force her all of a sudden for changing... give her time...!! And keep an eye on her...!! Don't interfere in her work or anything just observe her whole day...!! Try to talk to her once in a day... convince her to live her life again...!! Convince her to open up...!! Or create conditions where she had to open up...!! Like make her remember her past... but slowly... start up with her happy moments...!! How she used to be...?? What kind of a person she was...?? Make her realise... that she is not happy now ...!! And she needs to be normal...!! Convince her to that extent that she herself should say that she wants to live again...!!
(All this while manik was listening to doctor... and as they have shared her whole past with the doctor... so he just asked...)
Manik: what if I confront her...??
...
...
...
...
So here I end this part... and I really don't know what have I written...!! Please forgive me for being late...!! And for this part as well...
And till the next update keep thinking... whose words were coming in nandini's mind...?? What will be doctor's answer to manik's question... will he say yes or no...??? Will they able to make her realise... that she is not happy...?? Will she say that she wants to live again... by herself...??
And Do tell me what u want as an answer from the doctor...?? For pms plz buddy me... or just mention in ur comments that u want pms...
AMAAYA...😊😊
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
