'Zindagi – Ek Safar'Ep:34(Above18yrs plz) - Page 18

wow great part bhoomi....
hope everything settles down n etansh gets well soon!!

love
nihita

Wonderful Bhoomi! The "ek pyaar ka naghma hai" lyrics gave me goosebumps. I hope Etansh will be okay. 😭 Continue soon dear!

bhoomi, poor etansh 😭 .

But a awesome part. the song selection was perfect.

waiting for more.

Originally posted by: togepe30

omggg....etansh 😭

Hi Vandu.. hmm Etanssh ke liye feeling bad.. lets see what happens ot him..

Originally posted by: nihita

wow great part bhoomi....
hope everything settles down n etansh gets well soon!!

love
nihita

Hi Nihita.. am glad u liekd the part... and Etansh hmm lets see what next part has in it... hope u liek it..

luv u dear.. and take care

Originally posted by: jyothi_cool

wow bhoomi lovely part cont soon

Hi Jyothi... am happy u r enjoygn reading these part hope u liek the next one as well..

Originally posted by: binidoshi

Sorry not not com. earlier..Etansh heart ailment 😭 hope he recovers

Seriously i don't have words..this ff has really touched a cord...one gets so emotional reading yaar...just fab stuff..

Hi Bini ..jaanu U of all want to break the rule... Kyaaree.. Sorry kaha.. ab main tumhe ek jhappi kam dungi... next tiem kaha na to main tumhe reply mey sirf sorrry hi linkungi..Etansh has an ailemt yaa.. zindagi hi aisi hai...Am so glad that u feel my story has something to give u and make it emotionally and touched.... luv u jaanu and ..u n Sara have literally pushed me in writign this one.. luv u jaanu.. tc

Originally posted by: SuhanaSafar

Wonderful Bhoomi! The "ek pyaar ka naghma hai" lyrics gave me goosebumps. I hope Etansh will be okay. 😭 Continue soon dear!

Hi Rabia... Am glad U liked the part and felt it was wonderful comign from u.. I feel so happy ....😳.. the Song.. its one of my fav ... Etansh hmm hope u like the way the next part goes..... luvu dear..ntc

Originally posted by: golu_1677

bhoomi, poor etansh 😭 .

But a awesome part. the song selection was perfect.

waiting for more.

Hi Golu.... awww even u r feelgins sad for Etansh.... glad though u liekd thepart.... and the song as well.. yup will post the next part soon...its a long one. 😉

Episode: 31

Parikrama was sitting on the bench and her mind was not working, she could just understand by the behaviour of Inder, Vaibhav, Vyom and even Anurama didi that they all were not shocked by Etansh's sudden ill health. It was only she who was utterly shocked. She was just getting her breathe back and looked up towards Vyom who was standing near the door of the room where Etansh was admitted… Vyom was not crying and doctor came… Parikrama went towards the doctor with her heartbeats beating faster and fear almost running in the blood. The doctor came and Vyom calmly spoke with him,

Vyom: I have made all arrangments ready for the operation in Hyderabad… but he is fine right...!

Parikrama looked at Vyom with utter shock, she couldn't get why Etansh needs an operation? No..!! she had her hand on her mouth.. and her tears were just flowing nonstop..

Doctor: Ya.. u know after he faints he needs an hour or two to get back his oxygen to flow properly… his heart to pump oxygen properly.. Just wait.. I even spoke with the Hyderabad Doctor; Dr. Vyas… Everything is under control…

Parikrama was totally soaked with emotions… She looked at Vyom and Vyom looked into her eyes… he just turned the other way not wanting to see her in this state and restricting himself to get close to her .. He knew how much pain he had gone through the first time he had seen Etansh fainting and got to know about his health, the same pain Parikrama is going through.

Vyom turned the other side and Parikrama held Vyom's shirt in her grip and pulled him towards her side… Vyom turned his head... and they were close enough. Parikrama had so much anger in her eyes... she looked straight into his eyes...

Parikrama: U don't love me.. Ok fine!.. (she wiped her tears with her other hand) not leaving the grip on to his shirt though.

Parikrama: But Etansh is just not urs… he is mine as well.. kya hua if I am not his mother, I am still his Pariaunty.. U don't care for me my feelings.. its ok.. but how could u do this to me and my relation with Etansh. Why didn't u share about his illness… (she was crying again) She again wiped her tears yet not leaving the grip… she pulled with more force…and yelled..

Parikrama: Itna to bharosa kartey.... my Etansh.. What has happened..? Atleast tell me now.. I love him as my child.. plzz don't make me such an outsider that I don't know what my child is going through.. What pain he has... I want to know…. He was alright suddenly he fainted and doesnt even say a word... I am scared of his silence… his closed eyes.. tell me.. she pulled him and shook him..

Vyom looking at her broken shattered state: He has an ailment in his heart where the oxygen deosnt flow through the blood vessels, some tumour kind of mass is created and he has to under go an operation in Hyderbad as a treatment…

Parikrama was stunned.. she spoke in a choked and low voice: he he… will be alright after the operation…?

Vyom: doctor has said 80% chances the operation will be successful..

Parikrama: (she said to herself) Not 100%.. … How many hours is that operation?

Vyom: 8 hours...

Parikrama looked at him with shock and she loosen the grip from his shirt and collapsed... Vyom went close to her wondering if she was fine and to know she had not hurt herself…Parikrama pushed him back… and she cried … Vyom went close to her and she pushed him back again saying..

Parikrama: U dont trust me.. that's why u didn't tell me.. I would have taken more care of Etansh.. and not let him run like this towards me.. (Vyom went close to make her calm down... Parikrama again pushed him...)

She sobbed… and was feelgin dizzy Vyom could sense that from her eyes...

Parikrama: Only Etansh appreciated my decisions. He didn't share this with me that he is suffering from such an ailment..

Vyom: He doestn know, he just knows he feels some weakness and we give him glucose he thinks…

Parikrama thought and cried. Vyom was sorry for her state… She was alone sitting crying and totally drenched in a state of shock, fear…and saddness..Vyom wanted to give her support…he went close to her saying,

Vyom: I trust u.. but I didn't want to burden u with my problems… It would have just broken u... I didn't want to..

Parikrama shouted at him: U trust me.. really? U thought for me? What is trust do u know? What is love do u know? When u r in love it doestn matter if u can give something or not… but u have to feel everytime for each other. I love u , I love Etansh… Etansh was not well, U love him, he was happy been with me… If my presence made him happy .. sharing about his health would have helped not only Etansh but also u and me to cope with the reality… U didn't tell me and see it came to me but like a shock, like a wave which is more difficult to face now for me... (she cried… and pushed him away..)

Now Vyom was worried… that is he responsible for making Parikrama go through such an emotional state… when he had got to know about Etansh's ill health the very first time , it was terrible for him to face this along with the stress that his wife had cheated him. Parikrama is also facing the pain that Vyom doesnt love her and her family pressuring her to get married to someone else.. and now this.. Vyom had tears and he went said to Parikrama,

Vyom: I .. I… really care for u.. and I am feeling guilty now that due to me u r going through so much pain..

Parikrama: U know what Vyom… there can be hundred problems in evryones life some which we ourselves rnt aware of…some which we feel r and some which just don't exist but we feel they do… Sharing the problems will always give chance to know if there r any solutions?even if not; atleast someone to hold on to..and not feel helpless… U never want anyone to get close to u… U feel we rnt good enough that u can trust us.. ?loveus…?U.. (she started weeping)

Vyom now had tears in his eyes and didn't felt like hiding them: Etansh first time fainted when his mother didn't speak with him and pushed him away.. she didn't care for him.. how moved u r.. but she… I am responsible for everything If I hadn't filed for divorce may be all these would have not arised… I always feel guilty for the mess in my life.. and now the mess in ur life… only I am to be blamed… (he cried and Parikrama knew it was the very first time she has seen tears in his eyes)

Parikrama: She pushed Etansh with her legs … I know.. Etansh is really hurt as he cant understand why she behaved with him and changed her attitude towards him from that day.. his little heart the pain and scars of that day which he carries always… But Vyom he loves u and knows his Papa has always been right!

Vyom was somewhat embarrsed that she knows about this incident..and surely must be knowing what Etansh said to the judge..: How u know..

Parikrama: Etansh told me…

Vyom: He has never spoken about that day's events with anyone.. he really trusts u and loves u … people secure their child's future and I couldnt even stop from his present been spoilt like this… (Vyom was sharing his side and Parikrama was feeling the pain in his voice…)

Vyom looked at Parikrama and said: Am I a good father really Parikrama…? My child has got the worst childhood..he has seen his father been thrown out of his Naana's house, he has seen his mother pushing him away.. he has lived with me 15 days and fearing one day Kaya will take him away. Each day he has hurt himself... and with court proceddngs, I really don't know when I made all these things become a memory forever in his mind… May be filign the divorce was wrong... I couldn't be any good for anyone… even my mother died going through my problems… I didn't want these to take a toll on u. I really was not wanting to hurt u… but..

He cried out as he always held himself guilty for the state of his family. Parikrama went towards him and cried along with him …

Parikrama: Cry ur heart out Vyom, u don't need to always show u r always strong to support others… even u need love & care.. I know Etansh is ur life u would have never done anything to hurt him… u love ur mother… and even she must be wanting to tell u that "Vyom everyone knows U didn't go wrong… its just u couldn't change the situation.".

Vyom said with eyes teary: Parikrama… What could I do?.. I was at my didi's home with Etansh and Maa in mumbai, Kaya was at her dad's home here in Jalandhar as she didn't want to be with Maa… I could have stayed back for a week but I came rushing bought a saree as Kaya kept saying she doesn't have a descent wedding saree.. the next day was our marriage anniversary and I wanted to give her a surprise .. I went home to do the decorations so that can call her… and with the excitement I went into our rented home, walking up the stairs deciding how I will decorate the home with candles…our room, our bed..and see when I went in there. I saw my room, my bed…. My ….. (he paused…and said with a anger filled with emotions….. and eyes gazing as if he can still feel that moment…..)

Parikrama had herself close to hear him…

Vyom: My wife was there… I saw her with Asim our negihbour; I saw them in….( feeling ashamed to even say what he saw)…. in a compromising postion… I can't tell u what I went through… I ran out.. from my house, from the building, ran through the road..as fast as I could and didn't want to stop until I couldn't run anymore.. was breathless.. I screamed at my fate, "Why Kaya Why did u?" I felt likea volcano in me wanted to burst out..and scream .... the moment I would close my eyes, I had the freezed visuals of her making love with Asim… I couldn't bear to see her face again.. I told her to leave and she came with a notice at my doorstep.. from court..and then it all started… She wanted alimony, she want custody , all just to get money and property shares…my friend laughed behind myback.. Why a woman will cheat a man and sleep with someone else?… the man either isn't a Man or just doesn't know how ot satisfy a woman?… My mom was targeted by Kaya and her realtives that she is demanding dowry , she wanted to kill Kaya and she attempted many times to burn her up.… They accused my Maa to the limit.. she had enough… U know many times I felt like killing Kaya after what all she did, it was always my Maa teling me.. that how can I forget the time Kaya gave birth to Etansh and I had held Etansh the first time.. she always taught me.. "Vyom aisa kabhi sochna bhi nahi.. Kaya gave u Etansh.. she gave him life….!" she passed away … Maa… Maa also left me..

Vyom cried and Parikrama went closer, Vyom kept his head in her lap and cried hiding his face... Parikrama had tears flowing and she kept her hand close to Vyom making him feel loved by her... her gentle hands moved across his forhead... Vyom held on to her hands which were touching him he held the hand, and kissed her hand and cried keepgin his face into her palms…

He hugged Parikrama and felt the embrace has made him feel a bit light emotionally and Parikrama was feeling how much trsut does Vyom relly have in her… Vyom realised the closeness they r sharing and got up immediately… Vyom wiped his tears and went to wash his face, he never wanted to look weak or broken in front of anyone.

Dil ki gehrayi mey najane kitna dard simta hai,

Chehrey par ek bhi shikan nahi lana chahta hai,

Kya yeh bhul hai apno se dard baatna ya phir samajhdari hai?

Parikrama kya Vyom ko samjhayegi Pyaar ki hoti kya gehrayi hai?

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hey bhoomi! nice part....... 👏
it was very touchy...... nice to see Vyom finally breaking down in front of parikrama 😊 ...... and pari giving him support to recover 😃 ...... and that Kaya!!! 🤢 yack! i hate her....... she indirectly e1 killed Vyom's mother 😭 ...... poor thing......hope Vyom accepts parikrama and soon sorts out everything, with her by his side 😊

Originally posted by: rajeevskitu

hey bhoomi! nice part....... 👏
it was very touchy...... nice to see Vyom finally breaking down in front of parikrama 😊 ...... and pari giving him support to recover 😃 ...... and that Kaya!!! 🤢 yack! i hate her....... she indirectly e1 killed Vyom's mother 😭 ...... poor thing......hope Vyom accepts parikrama and soon sorts out everything, with her by his side 😊

Hi dear.... am glad u liked the part.... so happy that it touched u ..and fel the part lived up ... ya parikrama will feel good that atlast Vyom broke down in frotnof her and let hsi pain coem throguh to her... yup indirectly she killed a happy family... 😭... lets see when Vyom accept parikrama and does he really tell her or may her undersnad the practicality to his decision..

Originally posted by: togepe30

😭 😭 😭 poor vyom 😭 😭

Hi Vandu... udaas ho for VYom.. aww yeh Zindagi hai.. kya karein.. 😕

amazing part! The conversation was so emotional and heart-wrenching. Just loved it! 👏

Originally posted by: SuhanaSafar

amazing part! The conversation was so emotional and heart-wrenching. Just loved it! 👏

Hi Rabia... nice to know u found the conversation good enough to feel and get emotional.. Ur appreciation surely makes me feel so good. i dont know if the parts really r having the intensity...😳 tc