Episode: 33
Reaching home, Etansh was sleeping but Vyom recollected the moments he spent with Parikrama and the way he broke down in front of her. The love, the attraction for her is increasing in him, the want to be with her is growing… he felt why he can't have control over his emotions… he was frustrated at been torn between th need to keep her out of his life and the want to make her part of his lonely life…
Kabhi chahta hun tumsey durr hojau,
Kabhi mangta hun tumsey kareeb hojau,
Kya Haqeeqat mey Pyaar mujhe mil sakta hai?
Swarth hai yeh mera, soch dimaag dil ko kosraha hai…
Parikrama reached home and Vaibhav told her everything which he has spoken and heard from Vyom. Inder also shared what he felt and Parikrama now realised the confusion in Vyom's heart… at the same time she felt really bad how rudely she had questioned Vyom that does he know what love is? Does he know what trust is? She felt how Vyom has faced lossign the trust he had in the love of his life…
Next few days Parikrama kept on meeting Vyom and Etansh she informed Vyom that she has decided to stay in Jalandhar and Inder has went back to Pune.. Vyom asked her what about her parents.. she told him that She has taken her decision and she will stick to it for the rest of her life… Vyom didn't knew how to make her not leave everything for him… He didn't even commit himself to her and she had already given up the other bright side of her life…
Parikrama knew Vyom is totally confused and doestn know whats happening to him,She asked Vaani di to make Vyom understand but Vyom was always getting emotional more often than before and Vaani asked Parikrama to handle him. Parikrama went and spoke with him…
Parikrama: Vyom u love me..and I know why u don't want me to enter in ur life… though I have already entered too close to u…
Vyom: Who told u I love u?
Parikrama smiled…and went back … as she went out of the house, Vyom was standing thinkgin in the balcony… he heard loud scream…and it was Parikrama's voice, he rushed back and saw Parikrama sitting on the stairs with her head down and holding her legs… Vyom with extremem care and concern took her clseo and asked what happen, is she hurt? Why did she scearm? She had a fall? And he kept his hands on to her forehead and arms trying to understand if she had not got any hurt … He asked her to look at him and tell him… Parikrama looked up and asked him,
Parikrama: U don't love me… than why did u worriedly came after hearing my voice? What made u feel u can touch and hold my arms like this? (Vyom removed his hands off her arms) Why did u took me so close? (Vyom got up and stood)
Parikrama got up and stood in front of him While Vyom just tried not to look into her eyes… Parikrama went close to him and kissed him on his cheek… Vyom was shocked and looked at her with disbelief… what did she do? Parikrama said,
Parikrama: If u dont love me, why do u take this, I kissed u … u don't like it U should have slapped me… Why don't u?
Vyom couldn't answer and went towards his house.. Parikrama kept following him and asked him,
Parikrama: U love me, Vaibhav jijaji and Inder told me the conversation they had with u.
Vyom felt bad that she knows what he has in mind… He went ahead into his house.. Parikrama entered and said,
Parikrama: This is ur house, ur room, Etansh ur child and I want to say I am urs… I love u more after what u said to Inder and Vaibhav jijaji.. ur love for me is just beyond what I felt and thought.. I am urs completely, I feel so nice that I met someone as wonderful as u…
Zindagi Ek Safar hai, Sathi tum mere;
Safar banjaye suhana, Pyaar jo tumhara mujhe ghere,
Ab na parwaf karo duniya kya sochegi?
Jab mohobaat itni paak hai to duniya humsang holegi…
Vyom was emotional with her words of love for him, Parikrama went close to him and made him look at her…
Parikrama: I know Vyom the amount of trauma u have gone in ur life and ur close ones have also gone through it … u don't want me to face those and get into problems…Vyom come to terms that sacrificing in love is fine but the love which is from both sides needs acceptance to the situation they r in and the comfort that whatever happen they don't want to loose each other love… I don't want to loose u and U don't want to loose me… Dotn u?
Vyom looked at her with love and saying with his eyes … "Yes he doestn want to loose her!" Parikrama now felt very shy and with tears in her eyes she said,
Parikrama: Ur decision was wrong.. and my decision was right.. is right… (she smiled ) Vyom on the path u r walkgin there r many hurdles and u want me to choose the other path shortcut which has no hurdles … U r walkgin on that path in that direction… and hoping I walk on the other path in the other direction… U r looking at me and trygint o over come ur hurdles and I am standing without moving lookgina at u .. We both r looking at each other and its obvious we will never reach our destination or even in the right direction as the chances of falling is more.. as we r lookgin at each other and not the path itself…
Vyom looked at her as if he can visualize what she said and what she is trygint o explain.
Parikrama: Vyom I need to wak alogn withu.. and if there r hurdles lets face them, I am with u , u r with me.. even if we fall, we can hold on to each other..and not to forget we have Etansh to make us feel complete and blessed… walking in different paths… we cant walk on the path and we can leave without caring for each other… we will never be satisfied .... (she had tears flowing…. And Vyom went close to her..)
Vyom: I always knew u were a good person.. love for u.. just came by.. I love u .. and it feels so proud to say. I love u.. someone as mature , someone so wonderful and beautiful… u bring joy to my life.. I want to be selfish . I want u in my life.. I need ur love.. I need u..
(He hugged her tightly and kissed her on her forehead… She was shy and feelgin really happy...)
Vyom looked at her the shy eyes and the happiness on her face.. even he was shy and happy.. but he said,
Vyom screamed…. I LOVE U.. Oh god I wanted to say this.. ILOVE U.. Parikrama laughed at the way he was repeating it and happily lookign at her with so much love for her in his eyes.. the smile on his face… I LOVE U! he repeated again.. Kissing her hand.. And Parikrama was so shy.. She told him.. Enough.. Dont scream.. but Vyom was on top of his world.. Feeling so relaxed that he has someone so special in his life…
Vyom: I love u Parikrama… aww Now u r mine.. rnt u.? (Parikrama now was shy and nodded her head in agreement) I love u Pari and I feel... so happy and relieved... u just eased the confusion in me… I Really Love u.. (parikrama was feeling good but at the same time pretty shy)
Vyom asked her to say once she loves him.. and PArikrama who was so confident all this while became too shy to say it..
Parikrama: U know.. I told so many times. (she smiled)
Vyom: Just one more time.
Parikrama looked at him and as she said… I.. L.. She saw Vyom looking at her with so much love and she felt too shy and told him to turn and not look at her… Vyom argued he wanted to see her face when she says she loves me.. he just wants to feel the glow on her face… Parikrama said.. I LOVE.. and with extreme shynes continue.. U…and went into his arms and close to his chest…
Vyom felt like taking her in his arms and kissing her as the beauty with shyness she looked like an angel…
Mohobat har mushily dagar ko asaan kardeta hai,
Mohobat sachi ho to gamo ka andhera durr karleta hai,
Rishta pak aur pyaar bepanah agar ho,
Ishq mey duub jatey Khushnuma lagey ab jahan to…
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