FF : I Feel Nothing. Updated Part 40

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Sarah

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Posted: 13 years ago

Hey all, my first time sharing a story on here... don't know if i should continue, it all depends on whether it is any good. so please be super honest!!!

FF : I Feel Nothing...

She stood there emotionless. "so THIS is why Arnavji has done this?"

Shyam sinfully smirked. "yes Khushiji. He will NEVER love you. I saw the way you looked at him. So when he assumed that you were with me i never denied it. Now he will never ever love you." shyam laughed wickedly.

Khushi just remained still. The wind outside was howling. Probably because she was now devoid of any feeling so the brewing storm had to emote for her. All emotions had been drained from her over the last 3 months. The rejection she got from her family. The endless verbal abuse from Arnav. The way both families avoided her. Just her. Why? Now she finally knew.

Khushi just looked calmly at Shyam. "You think you have won somehow? Why? You aren't deaf. You heard what i said the night of my sisters shaadi. I told you then that i wanted nothing to do with you. That you're very presence on earth sickened me. I told you that you had betrayed Anjaliji and that if she meant nothing to you that you should leave her. She didn't and still doesn't deserve this. But now...now i don't feel anything. Not hatred for you. Not love for Arnavji. Not even respect for anyone. But i still know the difference between right and wrong. I know what God would want me to do. I won't betray my husband. I won't dishonor my family. Even though i now feel nothing. "

Shyam stared at her...and stared at her some more...it was true. She was blank. All this had finally broken her. No wait, she wasn't even broken. She was just...just...gone. The fact that she had said all this so calmly, with no Khushi spunk, no raised voice had proved it. But still, shyam's heart was evil. He would make her his...he just smirked at her once more and walked away. Leaving Khushi standing there looking up at the sky...the dark clouds looming over her now started to shed their tears. They fell on Khushi's face...Khushi thought, "at least this way...the rain...can mark my face with tears. Because i don't even feel scared that i no longer feel anything..."

The wind was still howling. Khushi's hair was dancing it's own dance through the air. Though all this time...there was one deathly howl that wasn't heard...because Arnav, who was now on his knees, his face drenched in tears, had heard everything...

please let me know what you thought!!!

Part 2 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=3

Part 3 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=5

Part 4 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=9

Part 5 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=13

Part 6 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=17

Part 7 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=21

Part 8 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=24

Part 9 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=27

Part 10 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=33

Part 10 cont. https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=35

Part 11 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=39