Originally posted by: Nirvrithi
Hope Im not late 😊
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Sorry I am really late to edit it - kaan pakadke sorry,Noor..
Glad to see you here di ! and it's alright...at least you came :)
Noor - It was really a touching one.. We knew Zaid's past was horrible - but this much..It was indeed a shock and painful..
But I didn't understand why Zaid said this - I very well know this is the past, a past which has done no harm to me or someone else in direct respect What more harm can a past do to someone? His own mother was killed by his father in front of his eyes - that too brutally..
Din know if it was really touching or horrible...I mean I even don't know if these things happen in reality what actually the person might be going thro' but if I were in Zaid's place then my condition would have been the same....hope I have done justice to it.
hmm...see what I felt is it's not exactly done any harm, apart from psychologically right..that's what my title of the chap says, It's all in the mind...ain't it??
the only harm it did directly was he lost his sanity and mixed lust with love, and I'm telling you when this situation arises na even though you feel like you love someone and care for them or at the most hug then and let out everything, there is a time when you feel what if we snap out of this? what if he really doesn't love me? or do I deserve him? All these questions cloud up when you know it's not relevant to think this but you just can't help it.
And this situation is not always for people who've suffered like Zaid, it could be something else but yet same and different.
And I agree to this line - hate is too strong for a word
I do not mind if someone tell me that she or he don't like me - but when someone says me "I hate you" ,It really hurts a lot .Today after reading this line from you - i can just agree to you and your views.
Yep hate is too strong for a word, and that is what I personally believe in...I just can't hate someone....I know people when I'm with them i feel eerie not always but sometimes wherein I should not...and why do I feel coz I have this stupid thing in my mind..wherein I know they are actually good people, happens with many people..its something about hate we all can relate too....glad even you could.
So..I guess this story is nearing its end - but do update only after ur exam.Else I wont spare you.
yeah its nearing it's end...and even my exams are nearing an end 😊
so no worries on that thing :)
With love,
Your di
Love you too di,
Fatima
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