Sushant Singh Rajput is no more : RIP :( - Page 129

Originally posted by: Swetha-Sai

https://www.spotboye.com/bollywood/news/sushant-singh-rajput-death-prayer-meet-held-in-patna-by-the-late-actor-s-family-in-memory-of-their-beloved-son/5ef0181cdfb8c4229f9b30d3

He is no more💔💔

Originally posted by: spain

Thank you for sharing such beautiful posts.

Personally, I thought Sushant was suffering from bipolar disorder.

I think he was suffering for years with it but was diagnosed late or even misdiagnosed as depression.

He showed most of the signs: insomnia, depression followed by euphoric episodes followed by depression followed by irritability.

During his euphoric/ dysphoria phase, he was at his best with creativity and acting and doing his projects on astro physics.

And so he may have felt that he did not need medication.

Most bipolar patients I have come across come to the doctor only when they need help with the depressive phase.

But their denial to start taking medication could be their own coping mechanism of the illness, or cautious of the stigma of being labelled mentally ill or fear of what the medication might actually do to them.

While it is true that Bollywood biggies did not reach out to him, it is also true that he shut himself off completely from other people.

He became increasingly reclusive. He changed his phone number 50 times.

He had big ideas of doing many big things....but couldn't finish any of them.

He lost his mother at 16, when he was still a child-man. He was deeply connected to her and her death was a huge shock.

I think his illness might have started from there.

He tried to cope with the death by doing different things and keep himself busy.

Like he was constantly in search of something....or trying to run after something to fill that void in himself.

He himself said once that he loved acting because it allowed him "to escape from himself."

So he went to engineering college and scored really well....only to drop out months before his graduation.

Then he moved to the television industry and did really well there....only to drop out of projects and join the movies.

Then he joined the movies and did really well there....but he could not stay committed with the contract he was signed to.

His mind was wavering. constantly.

His personal relationships were the same. He seemed committed enough only to back away just before marriage.

During the lockdown, with no work and with a relationship fight....he plummeted further.

In the last 10 days before his death, his gym trainer's mother passed away....it brought back memories of his dead mother and that was his final poem on his instagram account. A few days later, he stopped his medication. He fought with his girlfriend and convinced her to move away for a while...so he was alone. A few days later, his ex-manager committed suicide. A few days later, he cleared his payments for his servant staff. And a few days later in the morning, he committed suicide.

It seemed the natural step to take. He also left without wanting to drown his girlfriend into it and without creating debt for anyone to pay off.

In retrospect....yes, the blind items written about him may have some truth in them....temper tantrums/ irritability may have happened when his manic episodes were pushed further.

But most may have been false and that might have been the reason for him keeping his guard up all the time.

He kept walls around his fragile mind.

He said he didn't care what people said, but he did. He said the belittled recognition did not hurt, but it did.

The blind items may have created paranoia in his mind too that people were constantly watching him/ targetting him/ plotting against him.

This would have further fuelled his bipolar anxiety/ depression phase.

Suicide can happen in the manic phase of bipolar....it is a type of aggression towards oneself.

It is further triggered by depression when one loses all hope in life itself.

Overall, the outside world of our mind is infinite and the inside world of our mind is infinite.

Finding the peace between these two worlds is what keeps one sane.

I hope and pray that Sushant has finally found his peace.

This makes a lot of sense but people are on a witch hunt trying to solve a murder mystery smh. Anyways thanks for sharing

Originally posted by: Gauahargeous_N

This makes a lot of sense but people are on a witch hunt trying to solve a murder mystery smh. Anyways thanks for sharing

These are just assumptions. Nobody knows the actual truth so there will Speculations. How easily u believe this and how easily discard the possibility of murder ? If Speculations are going on there are reasons behind it.

https://www.spotboye.com/bollywood/news/sushant-singh-rajput-death-late-actor-s-nephew-writes-an-emotional-post-says-sushant-has-reunited-with-his-beloved-mother/5ef04701dfb8c4229f9b30ef

RIP Sushant...

Gone too soon and gone too young!!!

He had so much to offer to Bollywood and the world at large!!!

You will be missed!!!

So many guesses, so many investigations, so many thesis and rumours.

I just hope the mystery is solved but it is not so easy when the one who had all the answers is no more with us.

But what I agree is that the loss of his mother has deeply affect SSR. He was never away from that. That hurt was always there.

Hmm..

Originally posted by: tanvismile

These are just assumptions. Nobody knows the actual truth so there will Speculations. How easily u believe this and how easily discard the possibility of murder ? If Speculations are going on there are reasons behind it.

People will believe what suits their perception. The Post above made it look like everyone around sushant didn't have an iota of sense that he was going through so much. The guy himself having knowledge about everything didn't have any idea what was going on with him.

Also, Abhishek Kapoor and Kriti Kind off said the Blinds weren't true At all. But comeon we won't believe them we will believe this man out of anything had q mental illness n died. No wrong done to him. Nothing.

The Blinds were Fake and it's proven. He never had any such temperament issues and stuff.

I guess saying this can be murder because the post mortem didn't say hanging was the reason is more believable than to say he had million of mental illness which apparently people living with him also didn't have any idea of. But anyway whatever one wants to believe will beleive it.

And Fact is even if police gets to know it's murder they won't declare for obvious reasons

Originally posted by: tanvismile

These are just assumptions. Nobody knows the actual truth so there will Speculations. How easily u believe this and how easily discard the possibility of murder ? If Speculations are going on there are reasons behind it.

People will believe only what they want to believe 🤔

Originally posted by: Swetha-Sai

https://www.spotboye.com/bollywood/news/sushant-singh-rajput-death-prayer-meet-held-in-patna-by-the-late-actor-s-family-in-memory-of-their-beloved-son/5ef0181cdfb8c4229f9b30d3

This hurts...hurts a lot💔💔

Originally posted by: tanvismile

These are just assumptions. Nobody knows the actual truth so there will Speculations. How easily u believe this and how easily discard the possibility of murder ? If Speculations are going on there are reasons behind it.

Idk how that’s possible when he was locked in this room alone but ok