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Hey Nainu darling
What a powerful update! Loved it, loved it, loved it!! Man, the sheer passion, the soul connect, the potent adoration between SwaSan is thermodynamic in its intensity! 😳 😉
Loved the way Sanskaar was looking for Swara, during that evening function. All the guests were complimenting the arrangements, the food, and the decor, but his eyes were looking only for Swara. The way he stared with such passion and longing at Swara, and unraveled her chignon, so her hair could hang loose, the way he liked it, was so hot! 😳 😉 And that little tumble they took when Swara slipped on her high heels, falling on the mattress, with Sanskaar on top of Swara...😆 He was so lost in their close embrace, fanning her neck with his intoxicatingly warm breath!! Ab aag toh dono tharaf laga hai! Even Swara has started feeling so intensely affected by him! Her mind claims she is still "in love" with her childhood sweetheart Lakshya, but her heart and body have already started responding intuitively to Sanskaar!
I liked that pang of jealousy she felt when Kavita came up to Sanskaar and held his arm...it shows Swara's deepening feelings for him, the fact that she is also, unknowingly, becoming possessive about him!
That interaction between them at the end of the evening really affected her, haan? 😉 She so wanted to have a conversation with Sanskaar, she wants to be near him, feel his presence next to her, feel his warm, caressing gaze on her. And he caught that so well! He teasingly asked her, if she was really only wanting to ask him whether he liked the arrangements? 😆 Unfortunately, Lakshya came there then, and Swara had to go with him, displeasing Sanskaar.
Your description of their outfits the next day was so awesome, Nainu...I could picture Swara looking so fresh and lovely in that yellow anarkali with subtle designs, and Sanskaar looking handsome and dashing in a mango yellow kurta with white dhoti! What a fab pair, even color coordinate without realizing it!!
Poor Swara, she felt so upset when Sanskaar was angrily ignoring her. She was lost in his affectionate and tender smile when he was applying haldi on Uttara, she's already realized how much she loves his carefree grin. And when he looked intensely at her, Swara felt all fluttery and nervous---and then crestfallen again, when he looked away...Yeh ladki toh gayi kaam se! 😉
I loved how Swara literally raced after Sanskaar, wanting to talk to him, and alleviate his anger at her; and how Sanskaar so possessively closed the study room door behind them, so they could talk in private! He probably did not want Lakshya interrupting him again!
His instinctive reaction of utter anguish and jealousy, when Swara told him she loves Lakshya, was so gut wrenching. He felt as if his entire world was crumbling around him! Swara herself, is not sure if she loves Lakshya anymore...her loyalty, her ingrained sense in her mind which she has kept thinking for so many teen-infatuated years, makes her think she might still love her childhood friend. But her heart has already realized how special Sanskaar is for her, how much she craves his presence, care and attention. I loved the way she tells Sanskaar "Aap mere liye khaas hain! Dost se kayi zyada...". The way she told him, that she feels so forlorn when he avoids her, was superb!!
So finally Mr Maheshwari confessed! He told her that he loves her!! But poor Swara is still so confused, she fled from the study saying that they can never become united in matrimony, since she is still confused in her own mind about what she feels; and she also feels guilty since Sanskaar is engaged to Kavita!
I guess now the ball is in Sanskaar's court, he needs to tell Kavita that he does not love her, and terminate his engagement. I have a real feeling Lakshya does not feel anything more than friendship for Swara. Ragini may now herself confess her love to Lakshya! 😉
Waiting so eagerly for next updates!
Lots of Love,
---Viji