Absolutely breathtaking Medha!
Finally got around to reading this & well I'll just say, out of all your works I've read till date, this IS my favorite! ❤️ The journal entry was so brutally shattering, I've no words. You know you are alone when there is nobody to listen to you & care for your feelings & you have to take solace in writing to someone who understands you but is dead. Sanskaar is going exactly through that phase. This is SO close to canon, I can't even. No words, this is overwhelming.
My favorite bits-
I am still everybody to her Kavi. I am nobody. Yet we are married. Told you its funny.
^ That was brutal Medha. I am sure it'll pierce Swara's heart if she reads it even NOW. It certainly did to me.
I told you, both the sisters need psychiatric therapy. One is a murderer, another has a built in guilt and greatness complex.
This made me chuckle & I was like, In yo face Swara! 😆
I am no longer a boy. I wanted to take her responsibility and see that I never caused those tears in her eyes. See that even if they were, I would be there to wipe them away. That she would let me. I wanted her to lean on me, when she needed a shoulder. I wanted to make her smile. I wanted us to be happy together.
^ Awww Sanskaar 💔 Let him be your shore Swara. The guy asks for nothing in return, please for godsake give him a chance!
But Kavi, no matter how much I love her..and want to make her happy, she does not love me. I am nothing but a symbol. She does not agree with my way of doing things..calls them heinous. Of course, she never gets things done when she does them her way...but that useless righteous path is infinitely preferable to Swara. My ways of survival in the hungry world outside, is certainly a depraved concept to her. Her utopia of course, should be the perfect fairyland...and its rules of course would have taken me to the heights of success. They would of course, have prevented the sadness which befell her. God.
^ SO EFFING TRUE! Good Lord, Swara & her utopia :/ Sometimes she's so contradicting. Scoffing at Sanskaar's twisted ways while going along a whole fake murder twisty plot to prove Ragini's crimes. Err you bundle of contradictions :/ I am just a symbol to her broke my heart. Love the sarcastic tone in this para ⭐️
I think if I continue listing my favorite parts any further, I might just post the whole OS again 😆😳 That bit about Swara being the most selfish, OHMYGOD truer words have NEVER been spoken. All hail Medha!
I totally love the twist at the end about them being happily married for 3 years. That made me sob a little, I'll be honest with happiness ofcourse :P Thank god & you for small mercies 😆
You're probably my favorite writer on the forum along with Viji. Keep up the brilliance girl ⭐️❤️
Edited by .Sarcasmazing. - 9 years ago
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