LAKSH MILA part 4 updated (page 5) - Page 2

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PART. 2:

Urmila is in her chamber sitting silently before the mandir. She was informed about ram's coming to Ayodhya along with Sita and Lakshman. They will be coming in a hour or to from Nandigram along with Bharat and Shatrughan.

She is so happy that her wait is over.her eye are filled with tears. 😭 She could not sleep the entire night and so sat near the mandir and thanked the god as many times as she can. ...

U: kitne varsh hogaye Sita didi ko dekhkar. ...she got up and went to the paintings she had drawn all this years. It was one of her ways to cope with the loneliness filled in her life. After finishing all her duties she used to paint the pictures..that gave her some peace. 🥱

After ram's decision of not returning back to Ayodhya after the King demise. ,she made herself strong. She cannot get weak ...she gave a promise to stay in the palace and fulfill her duties of a kulvadhu in all the circumstances.

She tried to control her emotions and thought of her duties. But the room reminded her of him, their memories , the time spent together and him always. Everything made her cry in his memory. only she can find solace in her sleep. She met him in her dreams. So she mostly preferred to sleep and pray the God for his safety .

She saw the painting of their four sisters together and missed her Sita didi very much.

She saw the painting with which she spent most of her time in these fourteen years. It was his. ...her SWAMII... and her painting.

A tear rolled over her cheeks on looking at him .. ...😭

U: kaise hai aap Sumitra Nandan. ...aap ki aagaman se Ayodhya hi nahi meri Jeevan me bhi ujala aagaya. Kitni Varsha hogaye aap se milkar. Aaj mere Pratiksha poorn hogaya. Avem mere jeevan bhi. ...

She saw herself in the painting. She was young and beautiful and with full of life and passion. She thought how passionate,naive spirited,innocent, was she then . but time changed her a lot. Life taught her so many lesson. She became responsible ,matured and extremely self controlled. After all, she is Sita 's. Pratibimbh she left in the palace while she is going for exile .

She saw herself in the mirror

many thoughts flooded her mind.

U: kyu unhe mai aaj bhi sundar lagti hoon?itne varsh hogaye. Kya unke hriday me meri liye prem abhi hai?

varshon ki doori me kadachit ve parivarthit hogayehu tho?

Mai kaise samna karungi unse?

Kya mai swayam ko niyanthran me rakhpaungi unki samaksh?meri ashru dekhkar ve swayam ko hi kaaran mankar kahi mujse rusht hogaye tho?

She tried to brush off her thoughts but could not.

Sita didi keval ek varsh hi door hua Jijasri se. Paranthu unhe bhi agnipariksha denipadi!avem mai tho chautha varsh apni swami se door raha,ab mujhe kis prakar ki agnipariksa denapadega?

She is confused and is fighting a inner battle.

She came out of her trance when she heard the drums beating and cheering of people.

Shruthkirti came running and said they are coming back. Come soon. ...

Urmila composed herself...and sighed off her thougts and prayed to God to give her strength to fulfil her dharma.

All the mothers are waiting at the main gates of the palace for three while mandavi is getting the preparations done for their welcome.

Ram ,Sita and Lakshman along with Bharat and Shatrughan arrived at the palace along with the other people . Whole Ayodhya was decorated with flowers and diyas.

Lakshman heart is racing so fast. He is trying so hard to control himself ..though he is greeting people around him mechanically ,his heart and eyes are searching for her, for one glimpse of her, his love ,his wife,his MILA. ...everywhere..

They reached the main gate and saw their mothers waiting. All got down the chariots and walked towards them.

Ram and Sita greeted their mothers by touching their feet. .so did Lakshman

Ram hugged Kaikeyi while Sita hugged Kausalya. Lakshman hugged his mother with tears in his eyes. Every person present there are filled with tears seeing them. .

Lakshman is looking everywhere only not to find her there. After sometime, mandavi and shruthkirti came running towards them. They saw Sita and hugged her crying uncontrollably. They greeted ram and Lakshman. Kausalya asked mandavi to do aarti and welcome them home.

Lakshman is getting more restless and he cannot stand there anymore. 🥱🥱

He is looking for her... And then he heard the sounds. The sound of her anklets...it's her. He turned in the direction and saw her coming with the Aarti plate. His vision is not clear due to the tears in his eyes.and he just closed his eyes and let the tears fall down.

As he opened his eyes he saw her. ... His Urmila. After a long wait of fourteen years. ...😭😭

TO BE CONTINUED...

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