Learning to Love Again - Chapters 40 (LAST) on Page 32 (June 19th) - Page 5

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Posted: 10 years ago
#41
Painful update!!!
Hope everything goes well ...
Update soon.
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Posted: 10 years ago
#42
So emtnl update
Sanyu leaving rd
Bt she's right there's no use in dragging a relation and kill ur inner soul

She's hurt very much
Bt this is very much needed

Rd too feeling hollow
He don't want her to go



I just hope he realises his feelings soon


Plz update asap
Cnt wait

Love u
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Posted: 10 years ago
#43
just don't have enough words to describe the part saffy di,...👏
it was just amazing and they too needed some time for themselves...
but don't make rd go towards that ragini plzzz...
waiting for next😊
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Posted: 10 years ago
#44
owww...she left!! Waiting for their reunion!

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Posted: 10 years ago
#45
poor sanyu feeling bad for her.
its amazing and emotional update
love it. update asap.😊
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Chapter 9

Two weeks later, I was fast asleep, when I felt a hand on my forehead. The touch was familiar, like the touch I had been craving for. It was a feeling I missed.

"Randhir," I whispered as I opened my eyes, and sure enough he was right there, sitting on my bed, beside me.

"Hi Sanyukta," he replied and I immediately smiled up at him.

Did he come to take me back?

I sat up in bed and looked into his eyes after what felt like an eternity, as he searched mine for something. What was he looking for? Love? I had a lot of that to give him.

"You're here?" I asked him.

"Yeah," he said, and took my hand in his, rubbing small circles with his thumb. "I wanted to talk to you."

"You could have called," I mumbled.

"I wanted to see you," he admitted, and my body was immediately filled with warmth.

I couldn't help it - I threw my arms around him, and held him tight.

"I knew you'd come back for me Randhir," I said, as I felt tears of happiness stream down my face. "I knew you'd come."

I felt him hold me tightly against him and I snuggled into his neck. I placed a wet kiss on the side of his neck as he rubbed circles on my back.

"Sanyukta I came... but not to take you back," he said into my ear. "I came to tell you... that... that... I want a divorce."

I swear my heart stopped beating and I stopped breathing. I must have died, because I didn't feel a thing... my senses were snatched from me, I couldn't comprehend anything.

It was like my body was there, holding on to Randhir for dear life... but I wasn't.


Chapter 10

My arms fell to my side, but he still held me to him. I didn't say anything. He hugged me in silence as I just numbly allowed him to. I didn't move. I didn't know how much time passed when he finally broke the hug.

"I'm sorry Sanyukta," he murmured, but I just stared at him with dead eyes.

He cupped my face in his hands and stroked my cheek softly, as if he was treasuring me. Had I misinterpreted his love all along? Had all of it been a lie? Was this loving side that he was showing me, all just because of a soft spot? All because he thought of me as a friend he cared about?

If he really cared about me so much, then why would he want to be apart? Even spending your whole life with a friend you cared a lot about was surely worth it.

Finally, I felt myself breathing again - albeit with difficulty, and it was like reality hit me hard. It was hard, but I was managing to finally collect my thoughts... I was finally understanding what was happening.

Randhir wanted a divorce.

"Okay," I said simply, feeling weak.

What else could I say? How could I say no to him? I couldn't forcefully tie him down to this relationship. If he wanted a divorce, I had to comply.

"Okay?" he asked me, sounding surprised that I agreed so easily.

I just nodded, trying to hold back my tears. I didn't want to cry in front of him. I didn't want him to feel like he made the wrong decision just because I was crying.

"Yes," I whispered, trying to sound normal, but my voice was cracking. "B - but why?"

"You deserve better," he muttered in response. "That's why."

I looked at him, my heart aching. No, I didn't deserve better. I loved him and only him... there was nobody better than him for me. How could he even think like that?

"Really?" I asked him, looking up at him inquisitively.

"Yes," he responded softly, and I saw that his eyes were wet.

"Why do you think that?" I asked him.

He looked at me with love for a few moments, before he took a deep breath and tucked a few strands of hair behind my ear.

"You love me too much Sanyukta," he said softly, and I looked at him with disbelief.

Yes, I loved him a lot... but how could I love him too much? He loved me too... I could feel it. Why was he suddenly so insecure?

"Randhir, what happened to you?" I asked him.

"Nothing Sanyukta... I told you, I am not in love with you anymore, and you love me more than I can handle. That's why I want a divorce," he responded simply.

I felt tears fall from my eyes. So much for not crying.

"But why Randhir?" I asked him. "We can make this work... why... why are we going straight to divorce?"

I reached towards him to rest my head on his shoulder, but he leaned back, so that I wouldn't be able to.

"Sanyukta, the reason is... the reason is that I found someone else," he said to me and looked at me with guilt as I felt a sharp knife stab my heart.

If I hadn't died earlier, I surely died now.
Edited by ilovepyaar - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
#47
WHATTT???😲😲
RD IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE..DAMN SURE RD IS LYING...
WAITING EAGERLY FOR NEXT CHAPPY DII...
PLZ UPDATE SOONISH😊
KEPT MY FINGERS CROSSED
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Posted: 10 years ago
#48
WT😲 ,Really knowing RD he will never do this ,this is insane man 😲
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Posted: 10 years ago
#49
it's awesome and emotional part.
something is wrong. Rd yasha kasa karsakta hain.
love it. update asap.😊
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Posted: 10 years ago
#50
Wat the hell...m seriously hating this randhir...!!!😡
how could he do this to sanyukta idiot,jerk he is😡
ne believe nai karungii ki me bol rahii hu bt hv too saaffi di plz sanyu k liyeee kissi aur ko lekee aao...😔
feeling bad for sanyukta 😔
plz make randhir suffer a lot
diii nce update 😊
it ws slpndid,exquisite
update soon

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