Learning to Love Again - Chapters 40 (LAST) on Page 32 (June 19th)

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Heavenly_Dreams

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Posted: 10 years ago

#31

Its so confusing
Awesome update

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Rashi Bhargava

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Posted: 10 years ago

#32

Every updates leaves me with different emtn
In last updte we were so hppy that he's not cheating her
He loves her

Bt now I'm confused

He said he do love her bt now is not in love with her anymore

Poor sanyu feeling very bad for her

She's dying with the mere thought of rd not loving her

I guess rd loves her
Bt its just a gap has come in between

They just light that love spark again
They r still in love
They just need to spend some tym

They will go through this very soon

Wtng for next

Didu plz update one more thing
Its really like drug we r addicted to this story

Plz one more if possible

A big wala plzzz

Love u
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Diya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#33

Superb dii
aah hw could tel her like tht...
Sanyukta need to teech him lesson...!!!
Feeling bad for her...!!!
Update soon...!!!

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Indhu27

@Indhu27

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Posted: 10 years ago

#34

Last line was amazing!!!

I think Randhir needs a psychiatrist...ur stories really confuses me in the first n it becomes clear soon it few updates.I hope the same happens with this ff.

Nice updates!!!

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Ayushi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#35

Amazing...

Randhir is such a confused person...

I remembered the same Randhir in lovr asylum... confused...🤣

Nice update...

Sanyu trying to cope up...

Every thing is messed up...

I think they will try everything that they used to do in college and their love will be back...

Am I right...

Update soon

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Ayushi

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ritika

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Posted: 10 years ago

#36

it was awesome update saffy di...
and was little emotional...rd do not love her ...little haertbrkoen...
but waiting for your updates😊

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Anushka Mukherjee

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Posted: 10 years ago

#37

superb, lovely lovely lovely lovely

very very nice.

Rd loves sanyu... but he didn't love her... what was that??

it's really confusing

poor sanyu.

love it. update asap.😊

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Mansi Vatwani

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Posted: 10 years ago

#38

This is amazing...Randhir is confused about his feelings!

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namya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#39

That last para ...just wow!!👏

U truly are an amazing writer

Edited by namya - 10 years ago

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 10 years ago

#40

Chapter 8

"I'm sorry," he apologized.

I decided to leave. He needed space, and I couldn't be tangled up in a web where I would just suffocate. Yes, I wanted to make him realize that he loved me, because I did have faith that he did... but not at the expense of my life.

I got off his lap and lay down on the bed, wanting to just avoid him.

"Finish your food then sleep," he said softly to me.

"Good night Randhir," I said and squeezed my eyes shut.

I felt him caress my hair and tears streamed down my cheeks. I didn't flinch though. I just needed time - time to collect my thoughts, time to be alone... time to figure things out. More importantly, I needed to give him time to figure himself out.

Soon Randhir stopped stroking my hair and turned off the light, before getting into bed with me... our bodies were far apart, and it felt like we were miles apart from each other.

The next morning, I got up before Randhir. I showered and then started to pack my bags. Randhir stirred in his sleep and then sat up, as he looked at me with surprise.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"I'm leaving," I told him. "I can't stay here Randhir... I feel suffocated. I have to go."

"Where will you go? This is your apartment," he said to me.

"Randhir, it may be my apartment, but the person I'm living with is not mine anymore. I moved in with my husband, not with a stranger," I told him darkly.

Then I zipped up my suitcase and started to walk towards the door.

"Where are you going Sanyukta?" Randhir asked me, sounding alarmed, as he got up from the bed and walked up to me.

"Don't worry," I said to him, feeling my heart ache.

I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay. I wanted to run into his arms and hug him so tightly that I would just merge into his body.

"Sanyukta," Randhir said and grabbed my arm. "Don't do this... we'll spend some time together and see if we can rekindle our love."

"No! My love isn't an experiment Randhir!" I said to him.

"Don't overreact," he warned me. "This can do more harm than good."

"I'm overreacting?" I asked him with shock. "How am I overreacting? I'm saving myself from dying a painful death."

"Sanyukta, stop it," Randhir said, and then hugged me tightly, as he buried his face in my neck, his lips pressing against my soft skin.

I closed my eyes. Why was he doing this to me? Why did he have to make this harder?

I dropped my suitcase with a loud thud and my hands crawled up his back, as I held him tightly.

I wasn't strong enough to walk away... how could I desert him when he was calling for me? He was my husband... I couldn't break this bond so easily.

"Please don't leave me," he said to me and I felt my heart drop.

"But you aren't in love with me anymore," I whispered to him.

Then he let go of me and I saw fresh tears in his eyes.

"You're right," he said to me, and he nodded, "Go. I don't want to drag you down with me just because I can't adapt to change."

I looked at him with shock and I extended a shaking arm to hold his shoulder, but he turned his back on me.

"Randhir," I said, choking on my own words, "I can't... I can't leave you like this."

"Sanyukta, I don't even know what I want," he told me. "I can't hold you back here just because I'm used to having you around... go... please... I'll only hurt you more."

"That much concern for me?" I asked him softly.

"This is hard Sanyukta. Please leave," he said, his voice cracking. "Just go!"

Tears streamed down my face as I picked up my bag and started to walk away.

"I'll be at my parent's house," I told him softly. "If you ever want to contact me, I'm a phone call away."

"Just go!" Randhir said, and I knew he was crying.

Oh... how desperately I wanted to run up to him and hug him - but I was helpless. I couldn't do anything.

"Randhir... one more thing," I said, trying to calm myself down.

"What?" he asked harshly.

"I'll always be here for you... remember that," I said, and then I picked up my suitcase and left the apartment.

As soon as I stepped outside, I felt my body become engulfed by coldness. I wanted to run back inside. I missed Randhir already.

I put one foot in front of the other, as I guided myself to walk - it was like I had to teach myself to walk again.

Left foot first - then right foot - then left foot.

I guided myself to a taxi and then cabbed to my parent's home.

I was in a trance - how could I do this? How could I leave home? How could I leave my Randhir? How was I still breathing?

It was like my lungs had filled with air, but I couldn't feel it...it was like something was in control of my body, but it wasn't me.

I had disappeared - it felt like I had lost my identity, my life, my everything. I felt like I had left everything I had, and I was walking naked in darkness towards an unknown destination that only guaranteed misery.

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