Banner credit to Sameera_12Chapter 8 - Miserable life in words
Asad stood in hall observing the silence that surround the whole house. The chirpness that never end was no more here. He felt like some one stab him as the realization hit him again and the walls accusse him that he, He is the reason behind this silence, he is the reason that happines of this house left them, he is the reason Zoya left them. Zoya! The happiness of Khan villa. A girl who became the laughter of this house in such a span time, left them just because of him. He lost his love of life maybe...forever
The only thought brought tears in his eyes. He closed his eyes. Someone touched his shoulders and he opened his eyes and turned
[B]"Ami, app!"Asad said in shock because Dilshad was still angry from him and don't talked with him
Dilshad took a deep breath
"Asad, I want to talk with you!"Dilshad said in strict tone boggling Asad
Dilshad settled on sofa in hall and so does Asad little confused.
"Asad, mai janty hun mjhe apny ghalty ka ehsaas dair se hua mai hmesha sochty thy k tum aur Zoya ek dosre k liye perfect ho aur ek dosre se pyar bhi krte ho par shayd mai tmhre bare mai ghalat thy"Dilshad stopped as Asad interrupt her
"Ami, I really love Zoya!"Asad argued
"nhy Asad! Tmne kabhi Zoya ko pasand hy nhy kiya pyar to door ki bat! Infact you loathed her! I just felt angry on myself for not controlling you Asad because whenever you shout on Zoya without listening her it was not you on fault but me because I didn't stop you and just stood watching her cry and that is why today all this hapened but no more not anymore. I don't want that this such of things hapened with someone else, I have realised my mistake of not showing you right path infact I guess I myself was not walking on right path for a stupid bet with Shireen I created such a horrible thing. Maine kabhi Tanveer k isharon ko smjha hy nhy us sharth k bad Tanveer ne kitny bar mere samne khud ko indirectly tmhary life partner btaya magar maine sab kuch ignore kiya yahn tak kai jab Zoya ne Tanveer par ilzamat lgaye the tab tmne bhi Tanveer ka sath diya phir bhi maine sab kuch ignore kiya, par ab nhy ab mai aur ignorant nhy hona chahty isi liye maine faisla kiya h..."Dilshad stopped and looked at Asad
Hearing Dilshad words, Asad remembered all his misbehaviour towards Zoya. He felt suffocated sitting there but controlled himself. He looked at Dilshad as something in his heart and mind warned that whatever his ami is going to say will be not good
[B]"you have to marry Tanveer, Asad!"Dilshad declared in strong tone
Asad felt like someone strangled him, he felt all the more suffocation
"par ami...mai Tanveer se kese?"Asad said in shocked
"I don't want to hear anything Asad! Whatever you did after that it is necessary, you have to marry Tanveer in next two weeks and the marriage will be simple only Nikah! That's it and am not going to hear no from your side"Dilshad declared and walked away
Asad stood in shock processing Dilshad every word while another person stood rejoicing it
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On the roads of Bhopal, Zoya walked aimlessly
"apne abu ki talash mai yahn tak to agye mai, par shuruwat kahn se karu?"Zoya said in low voice as she walked
She looked at the black and white pictures that she have as clues but the pictures screamed her failure that she couldn't tolerate. She looked up and ran her eyes on sky
"Ya Allah! Koi to rasta dikha, apne abu ko dhoondne ka"Zoya wished
Zoya felt miserable as she got no clue showing the pictures around. She felt dissapointed and somewhere failed. She didn't even know her father name and this was the biggest obstacle on her way to find him but she knew she can fight and she can win
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Ayaan prayed with closed eyes in Dargah. Humaira was kept under observation so he came at Dargah to pray for her well-being.
As he sat in Dargah praying for her and remembering the moments with her, he was feeling it all, feeling what Humaira must have gone through when he shouted, when he denied his feelings though he didn't gone through the same but he could feel, feel the pain of rejection because somewhere he was feeling it. All that time back even if he had feelings for her it were buried and were reciprocated too but now when they surfaced him, there is no reciprocation even he couldn't say sorry to her
Ayaan opened his eyes and was shocked to see the scene that he saw months before.
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After praying, Zoya walked outside the Dargah. She was feeling little better after praying and shedding some tears, but she stopped as she heared someone shout
"Zoya! Wait!"Zoya turned to see Ayaan standing at some distance
"Ayaan!"Zoya said shocked seeing his state
The difference in Ayaan was clear. Ayaan had turned more weak with tiredness written all over his face.
Ayaan also noticed how much difference has come in Zoya. She seemed weak mentally and physically. Her eyes, red and glassy as if she cry most of the time and there were dark circles under her eyes though they were hidden by make up but Ayaan could see them l'll bit
"Zoya!"Ayaan called again
Zoya looked away. The face of Ayaan bring back all those memories which are associated with Him and his memories brought nothing but pain
"dekho Ayaan..."Zoya was cut off by Ayaan
"can we talk? Please..."Ayaan said pleadingly
Zoya looked at Ayaan and nodded.
Both sat on bench in a garden gazing particularly nothing
"some months before, I and Bhaijaan came on this Dargah together. We both were praying when we saw a girl. She was in a bridal dress and had black shawl around her. You know she was crying but I was a flirt that time so I wished to flirt with her but in gazing her I noticed that my brother start to pray and you know what I know what he must have prayed after seeing her crying? He must have prayed for her happiness. Mai aj phir se yahn aya aur us larki ko rote hoye phir se dekha but see today there is no bhaijaan to pray for her because you know he is the reason of her tears because he snatched her happines "Ayaan told remembering that time and then looked at her
Zoya was first confused that about whom Ayaan is talking but she understood it slowly that the girl Ayaan is talking about is her. She looked at him shocked while he gave her wistful smile
"pata hai Zoya maine samjha tha k tum donon ki shadi ek samjhota thi. Dilshad ami ye shadi krwa rhy hain mery ami se ki hoye sharth ki waja se but you know what? I was wrong! This marriage was hapening because you two want it because you both love each other"Ayaan said slowly
"nhy Ayaan! He doesn't love me!"Zoya said little angry and little sad
Ayaan looked at her and smiled
"but you do!"Ayaan said softly
"I...I"Zoya stammered and looked away
"you cannot lie Zoya!"Ayaan said
"Bhaijaan also love you, Zoya! I don't how and why he end up in such situation but I can read his eyes Zoya he is my brother. I thought he was guilty for betraying you all and I couldn't point out his feelings but they says na you can't feel someone pain untill you go through it? Bas isy trah maine bhi Bhaijaan ka dard aur uske ghuse r baton mai majood ap k liye muhabbat ko pehnchan liya! He loves you Mona and I think he has fallen under some conspiracy"Ayaan told with hidden pain
Zoya laughed bitterly while Ayaan looked at her startled
"even you can feel he has fallen under conspiracy but he doesn't feel the same Ayaan! For him, his Tanu is the best and am nothing. He will never hear anything against her leave hearing he will never give it a thought of doubt then let him live in his misery"Zoya said bitterly
Ayaan was shocked hearing her
"what do you mean by Tanveer, Zoya? Do you know something?"Ayaan asked
"she always wanted Asad and she did everything for it, she challenged me directly on my face. I gave Asad many proofs but Tanveer erased it all and Asad believed on Tanveer over me"Zoya told painfully
Ayaan was boggled knowing it
"That means she trapped bhaijaan now too"Ayaan said
Zoya looked at Ayaan
"you both are so different? I wonder how come you both are brother infact why is only he so different from everyone else?
Anyways, Ayaan don't tell him that you met me. For him I am in New york and that will be better only""but then what are you doing alone here, Mona?"Ayaan asked surprised to know it
"kuch adhoore khwab hain jinhe poora karna h"Zoya said and gave him a warm smile
"but what hapened to you Rabert? You seem so different!"Zoya said suddenly
"muhabbat!"Ayaan looked at Zoya
"Muhabbat aur uska dard jo ap donon kat rhe ho!""kya hua Rabert? Sab theek to h? Humaira theek h?"Zoya said panicked
"Humaira ka accident hua and she lost her memory"Ayaan told with tears
"I am sorry... Everything will be fine you just be with her because she loves you a lot and the love that she had for you will pull her memory back"Zoya said cheering him
"zaroor Mona darling"Ayaan said with a smile and with a new hope
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Tanveer laughed around the room like a fool or mentally disable person
"wow wow wow what a luck! Everything is hapening as I want!"She twirled and laughed around
"ab mjhe kuch nhy karna parega jo karega wo, Kha... Ops Dilshad ami khud karaingy"Tanveer said evilly innocent
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"Tanveer told Ami that she is a perfect life partner for me! But how can she? And why will she do this? Damn it, was Zoya all that time right?"Asad said pacing the room
After thinking all over again and again about Dilshad words, he realized what Dilshad was saying about Tanveer and what she was indicating was that Tanveer loves him and it was like a plant that grow from the seed of doubt that Zoya planted in his mind
He sat back remembering Zoya every accusation on Tanveer
"what if she was right all that time? Ya Allah kahin maine koi bhut bary ghalty to nhy kar dy?"Asad said
Asad eyes then fall on Zoya picture, he took it in his hand
"I have to talk with you. Only you can tell me the truth and only you can help me. I am sorry to hurt you so much "Asad said painfully
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So the real war has start let's see who win and who not yea?
Anyways guys my finals are going to start from 5 March so I don't when I will be able to update so don't bash me I will get to the story soon till then
Tada!!!!!
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