Mohini ff:Life: It's Not a Journey

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Volume 1: Old memories and back to the soil

Chapter one: From Mitin's diary 1^st December 2011

Normallly when people are shifted in a new city they has home sickness. But for me it is an opportunity to see some new places for the sake of your work. But today I am happy because finally I have managed to return at my home town. Dehradun!! I have lots of memories, some of the most sweet and cherishable memories as well as some bitter . But still I feel the urge to return at my home. This song is my most favourite just for these magical words" O Naadan Parindey Ghar Aaja/Kyun Desh Videsh Tu phire Maara/Kyun raat beraat Thaka hara''"Hmm so now I am the happiest person on this earth.

A voice came from the behind "Mitiiin'..Mitiiin''..your Phone"

Mitin closes her Diary and goes to attend her phone.Mitin:"hello yes Sir'.."

Chapter two: Transfer order

"Dr. Ray are you completely out of your mind??" asks Dr. Stevens " You want to go back your home town. And just because of that you are going to accept some Doon or something like that med school's offer?? You have a better prospect here and you have just wanted to finish your bright future'..and'"" Izzie "Replies Dr. Ray aka Mitin "Did I ever ask you why you choose a married man for date or why you destroy a woman's marital life just for ego satisfaction?? I didn't. So it is good for you to stay away from my personal life and my decision. Yeah coming Dr. Grey"

Dr. Grey: What happened , Gorgeous? You look so much Pissed off??

Mitin: Can't you tell Izzie to keep her mouth shut specially when I am in good mood. She is just irritating me by saying that return to Dehradoon is my biggest mistake!!What she thinks about herself?? Seriously Meredith I can't take this any more'.I just want'.arrr

Meredith:Come on Mitthin ..(it's so hard for her to pronounce Mitin properly)You have only 48hrs to spend here. Then you will leave us''don't know may be it's forever or'..(her eyes become teary and she can't finish her words)

Mitin: (Hugs her so tightly)I Pragyaparamita Ray , by name of my Shiv(her God) promise you to be friend with you forever and for all eternity. Now my sweetie pie please smile. I can't leave you crying and crying and crying'''

Meredith:You are just impossible Mitthin. How easily you do this promise to me?(with false anger she scolds Mitin though her eyes can't hide her happiness)

Mitin:Well that's why I M Possible derive sweetie pie''Anyways I have to call Ashi whether she and Nanhi back or not''These two sometime make me so crazy''

Meredith: Same here''''.Okay you finish your call ''Till then I will take a round of the OR 3 and 5.Bye

Mitin:Okay bye'.see you later''.uhaaa'.aahhaa'(she is humming a beautiful tune while she dials a number on her cell) Hello''Ashi tomra firecho??( are you back??) Pisi(Bua) kahan hai?? Unhe zyada tang mat karna aur khana kha lena aur apna apna homework complete kar lena'''Love you ''..same here Sona'''.muuuaaahh'.Bye.

An intern:Good Afternoon Dr. Ray!

Mitin: Good Afternoon Alex! What happened??

Alex: Ma'm your release order is ready. Chief asks you to report in the Hall of Introduction after the lunch'.and''.umm.

Mitin:What??

Alex: We, all the interns want to say something to you and also want to give you something if you allow us''.

Mitin:(Hiding his smile and care and with false anger) What do you all want to say and give ??

Alex with other 10-15 interns: We all gonna miss you Ma'm''.You are the best resident and surgeon we have ever seen.This is for you.(they hand over a cute Lord Ganesh's statuette to her)

Mitin:(she is completely overwhelming to see Lord Ganesh's statuette and gently touches it with her fore head and tells) But I don't know that I have 10-15 interns in Gyeaneocology . Even in this whole Siattle Grace Hospital doesn't have these numbers of interns in its board.

Alex: Actually Ma'm you will leave us soon. So we all from the various dept. want to bid you Good bye.

Mitin: Hmm'..Now you should be happy as one of the most dreadful and Nazi RS will leave this hospital soon and also spares your life from the all work schedule'''

Alex and all (together in their top pitch of voice): Surely not Ma'm''though we sometimes call you Dr. Grey as Nazi but we didn't mean it. We all love and respect you from the bottom of our heart. And we all are going to miss you badly Ma'm.

Mitin: (Sadly) Same here fellows. Okay go and get your lunch and by the way from today, Alex you and the other 4 interns are freed from my supervision . Now you all have to report directly to the Chief.

Chapter three: At airport.

Ashi, Nanhi and their Diya are already in airport. Ashi-Nanhi's Diya becomes very furious as the time passes away. They all are waiting for Mitin and Sreeja. She is now uncontrollable after finding both of her daughter's cell switch off.

Mrs. Raizada:Bhagwan'.kar kay rahi hai yeh dono?Flight ka announcement ho chukka hai aur yeh log abhi tak nahi pohuchche'!Aane do donon ko'..

Ashi:Diya'..Mamma ne kaha tha ki who 11 baje tak pohoch jayenge par abhi to sirf 10:30 baje hai.

Nanhi:(she wears glass and is little intellectual) And soon it will be 12. If we waste some more time here waiting we will surely miss our flight. You can take my word.

A voice comes from behind"Oh really?? Astrologer Mahashaya aur kya kya prediction hai apke zara batayenge??"

Everyone turn around and see Sreeja aka Sree stands with her cute smile.

Sagarika:Thank God at least tum toh thik time pe ayi''aur Mitin??

Sree:Chill'Ma .Di aa rahi hai'.yeh lo aa v gayi.

Mitin comes and hugs her twin daughters tightly and kisses on their cheeks. And then she sweetly smiles to her Pisi and touched her ears for her delay.Her Pisi touchs her chin and shooks it and then they heads towards the security checking.

Chapter four:in plane with old memories.

Mitin was recalling when she decided to go back to dehradoon as chief of Gyeaneoclogical surgeon to Dehradoon Medical college, everyone were trying hard to discourage to do so. Even her senior ,Chief of surgery from Siattle Grace Hospital Dr. Richard called her in late night.

Dr.Richard: Dr. Ray I have heard about your decision to quit Siattle Grace. You are an amazing doctor , Ray. You have a bright future ahead. Why you want to go back ??

Mitin:Sir'.I have been away from my home since 2001, Jan. I have studied in Stanford, Glassgow and London and later join as resident surgeon in Siattle Grace. I know this hospital has given a lot and I have to pay back this. But I feel a intense urge to go back to Dehradoon. I have so many sweet memories there. And I want to spend my rest of life there with those memories .

Dr.Richard:But you have your family here I guess.

Mitin:Yes sir. But those memories are also part of my life and this time I really want to get back them.

Dr.Richard:do you have someone special Ray'.in Dehradoon Ray?

Mitin:I don't know but his presence is still there. And I feel him always within me and also in those dark forests, in little stream, in the mist and in a bright sunny morning of Mall road.

Dr. Richard:Okay dear. I won't stop you any more. Go ahead my girl. May Holy Christ Bless you.

Mitin:Thank you sir.

And after 3days of that conversation she got her releasing order from Siattle Grace. In the mean time she accepted the dehradoon Medical College Hospital's offer as chief surgeon of Gyeaneocology . her Sister Sreeja was persuing her career in Pediatrics. And she too chose to join Dehradoon Medical college hospital as senior pediatric with her. But Mitin still thought that Sreeja did this because of her pressure but later Sreeja cleared her doubts by saying "I am not doing this only for you. Me too want to go back to my childhood town and want to treat there's people as much as I could. And I love you di but I love most my dearest sweetheart Ashi-Nanhi. And I want to raise them up in indian culture and tradition just like us . Aap ki v yehi wish hai na di?"

Mitin held her face in her hand and gently kissed her on forehead and told her"tu meri ek aur beti hai. Tujhe meri dil ki har baat pata kaise chalti hai?" Sreeja hugged her tightly and said "Jaise aap ko meri chalti hai.Waise ab humein shona chahiye'..Kal 12 baje ki flight hai'.uske pehle dher sari taiyari karni hai"

All the passangers are requested to fusten your seatbelts as we are going to landing at Indira Gandhi International airport.

Chapter five:Old memories-Nightmare or something else?

"In a moonlit night, in a deep wood a boy and a girl are talking to each other. The girl holds a little fawn(deer cub) and covers it with her stole. The boy tells her something.The faces of are not clear but the whole scenario is not blurred.The boys says"listen Piu, we can't keep this deer- cub. We can't possess it any more. We have to leave it here in this wood." Piu replies"No.If we abandon him no one looks him after and soon he will die.Please,please kya hum isse sath nahi le jaa sakte?"the boy"no Piu. Humlog iss ko sath nahi le ja sakte" .Suddenly he notices that Piu leaves that place with the deer- cub and suddenly the woods becomes darker and deeper. The boy is trapped within those darkness and deepness.He tries hard to stop Piu and rescue himself from the trap but can't succeed. The last word he can hear "Main phir kabhi tumse nahi milungi.Iska khayal main khud rakhungi.Tum kabhi mujhe nahi paoge."(she has so much pain in her voice)."

"Piu'.Piu'.I said stop Piu'..Piiiuuu"''Sid gets up on his bed. He breathes so fast and and his whole body is wet by his sweat. He sees the sun is already risen. He stands near the window and looks the busy crowd on the road of Siattle. His servant comes with a cup of black coffee and informs him that a guy from Pritex meadia wants to see him. He asks to send him.

A person enters and greets him "Good Morning Mr.Siddharth Shashtri''.here is your information."And he hands over a black file to him. Sid becomes so happy and the whole memory of his night mare are wiped out."Please sit Mr. Moonro, Have some coffee" He hits the electric switch to call his servant and asks him to brings some coffee for Mr. Moonro.

Mr. Moonro notices something strange what he noticed before when they met earliers. Siddharth aka Sid's fingers especially his little finger from the left hand is always shivering and his left hand'd grip is not as strong as usual.Today he cannot resist himself to ask him about the reason.Sid answers smilingly"Oh!This is !(he laughs)Once I was a drug addict and an alchoholic. I am sent to rehab for this.They help me a lot o recover but too much drug make my nervous system little weak.This left hand's weakness is the result of that heavenly pleasure."(he lauged again)

Mr.Moonro becomes little uncomfortable and leaves the place after says Good Bye to Sid.

Then Sid's cell rings. He picks the call"Hello"

The person:Hey Sid how are you?

Sid:Rick what's up? I am fine

Rick:Am also good. But I have heard a news that you will leave this country soon and may be forever! Toh yahan ke jo software designing,web designing aur processing ka tera itna achcha kam hai uska kya hoga?

Sid:Come on Rick. I am an Entreprenure and am self employed. I can finish everything from my home. Aur mere yahan pe rukne ka koi v wajah nahi hai.

Rick:par wahan jaane ka v koi wajah nahi hai.Tune hi kahan that ere Parents nahi hai. Wahan ki jo v property hai uspe tera koi interest nahi hai,tune sab kuch trust ko de diya hai aur tera koi bhai beradar v nahi hai wahan.Toh tu kyun lautna chahta hai?

Sid:Woh tu nahi samjhega. Chal abhi rakhta hoon. Paacking v karni hai. Aj raat ki flight hai. Par tu soch mat jate waqt tujh se milke zaroor jayunga. Bye

Rick:Bye'.May Christ fulfill your all wishes.

Sid:Amen.

After disconnect the call he opens a picture from the phone's gallery. He stares at it without down his eyelids for a long time. Then sadly he closes his phone and starts his packing. He returns to India today. After 10 years.

Character Scetch:

Pragyaparamita Ray aka Mitin, 31years old very beautiful, smart and cheerful Gyeaneocological Surgeon''also fonds of music, dance, painting,reciting, writting'.blah'blah..in short every kind of performing performing and fine arts.

Intelectual Nanhi😉

Sweet and Naughty Ashi😛

Ashi and Nanhi are 8years old identical twins. But they have completely different habit from each other. So they often fight for a thing and it makes their Mom crazy on them'.But at a time they love each other and of course their Mom very much..

Mrs. Sagarika Raizada'..paternal aunt of Pragyaparamita, Mitin's adorable Pisi.She is widow of Late Major Arnav Raizada. She raises Mitin as her own daughter and loves her very much.

Sreeja Raizada Own daughter of Mrs. Sagarika Raizada.very sweet,talkative and bubbly. She is the most favourite and dear one to Ashi and Nanhi and also loves their Mom '.Mitin aka Pragyaparamita very much.

Siddharth Shashtri'.33years old entreprenure, genius in designing software and web pages.Young, handsome and very good hearted person. And very much cares for , whom he loves the most.

Please take a pick from Ashi's two pic😕I can't figure out which one is good.

Volume2: Back to pavilion- mixed experience

Chapter one: Welcome!!!

From mitin's diary 22nd January 2012

"Something is really very strange for me. When I landed at Indira Gandhi international airport along with my family I had received a welcome gift(dark chocolates fill with liquor and red-white roses) with a note to whom I love the most in this earth. After that I am receiving this gift everyday.I can't understand who is behind of this??Is he a guy??or she a girl??And the most strange thing is everybody even my Pisi,Sreeja, Ashi-Nanhi to my friends and colleagues know this fact that I hate chocolates………….except this Liquor filled dark chocolates. But this chocolate thing is not known by anyone except one………."

Suddenly Mitin's cell started ringing. She picks the call"Hello,Dr. Ray here.."

"Doctor………can you come ??Actually right now we have no surgeons except you and Dr. Raizada…………We get a very complicated case……..can you come??"

Mitin"Sure! I will be there within next 20mins with Dr. Raizada"

Mitin comes to her study table and closes her diary and goes to Sreeja's room.

In Sreeja's room Sreeja was playing with Ashi-Nanhi. Mitin entered there with a blunt face.Seeing her I such mood Nanhi asked "Mamma……What happened?? Why are you so tensed??"

Mitin"Sorry Sona!Mujhe aur Mashi ko abhi jana hoga hospital ke liye……..I am so Sorry……hum kal sath sath shoyenge aur pakka promise main tum logon ko Kahani shunayungi"

Ashi"Aap har bar aisa hi karti ho……aap mujhse bilkul v pyar nahi karte"(she starts crying though it is fake)

Mitin(hugging her tightly)"arey mera shonaa…..mera sweetie pie………tu sach much ro rahi hai…………dikha tere anshu kahan hai……..'

Ashi"hehehheh…..Mamma ….mamama….chhodo…..gud gudi ho rahi hai………..chhodo…….hehehhe"

Nanhi"Don't mess up with my Mamma…….ahh…..Mashi chhodo mujhe…….hehhehe"when Nanhi the intellectual took a upper hand on her sister Sreeja came behind from her and hugged her and started giving her "gudgudi"too.

Then they four shared a long group hug. When Mitin and Sreeja left for the hospital the clock showed 12:30.

Chapter two:Horrible!!!

"What the hell are you all doing then??"Shouts Mitin aka Dr.Pragyaparamita Ray.She is damn angry right now.Her head may be bursted out any moment. Sreeja tries hard to pacify her but she doesn't listen to her.

Before go to know what the hell was happening that makes Mitin so hyper we should take a quick look about her home town Dehradoon. It is the capital of Uttaranchal right now.But it was built by british and it has the british effects in it.It is a beautiful hill station with lots of scenic beauties, it has some great schools and colleges also.When Mitin left this city it was very calm and quiet but after 10years it becomes so clumsy and noisy.The innocence of here's people has been killed by the globalization Some people who some how gained lots of money think that they can have every thing whatever they want as they have lots of money.Right now Dehradoon Medical college gets that kind of a case.

The republic day is only 4 days ahead.So everyone is busy in preparation. On this very occasion Mr.Ghanshyamdas Chachal thought that he should take part in 26^th January parade with others.But he has gout so he could not walk so fast. So what is the solution??For solution he landed to the Dehradoon medical college and hospital and offered 50,0000 bucks to resident physician to ampute his right leg and replace it with a new one.Thank God the RMO was in his sense so firstly he contacted to the Chief surgeon.But he was out of town then and other faculty surgeons and specialists were also unavailable so he didn't waste his time and contacted Mitin and asked her to come. In the meantime and before her and Sreeja's arrival Mr. Ghanashyamdas Chachal used his tiny brain and without wasting any time start amputation with a scalpel.And when he did so mistakenly he cut his artery and right now his condition is very critical and he is admitted in I.C.C.U. After hearing this kind of good news Mitin's first reaction was

"What the hell are you all doing then??"

A nurse"Ma'm we are not there then"

Mitin "Oh bloody hell!Then where are you then??and What are you doing then??answer me??

Where is the RMO??"

RMO"Ma'm actually I am trying to contact you then.Meri galti nahi hai Ma'm(he starts crying out of fear)Main to aaap ko cantact kar raha tha………."

Mitin"Damn>(Why are you crying??Am not your principal and you are not in a school and above of this you are an RMO of this hospital.Be mature and responsible. "

Sreeja"Dr.Ray please calm down! And have a look at this"she passes a file to her"Its Mr.Chanchal's report"

Mitin"hmm……condition is stable but he is still unconcious"

Sreeja"Yeah the bleeding is stopped and we are finally sealed his wound. I hope he will gain consciousness within next 6 hours"

Mitin"hmm……Hope so.But now Mr. RMO tell me what should we do ??Police can be here in any moment………………..what we will tell them…………Mr.Chanchal did this because some immature,irresponsible resident and nurses offered him to do so or…….."

Nurse1"Ma'm hum bol rahe hai na……….humara koi kusur nahi hai…………..hum uss waqt roz chai peene chale jate hai…………Mr. Chanchal kab aye,kab kya kiya hum iska khabar kaise rakkhe??'

Sreeja"wow what a explanation"

Nurse2"Yes Ma'm" she confused by Sreeja's word"aap humari tariff kar rahe hai??"

Sreeja"wohoo………aap log kam hi tarifonwali karoge toh tariff karna toh banta hai na…………."

Nurse1"huh"

Mitin yells"Shut up everyone……….tell me what was exactly happened when you 2morons(pointing the 2nurses) were having your tea and this baby was trying to call his principal.(her voice has so much sarcasm and anger)

Suddenly a voice comes behind of her" you sounds so sweet when you become sarcastic darling!"

Everyone turn around and after seeing that person Mitin is shocked and so is Sreeja.But before they can tell anything a nurse from the I.C.C.U 1 comes running all her way and informs Mitin"Dr. Ray……..huh……..Dr.Ray….."

Mitin"Take a break dear!why are you in so much hurry??"

Nurse"Ma'm ……..actually……..I ………..main…main ………woh……...main"

Mitin(disgustingly)"kya tab se bakri ki tarah main main kar rahi ho??jo v kehna hai sidhe sidhe muh khol ke bolo…"

Nurse(start crying)"Pehle bolo aap mujhe fire nahi karoge…………."

Mitin(surprised)"huh!!why the hell I am supposed to do that??Main aisa kyun karungi……(she shouts at her top pitch)

Nurse(continuing her crying)"aap mujhe daantengi nahi kyun ki iss mein sach mein mera koi dosh nahi tha……"

Mitin"nahi meri Ma!dosh toh mera hai ki main yahan aane ke liye taiyar ho gayi…………sab ne roka tha mujhe Siattle mein….(she makes her face)

Sreeja"aap agar bagair bhao khaye humein sab kuch batayengi toh hum iss crisis ko asani se samhal sakenge………….so could you please……"

Nurse(wipes her tears)"Yes Ma'm………Mr.Chanchal ko hosh aa gaya hai…….."

Mitin"toh ye baat batane ke liye itna natak kyun kar rahi thi aap??aur aap……"This time someone holds her shoulder tightly to keep her stop so that the nurse can continue……

Sreeja"boliye chup kyun ho gayi aap?"

Nurse"Ma'm mera koi kusur nahi tha………….I.C.C.U mein paani nahi tha aur Mr.Chanchal hosh mein aane ke baad Paani ke liyepuch rahe the …..waise unka condition stable tha toh humne Oxygen nikal diya tha……..main paani lane bahar aayi ………laut ke dekha……."

Everyone together"Kya dekha??"

Nurse"Woh aapne bed pe nahi hai"and she starts crying again.

Mitin"What??yeh kaise ho sakta hai??he is in anaestehesia and completely in a trance…."

Nurse"Actually Ma'm humne unhe aap ke prescribe kiye dose ke adhe dose aneasthesia inject kiya tha……"

Mitin before can tell something the stranger who called her "Darling" and praised her voice's beauty and sweetness in sarcasm and anger stops her again by grabbed her arm hardly and dragged her in a corner.Sreeja also follows them.

In the corner,Mitin"How dare you to touch my….."

Stranger"before that we have to find Mr.Chanchal.I have just noticed someone entering in that store room.We should search him first there."

Sreeja"Yes di.We should search him out as soon as possible……."

Mitin"okay…….but"

Stranger"Come on.hurry up…."

Suddenly the silence and peace of the night is broken by a sharp scream along with a blunt mechanical voice. Mitin and others are shocked and start running to follow the scream and enter the store room(the stranger mentioned this earlier). And they discover Mr. Chanchal is all drenched in his own blood and he finally managed to cut away his apparently perfect right leg with a electric jaw by his own hand. Mitin is speechless, Sreeja is about to faint to see this horrible situation but only the stranger stands still without any expression and breaks the sudden silence "Congratulations! Mr. Chanchal you are succeed in your mission. Now Dr. Ray and Dr. Raizada will take care of you."Then turning to Mitin "I am going to control the situation and police. You calm down(so much concern showed in that voice) first and take care of this man and Sreeja you are a good doctor.And good doctor never ever faint in any situation.Be brave and help your Di." And leaves the store room. Mitin looks at Mr. Chancahal and finds he is unconscious now so she asks Sreeja to call paramedic stuffs and nurses to carry him in OR.