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Hey guys I am done with my exam. I don't know about the result but I am kind of satisfied with the result . Hope you are all doing good .

Originally posted by: jayasharma25

Uma what you said made me remember the “pay back” word Sid was using in the WKW when he saved Paras… that time we were happy that he did not say friendship… but maybe he was always aware that no karmic debt should be left on him…this seems like a soul so informed and in touch with themselves. I always get amazed that he was able to straddle these two worlds…television/cinema where it is make believe…playing the consummate romantic guy…and have such depth in his personal life…

My grandfather was a strong advocate of no lending and no borrowal, to the extent of a rupee too and insisted that we follow the same. This meant actions too... seva was a strong component of his life. I see all of that reflected in Sidharth too (and Shehnaaz). Doing good/seva sans publicity that is ultimately believed to chip away at accumulated karma of lifetimes. He lived the model right before our eyes.

I knew he had principles and old soul characteristics (though I have had differences of opinion too sometimes), but did not get why he never pursued his career aggressively. He really had a sense of fulfillment and content, and materialistic career pursuits were seemingly not his highest priority. He had a good sense of realization of his larger journey.

Originally posted by: Uma2010

Absolutely, Jaya. He wanted no karmic debt as you well put it.

My grandfather was a strong advocate of no lending and no borrowal, to the extent of a rupee too and insisted that we follow the same. This meant actions too... seva was a strong component of his life. I see all of that reflected in Sidharth too (and Shehnaaz). Doing good/seva sans publicity that is ultimately believed to chip away at accumulated karma of lifetimes. He lived the model right before our eyes.

I knew he had principles and old soul characteristics (though I have had differences of opinion too sometimes), but did not get why he never pursued his career aggressively. He really had a sense of fulfillment and content, and materialistic career pursuits were seemingly not his highest priority. He had a good sense of realization of his larger journey.

I guess since he had been working for a long time…as a model, a host, an actor…there must have been disappointments esp. after the Bollywood debut did not give him the kind of exposure he would have desired…but kudos to him…he learned from his mistakes and rose like a Phoenix.., this entire journey must have made him spiritual…which we all saw. Post BB with the lockdown…I felt he did more then most people with endorsements, web series etc. but I agree that he was contented…I guess when you walk through fire you understand what and who are important.

Originally posted by: jayasharma25

I guess since he had been working for a long time…as a model, a host, an actor…there must have been disappointments esp. after the Bollywood debut did not give him the kind of exposure he would have desired…but kudos to him…he learned from his mistakes and rose like a Phoenix.., this entire journey must have made him spiritual…which we all saw. Post BB with the lockdown…I felt he did more then most people with endorsements, web series etc. but I agree that he was contented…I guess when you walk through fire you understand what and who are important.

Originally posted by: jayasharma25

I guess since he had been working for a long time…as a model, a host, an actor…there must have been disappointments esp. after the Bollywood debut did not give him the kind of exposure he would have desired…but kudos to him…he learned from his mistakes and rose like a Phoenix.., this entire journey must have made him spiritual…which we all saw. Post BB with the lockdown…I felt he did more then most people with endorsements, web series etc. but I agree that he was contented…I guess when you walk through fire you understand what and who are important.

I have read someone mention this and I totally agree.. Last two years of his life it was as if he was preparing to bid farewell to this world..He cleaned his image, he removed all accusations, people knew him for his personality, he got the love for being Sidharth Shukla, destiny was correcting every wrong of his life, literally no one could defeat or replace him, No 1 in his field, he proved himself as an amazing actor as well for which he has always has been underrated, and although it doesn't matter but his one song out of three which was considered flop by some people also became viral..Every aspect of his life , big or small fell into place...he was popular as a star but he was even more loved as a human and that's a rare feat.. Many could become more popular than him and even more loved but very few for the human being they are.. He got success both as a celebrity and as a human.. Destiny made sure that he goes tieing all the loose ends of his life...

As vidyut said, he is not someone whom people are loving after he was gone, he saw all that when he was there.. He knew he is loved, he knew he had an impact on many lives , he knew everything and he was happy about it...

Although I still believe it to be unfair, there are many unanswered questions, there will always be but I believe that universe was planning it and last two years was just so that he could go with peace and love and he will be remembered for the man he is..

When I read the question that how we r doing…. I start asking myself but I feel so confused. I may not be as shocked and as lifeless as I was when I first read the news. For many hours I was waiting for tweets that its fake but that didn't happen. And that night when I finally slept, I waited for the morning to wake up and realise that it was just a bad dream. I still do…. Whenever I wake up in the morning, I pick up my mobile in hope that there will be sthg gud on Sid and I will see his new tweet or pic but it never happens. May be I am still hoping for some miracle….

I have not spoken abt my personal life here but today I want to. I am Sid’s age fellow… Sid being a lil older….. I had my share of tough times in my love life and then I decided to stay single and I am still single. I was a very romantic person my whole life… I used to fall in love with people’s love… Sid and Sana were not my first couple love. 2/3 other jodis whom I adored r happily married with kids. Only one who was not even a jodi r just friends so I am okay with it too. Sid and Sana were altogether another feeling for me. Coz those 2 jodis were from the times when social media was not this advance. I would not see or hear them daily. There were no Investigation teams and stuff so I was less connected but SidNaaz was my day and night. I have lived them every second of my life. Their happiness was my happiness….. Being a failure in my love life, I can understand the pain and trauma it causes u. U r never the same. So I found solace in them. When I had Corona last year, I asked God to make me fine so that One day I can witness SidNaaz wedding. I was waiting for the day when Sid will say I love u Shehnaaz to her in front of the whole world. She deserved it. We deserved it. But life is very cruel. It does not give u wat u want. The death does not wait for anyone or anything. Today we r grieving someone and tomorrow someone will be grieving us.

I was in my office when on IG I saw posts asking if its true but not mentioning wat. I thought some rumour again regarding breakup or sthg so I opened twitter and saw the tweets. It looked so fake so I scrolled and scrolled but then saw celebs tweets and My heart starting beating so fast. My hands turned ice cold. I told another colleague who is also a fan. She was shocked too. We prayed for this news to be fake but as time passed…….. My condition was so that tears were appearing and I was wiping so that no one could see. Day ended and I returned home, walked up my room and cried very loudly asking God “y God y?” again and again. Couldn’t tell my family so had to control and compose myself and act normal when around them. Then I told 3 of my oldest friends and they helped me a lot. Called me and heard me cry and talk abt Sid and Sana for hours. Then I told my Mom that this actor died and he was my fav. She was shocked. She fell in love with SidNaaz the moment she saw them. And now she keeps telling me that she saw this clip of them or that stuff. To talk or hear abt them now has become painful.

Anyway, after 3 days break from office, when I joined back… I felt relief. Coz being alone with the phone in hand and SidNaaz everywhere, I was going crazy. Crying and mourning affected my health too. I have slight pain in the left side of my chest since then. I lost appetite for 3-4 days which made me so weak that even walking few steps became difficult. I knew I had to find a positive side so I started listening to Islamic preachings on life and death and this helped me. When I heard lectures on y death is so uncertain and all, I realised that no one is here for ever. Sid was lucky to leave with so much accomplishments and love, we don’t know how will we leave. We r never ready to die…. We never will be….. there will always be one thing or other to hold us back but Allah knows better. Wat if Sid had gone before BB. He was down at that time… no love life… not such a big fan base and so many fake stories abt him but now he left as a hero. Millions of people love him and miss him. There is a girl who loved him wholeheartedly. Who showed the world that how beautiful a partner he was.

Yes its very difficult for us to bear this pain but InshAllah we all will one day come out of it. Ppl say that seeing Sana happy will help them move on but I don’t think so it will be the same for me. Sana will always remind me of Sid. If Sana is walls, Sid was her roof. The roof is now gone. I wish Sana all the success in life and happiness too but a part of her will always miss Sid and same goes for us. This life is temporary and the life after death is permanent. I wish and pray that I meet SidNaaz in heaven and we live there forever as that will be our happily ever after. I hope Allah fulfils this prayer of mine.

Till then I have to be happy for my family…. The ones who know I exist. The ones who need me while I am here. I wish and pray that u all stay strong for ur loved ones and put more efforts to achieve wat u want to achieve. May Allah succeed us in our efforts. Ameen

Your every single word totally on point.totally agree with you n good thing he was happy when he left and was all clear as real

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

When I read the question that how we r doing…. I start asking myself but I feel so confused. I may not be as shocked and as lifeless as I was when I first read the news. For many hours I was waiting for tweets that its fake but that didn't happen. And that night when I finally slept, I waited for the morning to wake up and realise that it was just a bad dream. I still do…. Whenever I wake up in the morning, I pick up my mobile in hope that there will be sthg gud on Sid and I will see his new tweet or pic but it never happens. May be I am still hoping for some miracle….

I have not spoken abt my personal life here but today I want to. I am Sid’s age fellow… Sid being a lil older….. I had my share of tough times in my love life and then I decided to stay single and I am still single. I was a very romantic person my whole life… I used to fall in love with people’s love… Sid and Sana were not my first couple love. 2/3 other jodis whom I adored r happily married with kids. Only one who was not even a jodi r just friends so I am okay with it too. Sid and Sana were altogether another feeling for me. Coz those 2 jodis were from the times when social media was not this advance. I would not see or hear them daily. There were no Investigation teams and stuff so I was less connected but SidNaaz was my day and night. I have lived them every second of my life. Their happiness was my happiness….. Being a failure in my love life, I can understand the pain and trauma it causes u. U r never the same. So I found solace in them. When I had Corona last year, I asked God to make me fine so that One day I can witness SidNaaz wedding. I was waiting for the day when Sid will say I love u Shehnaaz to her in front of the whole world. She deserved it. We deserved it. But life is very cruel. It does not give u wat u want. The death does not wait for anyone or anything. Today we r grieving someone and tomorrow someone will be grieving us.

I was in my office when on IG I saw posts asking if its true but not mentioning wat. I thought some rumour again regarding breakup or sthg so I opened twitter and saw the tweets. It looked so fake so I scrolled and scrolled but then saw celebs tweets and My heart starting beating so fast. My hands turned ice cold. I told another colleague who is also a fan. She was shocked too. We prayed for this news to be fake but as time passed…….. My condition was so that tears were appearing and I was wiping so that no one could see. Day ended and I returned home, walked up my room and cried very loudly asking God “y God y?” again and again. Couldn’t tell my family so had to control and compose myself and act normal when around them. Then I told 3 of my oldest friends and they helped me a lot. Called me and heard me cry and talk abt Sid and Sana for hours. Then I told my Mom that this actor died and he was my fav. She was shocked. She fell in love with SidNaaz the moment she saw them. And now she keeps telling me that she saw this clip of them or that stuff. To talk or hear abt them now has become painful.

Anyway, after 3 days break from office, when I joined back… I felt relief. Coz being alone with the phone in hand and SidNaaz everywhere, I was going crazy. Crying and mourning affected my health too. I have slight pain in the left side of my chest since then. I lost appetite for 3-4 days which made me so weak that even walking few steps became difficult. I knew I had to find a positive side so I started listening to Islamic preachings on life and death and this helped me. When I heard lectures on y death is so uncertain and all, I realised that no one is here for ever. Sid was lucky to leave with so much accomplishments and love, we don’t know how will we leave. We r never ready to die…. We never will be….. there will always be one thing or other to hold us back but Allah knows better. Wat if Sid had gone before BB. He was down at that time… no love life… not such a big fan base and so many fake stories abt him but now he left as a hero. Millions of people love him and miss him. There is a girl who loved him wholeheartedly. Who showed the world that how beautiful a partner he was.

Yes its very difficult for us to bear this pain but InshAllah we all will one day come out of it. Ppl say that seeing Sana happy will help them move on but I don’t think so it will be the same for me. Sana will always remind me of Sid. If Sana is walls, Sid was her roof. The roof is now gone. I wish Sana all the success in life and happiness too but a part of her will always miss Sid and same goes for us. This life is temporary and the life after death is permanent. I wish and pray that I meet SidNaaz in heaven and we live there forever as that will be our happily ever after. I hope Allah fulfils this prayer of mine.

Till then I have to be happy for my family…. The ones who know I exist. The ones who need me while I am here. I wish and pray that u all stay strong for ur loved ones and put more efforts to achieve wat u want to achieve. May Allah succeed us in our efforts. Ameen

Thank you for sharing a part of your own life…all words fall short…there are no correct words for condoling… but I guess faith does give strength and slowly we will all come to terms…until then we are here for each other

Didn't someone say k according to Hindu customs, the ashes ritual is done on 10th day? Matlab today his family would have immersed his ashes in the river? The last of his mortal remains will have gone today too..

@karnan ❤ thank you for sharing

@kheer 10 day mein jo ashes ka visharjan krk aate h toh puja rkhte h shanti h kiye

Mein bhi aaj yahi soch rhi thi