Ishita was looking at Raman when he turned and said-chalo, we r getting late.
Ishita nodded and walked behind him. He opened the car's door for her and she settled inside. He closed the door with a smile to which she too smiled. Soon they were going towards their house. Both were silent just looking at each other in between trying to read each other's eyes.
After an hour they reach home, after them their parents car also came and got parked after his. Soon all reached home and ishita went to make tea for all.
After ten minutes, she came out and was serving tea when Toshiji said-bandh kar apna dikhawa,mere puttar ki zindagi barbaad kar di, Main tujhe kabhi maaf nahi karungi.
Raman -maa, stop it.
Toshiji -kya stop it puttar, tujhe iski bakwaas bardasht kar sakta hai, hum nahi. Isse jaana hai naa tujhe chod kar, aaj hi jaa. Nikal jaa mere ghar se.
Amma -aur mere ghar bhi aane ki jarurat nahi, tera humse koi rishta nahi. Aaj tak kabhi hamare ghar mein divorce nahi hua. Tune hamari izzat mitti mein mila di,dont even try to enter our house. U r not at all welcomed here. She was saying when Raman said -bas kijiye Aap log, kya aap logon ki izzat kisi ki jaan se jyada important hai. I don't about u all but for me, khul kar saans lena sabse zaruri hota hai, aur agar kisi ko kisi relationship mein suffocation ho toh it's good to get rid of it. Ishita ko ghuttan hoti hai iss rishte mein, toh kya galat hai agar woh Isse khatam Karna chahti hai.
Mr bhalla -and what about u, tumhari feelings ki koi value nahi.
Ishita -i am doing this for raman only, papa ji. I can't keep him happy, she was saying when appa stand up and said -bandh kar apni zubaan warna muh tod dunga. He said raising his hand to slap ishita.ishita hide her face in fear when Raman hold his hand and said -aap mere ghar mein khade ho kar meri biwi ko nahi maar sakte.
Toshiji -tu pagal ho gaya hai Raman, u r fighting for her. Aisi biwi ke liye ladh raha hai joh mujhe divorce de rahi hai.
Raman -haan maa, I am fighting for her. Kyunki kal ka nahi pata but today she is my wife and I can't let anyone harm her. Jab tak woh mere saath hai, she is my responsibility.
Mr bhalla -oh, toh tumhe sab decide kar liya hai, toh hamari kya zarurat hai. I think we should go back.
Raman -jaisa aapko thik lage, waise bhi divorce will happen only after six months. Tab tak ke liye Aap log apne ghar jaa sakte hai.
Toshiji -suna bhalla ji, iss wahiyaat ke liye aapka beta hume ghar se nikaal raha hai. Chaliye, we r not welcomed here anymore. She said and was going when ishita said -please mummy ji, don't say like this. Aap please kahin mat jaiye. She said cried.
Toshiji -chup kar, pata nahi kis manhoos ghadi mein Maine tujhe chuna apne puttar ke liye, mera pura ghar tod diya tune.matarani tujhe kabhi khush nahi rakhegi. She said and went out with Mr bhalla cursing ishita. Then her parent too went even after ishita tried to stop them. Ishita crushed on the floor and cried bitterly.
Raman felt bad for her condition and walked to her. He was trying to hug her to comfort her but stopped remembering her words and said sitting next to her-tum please pareshan mat ho, dheere dheere sab thik ho jayega.
Ishita look at him with moist eyes and said -kuch thik nahi hoga raman. Main hoon hi badnaseeb, tabhi toh sabki takleef ka kaaran bani hui hoon. I am sorry raman, for coming in ur life and giving u so much of troubles. Please mujhe maaf kar do.
Raman -aisi koi baat nahi hai ishita, it's just we r not made for each other.
Ishita -no, actually I am not made for anyone. Main kisi ke kaabil nahi.she said and went to their room.
Raman look at her retreating figure and said -i don't know what to say ishita, I could have tried to adjust with u, only if u have given me a chance but u asked for divorce, aur main tumhe dene ko ready ho gaya, after all I have promised u to give u every happiness. Aur agar tumhari khushi mujhse dur jaane mein hai toh yahin sahi. He said and went to guest room.
In their room,
Ishita -i am sorry raman, really sorry for doing all this for u, but sach toh yeh hai that I am doing all this for u only. I can't give u any happiness raman. Mujhse alag ho kar hi aal khush reh paayenge, kisi aur se shaadi kar lijiyega raman, joh sahi maayne mein aapki ban paaye. Main nahi ban paayi aapki biwi. She said and cried.
Both were in different rooms thinking about their life.
After an hour, ishita got up and made food for them. Then she called him and both had it in complete silence. After having food Raman was going to guest room when ishita said -please apne room mein soiye, I can't sleep alone. Mujhe akele darr lagta hai.
Raman -akele so nahi paati, akele zindagi kaise katogi ishita. Be strong, hamara saath bas kuch din ka hai. He said and went to guest room.
Ishita was going to kitchen when she saw him going to their room. She smiled at his concern and went to the kitchen.
After an hour, she went to their room and saw him sleeping in the couch.
Ishita -u can sleep on bed, I know u have back pain. Aapko takleef hogi.
Raman look at her and said -meri takleef ki Itni chinta mat Karo ishita, let me practise to live without ur care. He said and was going to sleep when she said -please raman.
He didn't said anything and went to their bed. Ishita too slept on her place. Both were laying on the bed facing on the opposite sides. Both were lost in their thoughts.
Raman -i don't know what went wrong, Sab kuch kitna achcha tha. My marriage got fixed with ishita seven months,i fell for her in the first sight only. Ek mahine mein shaadi ho gayi and we got tied in a unbreakable bond. Ahh really unbreakable. I still remember how beautiful she was looking in her bridal attire, kho gaya tha main uski khoobsurti mein. After lots of rituals finally I got my bride all alone. Yes it was our first night, I was so excited to it but the moment I touched her,i could feel her discomfort. Though I want to love her claim her but not by making her uncomfortable, so I left her. I was disappointed but still, was OK with it as our had an arrange marriage. It took me almost a week to kiss her for the first time and after a month we consummated our marriage. Though she wasn't much responsive but I was happy that atleast we started our relationship. Months start passing and everyday I use to think that may be today she will initiate for our love making but I was wrong, that day never came. Ishita neither initiated nor responded me. I wasn't understanding what's wrong with her, I tried to ask her but she never answered but finally a day she answered and I was stunned to hear her words. He thought and remembered that night.
Flashback
Raman -nahi ishita, today I need answer. Aakhir kya problem hai tumhe, why r so sad, aakhir aisa dukh diya hai Maine tumhe ki tum Itni dukhi ho. It's been six months since our marriage but u never responded to my touch. Why u always try to ignore me, aakhir kya kami hai mere pyaar mein that u r doing this to me, bolo ishita bolo. Aaj tumne bolna hoga, I want to hear. He was saying loudly when she shouted -coz I hate it touch. She said making Raman stunned. He left her hand in shock while she burst into tears and said -yes this is the truth. I hate ur touch raman. Maine kitni koshish ki to feel loved by ur touch but no, I always feel disgusted. I don't know why but everytime u touch me, I just want to die. Mujhe nahi pasand hai ki koi mujhe chooye.
Raman -koi, Main koi hoon. I am ur husband.
Ishita -issliye toh nahi roka aapko kabhi. Kabhi koi complain nahi ki, I let u do whatever u wanted to do. But nahi aati mujhe koi feelings, Main kya karun. Everytime u touch me, I feel that I am getting trapped. Nahi bardasht hota aapka choona mujhe. I just hate it Raman. Just hate it. She said crying while Raman was just too shocked to react to this revelation.
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Ps-i know it's not the usual one, so every kind of comments r welcomed.
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