Two hours passed, ishita was sitting next to sleeping raman talking to him, telling him about their life, their moments, their love. She was telling everything they felt together, about every moment they spend together.
Ishita kissed his chest for the nth time and said -please raman, ab thik ho jaiye. Thak gayi hoon main akele ladte ladte, meri himmat tuttne lagi hai, every time I see u,i feel like hugging u tight par main kar nahi paati. Mujhe aap chahiye apne saath raman, to fight and to win. Main maanti hoon maine bahut galti ki, bahut, aur sabse badi galti ki aapko khud se dur karke.par ab main nahi jee paa rahi aapse alag, mujhe ghuttan ho rahi hai. I felt suffocated everytime I saw u going away from me. Please raman thik ho jaiye, yaad kijiye main aapki ishita hoon, aapki madrasan, ur jkr jisse sirf pyaar hi bahut nahi kiya hai aapne but jhagda bhi bahut kiya hai. She was saying when she felt his hold tightening on her.
She raised her head and saw him looking at her. She tried to got up saying raman, but he hold her and said -stay like this only, I am feeling good.
She looked at him with questioning eyes while he pecked her temple softly making her believe that he indeed got his memory back. She got emotional and start crying wrapping her arms around him.
Ishita -I am sorry raman, really sorry. It all happened because of me. Meri bewakoofi ki wajah se hum dono alag ho gaye. Mujhe please maaf kar dijiye. She was saying when he broke the hug and said caressing her cheek-bahut zor se maara tha maine??
At first she didn't understand but later understood and said -bahut zor se, Itni zor tha ki mera pura astitva hi tut kar bikhar gaya, u slapped me so hard that I lost my every expectation to get u back. I lost my life Raman, it was just so hard. She said while he hugged her tight and said -i am sorry ishita, I really sorry. Pata nahi kaise kar paaya main yeh.it was just so wrong. Main aisa kabhi nahi tha, tum par kya kisi bhi lady par iss tarah haath uthana, is just so wrong. Please forgive for that slap and for every pain u went through because of me. He said and hugged her again while she too hugged her tight crying.
They stayed for sometime like that and then he said -dekha ishita, Ek dusre par bharosha naa karke baatein chupane ka nateeja. Shayad agar tum mujhse sach naa chupati toh yeh nahi hota. Shayad thodi der lagti par main tumhe bhi bacha leta aur usse bhi jisse tum bacha rahi thi. But no, u didn't trusted ur raman. Mujh par bharosha nahi kiya, mujhe khud se alag kar diya aur kismat ne aisa paasa palta that I really forgot u. Tumhari Ek galti aur hum hamesha ke liye alag ho gaye. But it's not ur fault also, Maine bhi tumse bahut kuch chupaya hai. Bahut galti ki hai apne rishte mein, shayad issliye hi tum mujh par trust nahi kar paayi. He was saying when Ishita said -no raman, it wasn't ur fault only. Maine bhi galtiyan ki hai. Aapko khud se dur kar diya. But today I promise u ki aaj se main aapse koi bhi baat nahi chupaungi. Meri zindagi mein sabse important Aap honge aur aapke baad hi koi hoga.
Raman -main bhi promise karta hoon, I will always trust u and will keep u above everyone. Kyunki mujhe pata hai sab mujhse pyaar karte honge but no-one can love me the way u do. He said and kissed her temple again.
Both were again silent when he said -will u tell me the truth now??
Ishita look at him and said meekly-pihu, it was pihu. She pushed ananya, actually not pushed but by mistake she fell down. Pihu bahut darr gayi thi aur main bhi. I wasn't understanding how to take her out of it and I took the blame.
Raman -mujhe lagaa tha ki shayad woh pihu hi hai. Kaash ek baar mujhse share kiya hota, shayad main kuch kar paata. He said sadly while she too looked at him with guilty eyes.
Ishita -i am,
Raman cut her and said -don't be, it was my fault that I couldn't protect u and my family. Naa tumhara achcha pati ban paaya naa adi, Ruhi, pihu ka achcha papa.
Ishita -aisa mat boliye, u r our hero, aap hamesha se best the aur rahenge .she said and they look at each other.
Raman -miss kiya mujhe?? He said caressing her face.
Ishita -bahut, hadh se jyada. Aapke bina jeeya toh samajh aaya Aap kya ho mere liye. I love u raman, love u alot.
Raman -love u too. He said and took her again in side hug, they were lost in each other when rishab came inside to check Raman but stopped seeing ishra lost in each other.
After sometime, Raman broke the hug again and said -u really think simmi is doing all this.
Ishita -aapko kaise pata ki woh yeh sab kar rahi hai??
Raman -mujhe sab yaad aa gaya hai, past bhi aur present bhi. Gussa toh mujhe iss baat ka hai raha hai ki mujhe kuch yaad nahi tha, par baaki sabko toh tha, how they let me slap u. Mujhe kisi ne kyun nahi roka.
Ishita -sab mujhse nafrat karte hai, simmi-param, mummy ji, papa ji all. She said with moist eyes when he wiped her tears and said -but I love u, hamesha. So stop crying. U r my jhansi ki rani naa.
Ishita cried more hearing this from him when he said -u actually think simmi is doing all this??
Ishita -main sochti nahi, mujhe pata hai. She is drugging u so that u can forget me. Maine usse dard kiya hai woh bhi mujhe dard dena chahti hai. Toh de naa mujhe de aapko kyun. She said cupping his face.
Raman kissed her hand and said -kyunki usse pata hai that u love me alot. He said and ishita looked at him with surprised eyes and asked -u really trust me for this.
Raman -haan, I trust u. Moreover I know simmi loved ananya alot, woh uske liye kuch bhi kar sakti hai. Aur phir woh param bhi toh hai uske saath. U know dimaag kehta hai simmi aisa kar sakti hai, jabki dil kehta hai, my baby sister can't do this. Humne sab kiya uske liye, but woh param ke influence mein, I don't know what to do. She was the one who showed wrong path to Ruhi and now she did all this. Samajh nahi aa raha kya karun,kaise vishwas karun iss baat par ki woh mere saath apne bhai ke saath aisa kar sakti hai.
Ishita -i know it's difficult to believe but yahin sach hai. Woh aisa hi kar rahi hai. She is drugging u ban drugs. Jisse aapka nervous breakdown bhi ho sakta tha.
Raman smiled sarcastically and said -insaan kis par bharosha kare, family bhi bharosha karne laayak nahi. But how she is drugging me ,I mean she hardly give me anything to eat. He said when rishab said -she is injecting u.
Ishra look at rishab and rishab said -yes raman, she is injecting u, right in ur arms. Maine dekhe hai nishaan. See, he said and showed them the marks of needle.
Raman -par kab, Matlab injection lagana usse nahi aata aur mujhe kyun nahi pata.
Rishab-injection lagana seekhna is not a big deal. Aur usse kya fark padhta hai ki woh sahi lagaa rahi hai yaa galat. After all she want to hurt u only. And may be she give u injection in night.mujhe tumhare blood mein sleeping pills ke bhi traces mile hai, that means she first give u sleeping pills aur jab tum sabse gehri neend mein hote ho, may be at 1 or 2 at night. She inject u.
Raman was shocked to hear all this, he was thinking when something click his mind and said -tum toh ishita ke fiance,
Ishita -it was just a plan raman. We r provoking u to get in touch with some psychiatrist. So that he can treat u, he is one of the best psychiatrist in town.
Raman -thats for ur help but ishita sirf meri hai and don't u dare to say my dialogues to my ishita. Bahut mushkil se sochen hai Maine. He said to which ishita and rishab smiled while Rishab said -point noted sir, but now what u guys r planning to do. Maine tum dono ko utna bata diya jitna main bata sakta tha, baaki ka tum dono ko figure out karna hai.
Ishita look at Raman when he asked -agar simmi ne mujhe Ek injection aur lagaya toh kya main phir sab kuch bhool jaaunga.
Rishab -nahi, one injection will definitely not do so but why u r asking.
Raman -i want to catch her red handed. He said making ishita scared.
Ishita -nahi raman, I won't let u do this. Bahut mushkil se Aap mujhe wapas mile hai. I won't let u do any stunt. Aap please kuch aur raasta sochiye, I will not let u risk ur life.
Raman -ishita, it's needed. Sabko vishwas dilane ke liye aur sabse jyada mujhe khud ko. I can't believe simmi mere saath yeh sab kar rahi hai. Trust me ishita, I will be fine.
Ishita hugged him tight and said -nahi, agar aap chahe toh mujhe aage kar dijiye, she will surely pour all her venom on me but now I can't risk ur life. Aap aisa kuch nahi karne wale. She said being adamant.
Raman -ishita, please.
Ishita looked at him and said -raman no,please.main aapko dobara nahi kho sakti.
Raman -mujhe kuch nahi hoga. Trust me.
Ishita nodded in no.
Raman -trust me.
Ishita looked at him unsure what to say when rishab said -i have a plan, if u two r interested in listening.
Ishra looked at him and he said -kya jarurat hai injection lagwane ki. Raman ke kamre mein CCTV camera lagwa do. When she will enter his room with injection, we can catch her red handed. Arey uss medicine ke baare mein kaise explain karengi woh.
Raman -but CCTV cameras, Itni jaldi.
Rishab -toh handy camera, arey like button camera, phone camera can also work. We just have to keep an eye on him. Ishita it's necessary not only to make all believe but also to punish them. He said and Raman too insisted and finally ishita said yes.
Raman -ok toh main ghar jaata hoon, mujhe bahut baatein karni hai simmi se, mujhe jaanna hai woh kya sochti hai tumhare baare mein. Sabse pehle I have to believe that she is actually so cruel. He said and got up to go when she hugged him tight and said -dont go, please ruk jaiye.
Raman caressed her hair and said -i had to go, kyunki agar jaaunga nahi toh wapas kaise aaunga.
Ishita -please jaldi wapas aaiyega and take care of urself.
Raman -i will do that, he said and went out telling ishita and rishab to reach house after him so noone can doubt on them.
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