Ishra ss-aye humnava mujhe apna banaa#4,epilogue on pg 146 updt 22/4 - Page 83

Ishita was sobbing silently hugging Raman tight while he was just caressing her back softly trying to make her believe that now he is all fine.

Ishita raised her head and said -main bahut darr gayi thi raman.promise kijiye Aap dobara aisa nahi karenge. Hamesha mere saath rahenge. Aapko pata hai, aap kuch ho jayega, yeh soch kar hi meri rooh kaamp gayi thi, agar aapko kuch, she couldn't complete and just hugged him tight.

Raman -I am fine jaan, ab mujhe kuch nahi hoga. I will always be with u. He said caressing her hair and softly planted a kiss on her temple. Ishita snuggled more into him and was just feeling his warmth when Raman asked-how u brought me here after the attack.

Ishita -main laayi thi.

Raman -tum laayi thi, but how. I must be so heavy for u. U should have waited for the ambulance .

Ishita -ambulance ka wait kaise karti, ek ek pal keemti tha. Pata nahi kahan se shakti aayi and how I did that but I don't have any option. Mujhe aapko bachana tha kisi bhi haal mein, and I am glad that I could do it. She said pecking his bandaged forehead.

Raman cupped her face and said -mera bachcha, kitna darr gaya hoga.

Ishita -sirf dari nahi raman, main mar gayi thi. Sach mein main bahut darr gayi thi ,I can't forget how badly u r shivering. Aisa lag raha tha jaise sab kuch haath se nikalta jaa raha hai. It was just so scary raman. She said all scared when Raman hugged her tightly, she just wrapped her arms around him and closed her eyes feeling his warmth. She then broke the hug and kissed all over his face, then she hugged him tight and cried. Like she was still not over that night. Raman just hugged her tight letting her do whatever she want to do. After some fifteen minutes, she was bit normal but still hugging Raman tight. Raman was just amazed seeing her love for him. He pecked her temple and rested her head on his chest while she was also snuggling more into him. Finally both closed their eyes feeling contented in each other's arms.

They were lost in each other when the door got opened and her parent along with romi-simmi came, mihir was coming behind them. They all got emotional seeing Raman OK and hugged him tight. Romi, simmi and mihir cried hugging him tight while ishita cried out of happiness hugging her parent tight. She was happily telling them that her raman is now fine while tears were flowing continuously from her eyes. Appa amma hugged her tight and she cried hugging them. They console her while she was just go in crying. They broke the hug and appa said -now why u r crying kanna. Ur husband is all fine now.

Ishita -main nahi ro rahi appa, yeh kambakht aansu baar baar aa jaa rahe hai. She said wiping her tears for the nth time making appa hug her again.

On the other hand, Raman was trying hard to make romi,simmi anf mihir stop crying but they were nowhere to listen. They were just crying hard and bitterly.

At last raman said -see I am all OK now. Please stop crying bachcha, can't see u all crying like this.

Simmi -promise us ki aap kabhi aisa nahi karenge, u will always keep urself fine for us.

Raman -pakka promise, now stop crying. He said wiping her tears while they sat next to raman. Raman look at her parent when appa said-woh ishu called us. U were not fine, aur koi tha bhi nahi. So she called us for support.

Raman smiled and said -thanks for coming, ishita must be so alone without any of us. Achcha hua aap log aa gaye. He said to which her parent just smiled. There was complete silence in the room for sometime when Raman said -hope u have forgiven us for our mistake. He said looking at her parent.

Amma -why u r saying this, I hope u have forgiven me. Maine bahut galat kiya tum dono ke saath, but please ,ab mujhe maaf kar do. Main samajh gayi hoon ki meri ishu kanna ki khushiyan tum se hi hai. Now we don't need anything other then her happiness. Bas tum sahi raho we don't need anything else. She said smiling making Ishra smile too. Ishita hugged her parent tight.

Soon everyone was sitting together there talking.they were busy in telling Raman how shattered ishita and everyone was without him. Raman was just looking at his family lovingly. All were just in talking when ishita said -i think now u all should go home. Raman ko rest ki zarurat hai.

Everyone nodded and was going but simmi turned and hugged Raman tight.

Simmi -apna khayal rakhna bhai.

Raman pecked her temple and said, OK.

All were going when Raman called mihir and was asking about his business when ishita said -raman, everything is fine. Bas aap sahi nahi hai, so it will be better if u take care of urself then anything else. Aap apna khayal rakhiye baaki sab ka khayal rakhne ke liye hum sab hai. She said making Raman smile.

All went out of the room while ishita sat next to him after checking him.

Raman -tum nahi jaogi.

Ishita -main aapko chod kar kahan jaungi raman.

Raman -i mean to say ki tum gjar nahi gayi tab se, jab se mujhe attack aaya hai.

Ishita -my home is ur arms Raman, woh intt pathar ka ghar mera home nahi hai. She said wrapping his arms around herself.

Raman smiled and said -mujhe aaj tak samajh nahi aaya, tum kaise mujhe itna pyaar kar sakti ho.

Ishita -i don't know why and when I fell for u, bas itna jaanti hoon that I love u madly. Pagal hoon aapke pyaar mein. Aapse milna aur aapse pyaar karna meri zindagi ka sabse khushi ka pal tha, woh kehte hai naa turning point. Aapse milna meri zindagi ka turning point hi tha.

Raman -aur tumhara Meroi zindagi mein aana, meri nayi zindagi ki shuruwat. I still remember that day when u entered my room for the first time. Kitni ukhdi hui thi tum. He said smiling.

Ishita -yes, coz I don't want u as my patient. Kyunki mujhe lagta tha aap mein thik hone ke koi chances nahi hai. But I was wrong, Aap thik ho gaye.

Raman -wrong, tumne mujhe thik kar diya. Tumhare pyaar ne mujhme woh vishwas bhara that someone too need me. Tum bhi toh ho jisne mujh jaise mare hue insaan mein jaan daali aur meri jaan ban gayi.

Ishita pecked his temple and said -aur Aap meri.

Raman -kitni pagal thi tum, apni shaadi chod kar aa gayi thi mere liye.

Ishita -main aaj bhi pagal hoon aapke liye, can do anything and everything for u. She said hugging him tight and said caressing his back -bahut baatein kar lo humne aaj, now u rest. Warna sab kahenge, sabko bhaga kar I am talking to u.not letting u sleep. She said and start patting him. He too closed his eyes and soon he was sleeping. Ishita made him sleep peacefully and went to freshen up.

The day went in a jiffy. In the evening doctor came to check Raman and went saying he is improving. After that their family too came to meet him in visiting hours. They stayed for sometime and then went.

Next day, nurse came to give Raman sponge bath . ishita took the tray glaring the nurse and told her to go. then start shaving Raman's beard slowly.

Raman was busy in admiring her while she was busy in shaving his beard.

Ishita raised her eyes feeling his gaze and asked -kya??

Raman nodded and said -nothing ,just looking at u. How happy u r looking.

Ishita -coz I am happy. I am really very happy to have u next to me that too all fit and fine. Aap achche ho, mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye. She said kissing his temple while he just closed his eyes feeling her touch.

After kissing his temple, she again start shaving his beard when he said -i love u.

Ishita smiled hearing him and said -i love u too, bahut jyada, bahut se bhi bahut jyada. She said and again started her work while he too started admiring her again.

After shaving his beard, she gave him sponge bath and changed his clothes. Then she fed him breakfast and then give him medicine. After having medicine, ishita patted him to sleep. He slept soon and she just kissed his temple.

A week passed like this, Raman has recovered fully with getting any kind of infection. Everyone was so happy because of this and finally the day of discharge came. Ishita and mihir took raman home .

Everyone was waiting for ishra and raman got a warm welcome from his siblings. Amma -appa were also too happy as now raman is all fine and due to this ishita was also very happy.

Romi and simmi took raman to his room which was decorated with balloons and flowers along with welcome poster. Ishra were too happy and so was everyone.

They organised a small get together celebrating raman coming home. Everyone enjoyed it fully while Ishita's eyes was constantly on Raman.

Slowly everything start getting settled in their life.raman has also recovered fully from his illness. Doctors were checking him regularly and told ishita that now he has fully recovered. Appa amma went India back after confirming that raman is all fine now. Ishita was crying bitterly for them but they promised her that they will keep visiting her and also told them to visit India sometime. With heavy heart ishita bid adieu to her parent.

It was more then a month since Raman's operation. Now he start going to office also, everything was good but ishita was reluctant to come close to raman scaring her last experience of love making. Everytime he want to come close to her, she start shivering due to fear making Raman go away.

Soon it was two months to the incident, ishita was still not comfortable with raman's proximity. Everytime he went close to her, she went away giving some excuses.

Raman was getting worried and badly want to go close to her but she wasn't giving him any chance.

Their first anniversary was approaching. Raman thought to make it memorable for her and planned a surprise for her. He send romi and simmi for holidays saying their last holiday was ruined because of him. Romi and simmi happily went giving Ishra their privacy.

Ishita was sleeping peacefully in the room when she heard someone screaming. Ishita got up in a jiffy and saw raman was nowhere. She looked for Raman and got worried, only to hear him called her.

She get out of the bed and ran out of the room.she was going down only to be stopped by raman.

Ishita sighed in relief seeing him and hugged him tight.

Ishita -thank god u r fine, I was so scared.

Raman -har baar darne ki zarurat nahi ishita, now I am all fine. He said and picked ishita in his arms. She tried to resist but he silenced her. He took her to another room which was beautifully decorated .

Ishita looked at him while he make her stand, he pulled a string and rose petals start falling on her. She closed her eyes smiling, feeling the touch of those petals. He came close to her and said giving her a rose-this one is for coming into my life.

Ishita took it smiling.

Then Raman gave her another saying -this is for giving me a new life fighting all odds. Ishita took it smiling too.

Then he gave her another rose and said -this is for supporting me always and standing beside me in all things and thins.

Ishita took that too.

Raman gave her another rose and said -this one is for accepting my family as urs and becoming bhabhi maa to my kiddo siblings.

Ishita took that rose too.

Raman -and this last one is for loving me always inspite of my many mistakes.

Ishita's eyes turned moist by now, she just took the rose and hugged Raman tight.

Raman caressed her hair and said -happy anniversary jaan

Ishita broke the hug and said -happy anniversary raman. Aapne mere liye itna kuch arrange kiya but I don't have anything to give u. Sorry.

Raman -haan,tumhare hai mujhe kuch dene ko.infact kuch aisa joh sirf tum de sakti ho. He said making ishita look down

Raman -dont look down, just give me my wife back.i am craving for her.

Ishita -main toh hoon aapke paas.

Raman -yeh dari -sehmi si ladki meri biwi nahi hai.i want my jkr ishita back. Joh kisi cheez se bhi nahi darti thi.he said raising her face by his finger.

Ishita leaned on him and said -i too want ur love Raman, but main darr jaata hoon that what if.

Raman keep his finger on her lips and said -just forget everything and give urself to me. Am I allowed to love u.

Ishita nodded and raman hugged her. He start caressing her body over the cloth sending shivers down her body. She closed her eyes and leaned on him.

He took her hand in his and kissed it rubbing his lips on it.

She closed her eyes feeling heavenly while he continued caressing her every curve softly yet sensuously. Very soon she too start loosing her senses. Seeing her all lost in him, he opened the knot of her nightgown and soon she was all nude infront of him.

He picked her in his arms and took her to the bed. He make her lay down comfortably and slowly start kissing her, she moaned his name in pleasure giving him more access. He smiled and start kneading her orbs with both his hands. She closed her eyes feeling heavenly, soon he start sucking her bosom making her loose herself completely in him.She opened her arms for him. He engulfed into her arms and start dropping open mouth kisses on her bare body hungrily.

Ishita was just moaning his name in pleasure adding fuel to his already burning desire. He was covering every inch of her body giving love bites and then soothing it. Slowly ishita too started unbuttoning his shirt.

Raman smirked at her bold move and let her do the things her way, at first her fingers were playing with his shirt's button but slowly she started unbuttoning his shirt. He pulled her to him and told her to kiss him. At first she was shy but then she too start returning his favours. Soon both were lost in each other, they were loving each other hungrily and passionately. The room was filled with their moans.

After loving each other for long, he finally entered into her making her as his again. Both rocked in sync and he finally fell on her. A tear escape her eyes which was kissed by him.

Raman -is it hurting.

Ishita nodded in no and said-its beautiful.

Raman pecked her temple softly,she closed her eyes feeling his touch.

Finally he pulled her more into him and closed his eyes feeling happy and contented. Ishita too snuggled into him and very soon they slept cuddled in each other.

Later in night, Raman opened his eyes feeling thirsty. He got up a little and have a glass of water. After having the water, he looked at ishita, who was sleeping hiding her face in his chest while her long hair was all over the pillow. She was looking too pure and serene, drenched in the colour of his love. He smiled looking at her and make her sleep on the pillow, while he himself adjusted his face on his hand to admire her. He blowed air on her face to remove some strands of hair making her snuggle more into him.

He smiled and pecked her temple again making her look at him with droopy eyes. She smiled and said-aap soye nahi.

Raman took her hand in his and said kissing it-so raha tha but neend khul gayi. And now not feel like sleeping. Feel like admiring my beautiful wife forever and ever.

Ishita went more closer to him and said kissing his chest-mujhe bhi neend nahi aa rahi, actually today I am very happy to sleep, aap khush ho naa,raman.

Raman -very happy, finally I got u back. Bahut khush hoon main, infact main joh feel kar raha hoon naa, uss feeling ko describe karne ke liye shayad koi word hi nahi bana hai. I am feeling happy, contented, pure, and totally blessed. Yes jaan I am blessed to have u in my life, tum meri viraan zindagi mein aayi aur isse apne khoobsurat rango se bhar diya tune. Tera jitna bhi shukriya karo kam hoga. Actually it will be wrong to thank u, Kyunki joh tune kiya hai naa mere liye, main sirf tujhse bahut pyaar kar sakta hoon badle mein. U gave me the world jaan. I love u, love u alot jaan. He said kissing her again. While she just smiled and inched closer to him. She hide him in her arms and said-no need to thanks me, just love me alot.mujhe hamesha bahut saara pyaar kijiye, I don't need anything else raman. She said smiling opening her arms for him.

Raman looked at her and she called him to her and said -love me Raman, I want to get lost in u.

Raman smiled and said -as u wish jaan.saying so he pulled her closer and both got lost again in each other celebrating their anniversary and togetherness.

That's all, here I end this story. Hope u all liked the journey of ishra getting together crossing all hurdles. Enjoy and do comment and hit like, will wait for it.

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