JANAM DEKH LO MIT GAYI DOORIYANIshra were standing in the court waiting for the judge to say his verdict.
Judge- so its ur final decision.
Ishra- yes.
Judge- u don't wanna give it a second thought.
Ishra- no.
Judge- so as u guys want divorce with mutual agreement so I can't say anything but as I am also binder by law.I am giving u guys a month chance.in this one month u will have to live together and then decide that whether u want this divorce or not .
Ishita- no my lord.I can't stay with this man anymore.he is rude and ruthless.
Raman- me also don't wanna see her.I want divorce asap.
Judge- u can't go against the law.if u want divorce, u have to stay together with each other a last time.
OK,ishra said in unison glaring at each other.
Soon they were going to the same destination but in different cars.to the house which was their home once but their ego and self pride made it a battle ground.yes ,the once very much in love couple is now hating each other to the core,that much that they filed for a divorce with mutual consent and was living separately but today again judge gave them a month time to rebuild their relationship.
Ishita - nothing is going to change in this month Raman.I can't live with u anymore.u hurt me very badly.she said to herself.
On the other hand,
Raman- I don't want u anymore in my life ishita.u r not the one whom I loved madly .saying so he start remembering their past.
Flashback
Ishra were together in the college.the famous love birds .they were in a relationship from the first year of college when Raman proposes her on the valentines day and they kissed in front of the whole college. After that day noone ever tried their luck on ishra coz everyone knows they truly belongs to each other.
After finishing their studies ,they got placement in the same company and then they got married with their parents concerned.
Life was running smoothly ,they were madly in love with each other.but everything turned upside down when Raman got sick and in place of him,ishita presented the presentation .everyone liked it so much and she got promoted.this hurt Raman's ego as a man.but he suppressed his hurt coz he loves ishita unconditionally.but the hurt keep him eating from inside and soon his performance start deteriorating.and in order to lessen his pain Raman started drinking.ishita always tried to know the reason behind his changed behaviour but he never told her anything.but his poor performance and her excellence in everything was eating him from inside.
One day Raman went to office and saw his boss extra near to ishita.they were working and talking about a project.it was just a normal convo but the man in Raman got hurt badly thinking his Ishita is now getting attracted to other men as he is not enough for her. He went inside and drag her out of the office creating a scene.everyone was looking at them in awe.ishita was embarrassed. That day they had a very ugly fight.Raman was accusing her for being not loyal to him while ishita who was trying to mend their relationship was atlast got frustrated and slapped him hard.after that she left his house that night.
They filed for their divorce and today they got a month time to mend their relationship.
Flashback end
Soon they were standing in front of the home.ishita remembered how he brought her inside for the first time picking her in his arms.
Ishita looked at him and thought,tum itne kyun badal gaye raman.
Raman look at her and went inside opening the door without giving her a glance.he was guilty for his words he told her that's why he is not making an eye contact but he was equally hurt by her decision of divorce.he don't wanna give her divorce but he couldn't voice his feelings as he was the one who created this mess.he simply went into his room and cried locking the door.
Ishita came inside the house and her heart prick seeing the condition of the house.the house which was her home.the house was a complete mess.the kitchen was full of dirty utensils,food was in the fridge.everything was like the way she left but more dirty and messy.beer bottles were thrown here and there.his clothes were scattered on the floor mercilessly.
Ishita sat on the floor crying seeing the condition of her home which she decorated with so much love.she tucked her pallu and started cleaning the house. She washed the utensils,throw the waste food and then she prepared the meal to eat.she prepared everything and sit to eat.
Ishita- why should I call him.I didn't did this for him.but for me after all I too have to stay here for a month.if he will feel hungry he will come himself.thinking so she served food for herself and took a morsel but she couldn't eat thinking that he didn't eat anything.she covered the food and went to the another room to change her clothes.she changed into kurti leggings when she heard some noise in the kitchen.she thought he came smelling the food.she went only to see him standing near the fridge trying to get some water but wasn't able to so coz he was heavily drunk. Ishita ran to him and hold him in neck of time before he fell.
Ishita- what is this Raman.why u drank so much.
Raman- ishita mujhe chod kar jaa rahi hai.I wanna die.he mumbled in his half conscious state.ishita cried seeing his state.one aide her hurt ego was telling her to leave him on his condition but her love for him wasn't allowing her.
Ishita hugged him and said- I am not going anywhere.let's go and eat something.
Raman- u will feed me.he said like a baby.
Ishita cupped her face and said- yes I will feed u.saying so ishita took him to the table and make him sit comfortably after that she started feeding him while he was falling here and there but she was holding him strong.
After feeding him,she hold him and took him to the bed.she covered him with a quilt and was going when he hold her hand and pulled her to himself.she landed on his chest .
Raman- kahan jaa rahi ho mujhe chod kar.
Ishita- to my room.
Raman- this is ur room ishita.I am ur husband, ur Raman.please don't go.he said pleadingly.and before she can react he captured her lips for a soul searing kiss.at first Ishita tried to broke the hug but very soon she also start responding as she was also missing Raman too much from many days.she was missing his gentle loving touch which make her forget everything. After a long kiss Raman broke the kiss in need of air and start dropping wet kisses on her neckline making her forget everything. He opened her blouse in a jerk and start giving open mouth kissing on her bare bosoms.he was nowhere gentle but raw and passionate .the urgency of loving her was more then breathing.on the other hand ishita who was craving for his touches since long were moaning and breathing heavily feeling his love bites all over her body .finally he entered into her filling the emptiness between themselves and they rocked in sync till their climax .then he fell on her and slept hugging her.
He was sleeping peacefully hugging her tight but she was wide awake .she was thinking about what happened between them.no she wasn't guilty but very happy that he loved her so passionately after such a long time.but she was afraid of his reaction.what if next day he woke up and said ,that she used him for satisfying her need.what if he accuse her.so she got up ,dressed him and then went to her room,as if nothing happened. But still she couldn't sleep.all she can think was him over her.she so wanted to sleep in his embrace.thinking about him,she finally slept.
Next morning Raman wake up on his bed and remembered their last night encounter. How passionately they made love.a smile crept on his face remembering how she was holding and feeding him like a baby.the sadness of all those days were gone in just a night.a night of togetherness which brought them closer as never before.
He get up from the bed and went to her room where she was sleeping peacefully. He sat beside her and caress her face softly.he can see the tears dried in the corner of her eyes.he don't understood the reason for her cry.he thought for sometime.
Raman- ofcourse,why she won't be sad.u made her life a hell.she loved u unconditionally but u acted like a monster with her.but now I will make everything right and then will propose u again.ishita I love u meri jaan.I will not let this divorce happen.main tumhara pehle wala Raman ban ke dikhaunga.he said determined to himself.and kissed her forehead.
After that he went to his room and start getting ready.he made coffee and breakfast for themselves. And took it to her .Ishita was surprised to see him lovable like before.she was too happy.soon they went to their office.everyone was shocked to see this new Raman who wasn't rude but very sweet like before.but the one person who is not liking this was their boss ashok khanna.he was happy with their divorce but all of a sudden this change in Raman.he don't like it as he like Ishita.he want to make her his after their divorce.
Soon everything started falling in place.it has been 15 days since their court date.Raman was trying hard to amend things between them.ishita was more then happy not not voicing her feelings as she want him to do that.Raman was working hard for a project and ishita was helping him.they were closer like before but they didn't sorted the divorce matter as Raman want to prove himself before doing that.and ishita don't want anything but her Raman.
One day ashok send Raman for a bidding to faridabad.ishita was in the office but she was missing him a lot.
Ashok came to her and said- ishita,we have to go to a meeting .let's go.
Ishita don't wanna go but went as its her job.she was giving her presentation in the meeting when she saw Raman entering the conference room.she smiled seeing him.he came near her and pulled her to himself and said- missed me.
Ishita hugged him and said - very much.I can't live without u Raman.i love u a lot.
Raman- now we will be together always.
Ishita hugged him tight.
Raman kissed her forehead and sang
Janam dekh lo mit gayi dooriyan
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
Kaisi sarhadein kaisi majbooriyan
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
Ishita smiled while he back hugged her and was kissing her back.she was melting in his arms and smiling widely.
Ashok- why r u smiling.finish the presentation.
That broke ishita's trance and she realised Raman is only in her mind.she mentally kicked herself and restarted the presentation.
After that she completed the presentation and was going back with ashok.ashok came very near and asked- why u were smiling in between the meeting.
Ishita don't like his proximity, so she sat a little way looking outside.but she realised someone touch her.she turned to see and find Raman sitting berween them.she smiled,he caressed her cheek
Tum chupa naa sakogi
Main raaz hoon
Tum bhula naa sakogi
Woh andaaz
Gunjta hoon jo dil mein
Toh hairaan ho kyun
Main tumhare hi dil ki
Awaaz hoon
Sun sako toh suno
Dhadkano ki sadaa
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
He said circling his protective arms around her. Soon they reach the office ,and she ran to her cabin.she locked her cabin and start breathing heavily feeling him around herself. That's when he hugged her tight and start kissing her senselessly.
Main hi main
Ab tumhare khayalon mein hoon
Main jawabon mein hoon
Main sawalon mein hoon
Main tumhare har ek khawab
Mein hoon basaa
Main tumhari nazar ke ujaalon mein hoon
Dekhti ho mujhe dekhti ho jahan
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
Janam dekh lo mit gayi dooriyan
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
Kaise sarhadein kaisi majbooriyan
Main yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan hoon yahan
She was lost in his touch,his love,in him.she hugged herself and said- come back soon Raman.I am waiting for u anxiously. I can't take this separation anymore. Today I will tell u that ur ishita can't live without u.
On the other hand,Raman was happy that he win the bid and today he will close all the distance between them.
Raman- I am coming to u ishita.I love us jaan.
Raman reached his office buying a bouquet for her and went to her cabin but saw her smiling standing with ashok.little did he know that she was smiling coz she is lost in his thoughts.
He slightly open the door and heard what ashok was telling- I am very happy that soon u will be free from Raman.I love u a lot ishita.
Ashok shake ishita and said- r u listening to me.I said I love u ishita.
Ishita- I love u too.she said dreamingly.
Raman was stunned to hear this,he couldn't take it anymore and ran back.
Ashok- wow u love me.say it again.
Ishita- I can say it a thousand times
I love u Raman.she said lost in her world.
Ashok shakes her and said- I am not Raman but ashok ur boss.
That broke her trance and she said- sorry sir,I don't hear what u said.I think I am not well.I should home.saying so she took her belongings and went home without hearing his answer.
On the other hand,Raman was sitting in the bar,drinking heavily.he couldn't believe that his Ishita don't love him anymore.he was go on drinking.
Ishita reached her house and prepared Raman's favourite dishes to surprise him.to tell him how much she missed him all day.
It was eleven in the night,ishita was slept waiting for him.while he was walking on the road and drinking.her words were echoing in his mind.
Raman-u don't love ur Raman anymore.I don't wanna live.main mar jaana chahta hoon.meri ishita mujhse pyaar nahi karti.
Wahi hai sooratein apni
Wahi main hoon, wahi tum ho
Magar khoya huaa hoon main
Magar tum bhi kahin gum ho
Mohabbat mein dagha ki thi
So kaafir the so kaafir hain
Mili hain manzilein phir bhi
Musaafir thhe, musaafir hain
Tere dil ke nikaale hum
Kahaan bhatke, kahaan pahunche
Magar bhatke toh yaad aaya
Bhatakna bhi zaroori tha
Mohabbat bhi zaroori thi
Bichhadna bhi zaroori tha
Zaroori tha ki
Hum dono tawaaf-e-aarzoo karte
Magar phir aarzu'on ka
Bikharna bhi zaroori tha
Teri aankhon ke dariya ka
Utarna bhi zaroori tha
He was walking on the road crying bitterly when a car come and banged into him.ishita wake up from her sleep suddenly screaming,Raman.
She wake up and grab her car keys .she went out and start searching for him.she search for him all night but couldn't find him.she was crying bitterly sensing something wrong sent with him.
On the other hand,a old man brought him to the hospital.he was taken care off.
Next morning when he opened his eyes.he started searching for her and then he realised,that he is in the hospital.
Raman- ishita kitni pareshan hogi.I must go home.thinking so he took his discharge and went home.his house was empty ,he was about to ask his neighbour and saw her standing.her eyes were red and puffy like she had been crying while night.
She was exhausted searching ,so came home to wait for him.the moment she saw him all safe and sound in front of her,she crushed herself in him.she cried cried and cried aloud.Raman was startled by her action.
Raman caressed her hair and said- what happened ishita.
Ishita shrugged his hand and said clutching his collar- kahan gaye the tum.tumhe pata hi hai mujhpar kya beet rahi thi.ek ek pal kaise kata Maine tumhare bina,main hi jaanti hoon.main mar rahi thi aur kahan the tum.jisne haq diya tumhe mujhe iss tarah chod kar jaane ka.samjhate kya ho.try kar rahe the ki main kaise jeeungi tumhare bina.toh lo sun lo nahi jee sakti tumhare bina.(where were u.I was dying every second.what u think of urself .u can't leave me like this.I can't live without u)she said keeping her head on his chest.
Ishita- main nahi jee sakti tumhare bina,agar tum nahi chahte ki main naukari karun,toh main naukari chod dungi.main koi bhi aisa kaam nahi karungi joh tumhe achcha naa lage.tum kahoge toh saansein bhi nahi lungi par please mujhe aise chod kar mat jaaya karo.(if u want I will leave my job,will do everything according to ur will,won't even breath without ur permission but please don't leave me like this)she said crying bitterly.
Raman felt sorry for mistrusting her love.he scooped her in his arms and took her inside. He made her sit comfortably on the bed and said- I am really sorry jaan.I never do this again.please forgive me this time .and about ur job ,I don't have any problem with it.and if that ashok try to come near u ,I will smack his face.OK.
Ishita smiled between her tears and said- OK.now u will not divorce me naa.
Raman- u r the one who was giving me divorce. Not me.
Ishita- let's forget everything and start afresh. Coz I love u a lot.
Raman joined their foreheads and said- not more then me.
Ishita- achcha,then prove it.
Raman- office ke liye der ho jayegi.ashok chillayega.
Ishita-bhad mein jaaye office.I want to be in ur arms.
Raman- as u say jaan.saying so he pulled her to himself for a passionate love making.
That's all for now.enjoy and don't forget to leave ur comments and hit like.will wait for it.
Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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