HAMNAVA
A STORY OF LOVE AND ITS HUNGER!!
THREE SHOT!
part 2 - page 5
part 3 A - page 8
part 3 b - page 9
First part updated!
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Memories
Hamnava! The one who is your everything. Who is fully yours, mind , body, soul! is that true? She asked to herself? The one with whom she had taken the seven phera's , the one who had been the reason of her vermilion, the one who had been the reason for her shining big black eyes, the one who had been the reason of her bangles, the one who had been the reason of her black beads which adorned her neck perfectly, the one who had made her life truly a dream! The one who had given her the reason to live in this life , the one who had always made her happy no matter how difficult it was for him, the one who had given her all those happiness in her life which nobody else could give her, he had given her a life of soo much happiness and soo much love, he had given her a life which all others craved for , all those luxuories ,all those star studded life, and the most precious gift her Daughter, their Daughter , which is made of their love and soo much of love!
But all those things now is only a part of her past because all those things which she was talking a little earlier is just out of her life, her world and is out of her!
She did not blame anybody but him! The one who had given her all those beautiful memories , all those happiness in just few days, that now she craved for more when the reason behind them is NO MORE!
Yes! Her love , her husband , her life , her happiness, her lover , her reason of living is no more. He had left her giving her soo many things when he knew that she only and only craved for him! She only needs him , not all these good for nothing luxuorious life.
He is in the world of his own! Living his own life their in peace leaving her behind all shattered and alone, with his princess whom he supposed to love soo much that he choose her life instead of his own!
And she is here, in his big multistored building flat,which he had purchased for them! Which was once their life, but now it is lifeless because the one person who had bought this place is no more and the one who had made this building a home is lifeless!
Standing in her bathroom, in the middle of the shower, she is thinking of all things which he had given her and now he who was the reason is no more!
She still feels him in her, she still feels his touch on her body parts, she still feels him near her, she still inhale his smell , but cannot see him!
Her eyes fully red swollen from all the tears which had been only and only for him! She at these two days had not looked after her daughter, she had locked herself in their bedroom and had been here, not wanting to go outside, not wanting to feel anything, but just him!
His touches which always made her go week on her knees, his smell which she loves to inhale,him kissing her passionately whenever they will meet. She loves him truly and deeply and she knew that he too loves her more than anything in this whole world . she loves and craved for more always when they made love! He had that power that he always made her this much desperate for his touches. His one look will make her go crazy and wild . he had showered his love on her! He had showed her how desperate and crazy he was for her.she loves him soo much that she always wish to keep him with her, in her arms.
He had touched her truly and passionately all over her body, her soul, her heart, everything ,all these nights were nights of passion , were nights of love which he had showered on her with his husky voice, which he would speak always to tease her whenever he would be on her , his body weight fully on her , his hands on her bare body and her on his bare back!
He would kiss her passionately and seductively whenever they made love, his kisses makes her go sane, he has this power that he takes her to a world unknown to herself that she only and only moans a word which is his name.
She remembers their passionate love making just three nights before! When he had been late from his meetings and she had been waiting for him , he had come home at 2 in the midnight, when he had found her in their bedroom sleeping cuddling to their daughter, in a white silk nighty, which took away all his tiredness the moment he saw her, and his crazy mind had made plans for upcoming hours, he had slowly kissed his daughter on her forehead and had took away her mother in his arms, leaving behind their daughter with two big pillows aside her!
He had took her to next room, when she had realised what he was up to, she had begged him not to do this because he must be tired and hungry from all his meetings and work, but he had been too adamant to made love to her that he had softly dropped her on bed, bolted the door to their room, and had come and joined her on bed , not beside her, just above her, his entire body weight was on her , his hands has already removed their clothes and then night followed by their passionate love making where he had kissed her hungrily, senseless and had made her moan his name everytime he bit her on her waist and naval. He had chewed her breast hungrily like a hungry animal, he had bit her hard soo many times but hse had never stopped him, because as much as he wants her , she wants him more always!
That night he had not been soo gentle but passionate and had took her to a different world when he had entered her in one swift motion, both of them had moaned loudly,and he kept on thrusting himself more and more in her , which made her bit his shoulder soo tightly , but neither of them had stopped that night!
She smiled slightly as she remembers how desperate they both had been that day, her eyes met hers in the mirror and she looked at her partition from which her vermillion has been washed away and had covered all the floor of her bathroom, making it fully red like a bottle of blood had been poured in it , making her forehead white! Which speaks nothing but loneliness. Her hands devoid of any bangles which made her tears fall down again and again and she did the next thing , she breakes the mirror in front of her , leaving it shattered and her self , and she cried her heart out sitting on the floor in the shower, hugging her knees tightly!
She cried loudly as much as she could and only taking name of the person who had been the reason of her life, who had been the reason of her love , and now who had left her alone in this big world , with their daughter , alone
Raman! Why, why did you do this to me ? come back to me , come back . please Raman i will die because of soo much pain , raman come back to me , to our daughter ..
Raman ! she cried his name soo many times but no one turned up no one because the one whom she is calling is NO MORE in this world !
She has given her life to him , and he in return had left her alone here , in this world which had been the reason she had choose him out of so many!
Life is now like a shattered piece ,which had soo many broken memories and pieces but did not have a single piece which have love over it! Every broken piece speaks only and only of the pain , she is meeting with every single minute without him, she had not cared about life , but had always cared about him!
She did not know how she will deal with life now , when he is not here, when he had left her and his daughter to solely fight in this big world! She is helpless and in soo much of pain that she wants nothing but him, always in her whole life, she is ready to even fight with this almighty who had taken away her life, her husband , father of her daughter, the one who had taught her to live this life beautifully!
Now she understood , why he they had been so desperate to make love that night, his teeth marks are still visible on her body, on her back, on her milky breast , on her waist! She remembered what he had said when she had asked him why he is soo desperate when she is here only.
You are here, i know that but what if i may not be here after this ? which had made her kissed him soo harshly that she bit his lips virgously, making his blood came out of his mouth, giving him punishment as if telling him to mind his words next time!
Remembering all those memories , she cried more and more...but his voice did not came to her ears! Only thing she can do is to feel him, but she can not see him..
Because he is no more!
To be continued!!
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